#ah but what about xyz platform?

[mollyjames]

I made this post the other day on impulse, it's mostly just me banging the old "reverse the nsfw ban" drum that I'm sure staff has already heard a million times. It wasn't meant to be like a researched thing, but I do want to say like, I know staff can't just flip a switch and magically turn the porn back on. I know FOSTA-SESTA is a thing, I know credit card companies are getting stricter, I know tumblr doesn't want to get pulled from the app store. I get all that. I'm sympathetic even. That doesn't mean I think it's impossible, or that it wouldn't be worth the effort both from a cultural and a financial perspective, but I get it. But folks

Folks it has been such a shit year to be an artist.

Between AI art, Imgur banning nsfw content, reddit's impending implosion, and twitter asphyxiating... it's fucking rough out there right now. And I'm lucky. I stayed on tumblr, and my content all falls comfortably within the (poorly defined, arbitrarily implemented) nsfw guidelines. There are thousands of artists way more talented than me, way bigger than me, who are starting from essentially scratch. Who are now picking up the pieces and figuring out where they can even go from here. You know how we always joke about how if you wanted to make money as an artist, draw furry porn? That... can't really happen anymore. You can open a patreon, get lucky, get some commissions, but the platforms for building a robust audience just aren't there like they used to be. It sucks.

Look, fact is tumblr doesn't have to do anything. They can do what they like, keep the nsfw policy in this nebulous grey area where they don't have to commit to repealing it or enforcing it. And that's probably fine enough for them. But if it's not going to be tumblr? I don't think it's going to be... anything. Not for a while. Not until we get something new.

[butts-bouncing-on-the-beltway]

Ah yes, being forced to confront the reality that people who actively committed interpersonal abuse against me and did me real harm continue to hold a far-reaching popularity and platform so that there is literally no way for me to participate in communities and spaces that are critical to my wellbeing without running into them and their bullshit.

Being unable to tell people "hey actually this person is literally full of shit about xyz moral/justice based issue 90% of the time and is completely unable to practice what they preach" without basically blowing up my entire online social experience because they are big fish in small ponds who have no hesitation sending the flying monkeys at anyone who challenges them.

Not being able to warn people about the techniques and behaviors they utilize with others to take advantage and do harm because I'm just a fucking nobody and how dare I question the ways they get through their days (never mind that a fundamental coping strategy of theirs used to be emotionally abusing you in private until they felt better).

It's frustrating every time because I know for a fact none of these people have "gotten better" or made any change or improvement to their behavior with others, and I know they specifically target vulnerable and marginalized people who are less likely to have effective boundaries with them, so that makes these people a super present and active danger to others and there is absolutely nothing I can safely do about that, so I just have to go around my social spaces watching them get treated like respected authorities and thought leaders when in actuality that is an incredibly dangerous amount of power and potential victims to just hand them.

*sighs*

I just have to keep doing my best to create growth for people in my spaces around effective boundaries and autonomy so that hopefully over time they become resilient to the types of abuse tactics these people use.

[hellohimawarihana]

My Review of Yu-Gi-Oh VRAINS Henshin

Hello and welcome into another transformation analysis! This time I’ll be talking about one of Yu-Gi-Oh series that involves transformation.

If you’re not familiar with Yu-Gi-Oh then I’m gonna explain it to you. Basically it was the series who popularize the trading card game today and it always involves duel between one another by summoning creatures like dragons and fairies combined with fusion and various effects that will decide the outcome of the battle.

Now I’m not a fan of Yu-Gi-Oh myself but I do had a few interactions between the series. I was born in late 90s so I grew up with the original series and I do hear the first opening and ending songs and they felt good. Then I do watch my brother’s gameplay about some GX games (maybe?) on PS2 and one episode in 5DS (maybe in Season 2? 'cause I remember the duel back then was in chibi). ZEXAL’s first opening song was true to its name, a masterpiece to me. The rest of them like ARC-V, SEVENS and currently airing Go Rush!! isn’t my cup of tea, but the thing that does made me interested recently is the 6th anime series, VRAINS.

This series has recently got its 5th anniversary and with VRAINS World in Duel Links, few events, and goods ongoing, so I think it won’t be bad to review this third series with transformation. Well, Yu-Gi-Oh is no stranger to transformation sequence as OG and ZEXAL had done this before, but VRAINS is the first where the protagonist doesn’t need their respective partner to transform into their alter ego, whether it be possessed or by fusion.

