#ahfkgkg its brief but!! come on paul is the stoner boyfriend
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hi brie!!! love to see that you have a sweet golden retriever boyfriend!!! they r the best arenβt they? π₯°π₯°. anyway,, what was the moment where you realized that you had Feelings for paul?? what about him for you? :-)
AAAA THANK YOU FOR SUCH A SWEET QUESTION LYS π₯Ίππ ok so for me realizing my feelings for Paul, its actually different irl from in my self insert!
In real life it was because I've been reading the novelization of The Lost Boys (just very slowly) and it got to Star describing Paul as the goofy one who she's always been able to talk to and that hes always making jokes and that he probably remembers what it was like to be human and I got so warm and giddy thinking "yeah, he is really great isn't he??" And I got kinda confused honestly, cause I normally don't f/o multiple characters from the same media? In my weird brain I can't justify it or I'm afraid of feeling like I'm favoring one or the other but with some encouragement I've accepted it because I think we'd be happy together, yanno? ππ
In my self ship, I think it would be one night in the cave where for some reason or another its just me and Paul hanging out or the others are around doing their own thing. Normally David wouldn't tolerate not having me in his sights at all times but he was probably busy with something, maybe seducing someone on the beach into being their next kill ajfjfkg. But me and Paul are doing what we normally do, smoking that ganja and making each other laugh a whole bunch! And he'd turn to me and smile in a way he's never smiled at me before...and when I asked what was going on he'd say something like "I just like looking at you, actually I like everything about you! I wish we did this all the time" and my heart would skip a BIG beat, and I would probably be just as confused then as I was irl haha,,
For Paul, we'd always been really close! We have the same sense of humor and we quip back and forth a lot, and we have the same taste in music! I gave him my Walkman and some old tapes so he could listen wherever and whenever he wanted, which he appreciated a lot. But one day I also gave him a mixtape I made with what I knew were his favorite songs and some thrown in I thought he might like. I handed it to him with a warm smile and when I walked away with David's arm around me he realized that the closeness had turned to fondness and he had a BIG crush. Its almost a sad moment for him, but it ends up having a happy ending still!
#brie babbles#self insert talk#total eclipse of the heart#paulyamory#tw drug ment#tw drugs#ahfkgkg its brief but!! come on paul is the stoner boyfriend#but SOBS!! THANKS FOR GIVING ME AN OPPORTUNITY TO TALK ABOUT THIS#ilusm ππππ#also sorry mobile users i cant put it under a readmore :'3
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