#aegon ii targaryen x oc allana tyrell
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lady-morrigen · 8 months ago
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more allaegon prompts, because i'm insatiable
❛ i would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you. ❜ & ❛ worship me. until i tell you to stop. ❜
laskjdhflkjasdf thank you for loving them with such ferocity 🥺
and thank you for turning this into something worthy of sharing (and the banner)
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RATING: M (fade to black sexual themes)
Allana's fingers trembled, struggling to undo the tightly knotted laces that held the bust of her dress in place. Though she tried to slow it, her breath came in sharp pants, her ribs expanding and contracting painfully beneath the whalebone that bit at her sides. Her exhale was shaky, exasperated, and she fisted her hands in frustration.
Aegon stepped forward, as if the shadows themselves melted around him, parting for him, his voice low with desire as he watched her struggle. "Here, let me take care of that."
His fingertips were rough against the silk as he effortlessly untangled the knot, letting the strings dangle as he met her gaze. She was overwhelmed by his closeness, by the way the candlelight danced over his soft features, the faintest hint of honeyed wine on his breath enticing her, her knees threatening to give out. His touch was surprisingly delicate as he traced his knuckles along her cheek, placing a lingering kiss to the corner of her lips. As he trailed from her mouth to her neck, a soft sigh escaped her, and her eyes drifted shut. She tangled a shaky hand in his hair, anchoring herself in the moment. 
"I suppose I'm a bit nervous," she whispered, her voice trembling slightly, and for once she did not resent the nerves that bubbled to the surface. His breath was hot as it danced across her shoulder, his lips leaving tingles in their wake.
“We don’t have to do anything you aren’t ready for.” He kissed her again, long and deep, catching her bottom lip between his teeth and pulling softly, his teeth gently worrying at her flesh. “I’m happy just to kiss you until your ladies send a search party.”
With a laugh, Allana melted into his touch, her body responding with a sense of ease, the nerves dissipating like smoke through a sieve. She couldn't resist playfully tugging at his silver locks, pulling him to meet her gaze. 
He was a sight to behold. To Allana, he was the most beautiful man in the realm. Though the dark circles gave him years beyond his own, his lilac eyes still held a mischievous glint, a reminder of the boy he once was.
"Am I mistaken, or is Aegon Targaryen attempting to portray himself as a chaste gentleman?" She pretended to swoon, placing her hand over her heart in mock disbelief. His own hands gripped her hip and pulled her against him, so close that she could feel the unmistakable hardness of his length against her thigh.
“You said yourself, the maids talk.” He twisted a scarlet curl between his fingers, his nose playfully bumping against hers. Then, his tone serious, he whispered, “I don’t want to ruin you.”
“I would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you,” Allana said, catching his gaze in earnest, brushing the tip of her nose against his. “In truth, you ruined me for anyone else a long time ago.”
Aegon kissed her then, their mouths colliding with little finesse in a passionate tangle of tongues and teeth, and he effortlessly guided her backward toward the bed. He pressed her against the soft sheets, his arms creating a protective cage around her head, and he kissed her again. She felt like she was floating, lightning dancing across her skin as if to chase after his touch before settling in her core. She whimpered, her lips pressed to his, and arched her hips to meet him. 
Without breaking their kiss, Aegon gently pulled at her skirts, exposing her soft, creamy thighs, and laid his body against hers. With a determined pull, he unraveled the laces of her bodice, freeing her from her corset and revealing the delicate fabric of her chemise hiding the supple skin beneath. Hooking a leg over his hip, he pressed himself against her, his hands gliding over her body, squeezing gently as he went. His mouth was hot and wet, sucking bruises into the skin of her collarbone, trailing down, down, and stopping at the swell of her breast. 
He looked up at her, pupils blown black with lust. “Tell me what you would have me do, Allana.” Closing the distance between them without waiting for an answer, he pressed his lips to hers once more, his hand reaching up to brush her hair from her forehead as he gazed down at her.
