#again clarifying i dont hold a grudge and i dont want to cause any fighting if any of her old friends are still out there

[centralsaints]

this is going to be quite the long shot, because I dont know how many of us are still around on tumblr, but bear with me-

does anyone remember kahamiya / mercedes-exe?

she was most active in the mcl fandom on here in like 2016 to 2018. in the fall of 2018, a lot of things got out about her; transphobia, bullying, borderline stalking, faking her suicide. she disappeared off the internet after all of that got out. there was a document of messages and things that was posted. in winter 2023, I woke up to a message from a new account, and it was her apologizing for most of the things that happened, we talked a bit, and then the account was deleted. I don't hold a grudge anymore, really, but I still think about it

what I'm getting at is. I'm now graduated from university with a bachelor of arts. I work with digital archives and internet culture. and also I've been in therapy for 3 years. I can't find any real trace of these things happening.

the document vanished from my shared on gdocs, and most of the posts and links on my old blog have succumbed to link rot as people left their blogs.

this is purely for personal reasons, but if anyone still has those screenshots, documents or messages, anything that was posted back then in 2018, if you feel comfortable sharing, you can dm me on here or on discord, my user is also centralsaints

thanks