#admin madi

[the-golden-comet]

Hello, lovelies! 💫

If you’ve recently tagged me in games, thank you so much and I appreciate you! 💛✨

Feel free to keep tagging me, but it may be a while until I get to them because my work just gave me a massive promotion and payraise (more admin stuff) and now my workload is doubled. Double the meetings, double the training, double the fun. ✨

Going to alert my taglist so y’all’re in the loop. You have all been such a massive help in my motivation and support, and I can’t thank you enough 💫✨

✨👇Tag list below the line. DM me if you’d like to be added 👇✨

Tag List for writing tidbits (lmk if you want + or -)

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[detstrahm]

ooc / admin post, plz read! :

i would like to apologize in advance if i don't answer your asks. i haven't been the best mentally and while this account is a lot of fun, it can be draining with the mental place i'm in rn. i'll try and get motivation to post more, but for now it might not be a lot. sorry again <3

-madi !

[gilmoregirl]

hi,

i want to state the last week has been incredibly hard for so many, not only because of the gossip, accusations, and losing a place of comfort that caused a lot of confusion, angst, and anger, but also because some of us have been juggling it alongside difficult moments in real life as well - a time in which we could have used community the most. writing this out is mostly for those who are not comfortable reaching out to ask what happened, to be informative, and as a way for us to put the past firmly behind us and find a healing and joyful place to land in our future.

for those who weren't there from the beginning, let's make a few things clear. madi created brittle heart all on her own - from the site itself, the codes she'd made previously, to the discord. it was her solo build, which was never questioned. a few of us (myself and bertie) joined the site as members from the very first day. it grew quickly, and madi had included in the rules to reach out if you were interested in staffing at all. i was the first added to staff four days after it opened, and shortly after we added on athena and mads - a choice i'd made alongside madi as she asked for my input. prior to brittle heart, i'd had no idea who madi was, had been, or the sites she'd made in the past. i knew she'd returned from a year-long hiatus, but was incredibly excited for the future of bh. she urged all of us from day one - even when it was just the two of us - to make our own stamp on bh, add what we wanted, to help improve on what she'd already started. most of the things added in were majority member suggestions, and a few skin edits and discord updates that we thought would help the member base. a few weeks later, bertie and robin were added in at madi's suggestion - while we were a well oiled machine as a team of four, two more admins would allow for some of us to take absences without the growing member base needing to suffer. staffing was smooth, outside of a few intense member related issues that we made sure everyone had a voice in to respond as a team. it was so easy until it wasn’t. 

things began to take a turn during the week that the march madness event had been posted, on march 1st. from the moment i woke up on saturday, until the moment i went to bed late sunday night, my anxiety was at an all time high. there had been a misunderstanding from madi that myself and another admin had been arguing in the staff chat, when in fact we were just two passionate people who talk best by explaining every detail of our thought process, discussing what version of tallying points made the most amount of sense for the event via google sheet. madi had woken up to it, and while i was still asleep, was telling people that they had a "tone" because she'd misunderstood the conversation, a word that she'd been using on a more frequent basis. reading back it was confusing, and felt pointed at one person in particular, but we tried our best to shake it off and push forward. a bit later, a new channel appeared in the staff section labeled "staff issues", with a detailed message about how frustrated madi felt. it directly spoke about how bh had moved so far from the original vision, her original vision, and she was upset with that, and the size of the staff team she'd added on. it was long, and i could tell it was something she needed to get off her chest. i was the first to respond with a long message of my own, showing a lot of love for every single member of the staff team, including madi, and what she'd created. i did offer that i was a little confused, because we often polled in the staff team about decisions, and she'd responded to most of them (if not all), so i was unsure which particular moment had felt like too much. another member of staff responded with a lengthy response of their own, pulling away a bit from the staff issues during a large chunk, and going after two other admins by name for a personal issue regarding a face claim that no one was aware was a problem - because they hadn't expressed it was. one of the people named responded directly to the issue, a little confused, and apologetic, but it quickly spiraled away as madi accused them of making it all about them, and within minutes it escalated to terms "gaslighting" "abusive" from madi, before she quickly stated she would just close down bh instead.

