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[sharkrocket]

But her large eyes with furrowed brow followed him as she tried to get comfortable in her clean bed. He eyed her in turn as he covered her with two new blankets.

He wanted to give a sigh, because he knew what that frown meant. But he didn’t; he would have given her his answer before he even asked the question with that.

“Do you want me to stay with you?”

“Yeah.”

“Alright.”

Draw inspired by Plaguedboar’s fic Oranges and Lemons! We’ll turn this Bachelor into a dad yet  😭💕

[acid-ixx]

ive recently read this post made by @pantalonte and it's reminding me of hard-dom yandere scaramouche that people often write and nooo i can't tolerate it at all </3

i don't know much about kaveh but what i do know is that he's passionate, a perfectionist, and he cares too much. and when he's obsessed with you then it evidently seeps into his personality. he'd love to share ideas with you, love to see your interest in his crafts, and he'll make sure that with whatever topic you've talked about with him— he's done research on.

it's no doubt that even his roommate would eventually become annoyed at the incredibly obsessed architect who does nothing but yap about you, you, and you. how he'd love to settle in with you by the near future with a house, no, a mansion that he specifically crafts in regards to your tastes (but you're not even in a relationship, yet). wouldn't you relish at the fact that he has multiple blueprints finished that are all inspired by you? he may not earn a lot but he's even willing to take painful commissions that don't cater to his aesthetic just so he could save up some mora for your future home. he knows that his love for you is oozing in every bit of his life but he can't help it at all- he's never drowned in love before he even met you; and he've so much love to offer you.

he's definitely one of the more subservient and submissive yanderes that i could tackle. after all, i can imagine him kneeling on a cold, hard floor if you're on the meaner side, just to please you. he's also the type to be easily jealous and showy on his affections, at the same time flustered if you show him an ounce of it. if someone else were to flirt with him then whoever that person may be, i'd feel bad for because he won't shut up, in a defensive tone no less, about how nobody else can can compare to you: his muse, his love, his world, his everything. but when you flirt with him then he'll have no responses to come back with because his mind is hay-wiring.

jealous yan kaveh! is not only obsessive possessive, but wants to be possessed by you, in a way. he wants to be your only object of affection. he wants your eyes on him; and he'll make sure of that. if you've specific tastes then he'll cater to it, whether it'd be striking up a topic with you on a casual day or even going as far as stealing all your attention and time to ask for your opinion on a future 'mansion' he's planning to build (you wouldn't even know that every single one of your opinion is taken seriously to a T).

murder is definitely not first in his mind whenever his brain is clogged with the thought of competition, but he finds himself subconsciously guilt-tripping whoever is taking your attention, and sometimes even you because of how terribly he keeps his emotions in check. and because he opens up his heart to you, you're well-aware about his financial issues and that's a topic he'd vaguely mention in a conversation with you, and a useless face with a name he won't remember. he's independent, yes, but your sympathy and pity on him is something he'd unknowingly devour as you become closer with the architect.

his heart flutters at the thought of you helping him with a project, or a domestic life where he most certainly caters to the idea of being your house husband. he's passionate, so it won't be long 'til he learns a thing or two about housekeeping. and if he messes up on chores, then who's to say you wouldn't help your poor, needy husband? ahhh, just dreaming about your futures sure does things to his beating heart.

drunk yan kaveh! would be the cutest company you'll ever have if he's with you, and would be the most annoying if not. with his intolerance to alcoholic beverages, he'll be bound to confess. and no doubt that he's a light drinker but you'll never expect him to be drunk after a few shots, no? he's all over you, blushing and giggling and muttering about how you're the love of his life; his soulmate. he nearly falls off his seat trying to scoot over to your body, attempting to hug you, dare even kiss your cheeks and nape if you permit it. his head lolls over your shoulder as he whispers directly beneath your ears that you're the most stunning person he's ever had the joy to meet, that if he could (and most definitely would)- he'll offer you the world, maybe the universe, even if it's impossible.

[verobatto]

Destiel Chronicles

(Vol. III)

It was a love story, from the very beginning

(4x10/4x15/4x16)

"Getting too close to you."

Hello my friends! How are you? Enjoying the hiatus?? Are you boring? Well... I bring to you my third volume of these meta project. Helped by my talented friend @agusvedder , she made the gifs on this meta and also gave me some ideas in our discussions.

I decided to divide this topic (Castiel) In two parts. So you will see volume III and IV will be talking mostly about Edlund's episode 16 from season 4.

In this first part I wanted to talk to you about Castiel growing interest in Dean's and how Angels disapproved it. I hope you enjoy this as we enjoyed analysing it.

