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Happy Valentine's Day! To celebrate, here are all my favorite OC couples! Do you have any favorites?
#lay man#lay-man#chelsea newton#smiley#danielle chaudry#rnbw#william wulfric#agnes argenta allum#leylan and paw#leylan hawke#melleani hawke#sweet n sour#azalea sheng#zachary abbot#lyme stone#nanday solis#eris goddess of chaos#edith stickler#michael stickler#reed redwoods#dawn taurus redwoods#hades#persephone#my art#my ocs
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Reed Buck , 1929
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Agnes Miller Parker
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SHEEP︰LAMB ID PACK
NAMES ⌇ agnes. agnus. aiden. angus. april. aries. ash. ashley. baa. baanie. baanny. barry. bella. buttercup. cailyn. cliff. clove. clover. colt. corey. dolly. farley. forest. haley. herd. herdier. herdiette. howard. howie. jack. jackie. jacob. june. kerry. kori. kreios. lady. lamb. lambchop. lambette. lambia. lamby. leanna. lloyd. mary. max. may. mea. meadow. oen. oenwen. ovid. owain. owen. phrixus. pixie. puff. rachel. reed. roi. rowan. roy. shear. shearie. sheepette. shelley. shelly. shep. shepherd. summer. tulip. una. willow. wool. woolette. wooley. woolie. wooly. úna.
PRONOUNS ⌇ b/baa. ba/baa. baa/baa. bla/black. bro/brown. co/coat. coat/coat. cur/curl. fl/fluff. fle/fleece. fleece/fleece. flo/flock. flock/flock. fluff/fluff. gra/grass. grass/grasse. he/herd. her/herd. herd/herd. ho/hoove. hoove/hoove. ju/jump. la/lamb. lam/lamb. lamb/lamb. she/ar. she/ep. she/shear. she/sheep. shear/shear. sheep/sheep. sheer/sheer. whi/white. wo/wool. wool/wool. 🌱/🌱. 🌷/🌷.🌸/🌸.☘/☘. 🌾/🌾. 🌿/🌿. 🐏/🐏. 🐑/🐑. 💤/💤.
#⭐️lists#id pack#npt#name suggestions#name ideas#name list#pronoun suggestions#pronoun ideas#pronoun list#neopronouns#nounself#emojiself#sheepkin#sheep therian#lambkin#lamb therian
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Call of Duty: Callie “Snipe” Graves 🇺🇸
An American woman who is related to the Commander of the Shadow Company! A sister actually. Born and raised in America. Proud to be one. Having that cocky attitude just like her older brother. A Lieutenant standing by the Commander’s side. She is the ride and die with her older brother and the team. And do be careful when talking with her. You may never know what lie she’ll tell you about.
GENERAL:
🇺🇸 Name: Callie Graves 🇺🇸 Alias(es):
Callie
Graves
Cal (by Philip and some close friends)
CC (by Philip)
Snipe (by Philip and some comrades)
Lieutenant Graves
Lieutenant Snipe
Shadow 0-3
Cowgirl (by Kanoa)
🇺🇸 Gender: Female 🇺🇸 Age: 35 (MW2), 36 (MW3) 🇺🇸 Birthday: July 31st, 1987 🇺🇸 Nationality: American 🇺🇸 Place of Birth: Texas, USA 🇺🇸 Home: Dallas, Texas, USA 🇺🇸 Spoken Languages: English 🇺🇸 Sexuality: Heterosexual 🇺🇸 Occupation:
Lieutenant of the Marines
Lieutenant of the Shadow Company
Second-in-Command of the Shadow Company
Sniper
Mercenary
APPEARANCE:
🇺🇸 Eye Color: Blue 🇺🇸 Hair Color: Blonde 🇺🇸 Height: 5’9”/175 cm 🇺🇸 Scars:
Wounds: Bullet wound in the palm of her right hand (caused by Tiala), Stabbing wound on her left thigh (caused by Tiala as well)
Scars: Scars on her knuckles from fighting (fighting an enemy in Las Almas), scar behind her neck (from an enemy)
🇺🇸 Face Claim: Dakota Fanning
FAVORITES:
🇺🇸 Color: Lemon Yellow 🇺🇸 Food: Burgers. Just burgers and fries. 🇺🇸 Drink: Whiskey 🇺🇸 Flower: Sunflower 🇺🇸 Hairstyle: Always putting it up in a ponytail or in a bun when she's at home. But putting it in a braid during work time.
Affiliation:
Shadow Company:
-Commander Philip Graves
-Sergeant Sheree "Reed" Norcliffe ( @justasmolbard )
- Sergeant Annabelle “Kit” Pham ( @applbottmjeens )
Warriors Task Force:
- General Alana Kalani
- Captain Kanoa Toa
-First Sergeant Tiala "Shark" Koa
- Sergeant Agnes “Blast” Falagi
- Sergeant Nigel “Squirrel” Harrison
Task Force 141:
- Captain John Price
- Lieutenant Simon “Ghost” Riley
- Sergeant John “Soap” MacTavish
- Sergeant Kyle “Gaz” Garrick
- Charlotte “Jade” Le Jardin ( @sleepyconfusedpotato )
- Sergeant Major Hannah “Sparrow” Clayton ( @revnah1406 )
- Annabelle “Kit” Pham ( @applbottmjeens and later on being part of the Shadow Company)
Para Special Forces: ( @welldonekhushi )
- Captain Arjun
Second Commando Regiment: ( @kaitaiga )
- Sergeant Damien Whitlock
CIA:
- Station Chief Kate Laswell
PERSONALITY:
🇺🇸 Myers Briggs Type: ESTP Callie is a VERY outgoing person. She has always been ever since she was little. Always loves to go outside for an adventure with her older brother. She’s also the kind of woman who would do ANYTHING for her brother. Whatever he said she’ll do it. Well…some of it.