Before that though, no transformation where the log in / sign in happened with blue flash of light as it was instantaneous / offscreen and no character without complete appearance change too, although there's one exception that will be shown later.

With no further ado, let’s dive into character sections, put the decks into Duel Disks, and “Into the VRAINS!!”

Playmaker / Soulburner

We’ll start with the protagonist and his eventual partner in Season 2 when they sign into LINK VRAINS. And their animations are... pretty much similar, so I’m dumping both here in one session.

Let’s talk about Yusaku a.k.a. Playmaker first. First off, I like the visuals when he transforms, it’s the thing that made me impressed the first time I watched it and get hooked by the series. The blue in the background matches his personality really well too. I especially like the gold glow on his bodysuit and how he let his hair down (actually it’s his front bangs) before changing it into Playmaker, ah good stuff indeed.

As for Takeru alias Soulburner... eh, fine? Nothing much to say about this one but I do like the scarf that moves when he lowers his head and how his glasses was removed the same time as his transforming hair. It’s pretty unique, since we rarely see glasses got removed onscreen during transformation (think Barnaby in Tiger & Bunny 2 and Mew Lettuce in Tokyo Mew Mew New). And the background really represents his hot-blooded personality too.

Speaking of the visual, it’s one of the successful among anime media. Usually the pseudo-space background has to represent the individual’s strengths / elements or the series theme as a whole. VRAINS is well known by its aesthetic, and oh boy it’s really shown here. Surrounding them is the screens that represent charts and the platform where they're standing are based of hardware components with the electric fan in the center, not to mention the pillars spinning around too. What differs them is the theme color. As I stated before, Playmaker uses blue though it’s more towards Yusaku than his online alias (unless you count the glows during his Ritual and Xyz Summoning) and there's emerald green as secondary color which is the closest towards his green bodysuit and his Synchro Summoning glow. Meanwhile, Soulburner uses red and orange, which is the common element of fire that was part of his deck.

And considering the fact that this series involves virtual world, Yusaku and Takeru has to sign in by surrounding themselves with the sphere in their respective color (Yusaku’s light blue and Takeru’s red) with various screens before going into transforming part. However, considering that Yusaku’s transformation was shown few times in Season 1 as opposed to Takeru’s once in Season 2, there is some twist in sign-in variations to keep it interesting. As shown in stock footage-heavy Pretty Cure series, it could be tiring if it was shown once per episode, especially DeliPa where they often transform in group and each does two lines at once (usual naming and anything gourmet-related) during their roll call. However, Yusaku was smart, and with various sign-in sequence and other alterations enough to make his transformation felt same yet less repetitive (and honestly I’m glad it happened in order to make this GIF).

The process, however, is pretty short, as the beginning took 15 seconds uncut but the actual transforming part is 6-7 seconds long. Probably because they took the usual anime transformations with 30 seconds duration, and it’s probably why the scene focuses on leg when forming the bodysuit with the belt coming second before their hair. (I had Corrector Yui vibes from there...) But I like how they break the transformation space into a new background and change the lighting in the process, talk about powerful duelist. And I’m not keen to fanservice like in Binan Koukou and Fairy Ranmaru and instead keeping their clothes before being replaced by their suit through electricity glaze is a very good idea. (I don’t think the staff would implement fanservice in kid’s show...)

Here’s the link if you want to watch and compare both.

Oh, and in case you’re wondering, there’s no combo transformation sequence for these two. After the usual set-in sequence, there’s eye sequence and then a flash of blue light on them... done. A bit shame, actually. (the same happened for Yusaku in work outfit too...)

Blue Maiden

In case of Yusaku-Takeru’s offscreen transformation, there’s one episode where it occurs the same time as when Blue Girl transforms into Blue Maiden in front of the two and Ema/Ghost Girl. She glows light blue and has some magical girl transformation vibes on it, with some twist. The ‘ping’ occurs with pink heart and concentrating on the transforming part one by one before scanning the glow out upon completion, which I think it’s pretty good for her.

Speaking of magical girl transformation, Playmaker and Soulburner has these vibes in their sequence too. And I like how their hair color traded with each other between their civilian and avatar form.

