#ahh I haven't written smut in a while

[reno2005]

Shower Thoughts

Summary: A sensual reunion with Leon while the two of you clean up

Leon x Male!Reader

Note: Pretty NSFW

The apartment door swung open slowly. Leon walked in dirty and tired. He eyed his surroundings cautiously out of habit and then finally placed his bag down by a chair in the hallway. He looked around for you but found nothing.

“Everything looks about right.” He muttered to himself, figuring you must have just gone out on an errand or whatever else.

He walked further in towards the back of the apartment, with a nice warm shower being the only thing on his mind now. From the sound of it however, someone had beaten him to it. The water from your shower got louder as he walked closer to the restroom. The door was slightly ajar and he could see steam escaping from the small opening in the doorframe. He approached and opened the door slowly, seeing your body faintly in the steam.

Facing away from the door, you never even noticed Leon walk in. He waited for a few seconds, watching you rinse the shampoo out of your hair, and then began to undress, an idea brewing inside of his head. The last article he took off was his shirt, but the steam had clearly already worked its magic, his abs covered in sweat.

Leon decided now was time to blow his cover and save you the trouble of a heart attack. “Hey.” He said loud but calmly.

“Christ, Leon!” You screamed as you jumped and had the very heart attack he tried to avoid. You turned around to see him smirking, trying his best to hold back a laugh. “You couldn’t wait until I got out?” You said, flustered.

“I wanted to surprise you. Besides, aren’t you happy to see me?” He replied as he walked over to you. He planted his hands on the shower wall, trapping you. You stood with your back against the wall, face as red as a tomato. His face was so beautiful and so close. Without any thought you went in for a kiss.

It caught him off guard for a quick second but he recovered quickly. He lowered one hand to your waist, pulled you closer and placed the other hand behind your neck, slowly sliding it down your back. The both of you, now completely drenched, kissed for what felt like forever, the bliss of it all making the both of you hard.

The two of you finally separated and you looked at him with pleading eyes, you needed him inside you this instant, you had waited for what felt like an eternity to see him again and you were going to make the most of it. He turned you around and as you placed your hands on the shower wall for support. He spread your ass cheeks and slowly pushed his dick inside. Despite his caution, you let out a small gasp. His hand slid slowly along your torso up to your chest and groped it roughly. His other hand grasping your neck and chin softly, moving it a touch to the side and kissing your neck as he continued to push into you with a satisfying rhythm. Letting go of your head but still kissing it, he slid his now free hand to your dick and slowly began to stroke it.

Your body was captivated not only by his grasp but by the shocks of pleasure shooting through your body and you couldn’t help but begin to moan softly. Your moans excited him and he began to push harder and faster, feeling the stress of work leave his body in the most pleasurable of ways. The speed and pressure made your body shake, the pleasure becoming too great to hold in and the cum from your dick shot out onto the shower wall.

Leon pulled out and started to stroke himself. You looked down at his glory, still feeling very horny, your mind raced with a mixture of thoughts and a strong desire to return the favor. You knelt down and gently pushed his hand away. You put your lips to the tip, kissed it lightly, and then went to town. Your tongue enjoying the taste as you began to stuff his dick into your mouth. Leon grabbed your head and helped you get into rhythm, your head bobbing back and forth. You looked up at him as best as you could, seeing him bite his lips and his face overwhelmed with pleasure as he began to climax. You released his dick from your mouth and the cum from his dick shot into your mouth before you could even stroke it. You happily licked up what landed on your face as you looked up at him, a smile looking back at you.

Leon helped you back up as the water showering down had cleaned up most of the mess made by the two of you. As you went to turn the water off, he hugged you again and whispered into your ear what you both were thinking the whole time “I missed you so much.”

[arminsumi]

MAKE ME TAKE IT!

GOJO さとる + GETO すぐる

"Oh? Make you take it? Okay. I'll make you take it."

[ J's note ] : sharing is caring! i love me some satosugu smut idk why i haven't written more 🤨 also i rlly like the idea that suguru calls u a princess whenever satoru calls u a sl*t

[ Summary ] : Two pretty best friends sharing something good... and that's you! 😋👍💦

[ Warnings ] : 🔞 minors do not interact/read : contains 18+ content, smut, 3sum, bj, creampies, unprotected sex, light degradation/humiliation, c*m eating/c*ck cleaning, satosugu making out, dirty talk, pet names/namecalling (c*cksl*t, sl*t, princess), +++

🍒 More from Jay : JJK works

It's a Friday night. You three should be studying for finals, but Satoru got horny. And his horny energy is contagious to you and Suguru.

So you find yourself being shared by these two needy college boys instead of nosing in the textbooks.

Satoru slides out your quivering cunt and wipes the sweat off his forehead, his pretty eyes looking down admiringly at the gooey cumring that's formed on the base of his cock.

Suguru's eagerly swiping his cockhead through your slit. He's shuddering and letting out a shaky breath as he pushes into your sloppy cunt after Satoru had his fun overflowing it with his cum.

Something about Satoru's creampies turn you on so much that you become a verbal slut.

"Make me take it!" you beg Satoru erotically as he stations himself in front of you.

The boys exchange a smile that ridicules your sluttiness.

"Oh? Make you take it? Okay, I'll make you take it." Satoru grins toothily.

And then he forces your hips back and forth and makes you fuck yourself onto his best friends cock.

"Fuck, yes! Ohhh please! More! Harder! Uhnnnmmnfuckkk that's so fucking good!" you nearly scream, feeling Suguru's fat cock stroking against your gummy sweet spot.

"Wow... actin' like such a fuckin' slut for us." Satoru teases.

Suguru scolds his best friend, "Language, Satoru. She's not a slut, she's a pretty princess. Isn't that right, Y/n? You're a pretty princess." he treats you sweeter, knowing the duality of their behaviors excites you.

"Mhm!" you nod.

Suguru can feel your cunt constricting around his fat cock as Satoru complies to your pleas and pushes you down on it harder.

He groans and caresses your ass, hand cupping over Satoru's. Your plush skin slaps loudly against Suguru's abdomen, that sound together with the squelching sound of his dick in your pussy makes him want to cum.

"Nahhh, she's a slut. A princess wouldn't ask "make me take it"... you're a slut, aren't you, Y/n?"

"Yes!" you wail, completely drunk off and full of Suguru's cock. "I'm a sluttt!"

He's pounding into your weeping hole too good, even he can't think straight. All you care about is cumming obscenely on Satoru's best friend's cock.

"Don't tell it to me, I already know; tell it to Suguru. Tell him you're a nasty slut."

"I'm a slut!" you wail loudly, "I'm your nasty slut! Mmm!"

"Yeah? Our little cockslut? Nasty just for us? Aw, look at that fucking sluthole gushing... spread those pussy lips, let me see how your cunt stretches out for my best friend's dick — that's it. Good slut. Spread 'em wider... haha, that's so fucking sloppy. You've got a sloppy, slutty pussy, baby. Oh... Suguru, you're close, aren't you?" Satoru smirks, noticing how Suguru's gone silent and let his eyes flutter shut. He always does that when he's about to cum.

"Y-yeah, I'm s-so close... keep making her take my cock, it's s-so hot... fuck, ahhh I'm gonna cum. I-I'm gonna fill you up j-just like Satoru did, princess. Oh fuck... g-god... nnh I'm cumming! Ahh S-Satoru, I'm cumminggg...!"

And it's funny, how Suguru cums moaning his best friend's name while draining his balls in your pussy. Satoru's nastily rubbing on your pussy to make you cum just like you came on his cock earlier, muttering filth above you as you squish your cheek against his cock.

You're so dazed by your long, hard orgasm... just taking Suguru's seed as it floods into your cunt as ribbon-like shots. You feel both the boy's cum spilling out your hole and running down your slit, Suguru's being more watery than Satoru's thick baby batter.

While you make those cute afterglow noises, these two pretty best friends are making out above you, their saliva dripping down their connected lips. Satoru's a whimperer while kissing Suguru, you noticed, and it makes your pussy clamp down on the fat cock filling you up.

"I'm so full..." you groan softly, pressing a hand to your pussy and feeling the cum flowing out your drooling cunt.

"Mhm. Good. Sluts need a good filling from two dicks, don't they? Are you happy now? Yeah? Good."

You're nodding cutely, nuzzling Satoru's abs to show appreciation.

"Aw, cute..." Suguru smiles, petting your hair. He slides out your abused hole with a nasty sound. "Hey princess, turn around and clean this mess off my cock, will you?"

"Mhm~!" you hum, happily turning around and complying to his wish.

The boys exchange a smirking look as you start to suck and lick on Suguru's cock like it's a lollipop that you can't get enough of. You can taste your salty slick, your cream, and the mixture of both their cum. It's all frothed up at the base, gooey and sticky along the shaft, and you lick up everything while the boys widen their eyes at you.

"Yeah, I changed my mind, Satoru... you're right. She's a nasty fucking slut..." Suguru admits under his breath, patting your head as you look up at him with doe eyes, mouth full of cock.

"Of course I'm right." Satoru plants a hard smack on your pussy, and slides his fingers in and out so he can gather the mess on his fingers and get a taste for it. He sucks the juices off his middle finger and winks at Suguru, who blushes vehemently and can't look away every time his best friend does that.

"But you're a slut, too, aren't you Suguru?" he giggles, then licks his lips and presses his tongue into his cheek to insinuate what you were doing — sluttily sucking on Suguru's mushroom-tipped dick.

© arminsumi

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[heart-of-the-morningstar]

✨Feathers✨

Hey hey hey, I’m back! Took a tiny break but I had another idea for a spicy Luci scenario! But this one is super tender cuz Luci needs some TLC like nobody's business! 🥺

This turned out a little more dom!reader then initially planned but I'm happy about it

Big thank you to some of the anons I received for the ideas! I very much appreciate everyone who's given anything I've written their love!

Lucifer x f!sinner reader

Summary: Lucifer's wings are not in the greatest shape, you offer to help clean them...

Warnings: 18+, smut, handjob, oral (m & f receiving), p in v, cockwarming, dom!reader and sub!lucifer if you squint

It had been a pretty quiet day in house. Lucifer was off with his daughter Charlie for the day, they’ve had quite a bit of father/daughter bonding to catch up on. But this gave you the chance to work on something that you’ve been wanting to make for some time now. It was a secret project, keeping things from Lucifer was harder than it seemed. But with the home to yourself, you were finally able to finish the gift you wanted to give him! Just as you were admiring your work, a portal opened up behind you; Lucifer was back! Quickly, you hid his gift under your pillow before he could see anything. Lucifer stepped through the portal and into your bedroom; you noticed his wings spread out behind him.

“Hi, honey,” you greeted as you walked over to him, planting a small peck on his forehead. He smiled, grabbing your hand and placing a kiss on it in return. “How was your day with Charlie?”

“It was really nice! We went for a little flight, as you can tell,” he laughed, gesturing to his wings. Lucifer’s wings always left you in awe, you couldn’t help but stare at them. But upon further inspection, you saw that they seemed a little worse for wear. You wondered when the last time they were properly taken care of, since you've never seen him actually do anything with them.

“Hey Luci, your wings are looking a little…” you hesitated, looking for the right word, “disheveled. Is everything alright?”

"Ahh," Lucifer sighed, "yeah, I uhh...I'll admit, I haven't paid them much attention. Not in a long while."

You knew that he had been by himself for a long time before you came along. He had mentioned his battles with self isolation and depression that he had fought against for years, but he was never too keen on going into more detail than necessary. Looking back, it would make sense as to why his wings are in the state that they are. It saddened you, you wished you could have been there for him. It was time to make up for that.

"How about this," you proposed, "why don't I run us a bath and I'll help you clean them up. How does that sound?"

"O-Oh, are you sure?," he questioned, failing to hide the fact that his cheeks were now flushed. "They're kind of a pain, I don't want you to-" you cut off his protests with a peck. You felt his lips curl into a smile.

"Nothing's a pain when it comes to you, Lucifer," you assured. "Go get ready and I'll see you in a few minutes, alright? Tonight, let me take care of you."

"Of course," he grinned, "thank you, my angel."

*** Lucifer saw you smile and make your way to the bathroom that was connected to your bedroom. As soon as the door closed, he let out a long sigh. It really had been years since he’s taken care of his wings. It was a lot easier when there was someone there to help. When Lilith left, it became a much more daunting task. He began to undo his button up shirt, tossing it onto the bed and moved on to undoing his belt. But suddenly, he stopped once the buckle had been unhooked. Shit, he thought to himself, realizing he’d forgotten how sensitive his wings were, my wings being touched are drive me insane! I don’t think I’ll be able to keep it together, especially not after years of just letting them go! He sucked in a few deep breaths and continued removing the belt from his pants. It’s fine, it’s fine…as long as I don’t make a noise or turn around. Just focus, Lucifer. For Satan’s sake, you’re the king of Hell!

Lucifer undid his zipper, letting his pants and boxers drop to the floor and kicking them off to the side. Unfortunately, he could already feel the blood rushing between his legs in anticipation. No, no, no!, he scolded himself, we’re not doing this. We’re getting our wings washed and we’re going to bed! I’m not letting this turn into anything other than a nice bath! She CANNOT think I’m just some touch starved pervert! I’m not! He inhaled deeply and ran his fingers through his hair, trying his best to calm down. After a minute, he made his way to the bathroom, placing his hand on the knob.