“Worship me,” she whispered, barely able to speak around the emotion and the magnitude of the moment, her heart fluttering, a bird trapped beneath her ribs. “Until I tell you to stop.”
The grin that pulled at his face was feral. “Gladly.”
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lady-morrigen · 5 months ago
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the way that i don’t deserve the level of devotion you continuously show me, but i’m grateful for it nonetheless
this is the most special and beautiful thing i’ve ever received and it is now my most cherished “possession”
you put your whole heart and soul into it and it shows
thank you so much for loving Allana and your constant support
i wouldn’t be able to do any of this without you
you are my soul oat forever & i wolf you 💕
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In a world of political ambition and forbidden love, Allana Tyrell is sent to King’s Landing with hopes that she will catch the eye of Prince Aemond and further strengthen the alliance between House Tyrell and the Hightowers of Old Town. While secure in her position as one of Princess Helaena’s ladies, Allana finds herself drawn to the Targaryen prince. The wrong one. -- Bound by Briar, Ignited by Flame
A lil gift for my platonic life partner @lady-morrigen and her incredible oc Allana Tyrell, who owns me body and soul and deserves to have her story told. I'm obsessed with you both and with this love story.
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lady-morrigen · 8 months ago
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i know you didn't reblog this prompt list, but i'm sending it anyway because this just screams allaegon to me
❝ i’ve been fighting far longer than you. ❞ & ❝ the more people you love, the weaker you are. ❞
i... you... you really got me to come out of retirement for this! here's a little blurb (1200 words) for my favorite couple in all of Westeros. please be nice, i'm rusty
your support of Allana means the world to me. thank you for all that you do. i love you 🖤
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“No, Allana, you don’t understand. There is no winning here. I’ve been fighting far longer than you. I must do my duty.” 
King Aegon paced, back and forth, from his grand bed to the fireplace. He ran a hand through his disheveled, silver hair, turning her with exasperation. She leaned against the bedpost, her arms crossed over her chest, her fingers twisting in a lock of wine-red hair, and raised a brow.
“Poor little princeling. It must have been so hard for you to grow up here,” Allana gestured vaguely around the room. “Surrounded by people who loved you, supported you, who understood you. To have your siblings…” It may have been a stretching of the truth, for she knew that Alicent had never understood him, nor had Otto. But his siblings, they had at least tried. 
If Aegon understood the weight of those words, it did not register on his face. He continued pacing. A white silk shirt lay haphazardly across his broad shoulders, his doublet cast aside and forgotten, the untied neck exposing a swath of his chest, glistening with sweat. 
“You think any of these people actually love me? I am a pawn, a means to an end. Nothing more.”
His voice was louder now. Allana knew it to be from the wine, but she couldn’t help a slight wince. He would never hurt her, of that she was sure, but the memories of her father’s rage were hard to forget completely.
“Oh Aegon, don’t be such a child.” She ignored his wince at this, refusing to go easy on him, not now. “Helaena adores you. Aemond, he just… isn’t good at expressing his feelings. He loves you in his own way.”
It was true. Helaena loved her family unconditionally. There was no arguing that she was the best of them. She was tender, and delicate, and incredibly passionate. She gave her love freely and without stipulation, from her family to a stranger. Aemond, however, kept his feelings close to the vest. He hardly knew how to make sense of the tangle of emotions in his brain, much less how to articulate them. Yet he would be the first to mount up and fly off in a rage to avenge a perceived slight to anyone he held dear.
“Aemond resents me, because he knows that he deserves the crown, but he’s a second son forced to watch his idiot brother fuck everything up,” he scoffed. “Helaena doesn’t know me. Not really. She wouldn’t be able to handle it.” 
She rolled her eyes. “Which part? The constant drunkenness or the alleged horde of bastards fathered in the beds of  every brothel in Flea Bottom? Helaena knows far more than you’d imagine, and she loves you despite it all.” 
“I-  how did you- That’s not true!” His face blanched, the color gathering in the fists clenched tightly by his sides. Allana wielded knowledge like a knife, always holding on to it until the very moment she knew that the blow would be lethal.
