#all in all it coudlve been way worse so im lucky in a sense

[ag-shers]

sort of related to my last post but speaking of mentioning cancer, i dont think i updated my situation here

when i went back to my oncologist i essentially found out that while my scans didnt look anywhere near as bas as i thought, i'm being considered stage 4

theres a lymph node in my mediastinum that apparently is suspicious but as of now is only about 1cm

the whole reason im considered stage 4 is because with the spots they saw on my lungs, while they couldve been scar tissue from being sick, they also were thought to be metastasis. i'm not sure if we can confirm anymore but my lungs look good so that's all i care about

their goal now clearly isnt curing me but preventing the cancer from spreading as long as they can but rn i appear to be stable so hopefully new medications will help