“I’m so fucked,” he whispered to himself before slowly opening the door.

*** It was fortunate that Lucifer had such a spacious home, that meant a more spacious bathroom as well. His bathtub could easily fit four people comfortably, but this at least gave you room to be able to work with his wings. You turned the water on to a nice warm temperature, making sure it wasn't too hot. You undressed as the bathtub began to fill, grabbing a soft washcloth from the closet and bubble bath soap after discarding your clothes. Once the tub was half full, you poured the soap in, letting it mix with the running water. The bubbles appeared fast, you couldn't see that water anymore after a few seconds. Finally, you brought the flow to a stop and dipped your toes in to test that waters. Perfect. You stepped in and slowly began to sink down into the warm liquid that heated your core. Lucky for you, his tub had seats along the sides so you could sit comfortably instead of sinking to the bottom! As soon as you were submerged just below your shoulders, you heard the bathroom door creaking behind you.

"Knock, knock!," Lucifer joked, hitting the already opened door with his knuckles. You chuckled as he closed the door behind him. Not that it was a new sight to you, but his naked figure never ceased to make you blush, as if he were perfectly sculpted. You shook your head, trying your best to focus on his face and not let your eyes wander anywhere else.

"Alright, let's see what we're working with," you stated, prompting Lucifer to conjure his wings once more. As you looked them over, you could tell it would take a little bit of time to clean them properly, but you were more than willing to help. You shifted over to the edge of the tub and offered Lucifer your hand. Smiling, he took hold as you guided him into the water with you. He sat down next you, turning his back so you could start working on his neglected feathers.

"Thank you for this," he spoke softly as you took the washcloth and began to work on his first set of wings. "I really don't deserve it, or you..."

"Luci, don't say that," you cut in, "I love you, and I want to help you. I'll always be here, I promise."

You heard him hum in response. He had a lot more feathers than you originally thought. You wanted to take your time, combing through every feather from his first set as they were the largest. You moved your attention down to his second set of wings after a few minutes. You were both quiet for a while as you continued your ministrations, running the washcloth thoroughly through each of his feathers, ridding them of any dirt. However, the sound of Lucifer's breathing becoming heavier with each passing minute did not go unnoticed by you. Wings were very sensitive areas after all. A tiny smile crept on your face. You had finally moved on to his last set of wings. They would be the easiest to take care of since they were the smallest, but you wanted to test your suspicions before you finished.

"Almost done," you hummed, "you doing alright?"

"YEAH, yeah," Lucifer answered almost too loudly, "I-I'm fine."

"That's good," you responded, gripping his feathers with just a little bit more force than necessary. You heard a small whimper escape Lucifer's throat, his hand shooting out of the water to cover his mouth. Bingo. "You sure you're alright, hon?"

"M-Mhmm," Lucifer mumbled into his palm.

"All clean," you purred, causing Lucifer's wings to disappear in a flash.

Lucifer stood up a little too fast trying to exit the tub, his back still towards you. "Thank you love, I really really appreciate you doing that for me, but I'm kind of tired so I'm gonna-" You didn't let him finish his sentence, grabbing onto his hips and pulling him into your lap, causing a large splash. "D-Darling, what are you doing?"

"And where do you think you're going?" you questioned, letting your hands run down his hips and towards his thighs. You heard Lucifer's breath hitch as your hands roamed dangerously close to his hard on. "What's the matter, baby? Were you hoping I wouldn't notice that you were getting turned on by all my touching? How cute."

You let your hand wander until you finally gripped his hardened cock. Lucifer could only let out a strangled yelp. All too pleased, you began to stroke his cock at an agonizingly slow pace. Lucifer tried to buck up at your touch, but your other arm was wrapped around his abdomen, keeping him flush to your chest. He wasn’t going anywhere.

“Now why would you try to hide this from me, Luci?,” you teased him as you began peppering kisses along the back of his neck.

“Hhng…I-I’m sorry, love,” he swallowed, “it…shit…it’s embarrassing. I shouldn’t h-have had that reaction while you were…ffffuuucckk…” He completely trailed off, only being able to focus on your movements. You had only picked up your pace slightly since you started, you wanted to make this last as long as possible. But unfortunately, you could feel your own arousal start to pulse between your legs. Without warning, you let go off his cock, causing to Lucifer to whimper at the loss of your hand. You swiftly stood up and hooked your arm under his legs, carrying him bridal style out of the tub. He looked up at you with a mixture of shock and arousal. Once you were fully out of the tub, you placed him onto the white marble floor.

"Stay," you commanded. Lucifer held his arms down at his sides, completely immobile. You sauntered over to the rack and grabbed the two fresh towels hanging there. After opening the bathroom door, you dried off your soaking body as quickly as you could before making your way back over to Lucifer with the other towel in hand. You patted his hair down first, then moved to his face and shoulders, working it down to his chest and stomach. You avoided touching the area he needed you to touch the most and finally finished by drying off his legs. "Get ready," you told him as you stood up straight once more. Before he could respond, you scooped him up in your arms again with the towel placed underneath him. You couldn't help but smile down at him once you say how flushed his face had gotten. You effortlessly carried your lover into the bedroom and placed him down on the edge of the bed. You took the towel and placed it on the floor, giving your knees some much needed cushion from the hard wooden floor.

"Sweetheart, p-please," Lucifer said, finally finding his voice again, "you don't have to-" You gently wrapped your fingers around the base of his cock, cutting him off mid-sentence. He could only yelp in response.

"I told you that I would take care of you tonight, did I not?" you replied with a coy smile. "That's exactly what I intend to do."

You lowered your head and gently pressed your lips to the head of his cock which was already covered in precum. Your tongue circled the tip, causing Lucifer to grip the sheets beneath him, not being able to focus on anything else. You relaxed your jaw, forcing your mouth down onto his shaft as far as you could manage. You didn't want to choke, after all! You absolutely adored the sounds leaving Lucifer's lips, desperate moaning and incoherent babbling. You quickened your pace, your hot mouth leaving trails of saliva down your hand. You felt Lucifer's legs begin to shake.

"L-Love," he choked out, "if you don't stop, I'm g-gonna...FUCK!" You didn't stop bobbing your head up and down. If anything, it only made you work faster. You felt his hands reach out to your shoulders, seemingly trying to push you away, but he wasn't trying very hard if that was the case. You refused to budge. "OHFUCKME," was the last thing he could mutter before his orgasm hit him, spilling his hot seed into your mouth. It was salty, but not unpleasant. You kept your mouth firmly on his cock as he rode out his high. You felt him soften in your mouth and you finally removed yourself from him with a *pop*. You caught some of his cum on your finger that had leaked from your mouth, licking it clean. Lucifer caught you doing so and buried his face in his hands.

“You’re going to kill me one of these days, darling,” he mumbled.

You chuckled, pulling his hands away to see his bright yellow eyes staring back at you. “I don’t think I have that kind of power!"

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you before," Lucifer sighed, "my wings are very...sensitive to say the least. I completely forgot about it until it was too late. I thought I could tough it out, but umm, that's clearly not what ended up happening. I didn't want you to think I was some maniac who couldn't control himself..."

You brought your hand up to his cheek, caressing it softly with your thumb. He closed his eyes and leaned into your touch. " You don't have to apologize to me, Luci, it's alright," you comforted. "Besides, seeing you so worked up is extremely hot!"

"Pfft!" Lucifer laughed, picking up on your attempt to lighten the mood. "Well, I'm glad you think so! I was dying the entire time in there!"

You smiled at him and got up from your kneeled position." Do you feel better now? Got it all out of your system?”

"Not quite," he breathed.

As if to take revenge from your stunt from earlier, Lucifer grabbed you by the hips and pulled you on top of him. "HEY!," you protested, but it was already too late; your cunt that's been aching for attention was now perfectly hovered over Lucifer's maniacal grin. Without warning, he pulled your legs down towards him and began to lick up your folds vigorously. His tongue attacking your clit with every lap he took. Your arms gave out almost immediately, forcing you onto your elbows to keep yourself propped up while the dirtiest moans filled the room. "Fuck...Fuck Luci, you feel s-so good...SHIT!," you cried out. His forked tongue worked at your sensitive nub relentlessly, causing the pit in your stomach to tighten. You weren't going to last much longer at this rate, he was too good and he knew it. Every time he ate you out, he always acted like a starving man who would never taste you again. It only took a few more nibbles at your clit before your walls spasmed uncontrollably, cumming hard against his tongue. He hummed in approval as he helped you ride out your orgasm, swallowing every drop of you. You managed to crawl away from him and plopped chest down on your mattress.

"You're insatiable, aren't you, Lucifer?," you teased, still trying to catch your breath.

"And you're irresistible, aren't you, my angel?" Lucifer joked back. He sat up straight against the pillows next to where your head laid. You couldn't help but notice that he was rock hard again. It filled you with pride to know just how much tasting you on his lips could illicit such a response. A thought popped into your head at that moment, your lips forming into a devious smile. You weren't going to let him have the last word. He was done for.

You pushed yourself up from your prone position and straddled Lucifer's lap, leaning down and crashing your lips into his. He moaned into your kiss, licking across your bottom lip, almost like he was begging you for access. You opened your mouth wide and felt his tongue slip past your lips, deepening your kiss. To his dismay, you pulled away from him, panting and breathless. You lined up your entrance with his cock, sinking down onto him in one quick motion. Both of you moaned at the sensation, feeling his cock twitch inside of you. Lucifer eagerly started to buck his hips into you, but you had other plans. You let the rest of your upper body weight fall onto his hips, rendering him immobile.

"Wh-what are you doing?," Lucifer whined as he tried desperately to rut up into you to no avail. "Please...please, need to move...."

You adored him in this state, begging and pleading for you to let him chase his release. "Teaching you a lesson," you grinned, shifting your hips every so slightly and making him bury his head into the crook of your neck.

"PLEASE! Please, I'll do anything!" Lucifer begged, his breathing becoming more and more labored. "Whatever you want!"

"I want you to promise me something, Luci," you cooed, placing your hand under his chin and lifting his head to meet your gaze. "Promise me that you'll come to me if you need help from now on. And in return, I'll promise you that I'll always be there whenever you need me. Do we have a deal?"

Tears welled up in his eyes at your words and the lack of stimulation. He buried his head into your chest, wrapping his arms around you. "YesyesyesIpromiseIpromiseIwill," he sobbed. You smiled and kissed the top of his head, his blond hair brushing against your face.

"That's my good boy," you praised. You decided to end his torment by lifting your hips and slamming back down on his cock at a break neck pace. His wanton moans went straight to your core, you knew another orgasm was fast approaching. He bucked his hips up into you, his cock hitting your G spot just right with every thrust.

"So close...sososoclose," Lucifer whimpered in your ear.

"L-Let go, baby," you choked out in your cock drunken state, "c-cum in me, Luci, pleasepleasePLEASE!"

Lucifer leaned down and bit into your shoulder, muffling his cries as it only took him a few more thrusts before spilling his seed into you. His bite pushed you over the edge as well, pulsating around his leaking cock. You both took a minute to come down from your highs, neither of you wanting to pull apart. At last, you pulled yourself up and out of Lucifer's lap and completely collapsed next to him. You reached over the edge of the bed and picked up the towel from earlier, handing it to Lucifer so he could clean himself up. You were about to fall asleep when you remembered something important.

"OH!," you shouted, startling Lucifer a little bit. "I almost forgot! I made you something!" You reached under your pillow where you had hid his gift from earlier. You pulled out a small duckling keychain with the words "My Little Duckling" beneath it. You passed it to Lucifer who cupped it in his hands, staring at it like it was made of diamonds.

"You...you made this...for me?," he stammered, completely enamored with his present. He clenched his fist around it and held it up to his heart. "I...I love it so much, darling! This is the best gift I've ever received! I'll cherish this forever! Thank you, thank you, thank you!" He pulled you in for the tightest hug he's ever given you while peppering small kisses all over your face. You giggled and managed to capture his lips before he could get another peck in.

"I'm really happy you like it," you smiled. "We'll figure out where you can hang it in the morning, yeah?"

"I'd love nothing more, my dear" Lucifer grinned. "But for now, let's get some sleep, shall we."

You nodded and yawned in agreement. You shifted yourself flush against Lucifer's chest, letting his arms wrap around you. You felt his tail wrap around you leg right before you lost consciousness, letting you know he would never let you go.

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IT'S FUCKING DONE BABY, LET'S GOOOOOOOO

[iihyuck]

SOS ˇ 𓂃 7dream 𓏲࣪  | 00 | 01 | 02 | …

genre (for the overall series) idol au, eighth member au, fluff, me attempting comedy, slow burn but not really, comfort, angst, nsfw (minors and ageless blogs dni or you’re blocked) wc 4.8k

pairing ot7!dream x fem!reader … who’s the pairing getting freaky in this chapter? i won’t tell you 😼

warnings pet names (they call the reader baby because y/n upsets me and my homegirls but i fear it is used for the chat), light profanity, mentions of role play, nsfw but no piv (18+)

notes so sorry for the long wait, here's something lengthy while i work on the next part. smut is ... tame. but only because i haven't written in months. feedback is much appreciated <333

If you had known that telling the guys you grew up and debuted with that you were a virgin—and that you wanted them to show you the ropes—would make things awkward, you would’ve never brought it up at all.

