#almostrosygilmore

[notsomuchsheldoncooper]

Day 06/?

Haven't been posting for a while now. Sorry.

It's just I have been really unproductive the past few days. Instagram rules my life and I can't get past it. I got so angry that I decided to read novels. Not the best idea right now but atleast won't be burning my eyes on screens.

Anyway I'm going to try to study again. It's been really hard to stay focused for more than 30 mins for me the last few days which is pathetic. I am supposed to be giving a test right now but I'm too tired. Even though I have been up for just 4 hours and haven't studied AT ALL. yay

Anyway the target is to complete inorganic chemistry of class 11 today which I really less but I'm pretty darn sure I can't manage more than that given my upto no good brain.

Anyway imma study for atleast 6 hours a day everyday. And play badminton to help my body exercise a little. Make doodles as used to earlier in between breaks and read novels and watch movies to keep me entertained. That should reduce my oversleeping as I won't be absolutely bored out of my mind.

Let's hope it works out. If anyone of you can help with procrastination.. I'm open 4o suggestions.

Till then, adios.

~Mahi

Listening to:

IS THERE SOMEWHERE ~ HALSEY

[notsomuchsheldoncooper]

Day 05/?

I'm sorry, couldn't post yesterday.

Well yesterday was the most unproductive day of all. I had to give another test and hehe I left it mid way just because I felt like watching a movie. Sike.

All my world is getting piled up which I technically can't afford but hehe I never listen do I?

Also my depression is hitting me worse than ever and the only people I wanna talk to.. I feel like a burden to them so hehe not even doing that and that ain't helping.

I really need to start getting some works done but I have lost ALL motivation.

Anyway the plan is to complete inorganic chemistry by tonight. Let's see if it works out the way I want it to.

If you kind people got any helpful tips.. Please help out this weirdo?

Till then, adios.

~Mahi

Oh I almost forgot..

Listening to:

READY - ALESSIA CARA