“Oh isn’t it? You’re the king, Aegon. All you need do is wish for a woman in your bed and you shall have it. If you need someone to clean your ass, simply snap your fingers. But if it’s secrecy you’re looking for, my lord, not even you can buy that. The servants will always talk.” 
“There’s no proof…” 
She had always known things, absorbing the whispers and gossip like a sponge, and knowing when to observe and interpret things left unsaid. When she wasn’t using the Tyrell charm to her benefit, Allana was quiet, yet attentive, a chest of knowledge tucked away in case of emergency. 
“You’re right, there isn’t. Though I think a sudden increase in silver-haired babes might have tipped a few people off.”
He deflated at that, the bravado of his anger leaving him. “What am I going to do?”
He had stopped pacing, landing in front of the fireplace, gazing at the flames as if the answer could be found within them. Allana almost felt bad for him. Aegon never asked for the responsibility that rested on his shoulders. When his father died, he had snuck away with the intention of catching a ship to one of the free cities before the news had even left the keep. He was willing to give it all up, to let Aemond rule, yet duty reigned supreme. 
“You’re going to stop feeling sorry for yourself, for one. Despite what you say, I know we can fight this. They won’t win this time.”Allana pushed off of the bedpost, crossing the room to stand beside him, her hand on his shoulder in an attempt to ground him. He was warm beneath her fingers, warm and familiar.
“There’s too much at risk, Allana! I am the king! The king does not show weakness.” He straightened, pushing past her to slump on the edge of the bed, his head in his hands.
“And what weakness would that be? There isn’t a single person in Westeros that would dare challenge a Targaryen. Not a single person in Essos or the Great Grass Sea. The only one brave enough to do so is your own blood.”
“Love,” he choked; the sound hoarse, as if it pained him. “The more people you love, the weaker you are. You wouldn’t understand.”
“Wouldn’t I? You don’t know all that I lost to be here, to do my duty.” She clasped her hands in front of her, so tightly that her knuckles turned white. She made no effort to stop the tears as they fell, hot against her skin. “I loved my brother endlessly and his death cleaved my heart in two. Then Rowan left without even a letter to soothe my pain and I swore that I would never allow myself to love again. I loved my parents, Aegon. Despite everything they’ve done, I still do. Yet they sent me here to grieve alone, a scared girl in a strange place who needed comfort and found none. I’ll never forgive them for that.”
Aegon looked at her then, an expression on his face that she could not place, not unlike one of fear. Fear that she may not love him as she claimed. She crossed the room, standing in front of him, her delicate hands cradling his face as she continued, tilting his face up toward hers so that he may see the honesty in her eyes.
“Love has brought me nothing but pain, again and again, heartbreak after heartbreak, and I’m afraid that my heart will not be able to bear another.” She stood taller now, letting go of him, her chin lifting defiantly. “But I risked it all, Your Grace. I risked my reputation, my safety, and my heart… for you.”
His arms circled her waist, pulling her tight and resting his head against the smooth fabric that covered her stomach. Instinctively, her hand tangled in the shaggy silver hair atop his head, the other stroking soothingly over his back. She held him tight, her tempestuous king, clinging to him, ivy to a mouldering wall.
“I will make this right,” he breathed. “I will find a way. For you.”
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lady-morrigen · 4 months ago
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I gotta know 👀
Bound by Briar, Ignited by Flame
hi, mags! 💕
i’m going to be taking some time away while i work on myself and some personal things, but i wanted to get to this before i did that.
Briar & Flame is an idea for a story of Aegon II Targaryen & and an OFC I created for him, Allana Tyrell.
more details can be found here:
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lady-morrigen · 1 year ago
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mini moodboard challenge
thank you for the tag @acrossthesestars - i love it sm 🖤
throw together four pictures that best encapsulate the vibes of your fave/most recent fic/idea/brain worm. here’s mine:
super secret oc allana tyrell x aegon ii targaryen project
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got me on my knees, you’re my obsession. i don’t even know you by your name. let me spill my secrets like confession. body like an angel, let me pray.
