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scrambled-eggsed · 3 years ago

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10, 22, 38😘

10. Ever been in love?

There's a reasonable chance i am currently in love with my best friend but im not sure so,,,,, maybe??

22. Nicknames people call you?

My two best friends call me Melis (which has no connection to any name i ever had, no one remembers where it came from) but recently as i started coming out to people as nb i figured the easiest solution would be to ask them to call me Melis if we're in places where they can't call me Daya (so like school and all that), so the list of people who call me Melis has been growing lately. Oh also my parents have lots of nicknames for me but i Shall Not Share Them

38. Someone I can tell anything to?

Huh all the other questions were worded in the second person, but I'm assuming this question is still about me lmfao. Tbh there's no one i tell everything to atm, but I'm working on that. So hopefully one of my best friends (the one I'm not potentially in love with, bc one of the only things I'm keeping from my best friends is. That [plus my soul-consuming desire to be known and loved]), and maybe,,,,,, more friends? Eventually?

#thank you for the askkkkkkk #alao the fucking irony of my parents literally never calling me by my name except for when theyre Very mad #like if they will DARE be mad at me when i tell them im changing my name. bitches what did you think was gonna happen #i have no connection to that name whatsoever and also it just sucks and i always hates it and it always felt like a cosmic joke #i am only called my deadname by A. Angry Parents B. teachers and classmates (in a school [aka Thee worst place for social anxiety]) and C.#literal stranger in bureaucratical settings #oh fuck its supposed to say strangers. but im not spelling that b word again

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