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[beiibeiii]

What happened with you and erise?

uhh not that much tbh lol

i just yap under cut sigh

we dont talk anymore cus we kinda had a small argument.. tbh even if i wanted to reach out to her i couldnt, since we blocked eachother on like everything.. sob i was being hellaaaa sensitive tbf tho, so i dont blame her ahaha. but its okay, ik she has someone new, someone else to be there for her so i dont have to worry ab her as much as i used to. ik shes moving on, so i probably should too. ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 i think thats what she'd want me to do anyways ajasjsjs, i do regret not trying to make us work though, i wish i had put more effort in lol

i wanted to reach out during new years but i pussied out lmao. i dont think she'd want to talk to me after everything tho ahahha 😅😅i find myself reminiscing about us alot then rereading our old texts then ending up going down the whole rabbithole lol, its kinda stupid but its been hard to sleep lately cus of it 😭😭 tbh i should've seen it coming, i met her when i wasnt really looking for love but lost her when i did ajsajas who even waits that long for someone it'd just be stupid. i wish i had just accepted how i felt for her but its ok, its just the way things go sometimes. :)

no revenge bc i could never bring myself to hate her </3

ajsajsa i rambled on againn i need to stop doing that ashsjsjsj sorry anonnie sobsobs 😭😭