🇺🇸 Loyalty: Her ONLY loyalty is with her brother, Philip Graves. For he has always been there for her when she needed him most. So she will do the same for him no matter what the cost.
🇺🇸 Action-Oriented: Whatever Graves asks her to deal with something. She’ll do it in the most CREATIVE way to deal with the enemies. And she’ll do it in a HEARTBEAT.
🇺🇸 Pragmatic Problem Solver: Even though she will follow her older brother’s orders without questioning. But she sometimes wanted to listen to her OWN thoughts before following his orders.
NEGATIVE:
🇺🇸 Manipulative: You could say she got that from her brother. She does that with other soldiers if they crossed the line with her. Whenever anyone argues with her. She’ll turn the table around by sharing something that will STRUCK into their core. (She also secretly read your files and got some from other people you may know so she can find your weaknesses.)
🇺🇸 Bossy: Most of the Shadows kept complaining that she’s being too bossy. Always telling them what to do while Graves put her in charge. And yelling at them every small little thing when they do something wrong.
🇺🇸 Narcissists: She is a NARCISSIST. Always trying to prove someone else is WRONG. Even doing that to Philip too. She didn’t even BOTHER listen to other people’s perspective and just kept saying that they are wrong. (Spoiled brat)
🇺🇸 Liar: She’s a GOOD dirty liar. Always got away just by saying her creative words. Even if there are ways that don't make sense. She’ll MAKE it sense.
Skills and Abilities:
🇺🇸 Fighting Style: Hand-to-Hand Combat and Boxing
🇺🇸 Weapons: A6 bolt-action sniper rifle and Benelli M1014
🇺🇸 Distinct Weapon: Sig Sauer Model P320 and gutting knife
🇺🇸 Special Skills:
Dealmaker: She got good info on things when it comes to making deals with someone. She just needs to learn more about this person before giving them what they actually wanted and needed.
Assassinate: Give her the order of assassinating someone. And she’ll get it done without hesitating or even questioning it.
FAMILY:
Unnamed Father (Father, Alive)
Unnamed Mother (Mother, Deceased)
Philip Graves (Older Brother, Alive)
TRIVIA:
🇺🇸 She is the younger sister of the Commander.
🇺🇸 Callie has always been deceived by her father because she was at fault of her mother’s death
🇺🇸 Philip is the only kind of brother who always look out for her
🇺🇸 She’s not like any other kind of girl. She likes to get her hands dirty and would join with her older brother to do something fun or troubling.
🇺🇸 At 16-years-old, Callie had developed a habit of making deals with other students. Like giving them some drugs or cigarettes or even handing out tests with some answers. Surprisingly, she didn’t get caught.
🇺🇸 She enjoys riding on horses with Philip. Almost feels like she is FREE as she feels the wind through her golden hair.
🇺🇸 Snipe is the nickname that Philip had given her because of how her words affected others without a care. Which he is very most proud of. And also, she’s really good at being a sniper.
🇺🇸 Been with her brother in the Marines Corpse and into the Shadow Company. She’s very proud of him and accepted being his second-in-command.
Background Story:
On July 31st, 1987. Callie was born in Texas. And on that same day is when her mother passes after giving birth to her to come into this world.
THAT is when her father started to distance himself from her and despise her. But not her older brother, Philip Graves. Whenever her father left her alone and didn’t bother to care for her. Philip stepped in and took care of her himself. Ignoring their father’s harsh words about leaving Callie alone. Philip chooses not to and continues to care for his little sister. Philip was only 5-years-old when Callie was born. He may not know WHAT to do but he knows that he has to protect his little Callie.
When Callie had started to learn how to walk, this is when she was 13 months old. She wanted to walk up to her dad, who was drinking at the moment and he disgustingly looked at her. Walking up to him reaching out with her tiny hands. He scoffed as he stood up and was about to deal with her before Philip ran in and grabbed her. Saying to his father that he’ll keep an eye on her while he watches TV. The father just rolled his eyes and went back to sit down while Philip took Callie, who was being fussy, to the kitchen to get her something to eat. Which he remembers about his mama telling him about babies drinking milk. So he did his best to make it for his little sister and make sure she stayed put before his dad might get pissed off if he sees her wandering off again. But he did make some small gifts for Callie to be able to walk! Philip was only 6-years-old when Callie was 13-months-old.
