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binders-and-beanies · 4 months ago

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Required to file for unemployment in order to stay insured. Have to file within a specific 7 day period that starts today. Only 1 day off within that time frame (today) and it’s a sunday. Can’t access the application bc of my usual identity verification issues and can’t get help accessing it bc the office is closed. Don’t even know if I have to actually Qualify for unemployment in order to have insurance or just prove that I filed, don’t know what happens if I get a new job or what time frame it would have to be in etc. Can’t ask those questions either bc again it is sunday. Tried asking when I learned I’d be losing my job but was told I have to wait until my job officially closed (2 days ago). So what’s the point of being told in advance if u don’t get to do anything abt it until u have to scramble during a short time frame anyway. The irony of not having time to deal w this bc I do in fact have another job, for one more week. Just beyond the time frame in which I’d be able to file. Killing killing killing

#i hate america and i hate being disabled #all week I’ve been anxious abt filing today (it would Have to be today specifically)#was anticipating spending all day on it but ofc I’m just not even allowed to try #that certainly impacts the rest of my day. i have a lot of other smaller tasks i have to do #but wanted this out of the way first so I wouldn’t be like filled w fear as i do those tasks #now i have more time to do those tasks. but like. do it sad #im tired of trying to apply for things that are clearly not open to me dude its such a waste of time #all it does is make me feel more hopeless and angry #i dont even care abt unemployment benefits. I wouldnt have bothered just for the sake of it bc I know theres no way in hell id get them #but I literally am required to. I have to play this stupid game of pretending I’m eligible for smth I’m not. bc I need insurance #loses my insurance bc I lost one of my 3 jobs. none of which offer insurance #hell world hell world I hate everybody #also the third job I mentioned is that I’m still mascot at my school #the hours are so sporadic it doesn’t feel like being employed but I technically am. idk if that would count but I don’t get to ask #my unpaid job starts soon and I’m thinking abt having 3 jobs Again. not even just for money but for insurance #during full time grad school. I feel like I’m going to actually have a heart attack or smth this year #mine #txt #personal #vent post

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