#again i need 2 jknow which one was it.......

[memoryoflife]

oh my god that was such a horrible idea. so i’ve been having a pretty bad week so i’ve been trying to think of ways to make myself feel better. writing in my diary and drawing has only made me feel worse. and i had the strong urge to read something and the first thing that came to mind was your fics…i was going to read multiple but i could barely get through one before uncontrollably sobbing. and that’s coming from the person who rarely ever cries when reading or watching something. my mon saw me and asked “why in the world are you crying??” but i didn’t say anything cause how am i supposed to explain to her that it’s because of fanfiction about some stupid fictional family and my horrible mental state 😭 anyways the point of this ask was to gush about how much i love your writing and i hate you for making me cry. (/j) thanks!!! never stop being a menace and killing me

OH MY GOD,, i'm so sorry 😭 AGAIN I'M ALWAYS KINDA SHOCKED WHENEVER PEOPLE TELL ME THEY CRY READING MY WRITING,, because to me i just think abt sititng in front of my computer tapping the keyboard while wanting 2 collapse and shrivel. WHICH ONE DID YOU READ? WAS IT THE LILIA INTROSPECTION??? I NEED TO KNOW. i hope its ok 2 publish this publicly i want to seal this as a badge of honour. sorry ur mum saw u.

thank u for the ask... this was so fun to read when waking up