Let's start...

"He likes you."

When Cas get closer to Dean with the heart to heart conversation on the park, the heads of the Angel took control of that situation. It was scandalous that an angel wanted to get close to a human. Angels don't do that. Have feelings for an angel could be risky for Heaven's mission, and more if that angel was Castiel. So... In 4x10 (the episode where Anna had sex with Dean) Uriel visited our hunter in his dreams. It was weird for Dean bc... Till that moment, the one who was the nexus between Heaven orders and him was Castiel, so when he asked Uriel where was CAS... Uriel answered in such a mockery way...

Gif credit @never-forget-viva-la-pluto

Even then angels knew Castiel was in risk, they saw the angel was getting too close to Dean Winchester, and that could be a dangerous game.

So since then, Uriel was in charge.

It was very important the scene in 4x16 when Uriel and Castiel went to pick up Dean, they needed him to break Alastair... Uriel was in charge and Castiel was in soldier mode, obediently settled on the backwards.

When Castiel tried to empathize with Dean again... Saying "We know this has to be hard for you..." Uriel cut him off, turning to see CAS and immediately said :" AND WE DON'T CARE." And Cas's attitude was automatically avoid all eye contact and stay firm as a soldier in duty.

But Dean insisted, even with Uriel there, giving him the orders from Heaven, Dean talked directly to CAS, as if Uriel wasn't there.

Cas looks hurt, he doesn't want to do this... But he has to. They have orders and he had been scolded by his superiors for getting to close to this human, for worrying about Dean's feelings.

Uriel cut the drama again, and corrected both, Dean and Castiel, saying "He isn't asking you.", And they kidnapped him.

Castiel's honesty

Honesty, as we know Castiel uses with Dean, brutally sincere, and it always let Dean without words...

When they arrived where Alastair was, Uriel started to talk again with Dean, but Dean... Wanted to talk with Castiel, so Uriel left.

Dean asked CAS why Uriel was in charge... And CAS, as always, was very sincere...

First gif ... Dean can't understand what is Castiel referring about, but then, Castiel strikes again with such sincere confession...humans in my charge become YOU. And Dean remains speechless, his face is priceless, he drops his gaze but focused on Cas (maybe checking him out, like..m are you flirting with me?). The hunter is trying to process those intense and intimate words. It looks like nobody ever have told him such profound words, since Castiel appeared in his life, the angel had said to him this kind of things so deep and huge, changing him forever.

The quote "Doorways to DOUBT" here is very very symbolic and important, because DOUBT WAS ALREADY IN CASTIEL'S HEART, but angels didn't know this, they tried to separate CAS from Dean, by putting Uriel in charge.

Immediately after this... Cas took soldier position again, showing to Dean his profile, Dean passed by him, and as if he was begging... He said... "Believe me, you don't want me to do this."

And CAS empathizes again with him...

Is bc, he just can't with it. He knows he doesn't have to get close to Dean, but is impossible not to do that, because everything is pushing him around this human. They are magnets for each other.

Then Dean's face again, when he heard Castiel's sincere words... He knows then... He has not choice there... Bc Castiel is there doing that against his will as well.

Heart to heart again.

And is very beautiful how this episode ends... It ends with CAS going to the Hospital visit Dean, to see if he is ok.

This reminded me CAS and Dean in the park being honest with each other... Well now is time for Dean... And here is where Dean cried in front of CAS... Such an huge thing here...

Cas was honest with him, very, he've just killed Uriel, and now his doubts about Heaven are settled on him. (I will talk about Anna as a representation of his doubts and foreshadow for Castiel's fall in volume IV). So, even if Heaven said he had not allowed to get close to Dean, he ended sitting by the hunter's bed, talking with him.

And CAS tells Dean each truth he had about Heaven's plans, everything he knew.

And he listened to this broken human, and watched him cry. Touched again by him. By his feelings. Empathizing again, getting too close to him again.

To conclude:

Cas was scolded by heaven for getting too close to Dean, so they switches command with Uriel

Knowing Castiel was worrying about Dean's feelings, Uriel was used as the new cockblocker here, and Castiel tried to remain as a soldier, avoiding eye contact with Dean.

Asking Dean something horrible that made him feel so wrong, just allowed his doubts to grow more.

Even with his orders, Castiel went to see Dean at the Hospital, knowing he was in that shape because of Uriel's fault, and they had a heart to heart conversation, showing us the importance of their recently relationship by writing Dean crying in front of Castiel.

I hope you like this volume, c-u in the next one!

Note: If you want to check Vol. I is here and Vol. III here.

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Buenos Aires, March 29th 2019 3:09 AM