Though Blue Angel is more magical girl than any of Aoi’s avatars, at least she had transformation in one of her forms so it’s alright. Soulburner would definitely proud of this.

There’s also some transformations that’s too brief for me to review but I’m gonna show them anyway.

Ghost Girl

Blue Girl

Knights of Hanoi

And there's the acrylic board version for Revolver and Playmaker too.

(the render version in the link)

And that covers up my henshin review of Yu-Gi-Oh VRAINS. See you in my next post!

[flymetothemoonnstarz]

STORY: SMOKING

I first picked up smoking when I was in Secondary school, to be precise, it was in Secondary 3 (when I was 15) that I learnt how to smoke. My good friend then, Mennis, was rebellious in her own way. They were Ah Lians of those days and I got curious once too. There was this auntie that sold cigarettes to us underage kids and trying to buy one was not difficult at all.

When Mennis finally managed to buy one, if I remembered correctly, we were in Orchard road. You never really learnt how to smoke the correct way, but instead, we looked at other smokers around us and tried to mimic what they were doing. I lighted my first cigarette and took my first inhale, it was bad, it was awful and because I inhaled so much of the smoke, I was coughing non-stop for while after that first puff. I never understood what attracted people to smoking. I never thought it was something which I could ever be addicted to in my life then.

The next time I picked up smoking was again for the fun out of it. My school mates were curious about it and naturally, we had a go at it again. During my second time smoking, I still did not understand what was so great about smoking. It was not tasty, nor it was fun. It was a chore to get a pack because I was underage. It was when all these trial and error eventually became an addiction eventually. My favourite cigarette was I was smoking fully at the age of 16 years old was Marlboro Lights.

Addiction was real. You did not know you are stuck on it until it becomes too late.

From trying cigarettes to casually smoking it in my teenage years, smoking became a social activity when I entered Polytechnic. I was then legal to buy my own cigarettes and smoke it anywhere I want without the fear of getting caught. Smoking makes you a lot of friends who are smokers. And it is true that smokers, bond during smoking and sometimes, it makes it an informal platform for discussion to happen.

Smoking became a stress activity when I entered my first full-time job in XYZ company. We were constantly working till late and the pressured we received from my boss made it even difficult to even think about what smoking has been doing to me all these years. Between 21 – 23 years old, I was smoking at least a pack a day. It became so bad that I felt I was not smelling so nice. But it did not bother me much because all my close friends were smokers.

During my time in XYZ company, my boyfriend tried to quit smoking. I think the idea that he wanted to quit placed the idea of eventually quitting. But when he underwent his own journey, I felt pressured to be on the same boat and supporting him through his journey. I enjoyed smoking then. It was my stress reliever, it was a social activity, it was when conversations took place because I smoked. I did not realise it was stressful on him because he had received no support from me to join him on the journey. I eventually spoke up and the reason as to why I did not want to be on the same journey was simply because I was not ready. I was not ready to take that leap which potentially could turn into a disaster. I read about people who had different symptoms when they first give up the stick. I was not ready to face those symptoms.

The idea of quitting lingered in my mind, my first attempt at giving up smoking was when me and my boyfriend had a casual night out and I wanted to save my last stick till we called it a day. I did and did not last very long – 3 days. We went for a vacation and he too tried quitting at the same time and we both eventually gave up because the vacation was turning into an awful one. He started throwing tantrums and I did not have the patience to entertain them.

My official second attempt lasted 6 months. At that time, I constantly had thoughts of buying a pack constantly. It was horrible. I knew cigarette was so ‘shiok’ that I had started binge eating to avoid the temptation of picking up a cigarette again. It all went down during our vacation in Hanoi. I wanted to experiment if it was possible for me to become a casual smoker. So as a celebratory occasion of passing the 6 months mark, I would light up my first cigarette in 6 months during Christmas eve. Well, like I said, it was an attempt. I soon fall back to smoking constantly as soon as I landed back in Singapore.

I am smoke-free for 1 year and 5 months today. And I am glad that I finally gave up the stick. You see, the idea of being smoke-free really enticed me. My boyfriend’s constant motivation during my 6 months was awesome and tiring one for him. He reminded that giving up smoking puts more money in my pocket and that it was not worth it and that I had the will power to do it. The 6 months was extremely difficult. If you ask a smoker to give up cigarettes for a day they would start cursing and swearing, therefore 6 months was a long time for me albeit I was a smoker who had been smoking since I was 15. This try was effortless, I was mentally prepared, and I knew in my heart that this was what I wanted. I was very determined to make it work and my final attempt to become smoke-free.