But to be completely honest, you should’ve seen it coming.

Hell, Jisung avoided you for a whole week when you caught him watching kinky roleplay videos on the dorm’s computer a few years ago. Then again… who would’ve thought that was him? Not you, that’s for sure. The manager spent nearly a week trying to clear all the viruses that kept popping up on the poor thing.

It had been a little over two weeks since your not-so-distressed SOS call in your hotel room, and you hadn’t been touched yet. In fact, none of the boys had brought it up since then—complete radio silence.

You wouldn’t say you were bothered...

Because you weren’t!

Okay—maybe just a little.

It was just… weird.

All seven of your very hormonal members had agreed to sleep—sorry, help—you out, and yet they had made no effort to do so? If anything, you would’ve thought you’d be laid out right then and there in that very room.

Ever since returning to Korea, the others rarely even bothered to come over to where Renjun and Jisung stayed anymore. You all only ever met up at the company building for work or gathered at a BBQ spot after long days of practice.

After weeks of the topic being ignored, you had finally had enough. Just this morning, you gave yourself a pep talk—even rehearsing the confrontation you’d give your members after today’s recording session. Lots of f-bombs to assert dominance, of course.

But long story short?

You wimped out.

You couldn’t find the courage to bring it up, not with producers constantly walking in and out, pulling members into the booth one by one.

So, when you arrived home, you rehearsed again.

As an idol, rehearsing was second nature to you. Yet, here you were, fidgeting on Jaemin’s couch as your members sat sprawled across the floor, their eyes glued to the screen while Jisung and Chenle played some random fighting game.

This was far from how the scenario had played out in your head during your shower earlier.

Then again, to be fair, you were the one who had kind-of-sort-of initiated this whole hangout in the first place.

(10:59) Y/N : did you guys see the tweet about the jihyuck divorce?

(11:00) HAECHANNIE ฅ՞•ﻌ•՞ฅ : Me and Jisungie are still happily together, what are you talking about

(11:00) SPIDERMAN : trouble in paradise already? Sheeessh

(11:00) NANA : Jealous, Mark? 👀👀

(11:01) SPIDERMAN : ??? and why would i be jealous?

(11:01) HAECHANNIE ฅ՞•ﻌ•՞ฅ : Ahh just admit it ... seriously, this is tiring

(11:01) SPIDERMAN : I seriously almost just blocked you

(11:02) ૮ .◜◡◝ ა : wouldn't be the first

(11:02) NANA : JENO LEE

(11:02) ૮ .◜◡◝ ა : that is my name 😼

(11:02) RJ : I thought I silenced this group chat.

(11:03) Y/N : hi renjoon

(11:03) HUANG : I don't like that.

(11:03) DAEGAL'S DAD : HA Renjoon ... i’m gonna steal that

(11:03) RJ : sigh

(11:03) NANA : WAH, we are almost all here, where is Jisungie?

(11:05) Y/N : i dunno

(11:05) HUANG : idk

(11:05) ૮ .◜◡◝ ა : you both live with him, how about you get up and go look

(11:06) RJ : No

(11:06) DAEGAL'S DAD : well that's just lazy

(11:07) SPIDERMAN : That's pretty rich coming from you 🤨

(11:07) DAEGAL'S DAD : I know you're upset about Haechan dumping you but you don't have to be mad at the world 🤦‍♂

(11:07) NANA : I called it, someone send money

(11:07) ૮ .◜◡◝ ა : mark if you need a shoulder to cry on …

(11:07) ૮ .◜◡◝ ა : sit up straighter and wipe your tears

(11:08) NANA : LMFAO

(11:08) Y/N : funniest thing you’ve said in my years of knowing you, dog man

(11:09) ૮ .◜◡◝ ა : just be normal and laugh please

(11:08) SPIDERMAN : ...

(11:08) HAECHANNIE ฅ՞•ﻌ•՞ฅ : Markkk, breakups are hard ... I know I know

(11:09) JIJI ☆ : we're out of kimchi stew

(11:09) HAECHANNIE ฅ՞•ﻌ•՞ฅ : JISUNGIE

(11:09) SPIDERMAN : you're alive I see 🤨

(11:09) RJ : I know, I ate it

(11:10) Y/N : no fair I didn't get any???

(11:10) NANA : I have some, baby. My mom dropped some off last night. Come over.

(11:10) ૮ .◜◡◝ ა : I'll be over in ten

(11:11) Y/N : mind you, he invited ME.

(11:11) HAECHANNIE ฅ՞•ﻌ•՞ฅ : SLEEPOVER

(11:11) SPIDERMAN : Yo, I’m down :>

(11:11) JIJI ☆ : i’ll ride with renjun and baby

(11:12) NANA : I did not agree to any sleepover???

You let your gaze fall to your lap, glaring at your sweatpants as you mentally prepare yourself.

It would be easier if you just blurted out, “So, when are we getting freaky?”

But that wasn’t exactly… professional

Then again, this whole situation was already wildly unprofessional.

Maybe you should’ve just gone into sex blind-minded anyway. Jeno had introduced you to Eric a few times—he seemed nice enough not to make fun of you if you sucked.

"Are you going to sit there and mope the whole time, or are you actually going to eat?"

You fight the urge to roll your eyes as you look up to see Chenle standing above you, a lazy smirk playing on his lips.

From the corner of your eye, you catch Mark and Haechan teasing Jisung, who groans dramatically, covering his ears.

Looks like Chenle won that round.

"Come on," Chenle says, grabbing your hand and pulling you up before you can respond. You barely have time to process before you're being dragged toward the kitchen, the murmur of the others fading into the background.

Your attention snaps to Luna, quietly eating from her bowl in the corner. You squeal, immediately kneeling down to pet her.

"Oh my god, you're so big now!" You pepper kisses onto her head, earning a huff of annoyance but not a squirm.

Chenle chuckles, a knowing smirk on his face. "Daegal would have been betrayed to see you right now," he says, as he pours leftover kimchi jjigae into a pot on the stove.

You giggle, letting Luna go back to her meal as you dust off your knees. "She'd forgive me. After all, she likes me better than you," you say, playfully teasing Chenle.

He looks affronted, but you can see a flicker of amusement in his eyes. "I'm her father. She doesn't like anyone more than me," he says, with a straight face. "Besides, I'm her favorite," he adds, a hint of pride creeping into his voice.

You bite your lip, holding back a sly remark. "Right, right. I'll make the rice," you say, instead. As you wash the grains, you notice Chenle's gaze lingering on you.

“What?” you ask, eyebrows furrowing.

“What’s wrong?”

Your movements still.

“Nothing’s wrong, why are you asking that?”

He scoffs at your defensiveness, adding a few pieces of tofu that he must’ve cut when you were playing with Jaemin’s cat

“Because you’re being weird.”

Your mouth drops, “I’m being weird??”

“Uh Yeah?! I mean you’re barely around anymore ... it’s like ever since that night, you can’t stand to be around us– “

“That isn’t true– “

Chenle takes a step closer, his eyes locked on yours. "Then what is? What's wrong?" he asks, his voice softening.

You hate how you can't look him directly in the eyes anymore, your gaze shifting to your hands as you quietly put the rice in the cooker.

"Baby-" Chenle starts, his hand gently touching your waist, but before he can finish, the kitchen erupts with the arrival of the others.

Mark groans, "Can you guys cook any slower? I came here for free food, not to watch Jisung lose to everyone," walking in the kitchen with his hands ruffling his own hair.

Renjun and Haechan follow close behind, laughing, while Jisung bumps past them, heading towards you.

"Actually, I haven't played baby," he says, his arm stretching over your shoulders.

Renjun rolls his eyes, and Jeno waltz in, "That's cheating. She sucks just as much as you do."

You flash him a sarcastic smile, flipping him off, before pushing Jisung's arm off your shoulders. "Don't call me that. I'm literally older than you," you say, eyes narrowing.

Jisung scoffs, "And what everyone else gets to?"

"Well. no! You should all stop,"

Haechan chimes in, "Yeah, we should collectively stop calling her 'baby'."

You narrow your eyes but slowly nod at Haechan's very rare statement that you agreed with.

Jaemin walks in, his hair damp and a towel around his broad shoulders. "What's going on?" he asks, eyeing the scene.

Mark answers, grabbing a water bottle from the fridge, "She wants us to stop calling her 'baby'." Jaemin pouts, "Why? It's a cute nickname."

Mark shrugs, "I guess she just doesn't like it anymore." You slap Jaemin's hands away when he tries to pinch your cheeks, "I always thought 'brat' was more fitting," Haechan says, earning a laugh from the others.

You roll your eyes, “That’s your title, not mine.”

“I agree, Haechan’s like a demon spawn and baby is a pure angel … sure, there's attitude here and there but we‘ve grown to tolerate it” Renjun hums.

The way they speak as if you aren't in the room will always bewilder you.

Jeno throws his head back as he laughs, “I don’t think she’s pure, she’s a pervert."

“Am not?! You’re the pervert– “

Mark shakes his head, tossing the now empty water bottle in the trash can. Another day of leading the dreamies.

“What about a few years ago, when you left those roleplay tabs open?”

Chenle cackles at the memory, and Jaemin snorts.

“Yeah, what was that about? I’m no kinkshamer ... but really?” Haechan tilts his head as he watches your reaction

"THAT WAS NOT ME?! " You exclaim.

“It’s okay if it was,”

Your neck snaps to Mark who just shrugs.

“Well, it wasn’t!”

The room falls silent as you face the others, scowl ever so prominent.

"What kind of roleplay was it?" Renjun asks casually.

“RENJUN??”

They burst out laughing, watching you pout over their teasing.

"Don't make it sound like we're asking for a confession or something." You shoot him a look, "Seriously though, if you know what you already like, it'd be nice to know before we start."

Your eyebrows shoot up after Renjun says that.

“…start what?”

Maybe you weren’t hearing him correctly, after all there’d been several times where you completely ignored the notification about your headphone volume being too loud.

Jaemin's expression turns serious. "Do you not recall your SOS call or what?" you sputter, trying to find your words. "I... I didn't think... um."

“Didn’t think what? that we still wanted you?”

Chenle, throws a piece of tofu at a smirking Jeno, “Stop doing that, you’re flustering her,”

Jaemin hisses, “Ah— not here, I have cats, Do that in your own home.”

“I don’t know, you guys just never brought it up, I thought ... I thought I made things awkward.”

Jisung hums, “I don’t think there’s any room for awkwardness.”

Haechan nods, “Yeah, and plus we were waiting until you felt comfortable, it isn’t like we could just come to your apartment like “Oh let the sex games begin””

You cackle at that. Haechan would definitely come to your apartment and say that but, you digress.

Mark interrupts, “Yeah but there will be no actual sex, remember.”

“Yeah, Yeah, you’re cockblocking once again, we get it.” Jeno nods off, throwing the tofu that landed on him away, but ends up hunched over coughing when Mark hits him in the stomach.

“So … do we plan this or...?” You nervously ask

“Well, that would be awkward ... just let it happen naturally.” Chenle shrugs

Right, naturally.

“Hey, ji?”

The younger boy hummed, not really listening as he lay on his back, his hands interlaced, lazily resting on his pelvis. You lay beside him, resting on your side, your head propped up on your elbow.

"When you lost your virginity, did it happen naturally?" you asked, your words hanging in the air.

He choked on his saliva, startled by the question. Usually, you'd tease him, but you were dead certain you'd react the same way.

He was wide awake now, and a hint of amusement played on his lips. "Is this why you wanted to sleep in my room tonight? Because you wanted to ask a cherry pop questionnaire?" he teased.

You dropped your head onto your hands, laughing at his silly comment. "Who even calls it that anymore? Popping the cherry?" You snorted. "I hate cherries."

He sucks in a breath, shaking his head, “You’re missing out,”

"Sure, now answer my question," you said, serious once more.

"I thought you'd forget about that," he sighed.

You scoffed. "How could I forget? I asked it seconds ago! Did you also think I'd forget all of the porn tabs too?"

He laughed and covered his face with his hands. You quickly grabbed them, holding them in place. "Yeah, and I'm still annoyed you let me take the heat at Jaemin's earlier!"

"They went easy on you," he whispered, meeting your gaze. "If they knew it was me, I wouldn't hear the end of it. You know that."

You'd always been jealous of his bright eyes, even in the dimly lit room, which was only illuminated by the TV's soft glow. "Whatever, you owe me one," you said, letting his hands go and adjusting your position so you were lying on your back.

The only sound in the room was your shared breathing, and the muted TV. He swallowed thickly before speaking up, his voice causing you to jolt slightly as you were drifting off to sleep.

"It was kind of in the heat of the moment... I think it's like that all the time," he said.

You turned to face him, "You think? Was the first time you lost it the only time?"

He nodded slowly, answering your question.

You hummed, looking up at the ceiling. "Do you regret it?"

"I don't think so," he answered without hesitation.

“Maybe I’d prefer what you plan on doing, taking one step at a time ... I didn't get to try everything.”

Confused, you asked, "What do you mean?"

He sighed and brought his hand up to cover his eyes. "I've never gone down on someone before."

