#again mutuals………. once this quarter is done let me read ur tarot let me look at ur astro chart

[pumpk-n]

foggy walk to my last lecture of my senior year

cosmos dye bath

first spring blooms in my neighborhood, spotted on my first hot girl walk of the year

broke stressed and didn’t study nearly enough yesterday so i have much to do today. so much class work, so much genuine work, and i need to send out so many emails and make so many appointments oh my god im going to freakkkkkkkkk out.

i feel a bit better than i did tuesday, but not by much, the only real change i’ve been able to make for myself is taking my meds on time, which is good!!! and it’s helped a lot, but oh i fear nothing will get better until all my assignments are in and submitted.

my presentation on aphrodites epithets is at like 9:30am monday and i think ill vomit! but this is ground work for a class i want to teach this summer, the start of my first organized poetry collection and i might turn it all into a zine. who knows! but like! i think it’s due tomorrow at midnight i have NOTHINGi have my NOTES and i work all day today until monday when i go back to class !!!!!!!!! AGHH it’s fine. i’m fine. everything’s fine.