#ahhhhh im so hyped up for friday

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with all that talk about summer in the PV we better get a beach episode real soon or else i'll start throwing hands istg

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DUDE I AM SO PUMPED FOR CHAPTER FIVE- every time you upload a new chapter I run through and reread all the previous chapters just to hype myself up again and the fact that this was your favorite one to write???WE LOVE TO SEE IT 👏💓 Living for every SECOND of this series, thank you for writing it 😘

AHHHHH thank you so very much :’’’’’)))) it makes me so happy to hear that yall are loving the fic as much as I am. Im honestly having a blast writng it and thinking the story through :))) Im planning to have the next chapter up by either wednesday or thursday!! I am a bit nervous tho since its the smut chapter, but I will do my best!! The next actual chapter will probably go up friday or saturday, so stay tuned!! :))) 

[anxxiiety]

“There’s a little story I’d like to tell About this little boy who came from hell Sit right there and listen real good I’ll tell you all the ways he’s misunderstood

Well I see you standing there With that ol wicked stare Just stay for the show Are you ready now are you ready to go?

Chemically it’s running through my veins you see? A romance of the plastic scenes I can’t see you breathe They’re coming after me Honestly it’s running through my veins you see I don’t need their surgeries I just want to be They’re coming after me.”

not sure how accurate these lyrics are —————

Yoo, what’s up @willy-the-fan? It’s that day again!! Holy shit,, last Tuesday feels like forever ago. Especially since Friday when I was introduced to this new band. I’ve been dYING to blast this shit.

I’m just gonna dive right into a quick background as of how I was introduced to this song, Mr. Doctor Man by Palaye Royale. Last Friday I wasn’t feeling well so I stayed home from school. I spent majority of my day watching shitty TV shows until I decided to check my tumblr. I have this hella cool friend that I normally talk through over asks and they suggested this band because they liked their music. I was like “Hm, okay, I’m looking for new music so why not?” After looking them up, this was the first song that I’d found.

Let me fucking. tell. you. You don’t know what it’s like to instantly fall in love with a song/band as soon as you hear one of their songs. hOLY SHIT THE VIBES THAT THIS FIRST SONG GAVE ME. It’s like that feeling when you know something is going to be really fucking good?? aND IT IS?? with just ONE LISTEN to this first song I thought to myself, “holy shit, this is a good fucking band.” just one song. i’ve never felt that before and it’s just incredible.

WE NEED TO HOP ON THIS TOPIC REAL QUICK. you cANT tell me that these vocals aren’t fucking GOLD. Remington Leith, the lead vocalist, is 23 years old and looks like a fuckin bean. you would NEVER KNOW that such as rASPY and pOWERFUL VOICE would come such a bODY. THE RESPECT I HAVE FOR HIM??? HIS VOICE IS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL AND HOT LIKE ????? and i just loVE the drums. the guitar riffs are also my sOUL,,, i don’t need to exist anymore. this is it. this is the end of me. i’m gone.

When I first gave this band a listen I had personally gotten such a nostalgic autumn vibe. I’m in love with their fresh aesthetic feel and just everything about them is so?? YES??? I can’t with the vocals his voice just fucks with me. They give me such a calming yet chilling and mysterious feel. I dunno what about it that makes me feel so fucking me?? I miss this feeling, it’s just so nostalgic I can’t get over it.

I could seriously go on for days about this band. I’ve never felt so weirdly hyped over such a good band? I swear I’m on cloud fucking nine right now I’m so damn happy I was introduced to this band. I’ve never been so grateful.

Honestly I want you to get your own vibes from it. I thought you might dig their music but I’m not sure if this is your kinda thing. I’d love to know how you feel about this song because this was the song that made me instantly fall for them. Like, fuck, I can’t get over them. I’m so excited about this band. I HAVENT FELT THIS EXCITED OVER A BAND IN SUCH A LONG TIME AND IM JUST SO DHXHWJDJA IM OBSESSED THEYRE ADORABLE AND REMINGTONS VOICE IS LIKE WOW FUCK ME AND EMERSON THE DRUMMER HAS NO PROBLEM FUCKING ME UP WITH HIS SICK ASS DRUMMING AND IM LOVING THE FUCKING GUITAR RIFFS FROM SEBASTIAN IM SO HAPPY YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE EXCITEMENT IM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW IM JUST SOO AHHHHH !!! ♥️

So anyways, I really hope you enjoy the fUCK out of this week’s song. This music makes me so happy and I’m glad I can share this with you. Let me know if you like it! I’m so 😊😊 rn it’s unbelievable how happy I am.

Much love, @anxxiiety.

