#alec lightwood x trans reader

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Wrist

Summary: Alec lightwood/ftm reader; Alec gets injured and reader helps him out

TW: Smut at the end

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You'd been sparring when Alec and Jace had come in, you can tell by the way they’re walking, rushing past everyone something is wrong. You don’t like the idea that something is wrong but you’re in the middle of fighting Clary so you can’t really move away from her.

You manage to finish the sparring quickly enough, Clary is also nervous about Jace so you’re at least not being a bother to everyone else. It had taken weeks for them to accept that you were a hunter like them. You knew they had issues with how Clary had found you; a similar story to her and Jace, although you had the added complication of identifying as male; even if everyone had only seen you as a girl before; your family never bothered changing anything when you’d run away.

Alec had been the one to help you start to transition; and the two of you had grown much closer after that. It was easy to open up to him; something that terrified you as you’d never thought about having someone like that in your life. It was probably the reason you’d fallen so hard for him. If the rest of the Clave were to be believed he’d also fallen just as fast and hard for him.

“Y/N it’s not a big deal!” Alec winces and you scowl.

“It’s a huge fucking deal! Your wrist is sprained!!! That means you can’t train or fight if we need! We’re down one man because of you, and you know we can't afford that.” You snap, you know you’re being harsh but as the team's main strategizer you know you can’t account for a man down without giving everyone else more work.

You grimace as you explain to everyone what’s going on, how training has been modified, how Alecc can still do certain things but making sure everyone knows exactly what he’s not allowed to do. You know if he does something he’s not supposed to do the sprain he has will end up becoming a break and you know everyone doesn’t want that. Everyone knows what it means to have a man down, how dangerous it is.

“You can’t just sprain your wrist and keep fighting!”

“If I didn’t fight then we’d be dead!”

“I had it under control.” Jace scowls.

“You would have been-” Alec cuts himself off biting his lip when you pull his wrist straight suddenly.

“Back to my room; I have a med kit there.” “Not like the infirmary is right there.” Jace teases and Clary laughs.

“Like you want either of us to be sitting in the infirmary, know what they’ll be doing..”

“I was trying to avoid thinking of that.” Jace grumbles.

Alec is sitting on your bed and you grin at him before crossing over to lean to kiss him.

“I thought you were supposed to be healing me?” He laughs as you pull his shirt off and he does the same to you.

“Sex can be healing right?”

“It can be, but I thought you said I need to keep off my wrist.” He wiggles the fingers you’ve bandaged into the splint.

“I did, this is practice to improve your other hands skills. More training.” You wink and he laughs as you straddle his lap.

You moan as he kisses you and can feel his no injured hand pulling you close.

“Be a good boy and help me get undressed; I can’t risk making my hand worse.” He winks and you roll your eyes as you start to unbutton his pants.

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Alec Lightwood x Bi!Trans!Male!Reader

Warnings: hint of smut but it doesn't happen anything, you get your first boner, bit of dysphoria, can be read as poc (not sure about asexual though)

You sat on your bed, crying your eyes out. You did that silently, nobody should hear, because you didn't want to explain any of this to anyone yet.

The problem was that you didn't think you could keep it a secret any longer. Always being called by your birthname, not being able to dress in a baggy way, your immense dysphoria because of your chest... the list goes on and on.

You had known that you were trans for over a year now, but hadn't told anybody. You didn't assume that your friends would understand it and you had been in a phase in which you didn't want to explain yourself to everybody as you weren't quite sure who you were back then.

Now you did. You knew you were a male and you knew your actual name: (Y/N). Now, it was on you to actually tell people to get your mental health in better shape.

You were pretty scared of that though, because telling people who you were was always scary.

So, you continued crying and feeling like that situation you were in would never come to an end, that it was a circle.

You didn't have enough time to react and hide your face when Alec stormed into your room, rambling about something, but quickly shutting up when he looked at you.

"Sorry, I should have knocked.", he apologized and approached your bed "Are you okay?", he asked softly while sitting down.

"No", you sighed, keeping your eyes on your blanket.

Alec's hand found it's way onto your shoulder and you let yourself sink into the hug.

Alec pressed you to his chest and swiped over your back until you stopped crying aggressively, then he looked at you from a distance formed by his arm.

"What is it?", he asked "Please, talk to me (D/N)."

You bit your lower lip and figured it was now or never: "Please, don't call me that."

Alec looked confused, you didn't judge him.

"That is my deadname. My actual name is (Y/N). I'm trans. I.. was born in the wrong body, I'm a male."

At first your friend didn't seem to understand, but a light smile found it's way onto his lips "Thank you for sharing that with me, (Y/N). I don't jnderstand that topic that well, but I'm willing to learn about it to make you more comfortable. To make you feel like who you really are."

