#alicemarefictive

[fictionkinfessions]

I miss you so much, my friend, though I know I'll never see you again. I may not have been able to realize it at the time, but I loved you. Thank you for staying by ny side until the very end, Cliff. ~ Teacher (Alicemare) fictive #🌟✒️

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[fictive-confessions]

Allen's been fronting a bit more recently and I think it's bc we recently found out one of his postriggers is an old nursery rhyme that. None of us even listen to ?? I don't know he just. Pops into front and asks us to play the Monday's child nursery rhyme (also dw mods, source is just titled alice mare. not anyone's name)

- mitsuba 🍬

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[fictionkinfessions]

Maybe it's because she was like a sister to me since she was born but I'm suddenly missing Chelsy specifically to a painful degree so I would just like to wish every Chelsy out there a very lovely life, I loved the letters you sent me and I keep you in my heart. ~ Teacher (Alicemare) fictive #🌟✒️

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[fictionkinfessions]

To be less poetic than in my last ask, I'm out here listening to G.I.N.A.S.F.S. on repeat and feeling a little lonely. ~ Teacher (Alicemare) fictive #🌟✒️

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[fictionkinfessions]

The last thing I remember is my Teacher's funeral. We'd held out hope we could wake him up for seven years and suddenly he just died. I'd lost yet another loved one. And suddenly I'm here, as a fictive I guess, and he's here too. I'm so happy but I don't know what to make of this, it just doesn't feel real. Not yet at least. -Stella (Alicemare) #🍎💀

[fictionkinfessions]

knowing i won't see the other orphans again feels bad. i know i won't see any fictives of them.

teacher and the cat and rabbit are here with me in the system, at least. they're nice. cat is scary sometimes but rabbit calms him down. they're not mean, like in the closet world.

- allen (alice mare fictive)

[fictive-confessions]

girl help. we usually try to keep our front at 4 people max to keep away headaches and to keep members safe since a lot of our freq fronters are mentally ill

Allen just fronted and dragged 3 of his parents in so front just doubled and our head is killing us💀 (source is alice mare)

- mitsuba 🍬

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[fictionkinfessions]

same system of the white rabbit fictive :standing:

are we rapid splitting alice mare fictives bc of stress or do i just kin half the characters I mean we already have teacher, white rabbit, and cheshire cat in our brain i don't need Allen too

[fictionkinfessions]

I'm more comfortable that I share a system with sourcemates. Otherwise I would never find someone else from my game.

- White Rabbit fictive. (The source is Alice Mare).

[fictionkinfessions]

Yuki is the name I chose for myself yet I still hate it. I don't think I'd ever love my name no matter which name I choose.. Perhaps it grows from my self hate. If I loved myself would I love my name too...?

I could go through so many names and hate them all.

- Teacher (Alice mare fictive)

[fictive-confessions]

I miss the children. So much. I hope they're doing okay. Knowing they're not here with me, it makes me panic. Paranoid. I can't sleep as much. I don't know if they're safe or not. Allen is here, that I'm glad for, I can keep at least one child safe. And the other system littles..

But the other orphans. The children I helped raise. Knowing that they all had that monstrous disease, knowing they could be in danger. It makes me sick to my stomach. I could hardly afford to protect them there, what makes me think I can protect them here? Now? But I still want to see them, even if I know I'm useless.

I was a bad teacher. I just want to apologize to them, at least. It fills me with so much pain knowing that Allen would grow up and take after me. I was so useless, I couldn't protect any of the children. I subjected Allen to those horrors because I didn't try hard enough.

I want my children safe. I need to know they're okay.

- Teacher/David 🎻 (Alice Mare)

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