The room fell silent, and he quickly moved his hand to gauge your reaction. You attempted to hold in your laughter, but it slipped out.

He scoffs, his tongue brushing against the inside of his cheek as you laugh, leaning into his shoulder.

"I don't know why you're so nervous to tell me this stuff," he said. "I haven't gone down on anyone either."

He deadpanned, "Wow, I would've never guessed."

You hit his shoulder playfully. "Don't be a dick."

He laughed and shook his head. "My apologies."

Rolling your eyes, you leaned over his chest to grab your phone, which was charging beside him. It was four in the morning.

As you pulled back, you lay beside him, relieved that there were no schedules for the next few days.

Maybe you’ll go visit that new café that opened up near Haechan’s apartment—

"Can I try with you?" he asked, his words barely above a whisper.

"Pardon?" You were lost in thought.

"I'm not saying it again," Jisung groaned, turning over to face the wall in embarrassment.

"You want to try going... down on me?" you asked quietly.

He slowly turned back around, looking everywhere but at you. "Yeah... if that's okay...And maybe it could be helpful to you too."

You swallowed and nodded. "Okay."

Any and all thought you had of this whole ordeal being awkward was completely erased as you sat on Jisung’s lap, his hands tightly gripping your hips, as your hands ran through his hair. His tongue swirled against yours, but he hesitantly pulled away when a whimper left your mouth, filling his.

Jisung’s breath was warm against your lips as he only pulled back slightly, his eyes flickering with hesitation. His fingers dug into your hips, grounding himself, and you could feel the way his chest rose and fell unevenly beneath you.

You swallowed, your own heartbeat hammering against your ribs. “You okay?” you murmured, searching his gaze.

He gave you a small nod, though his grip on you tightened just a little. “Yeah… just—this is…I’d never thought I’d be doing this with you,” he admitted, voice barely above a whisper.

A shaky scoff leaves your lips.

“Neither did I” was what you thought but not what left you.

“Do you want to?” your heart bangs in your chest when you ask ... to calm your nerves you start tracing your fingers through his hair, nails lightly scraping his scalp in a way that makes his breath hitch.

He let out a shaky chuckle, leaning his forehead against yours. “More than anything. I’ve… always wanted you like this”

“… I don’t wanna mess up.”

Jisung, despite his usual playful demeanor with you, was different.

Your heart clenched at his sincerity.

“You won’t,” you told him gently. “It’s just us. And I’m no pro at this either, you know”

He let out a shaky laugh then exhaled, nodding slightly before his hands shifted from your hips, sliding slowly up your sides as if memorizing the way you felt beneath his palms. His gaze dropped to your lips again, then lower. His Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed.

“Okay,” he breathed, more to himself than you. “I wanna try.”

You felt warmth creep up your neck, anticipation swirling in your stomach as you let him take the lead. His hands moved to the hem of your thin sleep shorts, fingers slipping beneath the fabric hesitantly, waiting for any sign of uncertainty from you.

But there was none.

How could there ever be?

You nodded, giving him silent permission.

Jisung sucked in a breath, eyes locked onto yours as he slowly laid you on your back, his fingers softly gliding over your cloth covered mound.

His eyes drifted to your chest rising and falling rapidly, cursing under his breath when he took notice of your perked nipples poking through the tank top you wore.

You suck in a breath as his hand softly rubs circles into your cunt. You wanted more.

Absentmindedly, your hips buck up into his moving palm, his lips parted slightly, as if in awe, and something about the way he looked at you made your stomach flip.

Neither of you spoke as he shifted, lying on his stomach, his eyes searched your face one last time, silently asking if you were still okay.

You cupped his cheek, thumb brushing against his skin, nodding.

His lips parted, a quiet breath escaping, and then—he kissed down your jaw, trailing lower.

And lower.

His breath was warm against your skin, and when his lips finally met the space just above your waistband, your fingers tightened in his hair.

Jisung exhaled shakily. “Tell me if I do something wrong,��� he whispered.

Your heart pounded.

“You won’t,” you promised.

And then—he continued.

Jisung exhaled slowly, his fingers toying with the hem of your shorts as if giving himself time to process the situation. His hands were warm, slightly trembling, but determined.

You watched him with hooded eyes, your own breath uneven as his lips ghosted over your stomach. The anticipation was making every nerve in your body light up, heat pooling in your core as he finally—finally—started pulling your shorts down.

His gaze flickered up to meet yours, pupils blown wide with something between nervousness and hunger. “Still good?” he asked, voice barely above a whisper.

You swallowed hard, nodding. “Yeah.”

Jisung licked his lips, exhaling through his nose as he shifted lower. His hands squeezed your thighs gently before parting them, settling between them. You could feel the heat of his breath against the thin fabric of your underwear, and it made your whole body tense with anticipation.

You could feel your pussy, clench around nothing.

He hesitated for only a moment before pressing an experimental kiss against the inside of your thigh. Then another. And another. Each one slower, more deliberate, as he grew bolder.

No marks could be left on your neck, that was for sure, but your creamy inner thighs. No fan would ever be able to see that.

Soft love marks began to bruise the skin of your thighs as he sucked and licked.

Your fingers curled into the sheets, a shiver running up your spine. “Ji…” You weren’t sure what you were asking for, but the way he glanced up at you, lips slightly swollen, made your stomach flip.

“I just… wanna take my time,” he admitted, pressing one last lingering kiss to your thigh before his fingers hooked around the waistband of your underwear. He pulled them down agonizingly slowly, his eyes locked onto the way you squirmed beneath him.

A curse left his lips watching your sticky cunt glisten in the dim room, your slick sticking to your panties as they came off.

Your breath hitched as the cool air met your heated skin, but nothing could have prepared you for the feeling of Jisung’s lips pressing tentatively against your pussy.

He couldn’t control himself once they were off, throwing them somewhere on the floor, before pressing his plump lips against your glimmering slit.

A sharp gasp left your lips, your back arching slightly. His hands tightened on your thighs, keeping you in place as he hesitated for only a second before licking a slow, tentative stripe up your slit.

Your fingers immediately found his hair, tugging lightly as a low groan rumbled in his chest.

“Fuck,” he murmured, almost as if to himself. “You’re so…”

He didn’t finish the sentence before he leaned in again, this time with more confidence, parting your pussy, his tongue flicking experimentally against your clit which he surprisingly found on the first try. The sensation made your hips jerk, and he chuckled softly against you, the vibrations sending another wave of pleasure through your body.

“Shit, Ji,”

The way your body was reacting, he continued, finding a rhythm—soft licks, slow circles, the occasional suction that made your head spin. Every now and then, he’d glance up, watching your reactions like he was committing them to memory.

You bit your lip, chest rising and falling rapidly. “Jisung—”

“Hm?” His voice was muffled, but the smirk in his tone was undeniable.

You groaned, throwing your head back as he pressed a kiss to your pussy hole, his finger slippery with your juice, playing with your clit, other hand gripping your thigh like he never wanted to let go.

Your hand roughly tugged on his hair as he messily slurped up your cunt, his tongue quickly flicking your throbbing clit.

He moaned, feeling the burning sensation on his scalp, the vibrations going straight to your pussy.

If you knew getting ate out felt this great, you would’ve explored a while ago.

Dare you say it felt better than those late nights where you couldn’t sleep and let your hand wander down your underwear?

Maybe.

A broken “Fuck,” left your trembling lips when his thumb traced your hole as he sucked your clit.

Yes. Yes, it was so much better than your own hand—

And then, just as you were starting to feel that familiar build in your stomach, he pulled back slightly, lips glistening, a dazed expression on his face.

“Was… was that good?” he asked, voice hoarse, lips slick and swollen.

You let out a breathless laugh, reaching down to cup his cheek. “Jisung… if you stop now, I might actually kill you.”

His eyes widened before a cocky grin slowly spread across his face that was shiny with your wetness.

“Well… can’t have that, can we?”

Biting your lip, you nod, watching him sit up on his knees, without blinking once, desperate for release.

His large hand lowered to his bulging cock that was practically begging for attention, through his sweatpants. You unfortunately didn’t look for long as he hovered over you, bringing his sticky lips to yours.

Your clit pulsed as you tasted yourself on his tongue once he swiped his with yours, deepening the kiss.

Maybe you were the pervert that Jeno thought you were.

Your eyes followed his hand that stroked himself through his sweats, you instinctively reached for him again, but he chuckled softly, shifting his hips back. "No sex, remember?" he teased

A snarky remark was plotting to escape you, but you immediately shut up as his hands slid to the back of your thighs, pushing them up to your chest.

The shift leaves both of you breathless.

You swore a moan left him, as he licked his lips gazing at your puffy cunt shiny with your own slick and his spit, even in the little light that the tv was providing.

His starry eyed gaze met yours again, “you’re perfect,”

Usually, you’d find some slick comeback for the members whenever they complimented and flustered you but considering the current situation, you had no choice but to pull out the default.

“Shut up,”

“I’m serious,” he mumbled, his finger sliding down to your cunt, pressing against your clit, watching as your cunt continued to leak with arousal.

Your eyes begin to flutter shut as he works small circles into your clit before your approaching orgasm is interrupted once again.

BANG

RATTLE

BANG

“Yo, Park Jisung—why is the door locked? Since when do we lock doors around here? Oh—wait, are you jerking off?”

Of course … Lee Donghyuck, the bane of your existence.

You completely forgot that he and Mark decided to crash at your place—well, technically Renjun and Jisung’s since you didn’t bother to pay the rent—after Jaemin kicked everyone out. Something about you all trying to serenade him into letting the sleepover happen and then spilling beer on his pink rug.

The doorknob rattles aggressively again, and you sigh in defeat.

Both you and Jisung know Haechan isn’t going to quit unless he gets in.

Jisung sighs as well, pulling back from you with a quiet, “Sorry.”

SIGHHH.

“Go away, Donghyuck!”

“You’re in there too? Why are you two locking me out? What did I do? Let’s all cuddle and make up,” he dramatically whines, and you hear the sound of him sliding down the door.

You groan, sitting up with a cringe at the mess between your legs and the damp spot beneath you. Jisung laughs, helping you stand and pull your sleep shorts back on.

He takes note of the grumpy pout on your face, about to say something—

But he’s interrupted by Haechan’s loud, off-key rendition of All by Myself, inevitably butchering a few words.

Your frown doesn’t last long as Renjun yells from the hallway, telling him to shut the hell up.

With a sigh, you look up at Jisung, who’s watching you with a soft giggle as you lift the hem of his shirt to wipe his wet face.

“Hey—what’s so funny in there? Let. Me. In.”

The two of you ignore your dramatic member, Jisung, leaning down to whisper in your ear, “Just come back to my room when everyone’s asleep.”

Your heart stutters in your chest as you nod, pursing your lips, which he gladly accepts, kissing you back.

With a deep inhale and exhale, you make sure you’re presentable before walking over to the door. Turning back, you see Jisung hurriedly stripping the sheets off his bed, tossing them into the corner.

Unlocking the door, you’re met with a disheveled Haechan sprawled out on the floor, wearing the shirt you gifted Renjun for his last birthday.

He sits up, squinting at you suspiciously before peering past you into the room—immediately locking eyes with Jisung, who freezes on the spot.

Right. The whole ordeal had made you forget just how much of a scaredy-cat he was.

You don’t stick around to witness the aftermath.

“Hello, CHEATER!” Haechan shouts behind you as you walk off.

Reaching the body-length mirror in the hallway, you frown at your flustered reflection. Your hair is a mess—no doubt from being sprawled out on Jisung’s bed. You try to smooth it down quickly.

“The hell happened to you?”

Your eyes snap up, meeting another set of eyes in the mirror.

Jeno.

“Nothing,” you blurt. “Why would you ask that? What happened to you? And why are you even in my house? You—You—nothing happened. Don’t ask me that.”

He raises a brow, trying (and failing) to fight off a smirk.

Nice. Real nice save.

Jeno inhales sharply, turning away—but not before muttering a sarcastic, “Right… My bad.”

You need a shower. And a hole to dig yourself into. Fast.

[tiredistic]

"Bark no bite!"

Warnings: Language, Smut, D slur, homophobia, internalized homophobia, (lmk if I missed any)

Pairing: Rejanis, Shane x Regina

Summary: Janis and Regina are at a party and Regina decides to have a little fun. Little does she know her teasing will lead one thing to another and ends up signing up for gay lessons?

A/n: i wrote it in the perspective of Regina, and somehow it was WAYY easier than anything i've ever written (also possibly the longest part one.) . Like if I was in this situation this is how i'd act possibly. I hope you enjoy this silly little fic because they're will be more.

"Shane doesn't have to know.." I wispered into her ear. I knew it was going to work because it was Janis, and dispite being sworn enimies, I knew her. And I knew her weeknessess. Favor just told me I was one of them.

"Shane don't have to know?" She caved, slowly turning to the wall, the intoxicating rush of the lights and the drinks defiantly must have gotten to her because she only hesitated for a second,

I slowly nodded, rubbing my legs together just how she liked, and I knew this because i'd catch her 10 yard stare right after.

Yeah nothing was as gifting as to see that face. It was fun to have a lesbian entranced by you.

When she turned around I quickly grabbed her hand to take her to the back parking lot where my car was so conveniently placed.