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lady-morrigen · 1 year ago
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A wee challenge! Make a four pic mood board for one of your oc's/fics and give us a short summary 🖤
ok so i can't choose - they're all my babies! so uh... have them all lol (also i literally threw these together and should not be considered a reflection of my ability to make moodboards lmao)
starting with Allaegon, we have Aegon Targaryen x Allana Tyrell. Allana is sent to KL as Queen Alicent's ward as a favor to her parents. She befriends the Targ kids, as they're close to her in age. she and Aegon unwittingly fall in love, but a freak accident robs her of her memories and they have to navigate a rocky path to rediscovering their connection.
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Fenndry are my sweet babies, Gendry Baratheon and Fenna Smallwood. on the run to save his life, Gendry stumbles upon Fenna during the journey to Winterfell. they fall into a whirlwind romance and Fenna must choose if she is to remain the obedient daughter or run off with the King's bastard.
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and, probably my favorite, Starlie! I don't even have a complete story for them yet, but i am so so in love with Steve Harrington and Charlie Myers. i cannot wait to see what these crazy kids get into!
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tysm, ily 🖤
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lady-morrigen · 1 year ago
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Allana Tyrell
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The Thorny Maiden
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lady-morrigen · 1 year ago
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Share 10 facts about the OC you're currently most excited about
10 facts about my sweet Allana 💕
She loves flowers, botanical gardens, nature... anything lush and green
She had an older brother, Lorent, who was her best friend.
She's a Taurus
Her favorite color is green
She's an "I can fix him" kinda girlie, obviously
She's highborn, from House Tyrell
She avoids growing close/forming attachments because she's afraid of abandonment
However, she makes friends very easily
After Laurent, Helaena becomes her closest friend and ally
bisexual QUEEN 👑
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lady-morrigen · 6 months ago
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create your OCs
rules: use this picrew and show off your ocs
thanks for the tag, @noeverse! 🌸 i started a new post for dash viewing purposes.
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Lyra Celtigar from [insert name of Cregan Stark x OFC fic here]
Allana Tyrell from Bound by Briar, Ignited by Flame (Aegon II Targaryen x OFC)
no pressure tags: @arrthurpendragon, @katsu28, @ladylannisterxo, @officialaemondtargaryen, any anyone who wants to join!
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lady-morrigen · 4 months ago
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current ocs
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house of the dragon
allana tyrell || bound by fire, ignited by flame || x aegon ii targaryen
lyra celtigar || tbd || x cregan stark
victaria cuy || (just say the word and) i'll be home || x gwayne hightower
game of thrones
fenna smallwood || heir of steel & stone || x gendry rivers baratheon
stranger things
charlie myers || tbd || x steve harrington
baldur's gate 3
mara stormwhisper || tempest domain cleric of selune || x shadowheart
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lady-morrigen · 1 year ago
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call me mare. 30. she/they. queer. libra. package deal with @vampire-exgirlfriend. currently listening to:
let’s chat! 💕
dividers by @saradika-graphics
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no y/n. oc & x reader creator.
current ocs
most recent fic: (just say the word and) i'll be home [gwayne hightower x oc victaria cuy]
in development: bound by briar, ignited by flame [aegon ii targaryen x oc allana tyrell]
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lady-morrigen · 3 years ago
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allaegon prompts [aegon ii targaryen x oc allana tyrell]
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two queens (in a king sized bed) - a gift for @corrabell
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Be Kind, Rewind
Dancing in the Dark (nsfw) - Steve Harrington x femreader x Eddie Munson collab with @vampire-exgirlfriend
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Daylily
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Making the first move headcanon
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Right Now You're Mine (nsfw)
The Hollow House - dark prompt fic for @liz-allyn’s 900 follower celebration
As Natural as Breathing (nsfw) - a DDD gift for @mortwig 💙
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vampire-exgirlfriend · 5 months ago
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In a world of political ambition and forbidden love, Allana Tyrell is sent to King’s Landing with hopes that she will catch the eye of Prince Aemond and further strengthen the alliance between House Tyrell and the Hightowers of Old Town. While secure in her position as one of Princess Helaena’s ladies, Allana finds herself drawn to the Targaryen prince. The wrong one. -- Bound by Briar, Ignited by Flame
A lil gift for my platonic life partner @lady-morrigen and her incredible oc Allana Tyrell, who owns me body and soul and deserves to have her story told. I'm obsessed with you both and with this love story.