A tear dropped down your cheek, and you smiled widely at him "Thank you", you choked and then let yourself fall into him again.

"I actually got to confess something as well", Alec cleared his throat "I'm gay."

"Thank you for sharing as well", you said "I'm bi."

After that you slowly grew comfortable with people knowing about you being trans, they were actually really understanding and never made any mean comments about you.

That could also have been because of Alec though; he was basically protecting you since your outing. He corrected people when they called you by the wrong pronouns or name, and he always made sure that ylu were comfortable - be it because of your clothes or the people around you.

Ocer that period of time your bond grew stronger and stronger, until you were really close - you trained together and went on missions, you had lunch and were going out more often than before, and you grew really comfortable with touching each other and sleeping in one bed together.

Alec accompanied you to Magnus Bane, who would perform your top surgery. When he asked if you wanted bottom surgery as well you shyly accepted, and Alec was there when you woke up from the anesthetic.

"How do you feel?", he asked softly, your head was full on spinning, and you could see his face twice.

"I feel dizzy", you answered and he gave you a cup of water, watched out that you didn't spill anything on yourself.

"That is a complete normal reaction of your body, (Y/N). No need to panic.", Magnus assured when he got into his living room "You can look at the results later, but I can already tell that you don't have any scars and that everything works as it's supposed to.", he winked, which made you laugh and blush at the same time.

"Thank you, Magnus. Literally so much."

"I'm happy when my customers are happy - you're welcome.", he smiled and left the room again to give you (and Alec) some privacy.

"Do you want to look at it?", Alec asked after a while and you nodded excitedly. He helped you up from the couch and you walked over to a mirror, where you took your shirt off.

You almost cried, seeing you with an actual flat chest had been a dream of which you never would have thought would come true. But it did.

You looked at your chest from all sides - you felt good, sexy for the first time actually. Your runes seemed to shine on your skin and they made something inside you come off as especially masculine.

"Whoa, you look really good", Alec admitted half silent, and you turned to him with a cheeky smile.

"I said that out loud, didn't I?", he asked embarassed, which made you chuckle.

"Yep, you did, gay boy.", you teased.

"Shut up", Alec pleaded, he was already blushing.

"Come here", you whispered, putting your hands on his shoulders "And make me"

His lips were on yours in not even a second, his hands roaming your body and hair. Other than that the kiss was pretty harmless and family-friendly, you only shared a little tongue - but the situation only didn't escalate because Magnus stepped back in the room.

"Angels, when I said everything functions as it should I didn't mean for you to test it out in my living room."

"Sorry, Magnus", you chuckled "Won't happen again"

"That I hope", the sorcerer sneered "But now you at least have prove of everything being able to work", he mocked with a grin and gestured to your crotch.

"OH MY GOSH, ALEC, LOOK AT THAT!!", you got really excited, which made Magnus laugh and Alec blush, as it had been him who got that kind of reaction out of you (he was a little proud as well, not gonna lie).

I would be really happy to hear your thoughts on this :)

[ghibliprotagonist]

do you read fic? if so, what kinds / what fandoms and pairings etc? do you WRITE fic? in what language?

i’m not much of a fic reader, to be honest. i read fics for shadowhunters fandom, normally malec centric but i don’t mind other characters and/or pairs that i like which are clizzy and saia, or even izzy x maia, clary x maia. so malec and lesbian pairs with just one good example of straignt pair. they’re the only hets i like! AND i like to read about alec lightwood (normally it also will include other characters - magnus, izzy, maybe jace) facing some difficulties and overcoming it because hello-hello, if you’re not projecting then what are you doing? i like to read fics with nice headcanons about trans!alec and/or autistic!alec, also a great hc is for alec to be on schizo spectrum. and basically if the author knows what they’re talking about - it’s nice! i like how you’re not one of my sh mutuals so you basically don’t care. 

i did! once i wrote a little fic for a girl who asked me because i. i don’t know, she said something along the lines that she liked the way i form my sentences and stuff like that. so i wrote a mini fic for her for supernatural fandom (yes, i know. it was ages ago. don’t tell me anything). basically about dudes (there are two dudes there right? i never watched it so it was really interesting to write basically just with minimal description that i had of them. aaand there was an original character of this girl who asked me. and i wrote her into the story. it was in russian, obvioulsy. 

thank you!

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Send me some requests for the Shadowhunter-Boys pretty please

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Request rules:

I don’t write for heterosexual relationships.

I write for female x female, male x male, non-binary x every gender.

I also would write for ftm or mtf, if you want it.

My english is... probably bad at some points, so please be gentle with me XD

I will write smut if you want (I actually like it). At this point: If you’re non-binary and you have a woman’s body: I will write for you and a male (or another non-binary with a man’s body, or another woman, you got me).