Originally I planned to hook up with some guy from the other football team to get Shane jealous, anything to provoke a reaction, but I rather have some fun while I'm at it.

We got to the back quickly, I threw my drink down somewhere discarding anything that might get in the way of my festivities. I unlocked the car with haiste as we both crawled into the back, barely sparing anytime before we stripped off our clothing.

I was finished first of course, so I opted to admire the girls body. Something I haven't seen for a while.

And if you tell anyone i've seen it before..

Anyway, she finally stripps off her underwear like 50 years fucking later, and meets my gaze. I can see the exact thoughts behind her eyes, something like "how'd I get here again."

And if you tell anyone she's been here before..

Whatever, We kissed and made out, but it totally slipped my mind that I would be fucking her tonight and not the other way around.

I wouldn't say with panic but that could describe it, I pushed her down and teased her, anything to avoid the fact-

"Fuck Regina.., more please.." Janis moaned out, almost loud enough for the whole fucking party to hear.

I just kissed her more, and left a trail of hickies to her stomach.

I sorta get how she can like art so much. I painted her with my feelings, and it probably would stay there for a good while. It was like as if she was my canvas and I was the artist for once, and that was the first time in a while I was satisfied.

She spoke up after a while saying something like, "Stop touch starving me.." with a long moan, but to be honest I forgot she was even there, somehow i- the straight bitch was entranced by the lesbian!

Snapping out of it was quick and diving back into the foreplay was quicker, running my hands through her hair, turning her head, playing with her tits-

which by the way we're pierced, and i totally would play with these all day if these were mine because its...

...woah I was just ranting about Janis imi'ike's titties, who am I becoming??

She moaned again, with a little cute grunt she always does. It was almost like "Mmm-ahh." or like "Mmm- mm- augh"

Her face contorted as her eyebrows creased, something was wrong and I knew it couldn't be my actions because I know she loves this shit.

“C'mon Regina you know what you’re doing to me..” she whined reaching up to my face, cupping it and squeezing it softly.

Sometimes Shane could be rough, or he’s too exited sometimes. It could be sometimes annoying, and it definitely has gotten quite old now, but her touch was soft, almost like a plea.

Janis almost looked dazed, like she was almost asleep and I couldn’t have that on my watch.

I’m not sure why she said, “you know what you’re doing to me" but either way, I had a few more tricks up my sleeve to drag this out as much as I could.

I kept my eyes locked onto hers as she moved down onto her collar bone, sucking it softly at first but then moving on.. moving on to Janis’s favorite thing.

I bit her softly, the result was magnificent.

I’d describe it as biting into a chew toy, you know, the ones that squeak.

The more I bit down on her soft skin, the more noise she made and that noise distracted me. It distracted me to a point where I bit down a little too hard on her shoulder.

The bite drew small beads of blood came from it and some in my mouth, never had that taste before and I’m not some weirdo so I wouldn’t admit to liking it.

She moaned even louder when I did that though, her leg came up from the feeling and brought her knee right inbeteeen my legs.

It made me jump, but the feeling was just what I needed, I mean after all that foreplay did turn me on quite a bit..

I guess she noticed my reaction, which she responded to with a light giggle. I met eyes with her again and she had that sly look on her face, the one that made me want to do this in the first place.

That face of hers, I want to distory it. I want to make her cry and scream and beg me and only me for more. I want to hold her face down in my own bed, squishing down her face onto my pillow.

I want tears to run down her face, as she’s ultimately subjected to my will.

Eventually I would get there but today wasn’t the day.

She just had to figure out-

“Regina!”

I looked up at Janis, she was pouting. She was upset.

I wanted to know why but I just stupidly stared at her blankly . I mean, what else was I to do? I wasn’t doing anything differently than I always do and if I was doing a bad job I surely would have known.

..and if she thinks I did bad, why would she just tell me by now?

She didn’t see it but I was nervously tapping my finger on the seat.

“Stop beating around the bush..” Janis sighed, whining, “just do what you came to do.”

Fuck.

“Oh yeah just what would that be?” The only possible way would be to tease her just a little more, but it was easy to tell the drinks she had prior were not effecting her anymore.

“Just fuck me already!” She hit me lightly, more like a tap on my shoulder, “you win alright?”

I had no idea we were playing a game.

“Aw, you can’t handle a few minutes? Stop being such a wuss.”

“You’ve teased me enough,, I'm just so wet now.." Janis whined, "C'mon satisfy me now, its the least you can do.."

"Yeah of course, I was just getting there." I chuckled, yeah no I was totally screwed.

But it's like karma didn't reach me yet and I struck gold as the party was foiled and everyone was running to their cars, I was saved.

"Oh shit we gotta go put your clothes back on we'll do this.. some other time." I tried to sound sorrowfully or something like that.

I reached for my jacket as I saw Shane in the distance, he wasn't even suppose to be here.

"Look Shane's coming to the car now you're going to have to leave now Janis" I dismissed, putting on my jacket, which was kinda hard since I was still above her.

Once I was done she pulled my collar down so my face was 2 CMS away from hers.

"Regina I don't know who you take me for anymore but I'm no quitter, your going to fuck me tonight wether if you like it or not. I did not sit through 17 minutes of your bullshit just for you to run away. I know your not that bitchy so get up in the front seat and drive us the fuck to your house do you understand.?" She growled, her eyes fierce and her grip was tight.

I nodded weakly and climbed into my front seat just as Shane was approching. He banged on the window before I let it down, he smelled of alcholol and popped condoms.

"Baby! let me in the feds are inside!"

"Find a new ride you reek." I sighed, this was the dunce I was dating.

"Good idea babe i'll ride with the bros and this new ho-" he paused "I mean, see u later babe."

I didn't bother saying anything else I just left, because only one thing ocuppied my mind.

Janis.

Janis was completely pissed, and that only meant I was sure in for a treat.

What was worse wasn't the fact that i'd got yelled at, no. What was worse is that I, Me, Regina George, liked it.

The rhinestones on my steering wheel poked me since I gripped it too hard but I was so angry.

How could- I'm just-

This is infuriating.

its like I can still feel her gripping my jacket, my soul.. she was directly gripping onto my heart.

yuck.

Now we're almost to my house and I'm going to be topping her.

Topping Janis imi'ike in my bed.

..on my pillows..

Stop it. theres no way I could be... this infatuated with Janis, Janis Imi'ike.

Last time we, hooked up. it was so different from whatever situation I found myself in now.

What had happened was,

I was minding my own business, letting some random hit on me in a abandon classroom and things were definitely getting heated

All before Janis interrupted by barging in. Being the bitch I am- I obviously took the opportunity to mess with her.

I wasked over to her looking down perfectly, I just knew the lighting was good, considering I could see myself on the refection of her eyes.

Don't say I was gazing into her eyes- I mean that's why It looked like but I promise I was looking at myself.

I just knew she was intraced by me, like she had been for years, but today something was different- so I decided to play on it.

"Why what a surprise, Imi'ike." I laughed in her face, it made her feel small and despite all odds I knew her, so I knew she liked that.

"Care to join us?" I said tilting my head softly, my shoulders shifting, crossing my arms to make my tits pop out more, just for her.

"Regina I'm not intrested in anything that's going on here-"

"oh, but you are." Grabbing her shoulder I threw her bag down, pushing her into the chalk board to our left.

She met the impact with a grunt, as I quickly made work on her neck, glancing at the random boy I had in here a few minutes ago.

I unbuttoned my shirt more which encouraged Janis to do the same with hers.

Lifting my leg up letting the skirt ride up softly.. forcing Janis's head to face his as I kissed her neck.

I was dying to know what Janis was thinking, well since we've been in a situation like this before, but I'm not that much of a bitch so I won't bring that up.

By then my shirt was discarded and my silky black bra was holding the girls up- which obviously Janis enjoyed to see.

She pulled me closer, and I pushed myself onto her; but- something came over her.

Something much ike tonight.

She flipped us, and from her size you really wouldn't expect that to be possible but she managed to do that.

Lost in the moment was an understatement because I must have forgot who I was doing this with, since I kept moaning and whining. Not one of my best moments.

She pushed me more and more, little did I know her hand was trailing up my leg dancing on my cunt through my underwear.

It was greater than any sex with a man i've ever had, yet we didn't even get started.

She dipped her hands under my panties which had my shivering like a wet dog.

And suddenly, she- Janis imi'ike- Had power over me, Regina George!! And this weird freak kid was watching me- watching this, watching us.

I glanced at him, the boy was hard as a stone. he was practically pissing himself, so while I couldn't have power over Janis, I might as well play with him.

I moaned extra loud for him to hear, watching him unfold into his pants which was gross, but it was amusing.

Janis eventually caught on to what I was doing and actually gave me a reason to moan as she slipped two figures intoide of me, making me grip the wall like it was my sanity.

"You like that huh?" She asked me as if she couldn't see my reaction.

I nodded quickly, and my dignity was nowhere to be found.

I felt her curl her fingers inside of me, it was heaven.

With whatever part of me I had left I just had to embarrass the guy, you know to lock him tight.

"You- you just wish you could fuck me like this-" Had to think about his name, "hm? Marco?"

I could practically see it all to well, his face as he nut in his pants like the dog he was.

I knew i had him in a chockhold after he ran from the room as quick as ever. With that kid gone Janis made sure I payed attention to her now.

She added a third finger, why? that still boggles me to this day. When she did I kissed the stars and I gripped her head harder than i've gripped anyone else.

I don't really remember anything else other than blacking out like a pussy. When I woke up I was clothed, with my head down on a desk.

I jolted up my sights emidently caught sight of the mess I made Infront of the chalk board. I looked around the room and Janis was drawing Infront of the window.

"You-" I began to say, trying to stand up but my legs, its like they were paralized- I just fell to the floor.

"Save it George." Janis laughed, "Just next time this sort of thing just happens make sure to repay me, okay?"

She laughed with that annoying voice as she skipped out of the room leaving me there on the floor. I was fuming with rage but there was one fact I couldn't ignore-

through it all I came harder for Janis imi'ike than any guy ever.

Whatever, maybe that's why I was so sure i'd "pay her back" tonight but I didn't expect to get any lengths with her at all.

Still, I'm pissed off.

Both situations has left me in Janis' control.

She layed in the back of my car on her phone, still stripped naked, her body getting illuminated from the streetlights.

Had to refocus since I'm driving but I could stare at her all day.

I just want to absolutely tear her apart, make her subject to my will- my desires.

"Put something on we're almost there." I tried to say calmly but I was seething. I totally missed how my finger was tapping on my steering wheel.

I heard her shuffling in the back, putting something on, just in time since I pulled up quickly, stopping the car with speed, slamming on the brakes.

"Hey!" Janis exclaimed with good reason, but I was totally out of it

"Shut up and come inside."

I unlocked the door just to see my mom on the other side, I mean sure she lived there but I didn't need to see her right now.

"Hey girls!!" She squealed, "Up for dinner? I made something good this time-"

"Stop. Talking." I stormed upstairs, I wasn't going to deal with her bullshit today.

I saw Janis from the corner of my eye, she apologized and swiftly followed me upstairs. My mom did that face she always does when I bring people over, yuck.

I storm into my room undressing with speed and Janis was quick to follow, except instead of getting on the bed right away like she did I took the time to fix my hair and makeup- since everything was ruined from the party I wasn't going to lay there looking chopped.

"Regina."

"I Know, chill." I finished fixing up everything and minimizing some of the bolder mess ups.

After, I crawled to her on the bed spreading her legs quickly just to see how wet I got her.

It was an ego boost to an ego that definitely shouldn't be boosted.

I should just go into this acting like i know what I'm doing, yeah, that's such a great idea- she wont know the difference.

From my memories of the day, she curled two fingers inside of me, for how she got there- not sure but it couldn't be hard right?

I dragged my finger along it which made her shiver so it must be good because Janis made me do that too.

She was propped up on her elbows staring at me, I glanced at her for confirmation but I could tell her mind was thinking about something.

Probably on how i'm going to fuck her up so well.. and have her head in my pillow.

"Regina."

It wasn't a moan, or a groan- or a squeal- she just said my name. I dunno if I did that while I was passed out but I decided to keep going.

Quickly added a second finger to the sliding, I think I'm doing well.

"Regina."

Ok....

Maybe a third? I heard her sigh loudly, so I guess..

"REGINA." She yelled, grabbing my hand abrupting my process. She stared at me with that intense look again, the one that folds me everytime.

"What.?" I responded well only because I was blocked from my goal.

"You have no clue what your doing do you?" She said letting go of my hand softly.

I froze.

Shit.

I knew I couldn't keep the act up forever, I got surprisingly far but dang, I'm sad its over.

I sat back onto my legs as I said nothing at all, waiting for her reaction.

When she saw she was right, she just sat up and threw her arms up, saying what she always does, "Great this is so not tits"

"Litterally it cant be that hard its just like masturbation, pretend your doing that but on me."

"I've never masturbated before."

She stared at me in disbelief, jeez I didn't know this was so unusual.

"So what- what do you do when your you know.."

"I get someone to fuck me?" Like is this even a question I have no idea why she'd ask something like this.

She continued to stare at me but then she bursted out laughing.

"Oh God! oh my gosh!! The Regina Goerge! The Regina George doesn't know how- oh God this is the funniest thing ever!"

