#admin: chan has not spoken so much ever. i am surprised he even has half these words in his vocab

[clubwnderland]

💭 if you're not trying to impress anyone, what exactly is the purpose of this spectacle, chan? what motivates you to engage in such a display? it's clear you want a reaction but sorry to say, i find this rather unamusing. if there's truly no fear, then why squander your time on someone like me? you speak of my lack of knowledge but you forget that knowledge is power. i know everything about you while you know nothing about me. your arrogance only makes you appear more pathetic with every word you utter from that ignorant mouth of yours. there's a stark difference between confidence and arrogance and i hope you realize the perilous path you're treading.

i don't covet your position, not in the slightest. what you fail to grasp is that i want her happiness above all else. the irony of no one being good enough for her is that it also includes you. how are you any different? it seems you're the one holding her back. you claim to encourage her desires but what enjoyment do you derive each time her heart is broken? is it satisfying to know that she'll come to you, seeking comfort after every disappointment? it's not a faceless and nameless stalker with an obsession over her that falls into the category of 'ain't shit’. no, instead, it's the one who enjoys seeing her heartache, claiming to be the protector but chaining her to a cycle of despair.

you can call me a stalker or whatever you please but i'm here to protect and cherish her, not to engage in futile competitions with you. in fact, I urge you to pay closer attention to your ‘doll’. she's already yearning for my presence and that, to me, speaks volumes. as for immortality, it is not a badge of honor. it's a curse that i wouldn't wish upon anyone. the agony of witnessing loved ones slip away while you remain trapped in a timeless existence is a torment one could never truly fathom. i’ve already lived in a hell you could never imagine. i pity you, chan, for your existence must be a lonely one.

Blah, blah, blah, so much talk for someone who can't actually show their face. There isn't any purpose to this, you're right. I simply am protecting her from falling victim to someone who will only disappoint - you all do. No matter what you claim, you'll only disappoint and hurt her - everyone claims the same shit, how they wouldn't do that and yet, time and time again, they do. You say you're different, you want to act like you are but I don't see it. I don't need to know everything or anything about you, mate, you don't know me - you can claim whatever you like about it but you don't but you think you do. You think you know everything about me but if you did then you would know better than to speak the fucking words that you are saying.

You're threatened, I get it. I've been here for years while you are barely a babe in your existence in her life regardless of what you like to say - she only started to know of your existence a few days ago. She'll know me until her final breath because I'll be there making sure she goes to where she deserves.

See now, here is where you cross a line. This is where you are so wrong, it must hurt. You speak as if I think I'm good enough - mate, why do you think I kept her pure? Why do you think I never touched her when I knew how sweet she would have been? Because I knew she deserves better than me, I'm not good enough for her and I never said I was but that also means I know when someone doesn't deserve her and you're on that list regardless of what you like to claim. You haven't proven your worth, just because you think she longs for you or whatever twisted thought you have in your head, doesn't mean you are worthy. You think I like when she's heart broken? You think I like having her in my arms fucking crying? Ha, see how wrong you are. I detest it and if she allowed me to - I would break the legs of those who dared to make her feel such pain. Did you know that? How much I respect her to not harm those she loved when they deserved it more than anything? Nah, you didn't because you think I chain her up and keep her in this cycle when she wouldn't fucking be hurt if she listened. The faceless, nameless, obsessive stalker also thinks he knows it all - what a joke.

Again, no competition, mate. You can do what you want, I couldn't care less because I'm secure enough to know that at the end of every day - I am and always will be there. Oh fuck sakes, you really doing that 'oh being immortal is a curse' bullshit, come off it - talking like everyone views it as such. I know people who are thankful for their immortality, I sure as hell am, your problem is that you're weak. A Hell I could never imagine, goes to show you don't know what you're talking about again.

You pity me? You think my existence is a lonely one? Man, how does it feel to be so wrong about someone that you sound like an idiot?