When Callie was 12-years-old, she had done her very best of trying to get her father’s attention. Which really annoyed him as he ignored her and paid attention to his son. It upset Callie very much but when she saw Philip giving HIS attention to her. She believes that’s all she needs as she shows or tells her older brother about anything! And it warms Philip’s heart to see his little sister yapping about her day. Callie was very happy when Philip secretly spoiled her with their father’s money. Giving her small gifts, food, candies, snacks- ANYTHING that big older Phil can give to his little sister. She appreciates it REALLY much.
When she turned 15-years-old she had started to pick up a habit of selling some things in the school grounds to other kids. Selling and stealing drugs, giving other teenagers some cigarettes, she also can trade them with answer sheets on their homeworks. All of that and hadn’t got caught. And that’s how she got some money from them too. Which Philip was questioning when he saw his little sister coming home with some of it in her hands. She just straight up lied to her older brother that she was doing a canteen for her school. And just left it at that. Philip didn’t even think about it and just took her words for it. Their dad has still been drinking and couldn’t care LESS of what Callie is doing.
Callie had also participated in some of the sports. Mostly baseball and she was hoping that her dad would come and watch some of her games. Just like he came to watch Philip’s football game. But as expected from all those years…he never showed up. The only person that came to most of her games, is none other than Philip. She appreciated it and she’s happy that someone she knew had come to her games. But it still hurts that her own father didn’t show up. Philip had told her that he TRIED to drag his ass out of the house to come to her game but he wouldn’t budge. Which annoyed him so much. She just shrugged it off and asked him if they could get some burgers. Philip smiled at her as he would do anything for her. So they went out to get a burger from McDonald's. Callie was 16-years-old when she started to participate in sports after the summer.
When Callie became a Junior in High School. She has been called into the Principal’s office. As she was caught red-handed having some drugs in her bag since she was about to sell it to one of the students. Instead of her father coming over. Philip was there instead. So after the conversation the Principal had said that they would expel Callie from campus for she had been doing this for a LONG time. And they can’t risk having her around for she might do it again. So she and Philip left the school without saying a word to each other. Callie doesn’t know how he reacted to this situation before they reached home. As soon they stepped in, the two paused to see their father was on the chair with a belt in hand. Does he know about Callie being expelled? Yes he does. How? Because HE was the one who answered the call from the Principal but he let Philip go instead of him. And he didn’t tell his son why he didn't want to go. He just wants to prepare himself to punish Callie when she gets home. The poor girl was scared to see her father with the belt and was about to be grabbed by him too when he stood up and walked over. But Philip stopped him, telling their father that she wouldn’t have done this if he would PAY ATTENTION to her. The father scoffed at his son’s words before pushing him back as he grabbed Callie. Saying that this girl is a LOST CAUSE ever since she was born and had caused the DEATH of her mother. Those words had really struck her so badly as she started to tear up. It upsetted Philip so much to see his little sister being scared. So he stepped in as he grabbed the father’s wrist and pushed him back before putting Callie behind him. He warned his father to NOT touch her like that and told him that they’ll be moving out. He’ll take care of Callie if he doesn’t want to. The father scoffed with no caring looks in his eyes. So he let them leave as Philip took Callie somewhere else. FAR away from their father. He was only 22-years-old while Callie is still 16-years-old.
When Callie had finally graduated from another school, WITHOUT causing any more trouble, the Graves siblings decided to sign up for the Marines together. And they have worked together ever since. But Callie could see her older brother’s eyes as if he’s not pleased or satisfied by these military systems. Seeing how the other higher ranks had to pull back men like the two of them. So she heard that Philip was going to leave the military and she wanted to join him. Which he doesn’t mind. So the two had left the military in 2017. And Philip had made his own private military company. Callie was very proud and impressed of her older brother’s work and she had accepted his offer by being his second-in-command. This was when Callie was 30-years-old and Philip was 35-years-old.
#callie snipe graves#callie graves#lieutenant callie snipe graves#lieutenant snipe#lieutenant graves#call of duty#call of duty oc#cod oc#call of duty modern warfare#cod mw2#call of duty original character#call of duty mw2
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character list !
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Agnes Miller Parker, Reed Buck, 1929
wood engraving
(like many things here, this was up years ago but cannot seemingly be found as either tumblr’s search function is always broken or their weird deleting and censoring took it down)
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Agnes had been finishing the last of the lunch dishes when she’d first felt it.
Those first, few undeniable pangs of pain in her lower body.
She felt no alarm at the feeling, no expectant mother would when they very well knew what this meant. She approached Will as he was beginning to head out into town and see about purchasing some feed for the chickens as they were almost out.
“While you’re at it, do you think you might stop by the Reeds’ place and ask Martha if she’d like to come over for a visit?” she asked him, as he began to head toward the door.
“Oh? But its a Tuesday, didn’t Martha say Tuesdays were her sewing days?”
“Ask her anyway, would you?” Agnes pressed, and Will sighed, yet still offered his wife a patient smile.
“Oh alright, I guess it wouldn’t hurt,” He turned to head out the door, but he’d barely made it past the front step before it dawned on him what Agnes had really been asking him. Turning back around, he all but bolted back into the house.
“You don’t want Martha over for a social visit, do you?” he asked, and Agnes shook her head.
“No.”
“Its...is it the baby? Is the baby--”
“Yes.”