She rolled over a little bit, like it was the funniest revelation she's ever heard.

"yeah whatever, shut up." I sighed and crossed my arms, pouting trying to get her to stop, "keep laughing it up."

"Just what did you expect to do all night??"

"I don't have to answer you."

"You were just going to keep swiping like TikTok or something?? oh my gosh!!" She started cracking up again, her skin started to turn a little red. I've never seen her laugh like this- well I probably have just not at me.

"Alright alright I was hoping you'd take control again or something. There. just stop laughing at me."

"ok ok ok! let me calm down" She took shit long to 'calm down' and when she did she started with "So you wanted me, Janis imi'ike, to top you Regina George, again?"

Silence was the best answer right now just what else could I say??

"Thats embarrassing!" Laughs threatened to bubble over her composer again but I shot her a look. I will not be laughed at in my own home.

"I've never fucked a girl before!" I snapped,

"Out of all the cunts at our school- even your clique- Gretchen, Karen they're gay! Cady what about Cady?" She asked, teasing me to anger.

"You know I couldn't and wouldn't just ask something like that!"

"Why not just do it yourself?"

"well its not like I can just learn." I sighed, I'm just so over it already.

"Why not? I'd be happy to teach you. Maybe some day you'd be as good as me..." Janis slyly added the last part to hook me on and she knew that it would work on me because before long I was signed up for lesbo classes with my tutor being Janis imi'ike.

I was going to be taught how to fuck a girl, by Janis- Janis dyki'ike.

A part of me wants to screw this over and never speak about this again, but the slim and I mean faint part of me wants to get Janis to succumb to my will-, and I can't do that without any skills.

[persephones-journey]

For the writer emoji ask....

all of them

please :3

Well, then...

💖 Which of your fics is your pride and joy?

I... I can't pick....

My House of Stone lol

I love it cause it's so sad and made everyone sad

(my best work)

🎥 Pick a fic and I'll tell you the song I imagine playing during its movie trailer.

For my Aisling/Finan series, it would be Timeless (Taylor's Version) by Taylor Swift. @emilyhufflepufftlk screamed at me it was their song when the album came out and I cannot unhear lol

📝 How many words do you have posted?

2,842,060 on Ao3.... That's not counting the little fics or prompts I have posted on here...

🤩 What's the most meaningful comment you've ever received?

Hmm... I always love when I write an OC character, and someone tells me that it feels like the character actually belongs & fits in with the other characters, like they were there all along. I love that.

🔮What's your favorite plot twist you've ever written?

I haven't written it yet.... 😏

👄 Your OTP are having their first kiss. What song do you imagine is playing?

Kiss Me by Sixpence None the Richer

🎭What genre of writing comes easiest to you?

Angst... My emotional pain needs to go somewhere

🙊Your coworkers or classmates stumble across one of your fics, but don't know you're the author. Do you fess up? Or keep quiet?

Depends which fic lol

🙌What's a line or paragraph of yours that you're proud of?

Ah.... okay, truthfully... chapter 32 of Through the Dark. I am proud of that entire chapter. Like... I can't pick one thing from it. I love all of it

🦉Is there another author that helped inspire you to write?

Fanfic author?.... I mean, @ms-oswald and @tharros-auris-black-asimi keep giving me ideas for fics, as well as the discord servers I am in... I am surrounded by much more talented writers than I who do inspire me to write more (after I am done crying over how bad my writing is compared to theirs 😭)

👶Fankids: How you do you feel about them? Would your OTP have kids?

Yes.... Have you seen my club of sexy dark haired accented men? Yes, they have kids lol

🐗How do you handle trolls?

By telling my friends and watching as my friends ride off to battle and destroy them lol

🟥How long do you spend in edits?

edits? Like editing?... I don't know her

🏡What is your perfect writing envrionment?

Music/tv show on with a snack along with my drink, usually at night (middle of the night) so no one else can hear me whisper the dialogue outloud

💪What motivates you to write?

The ideas in my head. Like, I just need to get them out.

🚿Where do your best ideas seem to strike?

In the shower.... Or right after I close the laptop and get ready for bed

🌠What are your top three most commonly used tags on AO3?

Dead Dove: Do Not Eat (21)

Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot (19)

Smut (16)

Seems about right.....

💻What do you write your stories on? Laptop, phone, paper, etc.

laptop.... Although, my first fanfic I wrote, for Supernatural, I wrote that baby by hand first lol I still got the collection of notebooks

🤔What are some words or phrases you find yourself overusing?

Shrugged... leaned... raised their eyebrows... anything smut related

📕How do you feel about people printing your fics?

It's fine.... as long as I am getting a copy if you bind it all pretty

🤷‍♀️What's a fic you didn't expect to be popular, but really took off?

....All of them....

🍎What's something you learned while researching for a fic?

Gigglemug is someone who is always smiling or grinning... comes from Victorian England lol

🥘What wip are you most excited about?

Ahh... like 3 fics I am writing using the movie The Lake House as inspiration for 3 different fandoms....

🦗Do you write in sequence or jump around?

In sequence....

(don't look at my Erys series)

👀 Would you ever accept requests or commissions?

Sometimes....

😱What's your greatest fear as a fanfic writer?

Someone stealing my fics and using them to get published.

☕Coffee or tea while you write?

Water... or something stronger lol

📈Which are your top three most popular fics by bookmarks?

A Targaryen Heart Set A Blaze

The Tales of The Complete Non-Legend of Yesterday

I Wanna Swim in You

🎬One of your fics gets turned into a TV series. Which one is it and what network is it on?

My A Thousand Years series.... and HBO lol Like.... yeah, HBO to really do the sex scenes justice lol

🛌 What's a trope you haven't written, but want to?

I dunno... I can't think of any...

🐸 If you incorporated your OTP into a Disney movie plot, which would it be?

Beauty and the Beast.... My fave

👩‍🎓 Do you have an 'official' creative writing background such as a degree or previous experience publishing?

I did have a few short stories published after entering a few contests....

⏳If you could go back in time and tell your younger writer self something, what would it be?

Outline. GIRL OUTLINE BEFORE YOU WRITE.

💯 What rating do you write the most? Gen Audiences, Teen, Mature, or Explicit? How many fics at that rating do you have?

Explicit (116) .... *shocking to no one*

😁What makes you happiest? New fic comments, kudos, bookmarks, user subscribers, story subscribers, or Tumblr asks?

Comments. I LOVE COMMENTS. And messages or asks on tumblr screaming about my fics. The kudos and everything else are great, but the comments make me smile and giddy

🐎 Would you ever do a medieval or pirate au?

I mean... I could... maybe one day...

👩‍🏫Pick a character and I'll tell you their favorite season and why.

All my OC characters hate spring and fall... (because I hate spring and fall...) I'm kidding... or am I???

🎵Do you make playlists for your fics?

Some of them. Sometimes I just listen to whatever

🌷What's one of your fics that isn't as popular, but you hold dear?

'Cause you should've seen him when he first saw me.

I love it and really did like actual research for it. It's my baby, in some ways.

❓Insert your own question here!

okay... why do you like my fics?.....or do I not want to know lol

[inkedtae]

ᥫ᭡bee's tumblr wrapped (2024)ᥫ᭡

it took me embarrassingly long to make this banner.... anyway a special thanks to dia ( @yoonia ) for tagging me to do this ! i didn't do much writing this year but i wanna do this so imma do it lol

this year kinda fucked me sideways multiple times. it took months of therapy and lots of courage to sit myself down and reconnect with not only my writing, but myself. i have been feeling so lost but diving back into passions like writing has given me the confidence i needed to find my direction again. i still have no idea where i am supposed to be or what i am meant to do. but, right now, it feels like at least i know which way i am going, and that's forward.

thank you so much to everyone who has continued to read, comment, reblog, like, and interact with me and my work. i don't think i deserve any of it and it's incredibly surreal that i still got asks about my fics and series. i can't believe that a lot of these fics were not only read once, but twice. like that's fucking insane to me. so thank you so much. and thank you to everyone behind the scene who has supported me from banners to reading things over. jen ( @anobodyslove ) is the most wonderful, sweet, beautiful person i have ever had the pleasure of connecting with. from late night editing to long walks talking about every and any thing, you are my favourite human and i love you!

okay, okay, enough sappiness!! let's dive in!

₊˚✧ OVERALL STATS ✧˚₊‧

: ̗̀➛ fics published: 9 : ̗̀➛ series completed: 1 : ̗̀➛ series ongoing: 4 : ̗̀➛ words written: 122,258 : ̗̀➛ fics to be published: 24 (i don't wanna talk about it...)

‎‧₊˚✧ FIRST FIC OF 2024 | published : february 17 ✧˚₊‧

: ̗̀➛ xi. rotten angelcake ⇾ kth. | s2l, ceo au, sugar daddy au | 16.5k

retrospection: ahh my first attempt at returning to tumblr after a long unplanned hiatus. if you were ever curious on what kind of headspace i was in, this fic is the perfect explanation. the rotten angelcake series has been my form of self-indulgence and journaling since the very first chapter. however, i completely threw myself into this chapter of the series. all my anger, frustration, regret, confusion, sadness was poured into this chapter. it's so emotionally charged and personal, i almost didn't post it. i haven't even looked at it again before this moment and that was just to retrieve the link lol it's just carrying a very dark part of my life that i have been trying to pull myself out of. but, while it does hold so much for me, i do not regret writing or publishing it. it's all part of the self-healing process ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡

‎‧₊˚✧ LONGEST FIC OF 2024 | published : october 3 ✧˚₊‧

: ̗̀➛ the underground ⇾ bgc. | strangers to lovers, boxer au, dark themes | 29.1 k |

retrospection: oof this fic! so i wrote this for channie's b-day and one of my favourite chantober rituals, especially for his b-day, is to write the most unhinged, dark story. i have never been able to get the idea of boxer, mafia boss!chan ruining me in front of his friends out of my head, so i wrote about it. i lowkey wish i could make it a series or add an epilogue but i vowed to finish my ongoing series first before starting another one. it's just such a fun fic with a lot of grittiness. i don't think the nearly 30k words was enough either tbh but it will have to do for now ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

‎‧₊˚✧ PERSONAL FAVOURITE FIC OF 2024 | published : october 17 ✧˚₊‧

: ̗̀➛ between roar and whisper ⇾ bgc. | hogwarts au, pwp, e2l | 9.4k |

retrospection: this was probably the easiest to write because there was very little worldbuilding required and i got to focus on the sexual tension between these two "enemies". it was short, sweet, to the point, and the smut was so fucking hot—ugh! i need slytherin!chan to make me cockdumb too! i don't think i will ever be over this fic and i kinda wanna write an epilogue for it too but i will stop myself because i am already overcommitted ˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆｡☆

‎‧₊˚✧ LAST FIC OF 2024 | published : december 31 ✧˚₊‧

: ̗̀➛ marked by krampus ⇾ kth. | twisted christmas au, monster kink, s2l | 11.1k |

retrospection: okay i just finished this fic yesterday so i don't know how much real introspection i can truly muster but i will do my best. as the last fic of taecember, as well as the year, i decided to indulge in my very big, very embarrassing monster kink. i was kind of focused on that which meant that the worldbuilding for this fic was not my best. i could have done better...anyway! this may be the final fic for 2024 but it will not be the final monster au i write ᡣ • . • 𐭩 ♡

‎‧₊˚✧ HONOURABLE MENTION | published : november 1 ✧˚₊‧

: ̗̀➛ elixir of the damned ⇾ bgc. | vampire au, s2l | 19.5k |

retrospection: this fic was written as the last fic of chantober, but it had been in my drafts for about two years. now i obviously do not know bang chan in real life, but he seems to wear his heart on his sleeve and is very forthcoming about his struggles on camera. so this fic was heavily inspired but the sentiments of sadness and wistfulness, about missing his family in australia. i remembered this v-live where he was back home and he was doing his chan's room (which omg i miss so much) in his old room. and the room had become his little brothers. and i just couldn't stop thinking about what that must feel like. just imagine walking back into a familiar room and it looks the same, like the layout is exactly how you left it, but all the stuff in there does not belong to you. how uncanny must that have felt? to tiptoe around a room that was once yours? idk it just inspired his character in this fic and i hope that i was able to capture that well enough ૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა

‧₊˚✧ SPECIAL EVENTS OF 2024 | published : november 1 ✧˚₊‧

: ̗̀➛ chantober 2024 & taecember 2024

retrospection: god, i love bias months so much—even though they wreck me by the end. being able to fully express my love and devotion to my biases just makes me feel so full and happy. it's like even if my day might be shitty, it's okay because i have something to work towards and look forward to. i also have the chance to celebrate both chan, and taehyung with you, which is always so exciting and fun! i literally cannot wait to do it all over again in 2025 ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

‧₊˚✧ TOP TRACKS OF 2024 ✧˚₊‧

𐙚 hurt — newjeans 𐙚 espresso — sabrina carpenter 𐙚 i like it — stray kids 𐙚 red lights (bang chan, hyunjin) — stray kids 𐙚 venus fly trap — marina 𐙚 work — ateez 𐙚 perfect night — le sserafim 𐙚 chk chk boom — stray kids 𐙚 mon amour — gemini 𐙚 na — hwasa

‧₊˚✧ GOALS FOR 2025 ✧˚₊‧

𐙚 stick to my posting schedule !! (writing two fics a month) 𐙚 properly plan ahead for bias months (i'm literally the worst at this) 𐙚 finish the rotten angelcake series 𐙚 breathe... (sometimes i forget that i just need to take a minute and breathe)

many thanks again to dia for tagging me, this was really fun ♡︎ i wanna tag jen ( @anobodyslove ) , dee (@awrkives ) , ghost ( @ghxstwrites ) , lixie ( @bunnliix ) , minerva ( @yourlocaljonghoe ) , and stardust ( @skzdust ). there's no pressure to do this !!