Although I am sure I gained some weight from quitting smoking, I am happy that I have finally found my inner peace in letting go of it. I am not going to lie, there are still times especially when I am stressed out that I feel the want to pick up a stick and light it up. But that one stick, from experience, will make me become a smoker again. Positive encouragements from my boyfriend during that time meant a lot to me. Every time I felt like I needed to pick up a stick, he would constantly be there, telling me why I should not. it helped me along my journey in becoming smoke-free.

I am so proud of myself, making this far. :)

[fuckyeahfightlock]

Sorry if this is too personal, but I was curious as you've published a fan book and are now publishing an original book that had its origins in fanfic, has your husband been at all involved in the process? What's his take on it all? I was wondering because many people are firmly closeted fans but I'd imagine that's impossible for you now that you're publishing works.

Hub has always known I write fic, since the first time I posted to AO3 (he also knew of my having written self-insert bandom fic when I was a pre-teen…). He’s always known I am a writer; I was still finishing my Creative Writing degree when we met. He’s very supportive of it as a hobby, I’m sure he secretly hopes I’ll strike it rich somehow.

(I promise I will recreate this photo if I sell film or TV rights)

He’s a stand-up comic, who has always had a day job to support us (I did too, before we had kids; now my day job is Mama-ing). So he gets the whole thing about needing a creative outlet, being a creative person, putting the product out there, cultivating readers (or in his case, fans). We give each other that respect and that space to do our creative thing.

We’ve also never had jealousy as an issue in our relationship–certainly we’ve never been jealous of each other’s time (”You were doing XYZ when you could have been doing something WITH ME!”). Through our 20 years together I’ve almost always been home alone on weekend nights; since I started writing as a daily habit, he respects and helps protect my writing time. I’ve always been someone who has a lot of crushes, falls in love a lot, and is a passionate fan of the things I love (in the first six months of our relationship I dragged him to two different concerts by artists about whom I was rabid–he knows I love Morrissey more purely and deeply than I will ever love him, and he’s OK with it).

(Morrissey. Does he know this isn’t really juggling?)

When I first started posting fic he was a little concerned about the interactions with readers…he seemed to think of me posting a story, a reader reading it, and then commenting on it and/or chatting to me in spaces like tumblr or at cons, as being equivalent to me having had cyber- or phone-sex with that person? I can’t explain it because I didn’t fully understand it, but he had some weird ideas at first about the way fandom interaction plays out, around the sharing of explicit fanworks. I guess in some way it’s like sharing sexual fantasies, but it’s so far removed from actual person-to-person sexy talk…I’m not sure he really gets it even now, but he definitely is more impressed with my having such devoted, kind, enthusiastic, and loyal readers than he is worried (if he even is anymore) about me possibly running off with one of you or whatever thing he had in his head. (On this note, he knows I’m an unrepentant flirt–I used to call his weekly comedy writing group “my husband and all my boyfriends”–so that’s nothing he’s jealous about, either.)

He’s really impressed and proud about my having published the fanbook–too much so, actually. People I would never have mentioned it to because of my reading of the room, so to speak, would occasionally ask me how it was going, and I’d be like, “um, ah, well…” I had to ask him to please stop talking about it! He’s equally proud of the way I’m attacking the self-publishing adventure; he knows I’m hustling to fund it, he knows my marketing plan and sees me working to build my platform, etc, etc. He is definitely on board–before I changed course, he was willing to put up $5000 of family money (remember, he’s he only one who works for money) as startup cash for me. He believes in me and my talent.

Which is not to say he KNOWS I’m talented. He can only believe it because he does not read my writing and never really has. I would not want him to and have never asked him. (He wrote a manuscript of a novel about a dozen years ago and I never read that, either.) We have a thing where we don’t want to share too much of each other’s creative output JUST IN CASE we don’t like it! Of course I’ve heard a lot of his act, but I haven’t seen him do comedy in like five years or more. I just stay out of that realm, and he stays out of my work. I know for a fact he uses things from our life in his work, and I do in mine as well…it’s harder to deal with that when it’s actually in yr face, versus just knowing it’s probably there. I have sat in the back of enough comedy clubs and had thirty heads swivel to look for my reaction to jokes about me to last me a lifetime. I’m sure he would not want to read some of our anecdotes, pet names, or emotional muck in my stories, not because I’m not entitled to use them but because. . like, who would want that? No former rock-star-wife wants to hear the songs about her, y’know?