Her voice was gentle and calm compared to the more frantic expression on her husband’s face, and he didn’t waste another second as he once more turned to leave the house, this time practically running nonstop until he made it over to the Reed home.
#sims 4#ts4#ts4 historical#ts4 history#decades challenge#barclay legacy#gen one: 1890s#william barclay#agnes dailey
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Strange Paths WIP intro
Genre: creature feature horror (with some sapphic thrown in there because it’s me)
Status: drafting
Agnes is a cryptid hunter, traveling around the country with her camera to record her hunts for her vlog. When a viewer asks for her to check out a cryptid she’s never even heard if I’m the Pacific Northwest, she’s more than happy to hike out to find any evidence.
But she’s not the only vlogger that’s been called there. Vee does more informative videos, but she is going on site for the first time.
They decide to team up with a park ranger named Reed to try and find the rambler, a creature that has been terrorizing the woods since the town was a logging settlement.
But things are strange, and getting stranger. Someone is stalking them, herding them towards the lava tube tunnels that run through the mountain.
And they’re about to find out just how real the rambler is.
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"In Assisi" - Kim Addonizio
This souvenir shop is full of skinny wooden crucified Christs like there weren’t enough of those in the churches already
I guess everyone has to believe in something Crystals, colonics, when you die you get virgins or your very own planet where you can spin for eternity in your celestial underpants
Some people believe Jesus spoke to St. Francis, but I have a feeling Jesus is just going to hang there silently looking holy & tormented for another two thousand years or so
I don’t think I’m going to get a Catholic miracle, like a statue blinks at me & I suddenly understand Italian Greek Latin Aramaic & Ugaritic
or peel off my tattoos & send the carved lions of my higher self to tear apart the lambs of my addictions
I’ll probably just go on kneeling before minibars in hotel rooms in my silk robe of flowers, praising the macadamias
One story about St. Francis is that two years before he died he got stigmata Probably malaria or leprosy, but imagine those sores
He dressed in a mended sack & old worn sandals If you saw him in Berkeley you might cross the street then come back with some change & try not to touch his hand
At the end of his life he was going blind, living in a reed hut overrun by mice Mice slithering over his feet, mice climbing the table to sit on his plate I guess they figured out that the job of a saint is to suffer as horribly as possible
St. Agnes raped & stabbed in the throat Joan of Arc burned & cast into the Seine
Oliver Plunkett: imprisoned hanged drawn & quartered beheaded beatified canonized
Brother Sun, Sister-in-law Death, forgive me I don’t see the point of all this pain, or believing it gets better when you’re boxed & delivered to the parade of microbes that will devour your corpse
I know my soul is small, it just wants a decent hotel room & the man who lies down to sleep so trustingly beside me to open his eyes & love me
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my current thoughts on where the Mirror Princess dungeon arc & where it might go, as of Ch 158:
Honestly i'm not even worried about Bianca lol. We haven't seen her in forever, there's no way they're going to maim or kill her right now. and thr eye overseeing chaos would be so sad. She'll be fine! Aillette is on her way.
I'm more concerned about whatever on earth Reed has cooking up. He's probably aiming to eliminate the 1st Prince & Princess to throw the Vinchester kingdom into chaos, since the 3rd Prince is absolutely bonkers. It's a little curious that he chooses to do this by making the demons do things for him though. Guess he's too tired to do shit himself idk. Take a good rest king (?)
Anyway he'll definitely be turning up again or at least watching once Ailette shows up. I think it'll be cool if Reed and Tesilid fight one-on-one, but idk if they'll actually do that at this point in the story. I really want a scene where Tesilid is forced to fight Reed directly and Reed realises that he's stronger than he's supposed to be in Round 17. Although he might just chalk it up to Ailette feeding him cheats. I think Reed's reaction to [spoiler] would be so incredibly interesting and devastating, but tbh I don't mind if they do the hokey pokey for a little longer. It's kind of funny seeing everyone including Reed think that Tesilid is weaker than he is. (Although Tesilid is kind of is pretty weak rn because he hasn't recovered even i think half his strength. And he did get one-shotted by Reed last time, what the hell was that? He got taken down with just one off-hand move. He's going to die if he fights Reed by himself at this point, so Ailette definitely isn't going to let that happen. Rip my hopes and fantasies, maybe in another fifty chapters.)
Reed testing the demons' reactions to his face is pretty interesting though. What was he hoping to see? What would he have done if the demons did recognise him?
The way bloody no one except for Ailette & Agnes recognises him is also pretty interesting. Handsomest man in the world and somehow you're unrecognisable; you're so far outside of even demons' reaches and you're just an unattainable abstract to everyone, not a person. Although maybe it's because no one important has gotten close enough to him yet, because otherwise they would've died. (I wonder how Ephael and Hestio would react. I hope they join Ailette and Tesilid's Order soon.)
Also the way everyone wants to get a piece of him, corrupted or no, is pretty sad. Guy's cursed to be seen as the most irresistable piece of meat on the whole continent by almost everyone he encounters. It's so dehumanizing. :(
#s-class heroine spoilers#webnovel reaction#mirror princess arc#i also miss prinz......... when are you coming back :( will we ever get answers on whether youre ailette's brother in her prev life as well#or is that thematic point just being dropped... (obligatory 'no one tell me or even give me hints about this' disclaimer)#also just. sad reed thoughts hours#i did say no more tesilid thoughts this week but hahaha#thinking abt this story is what i love doing when i dont wanna think abt other things#might be slow on replies tho
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BO
By Agnes
January 23rd, 2024
1.