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vampire-exgirlfriend · 1 year ago
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Me, crying @ you because I need them like I need air. If I don't get this story I will DIE. Give me Allana and Aegon right now 😭
mini moodboard challenge
thank you for the tag @acrossthesestars - i love it sm 🖤
throw together four pictures that best encapsulate the vibes of your fave/most recent fic/idea/brain worm. here’s mine:
super secret oc allana tyrell x aegon ii targaryen project
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got me on my knees, you’re my obsession. i don’t even know you by your name. let me spill my secrets like confession. body like an angel, let me pray.
movements
🏷️: @emilykaldwen, @withahappyrefrain, @dragonsbone, @vulpinespectacle, @songsonacliffside, @arrthurpendragon, and literally anyone & please tag me so i can see them!
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vampire-exgirlfriend · 8 months ago
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This was so sensual and the mood was just sooo yummy and fraught with tension and emotion. Ugh yes I have been fed
more allaegon prompts, because i'm insatiable
❛ i would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you. ❜ & ❛ worship me. until i tell you to stop. ❜
laskjdhflkjasdf thank you for loving them with such ferocity 🥺
and thank you for turning this into something worthy of sharing (and the banner)
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RATING: M (fade to black sexual themes)
Allana's fingers trembled, struggling to undo the tightly knotted laces that held the bust of her dress in place. Though she tried to slow it, her breath came in sharp pants, her ribs expanding and contracting painfully beneath the whalebone that bit at her sides. Her exhale was shaky, exasperated, and she fisted her hands in frustration.
Aegon stepped forward, as if the shadows themselves melted around him, parting for him, his voice low with desire as he watched her struggle. "Here, let me take care of that."
His fingertips were rough against the silk as he effortlessly untangled the knot, letting the strings dangle as he met her gaze. She was overwhelmed by his closeness, by the way the candlelight danced over his soft features, the faintest hint of honeyed wine on his breath enticing her, her knees threatening to give out. His touch was surprisingly delicate as he traced his knuckles along her cheek, placing a lingering kiss to the corner of her lips. As he trailed from her mouth to her neck, a soft sigh escaped her, and her eyes drifted shut. She tangled a shaky hand in his hair, anchoring herself in the moment. 
"I suppose I'm a bit nervous," she whispered, her voice trembling slightly, and for once she did not resent the nerves that bubbled to the surface. His breath was hot as it danced across her shoulder, his lips leaving tingles in their wake.
“We don’t have to do anything you aren’t ready for.” He kissed her again, long and deep, catching her bottom lip between his teeth and pulling softly, his teeth gently worrying at her flesh. “I’m happy just to kiss you until your ladies send a search party.”
With a laugh, Allana melted into his touch, her body responding with a sense of ease, the nerves dissipating like smoke through a sieve. She couldn't resist playfully tugging at his silver locks, pulling him to meet her gaze. 
He was a sight to behold. To Allana, he was the most beautiful man in the realm. Though the dark circles gave him years beyond his own, his lilac eyes still held a mischievous glint, a reminder of the boy he once was.
"Am I mistaken, or is Aegon Targaryen attempting to portray himself as a chaste gentleman?" She pretended to swoon, placing her hand over her heart in mock disbelief. His own hands gripped her hip and pulled her against him, so close that she could feel the unmistakable hardness of his length against her thigh.
“You said yourself, the maids talk.” He twisted a scarlet curl between his fingers, his nose playfully bumping against hers. Then, his tone serious, he whispered, “I don’t want to ruin you.”