♡¸.•' happy new year lovelies '•.¸♡

[dirtylemonjoy]

Such a pretty boy~ Female Reader x Sanji

Note: I just wanted to do a little something for all my Sanji hoes out there (myself included) and too I haven't written anything in a LONG ASS TIME, Basically you're the dom and he's a sub ;) DNI IF YOU'RE UNDER 18 PLZ (also not my gif)

Warning; Pure SMUT, no condom (plz wrap it up folks), P in V, begging Sanji, fem dom, slight degrading, teasing our sweet boy.

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Oh god, there's that sound, the sound I would never get tired of hearing, him whimpering and that face, such a pretty one too especially the way it looks now. His cheeks are all flushed, he's biting his lips and there's a bit of drool coming from the corner of his mouth, and his pretty eyes are trying their damn hardest to focus on me but, I'm grinding on his cock with my cilt he's looking so pretty but yet so weak under my touch.

"Oh baby, don't hold back those moans you know I love hearing it." indeed I do, so much that I started to grind on his cock faster watching his body twitch and squirm under me, and sure enough, that is what broke him. He started moaning my name, whimpering to me about how badly he wanted to be inside me, "P- Please let me in, I-I need you so badly darling.'' he choked, "Please just take m-me, use me, do what you want but p-please let me inside your sweet pussy love please!" He groans out loud.

I couldn't help it, he looked so pretty begging me to let him inside me, his cute brows arched together, his hips were already humping against me and his hands were sliding their way up my thighs, I lean down to him right next to his ear, "Aw does my sweet baby boy wants his cock inside this sweet pussy huh?" I whispered in his ear, I lifted my hips up a bit hovering over his hard and angry cock right at my wet and throbbing entrance.

Not going to lie hearing him moan, whimper, and groan made me all flush too and it wasn't even better visually seeing it, he just looked so damn soft, weak, and pitiful under me. Damn got me all worked up, "Dose my pretty boy want me to ride him out until he's empty out? Yeah?" All he could do was groan and try to move his hip up to mine, desperate to try to get inside me, I pushed his hips down "Ah ah ah no, words baby, got to use your words." I kissed and softly licked his neck hearing him whine out "Y-Yes ahh, please ride me, I-I need you so b-bad dear ahh!"

And right before he could say anything else I slowly lowered my hips onto his cock, feeling my pussy stretching out around his hard cock and it seemed like he couldn't take it. He was a moaning mess, his eyes were rolling back, his back was slightly arching off the bed his hands were tightly gripping the sheets, and streams of cuss words were coming out from his mouth. I put my hands on his chest once I was fully inside him then I bent forward to him giving him a deep sultry kiss ingesting his whimpers and moans.

I bounced and moved my hips in different directions but stayed at a steady and constant pace, I broke the kiss and leaned back up, grabbing his hands and guiding them up slowly to my breast, I kept eye contact watching him become a messy melted puddle under me. He broke out of his little blissful world for a second to look at me with pure lust in his eyes, "P-Please more, go faster please, my love ohh~ fuck you're so good to me." He moans out while his head arched back.

I softly giggle, "Such a pretty boy, begging for me to give him more when you're already such a fucking mess." I softly grabbed his face and bent forward to kiss him again before I started going faster. His hands slid down my body and placed them on my hips to grab hard then to softly guide them into directions he wanted them to go, I allowed it 'cause he had been such a good boy this whole time, I broke the kiss again only to moan out loud right next to his ear, my movements got a little sloppy 'cause I felt a burn and tightness around my abdomen, "Oh fuck I'm cumming." I moaned and grunted out, "Fuck, please cum on top of me dear, please cum on top." he begged holding me tight.

My eyes were rolling back as I kept going I felt my abdomen getting tighter, I held on to his shoulders as I rocked my hips back and forth at a faster pace I felt his cock twitching inside my pussy, "Are you g-going to cum in me huh? is my sweet boy going to cum inside me?" I moaned out. He shooked his head and streamed out yes a bunch times, soon enough both of our movements went fast and got sloppy as we started to cum on each other, and after a while, we slowed down and then came to a stop.

I laid on top of him and he held me close and we drifted off to sleep...

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GOD I MISS WRITING SO MUCH! lol

whelp that was it if you have any ideas on what you want me to write next just let me know ok :) and btw I finished this like at 4am in the morning.

[rinamars]

I always wondered what fics do my favorite authors read bc maybe if I start reading them too, I'll be able to write like them 😤 Kidding aside, can you recommend some Erwin x Reader fics that you really like/inspire you to write? I'm fine with on-going ones 🤩

little anon i could KISS you!! i've been looking for an excuse to make an erwin fic recs post so here we go *cracks knuckles* brace yourselves heheh (warning: most of these recs are 18+)

first of all: everything @riewritten has ever written. EVERYTHING. that goes without saying. her brain is so big. i wish i could take a trip inside her mind. rie ily

this is a story of the sea by shinzouing is a canonverse eruri x reader fic, where the three enter a relationship (or rather, erwin enters a relationship with both of them. levi and reader are idiots at first. the pining is so delicious though). where do i even begin to talk about this masterpiece? it broke me. it seriously broke me. i'm just going to say that the universe she has created in this story (as well as in the sequel which i'm going to talk about in a sec) feels so real and so right that when i finished it i needed a minute to remind myself what details that are ACTUALLY canon and what aren't. peak writing i swear. heartbreaking, but worth it.

after tiasots has broken your heart, go read beyond the sea by the same author and let it piece it back together!! it's currently being posted, and it's basically the continuation of tiasots BUT erwin survives at shiganshina (unlike in tiasots). again, same thing: peak writing, and a little universe it's sooo easy to get lost in. this story will end up living rent free in your mind, trust me.

aaand also set in the tiasots universe is certain obscure things!! it's three chapters, and in each of them they take turns between being dominant or submissive. this is smut that goes a lot harder than what you can find in tiasots but everything shinzouing writes is pure gold

to complete the eruri x reader category (aka the fics that made me go "i think i might be into the concept of throuples") there's two lovers by feelingthorny. it's also set in canonverse. erwin and levi are in an established relationship, one day they invite reader into their bed, and... Big Feelings ensue. i have another fic by feelingthorny by recommend, and oh man, she truly has a way of writing emotions that is so evocative and poetic, it truly drags you into the moment and you are able to feel exactly what they are feeling, they're so immersive. the smut parts literally drip with body worship, it's insane. beautiful.

the other fic by feelingthorny i HAVE to mention is close call. this one is pwp, but FUCK this erwin is SO DREAMY. and, as one might tell, the writing is just marvelous.

next, i recommend every! single! fic! that belongs to the to build a home series by nylondreams. the romance, the intimacy, the tenderness... ahh, they're so lovely to read. and *cough* the first fic in the series gave me a breeding kink *cough*

more recommendations in the "horny fics that also made me fall in love even more" category: e major, uncorked and treasured memories, all by whatsherquirk. delicious. that's all i'm going to say.

prying eyes by SecretsOfHarprocrates is in my opinion a depiction of erwin that's very close to how he'd behave in canon (if canon included sexy times)

four christmases by ghost_party was !!! ok i don't really know what to say about this one because it's been a while since i read it, but you have to trust me and check it out!!

i think that's all for now, i hope i haven't forgotten anything (if i have i'll just reblog this post and add more). happy reading <3

now PLEASE give me an excuse to make an eruri fic recs post (or even a levi one)

[veebeeboo109]

Hiii!!! I just want to say that I LOVE your writing! 'Cleaning up the Timeline' is my favorite multi chapter LADS fic that I've read so far, and I've been reading a Lot of fics in the three months since I started playing!

As much as I love fics where it's all smut, the fact that yours has a good combo of smut and plot is perfect. I love how you write the boys and their relationship with each other, and I really like how you've written MC/Y/N!

I like what you have going on with Zayne and his 'night terrors', and I can't wait to see where you're going with the stalker (Dare I say it might be Caleb? I feel like it's going in that direction but I'm also not the best at predicting these things 😅 I haven't seen him mentioned much in your writing yet, so I'm not sure what your opinion on him is.).

I hope we can see more bonding between MC/Y/N and the men, without the smut. As much as I love smut, domestic life and dates are my weakness haha (Zayne kissing Xavier and MC on the way out makes my heart flutter every time it's mentioned)

The smut is 10/10, of course, and I love how even when it starts out with just one of the men, the others tend to just casually slide into the scene (Rafayel showing up while Xavier was taking us to shower made me cackle ngl)

I wish there were more poly fics like yours, I just want to see them all being happy together 😔 This is the first one I've found where they aren't being all passive aggressive or jealous with each other.

But either way, thank you so much for your amazing writing! I'm looking forward to the next chapter!

~ @helios-eyre

AHH! You are so kind thank you so much! 🤩I really feel like this fic has put worms in my brain because it was NOT supposed to be this long lol

Caleb will definitely make an appearance!🍎 He was always supposed to but then plot happened and now he's all wrapped up in it! I'm obsessed with all the men at this point, writing this fic has really given me a better appreciation for them!

I was so worried people would think it was boring that the men aren't fighting over the reader, but it just WASN'T fun and this is supposed to be FUN! No hate to anyone who writes or enjoys that, it's just not what I wanted for this fic.

💖💖💘Thank you so much for the love!!! You're so amazing!!!💖💖💖💖

[animasola86]

AHH NEW STORYY GIVE US DETAILS

AHH OKAY SURE! I'd love to :D

(For those who haven't seen it, this is the Drabble that teased at the new story: Slip'n'Slide)

So, my new long fic is called LOST & FOUND, it's written with a reader-insert, and features two main characters called Mommy and Daddy - and by those names you may know what the story is about.

It's my first proper attempt at writing a Dd/lg story, or Md/lg story respectively, it's basically a Dd/Md/lg story, a love triangle of sorts between Mommy, Daddy and their little girl (you), so there'll be equal parts f/m and f/f smut in it (as well as many f/f/m scenes). It also has Dom/sub elements and no real ageplay because I'm not that into it, and as it's my first attempt, it may not be as accurate to what many may consider Daddy dom/Mommy domme scenarios. It's a wild mixture of all the things I like.

Mostly I wrote this to have a comfort fic, still as smutty as ever, but with more fluff than I had in Infatuated, wholesome smut if you will. The emphasis is on hurt/comfort, Daddy is more of a soft!Dom (while Mommy may be another Mistress clone?), and our Reader has some mental health issues that they all try to fight by distracting her with a lot of consensual comfort sex.

By now I have 12 chapters (or around 81k words) and I am still writing on it. It is a little bit more episodic in nature, in a way, so I've yet to find a proper ending, but I nevertheless decided to start uploading on the coming Saturday, January 18th. (Edit: Here it is!)

For those who are waiting on updates on Infatuated, do not worry! Once I got all the fluff out of my system, I will focus back on Sir and Darling (and hopefully eventually bring them into the more fluffier regions too), I promise!

Until Season Three drops, I hope you'll enjoy this new story as well!

Thank you for your interest (and your ask!)!

And now, as a reward, have a little header image I made for one chapter of the story that shows the dynamic pretty good:

[tarabyte3]

Ahh I love getting sneak peeks and I am going to be so 👀👀💖 at yours! Could I ask about All of my goodness is going with you now, please?

Jess, thank you so much for this ask! 🥹 I was really hoping someone would pick this one, so I am thrilled that you did! 💖 All of my goodness is going with you now will be a Qui-Gon Jinn x Obi-Wan Kenobi oneshot.

It's been a long time since I've written something that didn't turn into a 10k+ monster. So when this idea came to me, I knew it was a good opportunity to finally create something short and sweet. Like a slideshow of reflection and prose. (While also scratching the QuiObi brainrot itch.) As of now, I haven't decided if it will contain smut, but if it does, it will also be short and sweet.

Summary:

He’d known, logically, that Obi-Wan leaving to go off on his own would mean he would be gone, but Qui-Gon hadn't grasped the enormity of what that would entail. How full of Obi-Wan his life had become after twelve years. OR Obi-Wan is Knighted and Qui-Gon is forced to deal with his absence and face what it means.

It will exist outside of canon, so: Qui-Gon lives, Naboo never happened, and Anakin isn't mentioned (Schrodinger's Anakin)

[kyuohki]

Break Point/To Be Remade in general

11 What was the most challenging aspect of writing it?

22 What is something you learned about yourself as a writer from the experience?

Any story-

25 Share your favorite line

26 Share your favorite detail

>:3

11 What was the most challenging aspect of writing it?

Trying to figure out where all their goddamn *limbs* were at any given time during the smut, so it didn't feel stiff. Also trying to figure out if the bondage was reasonable for what I was attempting (the chained to the dais by collar and manacles made me wonder if it was actually possible with the positions Zale was in). It got to the point where some of the scenes didn't feel sexy anymore as I wrote/edited.