And then darkness fell. The midrash tells us that there were in fact two periods of darkness. During the first darkness there was a gloom so thick no one could see each other, and during the second darkness the darkness became even thicker, so thick that no one could move. If you were standing when the darkness fell you remained standing. If you were sitting you remained sitting. If you were bending over your child, you remained bent over, if you were climbing up a ladder to change a light-bulb there you were balanced and immobile, atop the ladder.
I think they died, all of them. The Egyptians. Before the killing of the first borns, before the departure from Egypt. I think they died. I think they died the ninth plague, the plague of darkness. Because what is darkness, if not a kind of death? Those bodies frozen in place — in chairs, up ladders — it was a kind of rigor mortis. “כֻּלָּ֥נוּ מֵתִֽים,” they say. We are all dead.
2.
I think this Parsha is a parsha about love. And this is the breakup. It’s the end of a very long relationship. A four-hundred year relationship. This parsha tells the end of a love story in which the lovers got tangled up in each other. They had gotten to the point where they couldn’t understand themselves without the other. They didn’t know how to be alone. And so the relationship ended. This week’s parsha is the breakup. The awful, messy, devastating breakup.
We’ve all known people in what we might call toxic relationships. Call it co-dependence, call it enmeshment, call it a controlling attachment style. You can go to the concert with Tina and you can stay over at her place but I want you to text me, okay? Text me when you get there and text me when you leave and text me in the morning as soon as you get up and come right back home. And sometimes that feels like love. And sometimes you just wanna go to the concert with Tina.
But there are forms of entanglement, a blurring of self and other, that can happen in any kind of close relationship. We pull people close because it is scary to be alone.
When we love someone, our sense of who we are gets tied up in who that other person is. They are brave, say, and because of our intimacy with them we get to feel that we too have some of that bravery. Or they are tender, say, and because of our intimacy with them we get to have access to a certain kind of tenderness. But then — who are we, when they are gone?
I know I have been in relationships like this. Where I saw in someone certain qualities that I wished I had, and loving that person became a way of bringing those qualities into my life. A way that was a little easier than finding those qualities inside myself. In relationships like that you are asking someone else to make your identity for you. You turn them into a kind of servant, or slave. You are forcing them to build your pyramids.
This week I have been listening to Lou Reed sing Walk Alone.
When you walk, he sings, you know you're gonna walk alone.
And when you talk, and when you make love, and when you die, he sings, you’re gonna do it alone.
It’s not an easy truth.
Is this a way of reading these early books of Exodus? As a story in which which one people, Egypt, falls in love with another people, Israel? In which Egypt comes to dominate Israel because that feels like intimacy, and because difference is just too much to bear? In which the dominating people’s identity gets tangled up in the subordinated people’s identity? So much so that when it comes time for the subordinated people to leave, the dominating people are devastated. They spend six days in darkness and they die a kind of death.
3.
Let me try out another version of the story.
Pharaoh is a very lonely person. He’s very powerful. He controls a whole empire. Everyone comes to him with wishes, and needs, and deference, and fear. Who is such a person to love, and be loved by?
Who but God?
God, who is also very powerful. Who also gets approached with wishes and needs and deference and fear. God, who must also be terribly lonely.
And so Pharaoh falls in love with God. In fact, he feels — what luck! — he’s finally found a lover who understands him. When Pharaoh meets God he can’t get enough. He wants to text God all the time, he wants to talk for hours on the phone, he gets restless and moody whenever God is off doing other things on the weekend. Pharaoh feels, finally, understood. He feels like God is the first being to understand him. And it’s because they’re just so similar. They’re so similar, they’re almost like one being. It’s like I am God, thinks Pharaoh, and God is me.
And God maybe was open to a kind of a relationship with Pharaoh, but then it started to get so intense, and weird. And God started to feel like Pharaoh wasn’t actually talking to God, or listening, or seeing God. Pharaoh was relating to a projection, to a fantasy. And God would try to say something, like, hey, Pharaoh, we’re not exactly the same. Pharaoh would order the lamb vindaloo, because we love that, don’t we, God, and God would get quiet and order the aloo gobi, just to make a point.
And Pharaoh can feel God pulling away. And it only makes him panic. It makes him cling harder. It muffles his hearing and blurs his vision. It hardens his heart. This thing he calls love which is actually a fear of being alone. A fear of dying.
When you make love, you know you're gonna love alone
And when you die, you know you're gonna die alone
When is loving a deep form of knowing? Of giving and receiving and holding and being held?
And when is loving a drug we take because we’re afraid of our own limitations?
Because we don’t know to change?
Because we think that love can protect us from dying?
Exodus is the book in which we become a people. It’s a book about togetherness. And that togetherness saves us. It fills our days with joy. We eat, we laugh, we make music, we dance, we fuck.