“I would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you,” Allana said, catching his gaze in earnest, brushing the tip of her nose against his. “In truth, you ruined me for anyone else a long time ago.”
Aegon kissed her then, their mouths colliding with little finesse in a passionate tangle of tongues and teeth, and he effortlessly guided her backward toward the bed. He pressed her against the soft sheets, his arms creating a protective cage around her head, and he kissed her again. She felt like she was floating, lightning dancing across her skin as if to chase after his touch before settling in her core. She whimpered, her lips pressed to his, and arched her hips to meet him. 
Without breaking their kiss, Aegon gently pulled at her skirts, exposing her soft, creamy thighs, and laid his body against hers. With a determined pull, he unraveled the laces of her bodice, freeing her from her corset and revealing the delicate fabric of her chemise hiding the supple skin beneath. Hooking a leg over his hip, he pressed himself against her, his hands gliding over her body, squeezing gently as he went. His mouth was hot and wet, sucking bruises into the skin of her collarbone, trailing down, down, and stopping at the swell of her breast. 
He looked up at her, pupils blown black with lust. “Tell me what you would have me do, Allana.” Closing the distance between them without waiting for an answer, he pressed his lips to hers once more, his hand reaching up to brush her hair from her forehead as he gazed down at her.
“Worship me,” she whispered, barely able to speak around the emotion and the magnitude of the moment, her heart fluttering, a bird trapped beneath her ribs. “Until I tell you to stop.”
The grin that pulled at his face was feral. “Gladly.”
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vampire-exgirlfriend · 8 months ago
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THE BITCH IS BACK!! and better than ever apparently. reading this was like watching a scene from a movie. i'm so fucking invested in the larger story surrounding this moment, i don't even have the words. it was so tense and then ended so tenderly and i have such a clear vision of who allana is and who aegon is around her and i just need to lay on the floor now. also if they don't kiss immediately i'm gonna be so mad.
i'm obsessed with you.
i know you didn't reblog this prompt list, but i'm sending it anyway because this just screams allaegon to me
❝ i’ve been fighting far longer than you. ❞ & ❝ the more people you love, the weaker you are. ❞
i... you... you really got me to come out of retirement for this! here's a little blurb (1200 words) for my favorite couple in all of Westeros. please be nice, i'm rusty
your support of Allana means the world to me. thank you for all that you do. i love you 🖤
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(banner by the ever talented @acrossthesestars)
“No, Allana, you don’t understand. There is no winning here. I’ve been fighting far longer than you. I must do my duty.” 
King Aegon paced, back and forth, from his grand bed to the fireplace. He ran a hand through his disheveled, silver hair, turning her with exasperation. She leaned against the bedpost, her arms crossed over her chest, her fingers twisting in a lock of wine-red hair, and raised a brow.
“Poor little princeling. It must have been so hard for you to grow up here,” Allana gestured vaguely around the room. “Surrounded by people who loved you, supported you, who understood you. To have your siblings…” It may have been a stretching of the truth, for she knew that Alicent had never understood him, nor had Otto. But his siblings, they had at least tried. 
If Aegon understood the weight of those words, it did not register on his face. He continued pacing. A white silk shirt lay haphazardly across his broad shoulders, his doublet cast aside and forgotten, the untied neck exposing a swath of his chest, glistening with sweat. 
“You think any of these people actually love me? I am a pawn, a means to an end. Nothing more.”
His voice was louder now. Allana knew it to be from the wine, but she couldn’t help a slight wince. He would never hurt her, of that she was sure, but the memories of her father’s rage were hard to forget completely.
“Oh Aegon, don’t be such a child.” She ignored his wince at this, refusing to go easy on him, not now. “Helaena adores you. Aemond, he just… isn’t good at expressing his feelings. He loves you in his own way.”
It was true. Helaena loved her family unconditionally. There was no arguing that she was the best of them. She was tender, and delicate, and incredibly passionate. She gave her love freely and without stipulation, from her family to a stranger. Aemond, however, kept his feelings close to the vest. He hardly knew how to make sense of the tangle of emotions in his brain, much less how to articulate them. Yet he would be the first to mount up and fly off in a rage to avenge a perceived slight to anyone he held dear.
