#alll my problems step from having something fundemtnally wrong with me that i can’t fix
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idk a man is sick of not celebrating its birthday with a group close knit friends and food like everyone else is that too much to ask
#abc shut it#it it not to much to ask to feel loved and respected by those who claim to love me?#if i have to spend one more birthday alone i swear to god#if i have to spend one more birthday doing the same ahit as always i will make my 30th One To Remember :))#vent#but any attempts i try to put myself out there and make friends and be myself no one wants it#the ppl i’m friends with now i can’t even relate too or keep up with#i try to talk with new ppl and i just feel like i’m belittled and talked down too#alll my problems step from having something fundemtnally wrong with me that i can’t fix#that just makes ppl not wanna be my friend or do anything with me#‘it’s bc your such a downer’ i try not to be! but it’s hard when you feel like your invisible to everyone even those who care about you#like what am /I/ doing wrong???? no one wants to tell me than just try harder and do it scared and alone#as if i haven’t been doing shit scared and alone and sick of it#but i’m never allowed a word on edgewise in any conversation#how am i suppose to learn to socialize when no one lets me talk or participate
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