But when we forget that we are also, all of us, alone, we start to drift into a kind of denial. We forget that there are no shortcuts, that each of us has to cross our own internal oceans and wander in our own internal deserts and face the fire and the smoke and the water and the hunger and the silence.
I feel for the Egyptians in this parsha. I feel for their suffering. And I am thinking about all the cries and all the protests of the last three months. Let my people go! Let my people be free! From the river to the sea. Is every story of domination a kind of love story? And is every moment of liberation a kind of breakup? A kind of death?
4.
There’s this beautiful book, Who Dies?, by Stephen Levine, that I’ve been reading slowly for like 4 years now. It’s about dying, in the sense that it’s about end of life. But it’s also about dying in the way the mystics talk about dying. It’s about the dying we have to do every day. Dying over and over and over again in order to live.
Levine writes:
“When we speak of loving someone, what we mean is that that person acts as a mirror for the place within us which is love. That being becomes our contact with ourself. When that mirror is shattered, the grief that we feel is the loss of contact with that place within us which is love. Thinking of that person as other than ourself, we mourn our loss, we reexperience our sense of separateness and isolation that originally motivated us to look outside of ourselves for that essential unity we call love.”
To lose someone, he is saying, is to feel we are losing ourselves.
And that is the most frightening form of aloneness you can imagine. You are in darkness, you can’t see your own body, you can’t sit or stand, you don’t know how to move, you feel that you are not there, even, except for this anguished and terrified voice inside you crying out I am here! I am here!
Egypt is losing Israel. Egypt feels it is losing its mirror. Egypt feels it is losing itself.
5.
There was the first darkness, and it was dark.
And then there was the second darkness, and it was darker. It was the darkness inside the dark.
But there is always a third darkness. It is the darkness inside the darkness and inside the darkness there is light.
And that light is love.
We are not our bravery, or our tenderness. We are not our pyramids. We are not, in fact, anything. Except the capacity to love.
Let me tell you one last version of the story.
During the second three days, the darkness inside the darkness, the Israelites lived inside light. Darkness was everywhere for the Egyptians, but the Israelites could see. They walked among the houses, and they saw the jewels of the Egyptians.
They picked up the things they had never been allowed to touch
and they were silent in the face of death
and the angels looked down from heaven, quiet and watchful, because God had never done this before, spread darkness so thickly over the planet, and the angels thought the Israelites would all be happy
A fantasy, no?? To wander the homes of your oppressors, invisibly -
But the Israelites were silent
in the houses of the people they had known
They looked and saw them frozen
And the Israelites were confused
And they came to Moses and they said, Moses, we have all died
We are like ghosts wandering the city
“כֻּלָּ֥נוּ מֵתִֽים,” they said. We are all dead.
And Moses said no no you don’t understand! You are not dead, you are alive, you are surrounded by light
and the people were confused
And the people said, this darkness is death!
Look at the Egyptians, they have all died!
And we too, they said, we too, must be dead!
Because everything we know about ourselves is changing.
And Moses said no, no
This isn’t death, this is just darkness.
This is darkness, Moses said.
This is life.
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Agnes inserts herself so seamlessly, I genuinely wonder if Agatha's a sitcom buff herself. She shows up in Dick Van Dyke Land and is immediately like, "I know the perfect role to fit myself into."
And she's right. The next-door neighbor whose miserable marriage contrasts the heroine's flawed but ultimately loving relationship is a staple of old-timey sitcoms. She fits in so smoothly, if you didn't have warning bells ringing from the name "Agnes" then you might not even notice anything was amiss!
I had warning bells, the first time I watched this. I didn't jump down many of the rabbit holes that the fandom went down. I never got into the "Who is secretly Mephisto?" discourse or the "Did Pietro cross over from the Fox-verse?" discourse or the "Reed Richards!?" speculating or anything.
But it wasn't much of a leap to guess at the true identity of Agatha Harkness.
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Call of Duty OC: Nigel “Squirrel” Harrison 🐿️
Art Commission by @temeyes ⬆️
An American (And a bit of Scottish) male Sergeant who joined forces with the Samoan team. Use to be part of the Shadow Company before deciding to join with Captain Toa after the incident from Las Almas. Wanting to make up everything of what happened from the past. And now starting to make a new beginning for himself and for his new team.