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i love crying so anything emotional is an instant read/watch for me ;;; AHH I KNOW I NEED TO WATCH AVATAR I HEARD IT'S AMAZING highkey hyped about it bc of zuko, heard his redemption arc is the best. and im a bitch for characters looking for redemption!! hit me with that character development shit!! and lmao nah gsnk is the funniest shoujo anime ive come across. oh yeah that winter sadness came in real strong for me this year too i was just so unmotivated? AND HAHA AJ RAFAEL'S WE COULD (1/?

HAPPEN HAUNTS ME TO THIS DAY BC EVERYONE PERFORMED IT AT THE TALENT SHOW. it was a bop back then tho. and ofc i’d notice bby!! honestly that song gives me such good vibes like :-( let me be in the mcu universe pls :-( omg wow thank u i’d love to have a friend like u tbh!! rbf duo lmao but HAHA THE OTHER DAY I WAS SO WEAK IN THE LIBRARY bc i went on my old aff account (come on i kno some of yall read/wrote fanfics on there) and i was cringing soo hard. my stories were so embarrassing (2/?       

and i just cringed bc who would reaD THIS??? APPARENTLY A LOt oF PEOPLE?? Mind u this was in like middle school-freshmen year. lmao but at the same time i was like…. mildly impressed bc….. wow i had a lot of shit saved up that could’ve been so much more. It was all like bts, exo, bap, and block b hahah and being the fantasy nerd that i was, i made my own world and terms and?? there were also a bunch of angsty sad stories?? like damn who hurt past me?? thinking about going back to rewrite (3/?            

them tbh. and i saw a convo between me and this writer and we were complaining about the lack of bts fics during the time LMAO this was probably like 2014? anyways, im so into the supernatural, dystopian, fantasy genres man!! like imagine bts (or anybody) bein some head ass demigods/high beings that are being punished for various reasons and the punishment involves them working mundane ass jobs lmao like mcd cashier, retail worker, cafeteria lady, janitor, delivery boy, etc on earth -sjsu             

honestly, forgive me for being so crap about not responding to this yesterday! i was so tired i actually slept at 11 like my energy was so depleted, i didn’t want to sit up on my laptop or really open my eyes. it’s a first. usually i’m up until like 3 AM on weekends bc i get so energetic? but anyway, i hope you had a good friday!!!!!!!!! and i hope saturday’s treating you kindly :D

okay, me. i hate crying about emotional / personal issues, which is why i don’t really cry over that stuff?? like it’s too painful for me. but crying over shows???? idols??? done and done kjsdfhksjfha i cried like a bitch BOTH times i watched haikyuu!! and kuroko no basketball and…. ok i cried when i watched the second season of free! and voltron (did you know season 5 is up cuz i haven’t binged through it yet but aHHHHH!!!!) so you can see my priorities tbh. and yeeeeeeeees! i love redemption arcs too. i love anti-heroes bc they’re so multi-faceted like i know that’s expected but seeing them reveal different parts of themselves is just so nice and you come to love them bc some of their motivations are just so mislead i.e. zuko and wanting to please his father like he tries so hard and still it isn’t enough and he’s precious ok :( love him.

broooooooooooooo, same! i could do 9 AMs no biggie fall quarter (and one 8 AM discussion) but this quarter just having three of ‘em throughout the week is so hard. winter depression really hit me too. i don’t mention it on here a lot but it’s there and Strong. my coping mechanism is to just distract myself and keep busy tho.

WE COULD HAPPEN JFGKSHDKFJSH i remember when the mv dropped and all the uke players like………………….. died and ascended into another plane bc aj was the uke god back then. still talented af tho so good on him!!!!!!!! & (’: even just commenting on that change of my makes me so happy so thank you!!!!!!! i’d die to be in the mcu universe ok, lemme see a filipina hero or antihero pls n thx - that way i can truly say i’ve lived tbh. grhsgoshduj lmao yes let’s be the rbf duo!!!!!!!! me and you!!!!!!!!!!!

i actually never had an aff but my best friend read some stories on there LOL. i posted on quotev and fanfiction.net tho. like ff.net was how i got my start into the world of fanfics back in like 3rd grade??????? so 2008???????? but omfg when i posted fic on tumblr it was 5sos n teen wolf n yes sports anime…………………….. i kinda cringe with the pieces just ‘cuz i read this one 5sos one and it was just Cringey kdsjfhsjkhf the sports animes were fine-ish just cuz they were a little more recent but god just thinking about my older writing both horrifies and gratifies me bc i came such a long way to where i am now. i totally support going back and re-vamping them tho!!!!!!!!! i have a story from high school that was kinda a fanfic / venting piece and i posted it on my old account but never re-posted it here so whenever i touch it again i might just re-vamp it.

GIRL YAS. i fuckin’ love that!!!!!!!!!!! i love slice of life pieces cuz that’s my shit but i really want to do more fantasy pieces. i feel like i don’t have the guts to bc i have a few fantasy / dystopian wips that i have yet to touch but i aim to whenever the inspo’s there