#all day bc i ate cheese and it slid down my throat into my stomach in a really disgusting way i can’t forget | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

cowboycereal · 3 months ago

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something really interesting about having your dad make breakfast for you except one of the main components is cheese something you don’t like eating esp in melted form and the breakfast he chose to make me is a cheese omelet which is just… egg and cheese and i hate cheese so i’d actually rather just eat the egg like the cheese is gross to me and i’ll never make this meal for myself ever bc i don’t like it but i’ll eat it bc i grew up being told i either ate or didn’t so like. it’s just interesting to me that there’s not even a shred of care for the fact that i don’t like melted cheese and have actively said that for like half my lifetime at this point but he just doesn’t care. about something so simple.

#han.vents #esp bc he didn’t even have to make me breakfast we’ve got pop tarts and bread for like toast and frozen pancakes so i had options #but instead of letting me pick he gave me an option that i don’t want and would never have asked for #like and i’m eating this bc he’d get upset if i didn’t bc it’s wasting food but i didn’t want it #idk it’s just so annoying constantly being told that it’s my fault for not putting myself out there and trying to like make my family member #love me when i put that effort in as a child to show up as myself authentically and they didn’t like it so they never bothered trying to get #to know me but it’s also my fault for not wanting to know them now??? like idk i’m not putting energy into u that u never put into me #like instead of asking what i’d want for breakfast you decided i’d like a cheese omelet even though i don’t like cheese #instead of asking what i’d want for my birthday you gave me a middle grade fantasy book despite the fact that im 21 #and have never liked fantasy!! my brother likes star wars so it’s nice that that translates into me a whole separate fucking person enjoying #fantasy and sci-fi literature like wrong fucking kid he doesn’t even read!!!!#i’m just genuinely like at what point do i say hey you don’t know me at all and your interference makes my life worse #bc i can’t not eat this fucking omelet without being yelled at or seen as ungrateful which means now i get to feel sick #all day bc i ate cheese and it slid down my throat into my stomach in a really disgusting way i can’t forget #i love starting the day off on as wrong a note as possible

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