UNIVERSE: Modern Warfare 2/Modern Warfare 3
General:
🐿️ Name: Nigel Harrison 🐿️ Alias(es):
Nigel
Harrison
Ginger
Squirrel (by Kanoa)
Squirrely (by Agnes)
Sergeant Harrison
Sergeant Squirrel
Sergeant H (By his teammates)
Shadow 0-5 (Use to be called that by Philip Graves)
🐿️ Gender: Male 🐿️ Age: 28 (MW2), 29 (MW3) 🐿️ Birthday: February 20th, 1994 🐿️ Nationality: United State America 🐿️ Place of Birth: Virginia, America 🐿️ Home: Alexandria City, Virginia 🐿️ Spoken Languages: English, Scottish (Conversational), Spanish (Learning), Samoan (Learning) 🐿️ Sexuality: Heterosexual 🐿️ Occupation:
Sergeant of the Marine Corps
Sergeant of the Shadow Company (Recent)
Sergeant of the Warriors Task Force
Sniper
Appearance:
🐿️ Eye Color: Green 🐿️ Hair Color: Ginger 🐿️ Height: 6’0”/182 cm 🐿️ Scars:
Wounds: None
Scars: A big cut on the palm of his hand (caused by an enemy with a knife on the boat during Dark Water mission), Small scar on his neck in front and on the corner of his lip (caused by Tiala)
🐿️ Face Claim: Jake Austin Walker
Favorites:
🐿️ Color: Light Green 🐿️ Food: Haggis and Hamburger 🐿️ Drink: Sprite and Whisky 🐿️ Flower: Thistle 🐿️ Hairstyle: Short hair but do like it braided nicely (he asked Agnes to French Braided)
Affiliation:
Shadow Company: (Formerly)
-Commander Philip Graves
-Lieutenant Callie Graves -Lieutenant Kapo Taumoepeau
-Sergeant Sheree "Reed" Norcliffe ( @justasmolbard )
-Sergeant Annabelle “Kit” Pham ( @applbottmjeens )
Warriors Task Force:
- General Alana Kalani
- Captain Kanoa Toa
- First Sergeant Tiala "Shark" Toa
- Dr. Aelan Kalani
- Sergeant Agnes “Blast” Falagi
- Tama Nikau
- Special Officer Emma Tabua
Specters/Team Charlie: ( @deeptrashwitch )
- Captain Alicia “Origin” Marchant
- Lieutenant Luke “Harlem” Michaelis
- Sergeant Jackson “Doc” Blackwell
- Sergeant Edward “Eager” Jackson
- Corporal Noah “Cobalto” Garcia
Mexican Special Forces/Los Vaqueros:
- Colonel Alejandro Vargas
- Sergeant Major Rodolfo Parra
- Special Officer Alyssa Martinez ( @alypink )
Task Force 141:
- Captain John Price
- Lieutenant Simon “Ghost” Riley
- Sergeant John “Soap” MacTavish
- Sergeant Kyle “Gaz” Garrick
- Charlotte “Jade” Le Jardin ( @sleepyconfusedpotato )
- Sergeant Major Hannah “Sparrow” Clayton ( @revnah1406 )
- Sergeant Annabelle “Kit” Pham ( @applbottmjeens and later joined in the Shadow Company)
Para Special Forces: ( @welldonekhushi )
- Captain Arjun
- Sergeant Aditya Tripathi
- Staff Sergeant Yuvraj Chaudhary
Second Commando Regiment: ( @kaitaiga )
- Captain Lachlan Jones
- Sergeant Damien Whitlock
CIA:
- Station Chief Kate Laswell
Personality:
🐿️ Myers Briggs Type: ESFP Squirrel has a very playful nature. Always making pranks and jokes with his friends and the Captain. Just like he still was when he was younger.
🐿️ Sneaky: Nigel has a habit of being so sneaky. Like you could barely hear him coming in. Most of his comrades from his old team get even MORE annoyed with that. But he finds it amusing.
🐿️ Loyal: This boy is as loyal as a DOG. Always shows his support for his family and friends.
Negative Traits:
🐿️ Wanderer: Nigel has a habit of wandering off. Whenever you’re with him and you are busy looking at one thing. 5 seconds later, he’s gone. Like POOF. So it’s better for you to keep a leash on him.
🐿️ Unpredictable: Nigel was having a hard time to focus on things. Well…he CAN but when it comes to the situations that he can't handle (mostly emotionally) then that’s a problem. And his team, even Graves, are getting annoyed by it. So he tried his best to stay focused. 🐿️ Mischievous: Everyone could see it. Nigel has his ways of being a mischievous fella. Always planning on striking his next victim. And that’s what got his team worried even MORE.
Skills and Abilities:
🐿️ Fighting Style: Hand-to-Hand Combat and kickboxing 🐿️ Weapons: AT308, M16 and MK14 🐿️ Distinct Weapon: M17 and Night Stalker Knife 🐿️ Special Skills:
Sharpshooter: A very good sniper. Knows how to take a bullseye on his targets.
Hiding: They have put him in as a sniper for a REASON. Hiding in plain sight is his specialty if he doesn’t want his enemy KNOWS that he’s around. Not only can he hide himself. He can also hide any objects as well. Only small objects. That’s why no one can find his secret stash.
Family:
Nick Harrison (Father, Alive)
Rona Clark Harrison (Mother, Alive)
Iona Harrison (Younger Sister, Alive)
Pets:
Finely (Rona’s dog, Alive)
Trivia:
🐿️ Nigel is the eldest son of his family and the fun one too.
🐿️ He is a BIG prankster ever since he was a KID. He loves to see his victim getting into his trap but he knows his limits if he goes too far. He doesn’t want to HURT them. Just wanna have fun with them in his pranks.
🐿️ The nickname “Squirrel” is what he got called from Kanoa (his new leader). Because of how fast he could run and how fast he reloaded his guns. And also, he always stuffed his stash somewhere for safekeeping. (Like an ACTUAL Squirrel during winter to hide their nuts)
🐿️He really likes to dance. It made him feel like he could express himself more. Even with others. Him and Agnes would always have a dance battle whenever they are out of work.