(The Civil Wars. He wrote pretty much a whole album about her.)

So, no, I’ve never been a hidden/closeted fan and I’ve always been a writer (even when I took ten years off from writing). I’ve always been artistic and weird and out there about the things I’m enthusiastic about. We don’t get jealous of each other’s celeb crushes because that’s LUDICROUS, so he would never be mad I’m like, John Watson has a huge cock and I’m writing an ode to it! We don’t get jealous about claims to each other’s time. We support each other’s creative endeavours even when it’s inconvenient or expensive. He’s a good egg, very supportive, and he gets it.

As for having been involved in the process, he helped me with a HORRIBLE formatting problem with the Dawn book, and he may have caught sight of a few sentences in the process, but he really was just doing tech support on a Word document. And I’m sure once I give him permission to talk about it, he will talk up my book and leverage some of his hundreds of people to follow my twitter, like my FB page, etc, etc.

[geleixi]

arc-v is ending in like A DAY and i am STILL not caught up so i’m dedicating tonight to binge watching as many episodes as i can. i took a nap earlier so hopefully i won’t get tired. can i watch eight episodes in a night? probably not but i can try!!

ep140

kinda creepy, reiji, tbh

i don’t really get how yuuya moved reiji. reiji isn’t cold and aloof anymore and he actually talks now, but i never really saw that as a product of yuuya’s doing

so like, i don’t get why HE’S the one who gets to face zarc one on one either

the writing in this show has been like REIJI IS IMPORTANT for a while, but i’m always like........ how?

oooooh hosts and vessels, like in dm :O

yeah tbh reira seems more important and better developed than reiji

YES finally someone managed to do damage jfc

you’d think they’d all have more cards that could negate spell effects?

so zarc just changed the rules of the game bc he’s a petty sore loser

TSUKIKAGE!!!!!!! IS!!!!!!! BACK!!!!!!!!!!!

THE MOST IMPORTANT CHARACTER IN THIS SERIES

“damn you’re cheap tricks” okay hold on a second there, zarc......

oh hey a splitscreen with reiji’s parents

also i’m still weirded out with how his mom calls him ‘reiji-san’??

log with a scarf lmao

YES REIRA YES!!!! BE THE HERO THAT YOUR BROTHER COULDN’T BE

or. yeah. ray. whatever.

POINT IS reiji isn’t the hero

REIRA HAS HAIR?????????????

THIS IS A FINN FROM ADVENTURE TIME MOMENT

HE LOOKS LIKE BABY BAKURA???????

wait but if ray didn’t get revived then what happened to the bracelet girls

the cards were already in her graveyard?

BRACELETS

YUZU

oh so the whole point is that yuuya and zarc are literally opposites

zarc just didn’t want to be a commodified showpony so he....... tried to destroy the universe, multiple times

i’m v uncomfortable with the implied nudity of only the female characters, who aren’t even actually there in the flesh

yuuya’s eyes!!

but like what about the souls of the other yuus lmao, and the other bracelet girls

ahh bc zarc is all about bringing the fear, but yuushou always told yuuya to not give into fear

welp. yuuya just jumped back into it lmao

reira :c

oh okay so yuuya gets implied nudity too but STILL i’m upset that not a single girl was actually physically present throughout all this

ep141

ACTION DUEL OPENING?

ah it’s weird seeing that without hearing biri, biri, biribiribiri buddles afterwards

is this, like, the beginning of an epilogue where it looks like the series COULD start over again, except without all the zarc bullshit? what happened to reira?