Writing "Wilted Flower for a Broken Pet" was challenging, bc I needed it to fit what I alluded to in "Break Point," while also hitting all the beats I wanted (like expanding on what Chapter 8 briefly touched on, from Zale's broken POV). I remember complaining once about how authors with already established stories can sometimes contradict themselves in works further down the line, but now I have a *much* bigger appreciation of how *difficult* writing in the same verse is without massively upending previous plots/characterizations.

Right now it's challenging on how to get Zale on his path to healing, on how fast or slow it should go, and how long is reasonable for a time-skip to a Zale that is more healed. (I also want there to be happy sexy times for him, but it can't happen too soon! No healing dick/sex! *sighs* Doesn't help that my brain just wants more whump.)

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22 What is something you learned about yourself as a writer from the experience?

I apparently like the kinks more than I originally thought. *blushes*

Also, that I have a lot more fun writing on the antagonists' side than I do on the protagonists' (I still only have a rough outline of what Valere and Co were doing up to the rescue, and haven't written anything fully). But it's so *fun* to plan and explore how these bad characters tick, and how/why they're doing the things they are.

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25 Share your favorite line(s)

From Kintsugi (wip Ch.2; though I posted it in a WIP Wednesday):

"Pet is useful to me. And proof that those ‘vermin’ can be tamed. Freed even,” Master murmured between his gentle kisses. “Is that not what our bases were? Failures for the Archivist, perhaps, but willing to sacrifice themselves to become something greater? To serve our Master willingly, instead of being a weapon to be tossed aside when their puppet master was through with them?”

I love this bit from Barma'thazël. The idea that Brugaves and Erlina made the "correct" choice in serving Aephorul, and why this Demon would think that, when we know that what they've become is actually a terrible thing. Trying to see how these two view their reality, and their justification in what they're doing is "right," makes for some twisted lines. Fun to write and explore, tho.

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26 Share your favorite detail

The recurring theme of Zale squeaking in Bloodlines. I giggle at it every time.

Also, this whole scene from Scorched Earth:

The windows and door to the balcony faced the east, and rattled as the wind picked up. Two turned just in time to see the black cloud rise up in the distance. It surged up in a pillar not unlike smoke, then roiled across the sky at incredible speed. For a moment, the shriek of the wind and the rattle and shattering of glass about the Manor was all that could be heard— —then the cloud reached them, and all went black. The very air felt thick, a dark presence in it that pressed heavily down all around her. Two smiled as it rejuvenated her, the very essence of the darkness coiling about her like an affectionate pet.

Ahh, I just love the imagery of this scene! Two is succeeding in her goals, and is absolutely enjoying the moment. I also loved writing how the magic took over Lucent. I was imagining it like a merger of how Madoka Magica animated how witches transformed (with a dash of Gainax explosions thrown in), as well as how in Sleeping Beauty Maleficent sent her spell to surround the castle and create the thorn barrier.

(OH. *That's* why I love writing the bad guys the way I do. I'm channeling Maleficent. Ooookay, themes I absorbed as a child through my favorite Disney movie, you really like coming out in everything I write now, huh?)

[metaphorical-goblin]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

Thank you for the tag @aawrightworth!

1. How many works do you have on A03? 31!

2. What's your total A03 word count? 259,660! ...woah

3. What fandoms do you write for? Mostly Ace Attorney! Though I do have another published fic for Dungeons and Daddies, and a couple more WIPs for other fandoms in the future

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Woo fun!

The Things We Agree to Believe are True

Double Date

Taking the Lead (NSFW)

The Essential Guide to Avian Development

And I Will Stay with You Through Spring (NSFW)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? *Yes,* absolutely! Honestly, comments (and responding to them) are probably one of my favorite parts of actually publishing fic. I get a lot of joy from writing them, but seeing and hearing from other people that liked them too, or share the same headcanons? *chef's kiss*

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? Honestly, probably my most recent one, Her Brother's Keeper. I don't typically write "bad ending" fics, so this one was definitely a big step for me haha

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? Again, most of the things I write have happy endings, so this is hard 😂

I personally really love it when "the war is over" and they can finally just get married and be CHILL so I'd have to say either "The Things We Agree to Believe are True" or "The Essential Guide to Avian Development."

8. Do you get hate on fics? Not really, thankfully! I've had a couple comments from John Phoenix here and there but I don't take it personally.

9. Do you write smut? Sometimes! I have a bad habit of writing smut that Must Have 10K Words of Prelude First, and while I am trying to "break" that habit, I actually really enjoy a story to go with it!

10. Do you write crossovers? I actually did write one for the Wright Anything Zine a few months ago! Of course, it was DnDads x Ace Attorney, and I... need to publish it lol

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? Oh goodness, not to my knowledge.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? No I haven't! I haven't had much of anything with that much traction though, but it would be cool in the future!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? No, but I would love to! I was actually talking through it with a friend a while back.

14. What's your all-time favourite ship? Of course I love Narumitsu, but I don't know if it's my "all time favorite..." I'm not sure what it is off the top of my head!

15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? Ironically enough, it's also the first Ace Attorney fic I ever wrote! It's a farmer Phoenix AU in which Miles also has amnesia, and over the course of his recovery they of course fall in love (dawwww). I would also love to add more to the Elfworth series! I have. His whole life planned out lol

16. What are your writing strengths? To be honest, I'm not completely sure! I like to think I can come up with original plots or ideas, but I know I still have a lot of work to do.

17. What are your writing weaknesses? Sometimes I have some trouble connecting my points or writing "effective" scenes, amongst other things. (dang now these questions are making me want to keep up with this...)

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? I don't do it too often! Typically if I do include it, I'll either use something that is very common knowledge or provide a translation in the author's notes. Having said that, I've written some unpublished stuff for Avian AU where Phoenix and his mother are talking, and in *that* case I just wrote the dialogue in English with a clarification that they are speaking a different language. I'm always so nervous about getting a translation wrong though lol

19. First fandom you wrote for? Ohh man. Probably My Little Pony or Minecraft to be honest. Don't ask; you'll never see them and they're written in missing notebooks anyway 😂

20. Favourite fic you've ever written? AHH THIS IS SO HARD! I love a lot of my fics just so so much. I absolutely adore Avians and the Elfworth series, just because I love writing AUs and coming up with lore and everything. I also really really enjoy Kindergarten Cop and Great Big Leaps because I love writing little kids and how they act because they make me laugh.

I think overall, though, my most favorite would have to be "The Things We Agree to Believe Are True." It was fun, experimental, and just a really euphoric way to write a new story as I was getting through my senior year. I had a blast with it, and I'm always so thankful that it got so much support, as well!

Feel free to ignore the tags if you like (I know I'm hopping on this a little late lol), but answer if you feel like it! @kbots @edwirdon (and also just a blanket tag for anyone that might feel like answering!)

[mistysharks]

20 questions for fic writers

tagged by @hilarychuff thank you! <3

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

11! For now:)

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

75,643

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Just Stranger Things for now! I would love to branch out but the hyperfocus does what it wants and I am just along for the ride!

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

I'm Stupid (Do Me) Steddie/M/Getting together/first time (first one I wrote of them!)

All you have is your fire (and the place you need to reach) Hellcheerington/E/Sex Pollen

Five times Steve Walked in on Eddie and Chrissy (And one time they walked in on him) Hellcheer + Hellcheerington Pre-slash/M/Accidental Voyeurism

5 times Steve absolutely didn't have a bisexual meltdown (and one time he did) Hellcheer + Hellcheerington/M/Getting together

Some lonely night we can get together (and I'm gonna tie your wrists with leather) E/Hellcheerington/ final part of my Vampire Eddie and Chrissy series!

(I need to start doing shorter titles :') )

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes! Almost always, though it might take me a while! I always appreciate them all <3

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Ok so honestly? I don't do angst much haha, and literally never sad endings. Its all gonna be tied up with a neat little happy bow from me, baby! I think I left chapter 3 of Bardic Inspiration in a pretty sad state - does that count?

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Orgasms cout, right? ;D Right now what comes to mind though is the only fix-it fic I've really written - (I only need) the working of my hands Where I give Hellcheer the happy, sexy ending they deserve (but make it Sapphic with a side of coming back wrong)

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Not yet! Fingers crossed it remains that way! I usually try and stay miles away from any fandom drama tbh

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I am determined to! Like sure I would call some of what I've already written smut but I feel like I'm not quite fully there yet. I haven't fully realised the lengths of perversion/intimacy hyperfixation that sits in my mind! Its an ongoing process hehe

Regarding what flavour of smut I write, its always queer, soft, and a little gothic in the undertones... Would love to do some more genderqueer stuff in the future as well

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

Not yet! I'm not against them, and I loove a good AU, but nothing has stuck so far. Maybe one day I'll write that Stranger Things Persona 4 AU. (look it would work so well!! Eddie as Kanji makes me feral ngl)

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not that I'm aware of!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No, but I love that that is a thing people do <3

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No but that would be super fun! I tried RP once couldn't get into it:( Sharing ideas and bouncing plot points is always fun though:)

14. What’s your all time favorite ship? Thats too hard! I'm just gonna do a current top 5 lol 1. Steddie 2. Hellcheerington 3. Hellcheer 4. Lan Zhan/Wei Ying (Untamed) 5. Kanji/Naoto(P4)

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? I have 2 unpublished, lengthy chapters of a Steddie pirate AU that I love but I really don't know how to keep going with :(

16. What are your writing strengths?

I'm pretty proud of how I set the mood of a scene - the colours, the light, the sounds... just hinting at a feeling without describing the feeling itself.

17. What are your writing weaknesses? I can like, either do super dialogue heavy bits, or really descriptive bits, and its so hard to marry the two together!! ahh!

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? Look english is hard enough lol

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Harry potter haha, wrote some truly terrible angsty self-insert when i was 14 (luckily that is gone forever!!)

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

Honestly, I really love When I am done, its such a snap-shot kind of fic, and its got such a mood that I love. Keeping a one-shot simple and to the point is really difficult, and I think this one is my best attempt at it.

Thanks for tagging me as always, Hil! I'm tagging whoever reads this hehe - if you made it this far you should totally do it too (these are fun!)

[daisymae-12]

20 questions for fic writers

thanks for the tag @kiwiana-writes ❤️❤️❤️

I wasn't going to do this because a silly part of me was feeling some imposter syndrome - mostly because I haven't published a fic for RWRB yet, and that makes me feel like I'm not a 'real' fic writer (yes silly I know) 🙃 reminded myself that I have published stuff on ffn/ao3 before even though it was 6+ years ago 😅 ANYWAY filled this out so I can look back in a year or so and see what's changed 🌞

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

5 on my old AO3 account that I pretend doesn't exist 😂 1 on my new AO3 (though it's just a fic where I dump my drabbles)

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

48k

3. What fandoms do you write for?

only RWRB now

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

lmao not going specifically name them because these days I like to pretend all my old fics don't exist but my fic with the most kudos (354) is a soulmate fic 😌

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Mostly! (I've tried to respond to all of them but I'm always fighting the procrastination monster)

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? 7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Confession for these two questions - I've never actually finished writing a fic 💀 but! I don't think I could ever write an angsty ending - I need a happy ending 😂 I'm going to finish a fic one day, I swear (hilariously I think the first fic I'll ever finish will be the Vampire Henry fic at this rate LOL)

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Thankfully no

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I've always planned to but I've never actually reached that part 💀 (see above confession about never having finished a fic lol)

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

Nope! Don't think it would be something I would do in the future either.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No and I don't think anyone would want to steal any of my half finished fics LOL

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Nope

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

Alex/Henry 🥺

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Ahh all the unfinished fics on my old AO3 account. Sometimes I still get comments on that soulmate fic asking if I'm ever going to update and while I'd love to finish it, I'm in a different headspace now from when I started it (10 years ago!)

16. What are your writing strengths?

Let me see if I've got an answer for this in a year because right now I genuinely don't know 😅

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Does being a slow writer count? Never finishing a fic? I'm working on it 😅 I have 6 (whoops) WIP's right now and there's two that are SO CLOSE to being done - I've just got to keep fighting my easily distracted brain 🥲 The day I finish writing a fic, I'll genuinely cry and probably buy myself a cake to celebrate 😂

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I'd like to? I do love reading fics that include Spanish dialogue. But my second language (Tagalog) is kinda useless for this? 😂 You'd think it'd be helpful cause it uses a lot of Spanish words/phrases, but it's too much of a different language overall to be of any use. (lol I'll read fics with Spanish dialogue and randomly be amused when I recognize a word that's the same in Tagalog - "I know that word!!!")

19. First fandom you wrote for?

HP (hate what jkr has done to taint it tho 🙃)

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

Since I've never finished a fic, my fave WIP's right now are my Fake Dating/College AU fic and my Vampire Henry fic 🥰

no pressure tags as always (sorry if you've already done this and I missed it 😅) @heybuddy-drabbles @affectionatelyrs @littlemisskittentoes @cultofsappho @happiness-of-the-pursuit @read-and-write- @14carrotghoul @inexplicablymine @suseagull04 +anyone who wants to do this