#allthepeoplethatdied

[alternativestates17-blog]

Finally cleaned out my LA Storage after 5 years and just overwhelmed with the nostalgia. Old Polaroids, Flyers, articles, buttons, etc. It’s almost too much st once. This show was 11 years ago? #theobjex Wow. One of #lasvegas best bands hands down. Especially this line up. And one year since @alethia_prudence ❤️🙏🏼🍻our dear Aly left this earth in the flesh. I don’t want to say the truth of what and whatever. She just poofed into the ether like so many other people that left this realm the last 5 years since I moved away. It’s surreal coming back to 5 people that are not here anymore that were very close. And not to have been able to properly process it? Man it’s the heavy part of coming back. I miss my dear freestyle spinning, catwalk battling Sebastian/Aurajin. Eric Caiden and Ted V. MIkels are real hard ones. Those two were really close . And Michael Gainey too. I lived next to him for 10 years. Josh Jose a coworker, dance partner and super cool interesting creative dude. And I’m sorry if I’m missing anyone else. But, Aly I miss and love you mama. All of you. We all had a very special time in our lives we shared. So hers hits the worst. If any of you have a suicidal thought? Please call me anytime I mean that. I do. She should be here. #ebbandflow #sadjoy #cycleoflife #suicidesucks #deadfriends #allthepeoplethatdied #theywereallmyfriendsandtheydied #peace #love #unity #compassion #family #framily #onelove #loveeachother #lookoutforeachother https://www.instagram.com/p/BpqgFwVnzRh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uizwzh2qls01