Background Story:
On February 20th, 1994, Nigel was born. In a city in Virginia. Red hair like his mother and the face of his father. A few months later after Nigel was born. His father had to go back to work as a CIA Agent. So he’s not always around. But will always be on the call whenever he’s available. For he does want to know that his son is doing okay with his wife. Nigel understands his work when he grew up a little bit older and he’s very amazed of how he did his job. So he wouldn’t mind his father not being around since he has his mother. Nigel was only 5 months old before his father left.
And while growing up. A mischievous little red ginger boy who always plots to have the BEST pranks in HISTORY. He always does. Even for a boy who was only 10-years-old in Elementary. He got in trouble for pulling a small smoke bomb in his class making the teacher think there’s a fire. His mom was in the principal office and he got an EAR FOLD from her. In 2004.
When Nigel was already 12-years-old, his mother had given him a surprise that he’s going to have a little sibling! Which excited him so much. So he started to help out his mom as much as he could before the BIG arrival. He even told his friends and his teachers about the news. He wouldn’t even stop talking about it. Until 9 months later, his baby sibling had arrived and what’s even BETTER is that his dad was there as well. And he decided to take his leave until the mom is back on her feet again. Nigel had seen he had a baby sister. A beautiful and cute baby sister. He somehow felt SO happy to see the joyful looking baby. And he had promised that he will fight the whole world to make sure that she is safe.
During high school, he talked to his mom about his future career. He wanted to become a CIA Agent just like his dad! For he wanted to help the world against crime. His mother is a very passionate woman of helping others and hearing this from her own son. It made her feel with glee and pride. She accepted! But not his father. He’s not UPSET. He’s just…worried for his safety. Since he’s been working as an CIA Agent for a LONG time and through his experience. He doesn’t want Nigel to go through it and he does want his son to stay home to take care of his mom and little sister. Nigel understands but he wanted to do something GREAT. Helping the people. Helping the world. He really does. His mother could see that so she suggested to him that he can join the military. She threatened to talk with his father about it. Surprisingly he agreed and let Nigel join the marines.
Nigel joined the Marines at the age of 20, since he wanted to help out with his mom and his little sister first. In 2014.
He’s been in the Marines for only 3 years and is already a Lance Corporal at that time. Most of his higher officers praised his useful skills. His fast movements of taking down his opponents. Fast of changing his loads of his guns and quick enough to shoot down his enemies from near and far. His skills had gotten the attention from the Commander. The leader of the Shadow Company.
Philip Graves.
Graves had seen great potential in him and decided to recruit him into his team. Nigel was very excited for this as he quickly accepted without questioning. He was 23-years-old at that time when he joined the Shadow Company. And he’s been working with them ever since. After the incidents from Las Almas. In 2022. Nigel had decided to join the Warriors Task Force. As he wanted to make it up after what happened. He was 28-years-old when he transferred from SC to the WTF.
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Character Actor
Bob Steele (born Robert Adrian Bradbury; January 23, 1907 – December 21, 1988) Film and television actor. He also was billed as Bob Bradbury Jr.
In the 1930′s and 1940′s he appeared in may B-Westerns in for Monogram, Supreme, Tiffany, Syndicate, Republic (including several films of The Three Mesquiteers series) and Producers Releasing Corporation.
Beginning the the 1950′s he performed on television, including the role of Sergeant Granger in the premiere episode, "The Peacemaker", in 1957 of the ABC/Warner Brothers western series, Colt .45. In 1957, he was cast as Sam Shoulders in "Bunch Quitter" in another ABC/WB western series, Sugarfoot, with Will Hutchins. He appeared in 1958 and 1959 in two episodes of the NBC western, The Californians, as well as three episodes of Maverick with James Garner, including "The War of the Silver Kings," "The Seventh Hand," and "Holiday at Hollow Rock."
Steele appeared as "Kirby" with Agnes Moorehead and Madlyn Rhue in the 1959 episode "In Memoriam" of another ABC western series, The Rebel, starring Nick Adams. He also appeared as Deputy Sam in four episodes of Hugh O'Brian's The Life and Legend of Wyatt Earp. In 1959, he appeared with Mason Alan Dinehart, another Wyatt Earp alumnus, in the episode "Half a Loaf" of the syndicated series, Death Valley Days, hosted by Stanley Andrews.
Steele appeared in six different episodes of the Walt Disney's Western television series Texas John Slaughter with Tom Tryon. On January 25, 1960, Steele was cast as the frontier gunfighter Luke Short in an episode of the CBS western series, The Texan, starring Rory Calhoun. Barbara Stuart played the gambler Poker Alice in the same episode, which also features Reed Hadley and Richard Devon.
In the mid-1960s, Steele was cast in a regular supporting role as Trooper Duffy in ABC's F Troop, which allowed him to show his comic talent. Trooper Duffy in the F Troop story line claimed to have been "shoulder to shoulder with Davy Crockett at the Alamo" and to have been the only survivor of the battle 40 years before.
In 1970 he appeared on Family Affair as Chaps Callahan, a retired western star, in the episode “The Old Cowhand”. (Wikipedia)
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OC Kiss Day Two: Food
Logan Martin Richard Reed & Heather Agnes Drummond
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