THE SLICE OF LIFE MUSIC!! THE STRIPPER POLE AND ROCK CLIMBING WALL!! THE DOGS AND CATS!!!!

oh but he still has his heelys

FUCK NO DOES YUZU NOT EXIST? :c

plain plain :c that was the action field that they used when yuzu first dueled yuuya :c

ah but pendulum summoning still exists

uggghhhhhhhhhh what’s happening i just want yuzu to be back and happy :c

EVEN THE RECYCLED ANIMATION FROM THE BEGINNING OF THE SERIES

AH okay so this is the pendulum dimension now, and pendulum summoning has always just been a thing

BABY REIRA???

i missed yuuya being a goofball :c it feels like that just dropped out of his characterization after the first 20 episodes

they already know shingo?

i’m just as confused about this tournament as nico smiley??????/

this is........ so unnecessary tho, like is it meant to jog their memories?? did reiji really have to organize a whole tournament in a day?

then again, unnecessary is reiji’s modus operandi, so

tsukikage is the fourth duelist? but also what happened to his brother, weren’t they a duo? shouldn’t he have been revived?

IT’S A YUZU :c

so tsukikage remembers, and reiji remembers. why do they remember and not anyone else?

but suddenly everyone does remember

AH OKAY HIKAGE IS BACK

WHY IS REIRA A CREEPY BABY AND WHY CAN’T HE SMILE

yuushou is here!!

“you’ll have to give up on reira’s smile” jesus christ

also i never really got the impression that their mother really ever gave a shit about reira? but okay i’m glad she does

ep142

“i saw that child as nothing more than a tool for my revenge against akaba leo” okay so i was right she didn’t give a shit about reira

BUT WHY IS HE A BABY

shingo you piece of shit

odd-eyes still exists

HE EQUIPS HIS DRAGON TO HIS LIL HIPPO THAT’S SO CUTE

noooooo shuuzou :c

BABY YUZU

why was she crying in that one picture :c

LMAO SHUUZOU HOW DID YOU GET HERE

wow everyone must feel like a piece of shit for having forgotten yuzu

but especially yuuya

this reminds of dm, when mai was losing her memories of all of her friends :c

so reira was just.. reborn. like no more explanation for him being a baby than that

okay so.... yuuya remembers. now what.

what was the purpose of him losing his memories in the first place

ep143

oh so.... it was the cards that turned reira into a baby

so are baby yuuto/yuugo/yuuri roaming around somewhere? why isn’t yuuya a baby?

THE BRACELET GIRLS ARE BABIES?

oh shit that really fucks up fruitshipping. it’s like in parks and rec when andy was talking about how old he was when april was born

oh lmao reiji was talking about the last time the dimensions split, not this one

that..... seems like a really simple solution to get rid of an apocalyptic demon for good

jeez, no pressure, yuuya

but also that sucks for shingo and gongenzaka, bc now they know they’re not supposed to win the tournament

“when did he become such a cheeky brat” jfc youko don’t talk about your son like that

“i’ll defeat you and become a pro” gongenzaka, the universe is at stake, you’re kind of the bad guy in this situation

why is the audience rooting for gongenzaka WHEN THE UNIVERSE IS AT STAKE

“i want to save reira and yuzu, who have both saved me” ohhhhhhh yuuuuuuuuuyaaaaaaa

LMAO YOUKO

aww they’re running through all the action fields

reiji arrives from a helicopter, kaiba style

wait so is the purpose of this to make yuuya a pro so he’ll have a larger platform for his entermate dueling?

aahh fuck it’s crustyass dennis. i guess he did have to come back

ep144

shun doesn’t give a shit

he continues not to give a shit about anything reiji does ever

same

the animation in this episode is really nice and i’m salty about it because i don’t give a shit about dennis

“let me entertain you OR ELSE” dennis macfield 2017

GRACE IS SO CUTE <3

at least she and edo are here in this episode too

oh so they’re trying to show that dueling can be good

wait but isn’t dennis still a bad guy? i don’t even know

but like...... forcing ppl with ptsd to watch duels is probably Not the way to go

dennis is using xyz summons? so i guess that means he’s helping to rebuild heartland?? but literally when did he turn good again??????? i’m getting the same confusion as i did with sora because they keep flipflopping without any compelling reason and their allegiances aren’t consistent

that card straight up has a picture of yuuya on it

those cards*

no backseat dueling, reiji

KAITO WAS THERE but he didn’t have any lines :c

i dislike dennis and i’m confused by his characterization but THIS WAS A REALLY CUTE EPISODE and i appreciate that the show is tying up loose ends with all the characters it’s introduced

i think i’m gonna end it here, on a good note. i got through more than i thought i’d be able to! i can definitely watch the next three episodes tomorrow night, and then i’ll watch the finale whenever subs are out for it!!!!