#allanav;abandonment issues

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Allana paused, frowning at her mother. She sounded desperate and wounded enough to be telling the truth. But why wouldn't they have told her? She had so many resources that could have been used to find her. Her jaw clenched, rage surging higher.

"These are the people you gave me to." She snapped, standing in the middle of the room as a scent of ozone like just before a storm began to fill the space around her. She had no training, no control when her emotions got the better of her like this.

"You could have kept me here, with you. Kept me safe. But you handed me off to a couple who had already fucked up every child they raised." These words came out in a snarl. She did remember good times with her grandparents, she remembered their love. But her rage overcame all of that and turned every memory bitter.

@ereneda

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@immortalizedlove1​

“No, you’re dead.”

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It had only been a few days since the incident in the throne room happened. Novo was heading to his daughter’s cell. He had only visited her twice in her cell and decided to take her to the training arena where he oversaw the Knights training and had been trained himself. Deciding to leave the penthouse a little earlier than normal he decided that it would be best to try and talk to her and gain her trust outside of her cell. Novo was dressed in the black outfit with the exact same gold adorning as the one he wore a few days ago. As he turned a corner and passed a few Knights he kept his eyes straight ahead. Walking at a slow and steady he reached the cells and walked until he stopped in front of her cell.

Allana had spent these last few days either pacing her cell or talking with Vix.  The AI kept up a stream of noise when they weren’t talking, not words in any way just a comforting sound to remind Allana that she was there with her.  It kept her calm, for the most part, so that when she heard someone stop in front of her cell she actually took her time turning to face them.  Seeing that it was Jacen, or Novo apparently, put a scowl on her face but she kept her temper in check for the time being.

“Come to visit the zoo then?”  She taunted, crossing her arms and cocking one hip as she took him in.

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Allana's Verses

Mainverse: As laid out in her about post, Allana was abducted at the age of 12 and escaped but was never found by the Solo-Skywalker family.  Leading her to a life of piracy.

The Lost Heir: Similar to the mainverse but meant to pair with mine and @ereneda‘s dark!TK and Jacen verse, Allana’s abductors lost interest in her after the person who hired them to kidnap her was cut off from them.  So they simply abandoned her on the outer rim, where she was taken in by someone who taught her how to survive and fight.  Now the Hapan Consortium is looking like the next big threat to the GFFA, and she’s too curious about how that connects to her hazy memories of Hapan silk and copper hair to stay away.

TFA Verse: Allana’s parents are a royal princess of 64 planets and the son of the most famous family in the galaxy, but she’s never known them.  About two years after her birth Fountain Palace was attacked, killing her grandparents and leaving her mother to assume she was also dead.  Instead she’d simply been removed from the equation, enemies of the family wanting to stop that particular line in it’s tracks.  She was handed to a small-time pirate who was being paid very well not to ask where she came from and raised as her daughter and protege as Ana Dray.  Now she’s inherited her adoptive mother’s ship and is going it on her own.

Academy Verse: Allana stays with the family who had taken her in after she escaped her kidnappers, and a few years later a Jedi came by to test local children for Force sensitivity.  She was tested and offered a spot.  The bitterness over her supposed abandonment had still been growing, and her first instinct was to refuse it outright.  But then she thought about it, and realized she could use it to gather information about why they’d abandoned her.  So she went to the Jedi just as they were about to leave and agreed, getting a ride to Ossus and a twisted version of her old life.

Knight of Ren Verse: All of the things in the TFA verse stay the same, except that after being caught smuggling illegal goods by the First Order they discover she’s incredibly Force Sensitive and related to the Solos.  So they turn her over to Kylo Ren to either recruit or kill her, whatever keeps her out of the hands of the Resistance.

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@ereneda​

It had taken years to get to this point, years that showed very clearly on the young woman now standing in an achingly familiar bedroom.  Her hair was no longer a rich auburn done up in braids, hard living and frequent cosmetic use had changed it to a rather frazzled blonde while her hazel eyes were hard and cold.  A small scar followed the line of her cheekbone under her right eye and more laced across her hands and arms from the last five or so years of getting into one scrap or another.  But despite her rough and tumble appearance she’d managed to sneak her way into the depths of the Fountain Palace on Hapes, until she finally reached the Queen Mother’s private chambers.

Her memories of those early years of her life were a little hazy, with time and trauma between now and then, but it was enough to make her heart twist her her chest as she took in the way the room seemed to not have changed a bit.  The same blankets on the bed where she’d cuddle into her mother’s side for stories about daring young jedi.  The vanity where she would watch her mother do her hair and beg to be taught how to braid her own so deftly.  But that twist just sparked the anger that had been simmering inside her for years, rage jumping to engulf the grief and hardening her gaze further.  Glancing around she decided the best place to lay in wait was right out in the open.  No one would dare enter the Queen Mother’s bedroom without permission and she expected that the first to come through that door would be Tenel Ka herself.  Then, they would talk.  So she stood in the center of the room, waiting and burying her eagerness under a veneer of cool distance.  This meeting meant a lot to her, but she couldn’t let that show.  Emotions other than her rage and determination had been a weakness in her time alone, and she’d learned to bury them deep in response.

