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chemicaljacketslut · 11 months ago

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oh my goddd i’m finally starting college & it literally doesn’t feel real. probably mostly bc it’s a 20 HOUR DRIVE from home. there’s snow everywhere it is so different up here.. anyway i am TERRIFIED but i’m litany against fearing it & just trying not to think abt it. going thru orientation so i just gotta follow directions for now p much & don’t need to worry abt other thangs.. we only have one day of nothing before class tho, i kinda wish it were more so i could rly get to know the campus & the area before college officially Starts

#it’s not as cold as i thought it’d be actually #i actually got hot walkin around in my coat #ik once my parents leave & everything this first week or two is going to be actual HELL on the homesickness front #i cried every time i went to a like week-long sleep away camp from homesickness #so i am anticipating that. it will be. bad #i miss my dog so much.. def gotta find time to process & cry abt that lol #my poor puppy.. he doesn’t even understand! he doesn’t know why i disappeared one day!! god it kills me #agh anyway. i can do hard thangs. or whatev #ghost rants

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