#ajdb

[asksebs]

Those people TORMENTED me. Messing with my feelings, stopping me in the hallway on my way to class.. Maybe it's the leopard seal DNA talking, but they all DESERVED to rot! I'm absolutely not going in detail, it's.. bad..

I just wanted it to STOP. I was in so much PAIN in my senior year.. I felt GROSS and DISGUSTING.. Nobody should ever feel like that. Nobody should be... scared like that. I was miserable, and nobody even helped me!.. It was in self-defense! Even if it was premeditated..

Is me killing them all really so bad of me?! I was defending myself and my mental health. I don't feel remorse.. Maybe they shouldn't have broken me in the first place... I hate myself.. I hated myself and I still do, and now I look like a monster. That's the only reason I regret it. Because nobody could love such a horrendous, aggressive beast like- like- like some sea leopard hybrid..

At least YOU look good with your mutations, Sebastian. I look like a bloodthirsty monster..

If that’s the case?

I respect your decisions.

I might not know you all that well, but what I CAN say is that whatever you were put through WAS something that you didn’t deserve.

Nobody deserves to go through something like that.

Look, what I’m tryna say is that yeah, premeditated murder probably wasn’t the first choice on the list of ways to deal with it, but it’s not like it wasn’t NOT on the list at all.

You were simply doing what you thought was the best way to deal with your problems after suffering through them for so long.

You deserved so much better than what you were given, and yet you never received what you were deserving of.

It hurts. I get it.

Urbanshade’s experiments don’t make it any better, either..

[its-coda]

Been thinking about a be more chill aitsf au! To put it simply, their left eye has been replaced by an AI in the form of an eyeball. In the real world, the AI can get out of the host as these blobs, while in the ‘somnium’ they take a more humanoid form.

The AI can also talk to the host at all times so. Isn’t that just like the squip?

[stealchain]

not me pointing excitedly to a mimitchi plush hanging in the car next to me, only for the owner of the car to come back, and its the person i had just held the door open for OTL

[cgsartwork]

Silly boyfriends in sweaters!

Lil sketche where Jack listenes to Alex's current interests and is adoring his man.

[ruinlost]

You ever think about certain au’s or possibilities with your muse that end up with u just:

Cause I sure have & am

[princemick]

just saw your tags. is Niamh’s birthday april fools???? because if it is that’s so funny and suits her so much 😆😆😆

the way yall keep coming to me about niamh, love being associated that closely w her

[eggwars]

"My Jeff Problem flared up again" like I have arthritis and my joints are aching because it's getting cold outside (yet again).

Oh my god 💀💀 That's perfect, wait-

"Yeah my Jeff Problem caught me off guard again. Yeah, it happened while I was in public this time. Really embarrassing."

And it's always the worst in the mornings 😔 (For us western Sats)

[parrrty-poison]

anyone got solutions for bloodlust? asking for a friend

[saavn]

nervous for tomorrow bc it's my first day in third grade, i know there was student teaching year and i did just teach kindergarten but this suddenly feels more real bc it's first time being in my preferred grade range and doing it alone aghh i hope it goes well

[webslingingslasher]

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[hismegablog-420]

Rah I'm such a whore for her sometimes. I can't help it. She's so amazing. I want to keep commenting on her scent but I feel like I'm starting to look weird 😭

Her hands are so Pretty, They're Really Big compared to mine which only makes me like them more.

She looks so cute in her crop top and rhavjdbayensvakbd

Some of the clothes she wears makes it semi hard to pay attention let's just say- 😭👍

But holy fuck I can't even be mad cuz christ she looks so hot. Especially when she's touching me I just Ndhakcekabsosvakdguwnasos ajdbs

[ruinlost]

>sometimes it hits me that this dude technically “vanished” at least twice in his whole lifetime—and both times were completely outta his power

[markhoffmanfanaccount]

They didn’t warn me about the yearning to get thrown around and hit with metal ajdb feel the roughness of rock and sandpaper and getting scratched that happens on T

[evilfivepebbles]

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[stealchain]

4, 7, and 10 for the autistic ask game, pretty pleaseee :3 Also thank you for sending me an ask for this game!! I appreciate it ^-^

hehehe yw 😋 and thank u as well hehe

4. Do you enjoy weighted blankets? Do you own any?

ive never had or tried a weighted blanket but ive had weighted plushies and enjoy those, and always wanted to try a blanket ajdbs my ideal weighted blankey is one that is the same weight and temperature as my cat wakko, but across my whole body, and also has purring function lol (jk but not rly lol)

7. Do you body stim?

yes! lots lol akdnsbs i rock back n forth and i flap my hands n arms and shake my legs. and sometimes i do little "pop pop pops" with my mouth ajdbsb

10. Do you collect merchandise from your special interests?

yesss i LOVE collecting ajdbsjs i have a hamster collection of just little hamster themed things... like pens and figurines and postit notes and memo pads... i also collect figures, mostly vocaloid, and i LOVE collecting manga of my special interests... sadly i couldnt take any of my manga with me in the move so i have to rebuild those collections.... but i had SO MANY... hxh, yyh, no.6, love stage, and some series that i enjoy but arent my special interest! currently ive only gotten the no.6 mangas back but one day ill have them all back!

the only special interest i havent fully collected anything of is project sekai because most things you have to buy on a proxy website... but i have ONE (1) kohane heart shaped pin that my bf got me a few years ago that i treasure with my life 🩷

thank u for the asks 🩷🩷🩷

[whosgonnatakeoverthegleeclub]

twitter is the panopticon but twitter is dead so x is both twitter ajdb god and you cannot be either so why not fuck shit up and have fun

p.s. (i forgot to write this at first, it’s the most important part)

p.p.s. weird of you to think kindness is blind acceptance bro