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@1000voicesrising​

This had not been her plan, in fact this had been the complete opposite of her plan.  Normally she avoided Hapes, the whole damn cluster if she could manage it but definitely the capitol planet.  But this job had been too lucrative to pass up, and now here she was sitting in a holding cell in the city hoping her fake credentials would hold up.  If anyone found out who she’d been born as, there’d be a lot more attention than she ever wanted heading her way.

Unbeknowst to her, the results of the blood they’d taken had sent the officers scurrying, sending a message to the Palace and then an actual person following to ask what to do.  The answer was transfer paperwork from the highest levels of Palace security, and Ana’s stomach dropped when she saw the elegant but deadly women who’d come to retrieve her.  Twisting her lips into a snarl she nonetheless made herself cooperate as she was cuffed and hooded and hustled out into a speeder.  

She knew exactly where she was headed now, and she dreaded it.  The hood wasn’t removed until they dropped her into a cell beneath the Palace, leaving her to stew while someone requested the Queen’s presence.  Only now, in a completely controlled environment, would the genetic information that had set all this in motion be shared with her.  The Queen Mother’s lost daughter had returned, as a smuggler.

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@hopetwin​

Generally Ana tried to stay out of the way of the bigger operations, staying under the radar by only smuggling small-scale items.  But she’d owed some people some favors, and that was how she found herself cornered by a very familiar Jedi that she was certain still had no idea who she was.  Well, breaking that ignorance may be the best way to get out of this.  So perhaps it was time to come out of hiding.

“You sure you wanna stick that thing through another family member Aunt Jaina?”  She taunted, nodding at the glowing purple blade she knew had ended her father’s life with a vicious smirk on her lips.  She’d learned ages ago, while still living with them, how to pull herself inwards in the Force and had been keeping an iron grip on her Force presence in the intervening years.  But now, for the first time since her abduction, she released that tension so that the Jedi in front of her could feel her.  And the bitter anger that constantly bubbled in her chest, fueling her survival.

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Allana’s Verses

Mainverse: As laid out in her about post, Allana was abducted at the age of 12 and escaped but was never found by the Solo-Skywalker family.  Leading her to a life of piracy.

The Lost Heir: Similar to the mainverse but meant to pair with mine and @ereneda‘s dark!TK and Jacen verse over on @chrxnicempathy, Allana’s abductors lost interest in her after the person who hired them to kidnap her was cut off from them.  So they simply abandoned her on the outer rim, where she was taken in by someone who taught her how to survive and fight.  Now the Hapan Consortium is looking like the next big threat to the GFFA, and she’s too curious about how that connects to her hazy memories of Hapan silk and copper hair to stay away.

TFA Verse: Allana’s parents are a royal princess of 64 planets and the son of the most famous family in the galaxy, but she’s never known them.  About two years after her birth Fountain Palace was attacked, killing her grandparents and leaving her mother to assume she was also dead.  Instead she’d simply been removed from the equation, enemies of the family wanting to stop that particular line in it’s tracks.  She was handed to a small-time pirate who was being paid very well not to ask where she came from and raised as her daughter and protege as Ana Dray.  Now she’s inherited her adoptive mother’s ship and is going it on her own.

Academy Verse: Allana stays with the family who had taken her in after she escaped her kidnappers, and a few years later a Jedi came by to test local children for Force sensitivity.  She was tested and offered a spot.  The bitterness over her supposed abandonment had still been growing, and her first instinct was to refuse it outright.  But then she thought about it, and realized she could use it to gather information about why they’d abandoned her.  So she went to the Jedi just as they were about to leave and agreed, getting a ride to Ossus and a twisted version of her old life.

Knight of Ren Verse: All of the things in the TFA verse stay the same, except that after being caught smuggling illegal goods by the First Order they discover she’s incredibly Force Sensitive and related to the Solos.  So they turn her over to Kylo Ren to either recruit or kill her, whatever keeps her out of the hands of the Resistance.

Made of Star Stuff:  Taken in by her aunt, Jaina Solo, instead of her grandparents and introduced to the galaxy as Ana Solo; a force sensitive war orphan adopted by the Jedi’s latest hero.  She grew up roaming the galaxy with her new mother, learning the ins and outs of everything Jaina would teach her and most recently tagging along as she worked to set up the new Imperial Knights.  She’s been trained in the Force only by her aunt, choosing not to go to the academy on Ossus when a place there was offered to her.  So she’s less Jedi and more ‘jack of all trades’ when it comes to the Force.

Raging Beast: The Descendants AU!  Allana is the daughter of Beast and Belle, and Ben’s older sister.  Due to some confusion and an abduction she’s grown up on the Isle, scrounging for scraps and fighting to survive.

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@aburningbrandtoyourenemies​

“My luck cannot be this bad.”  Ana grumbled, recognizing the woman who just walked through the door.  She sunk lower in her corner, hoping the flickering lighting of the shady bar would help hide her.  Sure, Jaina Solo hadn’t seen her since she was twelve.  But she also know she had her mother’s cheekbones and her father’s chin, and that this family had an uncanny ability to recognize one another no matter what.  It had been twelve years since she was Allana Djo, six since she was Amelia Solo.  But she wouldn’t put it past the Sword of the Jedi to realize who she used to be if she got close enough.  Not to mention it had been just as long since she’d used the Force for anything but hiding herself from the average smuggler or pirate, no way was she up to keeping herself under the nose of an accomplished Jedi like her aunt.