“Aemond resents me, because he knows that he deserves the crown, but he’s a second son forced to watch his idiot brother fuck everything up,” he scoffed. “Helaena doesn’t know me. Not really. She wouldn’t be able to handle it.” 
She rolled her eyes. “Which part? The constant drunkenness or the alleged horde of bastards fathered in the beds of  every brothel in Flea Bottom? Helaena knows far more than you’d imagine, and she loves you despite it all.” 
“I-  how did you- That’s not true!” His face blanched, the color gathering in the fists clenched tightly by his sides. Allana wielded knowledge like a knife, always holding on to it until the very moment she knew that the blow would be lethal.
“Oh isn’t it? You’re the king, Aegon. All you need do is wish for a woman in your bed and you shall have it. If you need someone to clean your ass, simply snap your fingers. But if it’s secrecy you’re looking for, my lord, not even you can buy that. The servants will always talk.” 
“There’s no proof…” 
She had always known things, absorbing the whispers and gossip like a sponge, and knowing when to observe and interpret things left unsaid. When she wasn’t using the Tyrell charm to her benefit, Allana was quiet, yet attentive, a chest of knowledge tucked away in case of emergency. 
“You’re right, there isn’t. Though I think a sudden increase in silver-haired babes might have tipped a few people off.”
He deflated at that, the bravado of his anger leaving him. “What am I going to do?”
He had stopped pacing, landing in front of the fireplace, gazing at the flames as if the answer could be found within them. Allana almost felt bad for him. Aegon never asked for the responsibility that rested on his shoulders. When his father died, he had snuck away with the intention of catching a ship to one of the free cities before the news had even left the keep. He was willing to give it all up, to let Aemond rule, yet duty reigned supreme. 
“You’re going to stop feeling sorry for yourself, for one. Despite what you say, I know we can fight this. They won’t win this time.”Allana pushed off of the bedpost, crossing the room to stand beside him, her hand on his shoulder in an attempt to ground him. He was warm beneath her fingers, warm and familiar.
“There’s too much at risk, Allana! I am the king! The king does not show weakness.” He straightened, pushing past her to slump on the edge of the bed, his head in his hands.
“And what weakness would that be? There isn’t a single person in Westeros that would dare challenge a Targaryen. Not a single person in Essos or the Great Grass Sea. The only one brave enough to do so is your own blood.”
“Love,” he choked; the sound hoarse, as if it pained him. “The more people you love, the weaker you are. You wouldn’t understand.”
“Wouldn’t I? You don’t know all that I lost to be here, to do my duty.” She clasped her hands in front of her, so tightly that her knuckles turned white. She made no effort to stop the tears as they fell, hot against her skin. “I loved my brother endlessly and his death cleaved my heart in two. Then Rowan left without even a letter to soothe my pain and I swore that I would never allow myself to love again. I loved my parents, Aegon. Despite everything they’ve done, I still do. Yet they sent me here to grieve alone, a scared girl in a strange place who needed comfort and found none. I’ll never forgive them for that.”
Aegon looked at her then, an expression on his face that she could not place, not unlike one of fear. Fear that she may not love him as she claimed. She crossed the room, standing in front of him, her delicate hands cradling his face as she continued, tilting his face up toward hers so that he may see the honesty in her eyes.
“Love has brought me nothing but pain, again and again, heartbreak after heartbreak, and I’m afraid that my heart will not be able to bear another.” She stood taller now, letting go of him, her chin lifting defiantly. “But I risked it all, Your Grace. I risked my reputation, my safety, and my heart… for you.”
His arms circled her waist, pulling her tight and resting his head against the smooth fabric that covered her stomach. Instinctively, her hand tangled in the shaggy silver hair atop his head, the other stroking soothingly over his back. She held him tight, her tempestuous king, clinging to him, ivy to a mouldering wall.
“I will make this right,” he breathed. “I will find a way. For you.”
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