I only write smut for people, who are older than 16 (in the story).

I like to be creative in every genre, I guess, but I haven’t written angsty stuff yet (but I’m open for it) and I’m not good at bad ends...

You can describe yourself as specific as you want, for example what nationality you have, or skincolor, or anything else.

Requests are CLOSED RN

NOTE: When a character's name is orange I DO NOT write for them at the moment.

Who I write for:

Marvel:

Peter Parker

Warren Worthington III

MJ

Loki Laufeyson

Thor Odinson

Natasha Romanoff

Wanda Maximoff

Pietro Maximoff

Tony Stark

Valkyrie

Bucky Barnes

Sylvie Laufeysdottir

Celebrities:

Tom Holland

Tom Hiddleston

Zendaya

Thomas Brodie-Sangster

Dylan O'Brien

Harrison Osterfield

Henry Cavill

Ben Hardy

Harry Potter:

Hermione Granger

Sirius Black (young)

Remus Lupin (young)

James Potter (young)

Lily Evans (young)

Regulus Black (young)

+ Poly: Wolfstar, Jegulus

Maze runner:

Newt

Thomas

Brenda

+ Poly: Newtmas

The hobbit:

Thorin Oakenshield <3

Kili Durin

Fili Durin

Thranduil

+ Poly: Bagginshield

Lord of the rings:

Aragorn

Arwen

+ Poly: Aralas

The witcher:

Geralt

Jaskier

Ciri

+ Poly: Geraskier

Helluva boss:

Stolas

Blitzo

+ Poly: Stolas x Blitzo

Love, Victor:

Mia Brooks <3

Benji Campbell

Hawaii Five-O:

Steve McGarrett

Danny Williams

Tani Rey

Shadowhunters:

Alexander 'Alec' Lightwood

Magnus Bane

Jace Lightwood

Clary Fairchild

+ Poly: Malec, Jace x Simon, Clizzy

Merlin:

Arthur Pendragon

Sir Gwaine

Merlin

+ Poly: Merthur

Chronicles of Narnia:

Edmund Pevensie

Prince Caspian

The goldfinch:

Boris Pavlikovsky

+ Poly: Boris x Theo

Stranger Things:

Eddie Munson

Billy Hargrove

+ Poly: Mungrove

Wednesday:

Enid Sinclair

Bohemian Rhapsody/Queen:

Roger Taylor

Brian May

Gwilym Lee!Brian May

Ben Hardy!Roger Taylor

+ Poly: Brian x Roger

6 Underground:

Billy/Four

Masterlist

The hobbit:

Thorin

Thorin with an introverted boyfriend

Thorin with a jealous boyfriend

Thorin being attracted to his smoking boyfriend

Thorin with a boyfriend who can transform into a horse

Love at first sight

Arachnophobia is a bitch

Thorin with an angel boyfriend

Thorin with his FtM!Pregnant!Husband

Marvel:

Peter Parker

Little chat #1

Little chat #2

Studying with Peter

Loki

Bottom!Loki x Top!Male!Reader

Soft sex with Bottom!Loki

Loki with a boyfriend who can only sleep to noise

Little chat #1

Bucky Barnes

Wholesome smut

Thor

Thor with a boyfriend who is the god of wisdom

Mixed

Loki/Peter/Tony/Thor x Male!Reader (also NSFW)

Celebrities:

Tom Holland

Little chat #1

Little chat #2

Little chat #3

Little chat #4

Little chat #5

Helluva boss:

Imagine being Stolas and Blitzo's boyfriend

Love, Victor:

Mia Brooks:

Being Mia's girlfriend

Shadowhunters:

Magnus Bane:

Magnus with his boyfriend but it's very gay

Alec Lightwood:

Alec Lightwood x Trans!Male!Reader

Merlin:

Sir Gwaine:

Little chat #1

Night activities

Candy hearts

(Y/N) is drowning but it's funny

Pregnant!Ftm!(Y/N) (and Gwaine being a sweet husband)

Merthur and Male!Reader x Gwaine fucking but no actual smut

Marauders:

Everyone:

Marauders comforting you after you were raped by your boyfriend

Stranger Things:

Billy Hargrove:

tease

smoking together for the first time

Male!Reader makes Billy question his sexuality pt.2 pt.3

Comforting Billy after he gets abused by Neil

Making out with Billy

Fucking Billy after pe class

Eddie Munson:

giving trans!Eddie a blowjob at a pool

Queen:

Roger Taylor:

you have sex for the first time after Roger gets back from tour

new name for trans!masc!(Y/N)

Sir Brian May:

Going to university with Brian (Trans!Male!Reader)