what had turned from a difference of opinion about things like rewards points, badges, how to set up the future social media of our fictional roleplay site had suddenly turned into opening triggering wounds for everyone involved, and how this was madi’s site, her vision, and we were all just players within it - something she had the power to end at any minute all on her own. it stung, and made us all feel used for the talents we'd shared - skinning, discord building, our intense activity and worldbuilding, as well as general upkeep and moderation of the site. things settled for a bit as madi left to collect herself, and we all sat in the mystery of how she'd feel when she returned. would we suddenly be kicked from the server? would the site show up offline? we didn't know. the pit in my stomach grew, because while i'd spent the better part of my day trying to be ultra positive - if someone said this, if they apologized like that, it would all get better - i suddenly started to realize how uncomfortable i was with the idea of staying after how quickly things had spiraled and the harsh language used. when she returned, madi apologized, but once again made it clear - anyone could leave, as this was her vision, and hers alone. she wanted to find a way to return the site back to that, and while she appreciated our help, she could handle it if we no longer wanted to continue.

imagine spending every day for over a month, building connections, large and expansive group plots, starting a new skin day one of becoming staff as directed, helping direct others to requests that weren't even your own, staying up half a night alone to build an event you were so excited for but never got to participate in, just to be told suddenly that it meant absolutely nothing to someone you thought you were building a real friendship with. after a full day - of which i spent the entirety of it online - i went to sleep knowing we'd likely be leaving bh. be it out of pure anxiety, fate, or whatever else, the four of us woke up at odd hours, and decided it would be better to remove our things and leave a message rather than do it during the messiness of the middle of the day. so we did. we left a goodbye message in the staff chat, outlining how much we loved bh and our time on it, but if we were truly not all equal partners (as it had been said by madi multiple times we were - and was now being rescinded on) we didn't feel comfortable continuing on. it felt like the choice was stay on bh, be silent, do as we were told, or go, she wouldn't care either way. we left a note to members because we'd truly cherished that community, but felt belittled and didn't know how to continue on after what had been said. according to madi the night prior, anyone could leave, and it wouldn't change a thing for bh. we didn't know that she'd immediately take our goodbye down, post a message about closing the site, only to post a poll about maybe keeping it open before disappearing and leaving it all to rest on mad’s shoulders.

after leaving, the four of us decided we wanted to build something new, something ours - that we could all share and make it a point to expand upon with new voices when the time came. as we were brainstorming, we were sent screenshots, dm's, and a lot of inquiring messages. at the time, we didn't know how to respond, we wanted to keep it light, and give bh a chance to succeed without tainting it with what we'd been through. while we couldn't stay, we didn't want to ruin everyone else's good time. mads messaged us all privately, asking if we wanted any plots removed, and we gave the details of which we were comfortable leaving to bh, and which we weren't - some of the characters and families on bh were created years prior, and belonged to their original owners who weren't comfortable with others continuing those plots. around noon on monday, madi sent me a message stating she was sorry and leaving the rpc - and offered us bh. she mentioned she was leaving quickly - within the hour - and it gave us a sense of urgency to act and respond. the four of us were uncomfortable to going back to bh as if nothing had happened, as all we could see was how it was now madi's vision, and hers alone, and even when we'd forgiven her for the harsh words used, there would always be a shadow of her in its wake - she'd built it, and that would never change. in her goodbye message to me, it felt clear she would not be posting a goodbye message or actively closing the site, and had even told us if we didn't feel comfortable returning to use it as a way to reconnect or offer new projects. we decided to go back to close it properly, and give the members we'd written alongside the closure after a rough and frankly exhausting weekend. we wanted to be clear that we adored you all to not waste another moment of your time. we went back knowing we were there to close it up - and never attempted to lead anyone on - but waited as this whole situation caught the one remaining staffer at the end of their workday, and wanted to ensure they were fully up to date on what was going on and approved the sentiment before we posted a goodbye.

i'm sure you're wondering why this is now being recounted, of which there are two main reasons. one is the amount of whispers and gossip that has gotten back to us, insinuating we were somehow the problem, how we gave people hope in the two hours we were back in the discord waiting for mads to return home so we could post the goodbye. telling others the reason it closed was over things like face claims, or other menial issues, or because we just wanted to start a new project. the other is because now a total of six people have come to us or realized their own past with madi. one was someone i've known for over a decade, and while we don't rp much together these days, we chat every now and again. they asked me about bh - and about madi- and if she was still pulling the same shit. they used specific phrases and words that madi had used against us, and let me know this happened to them too, on another site. in just a matter of days, so many people had shared an incredibly eerily similar experience - madi created something, was unhappy with the direction it was going after some time (usually within a one or two month mark), caused a commotion by using intense and directed language, and left others to pick up the pieces after she walked away. she's gone by multiple aliases - madi, myah, blair, and this behavior has spanned the better part of a decade, if not longer. pulling people in to be her closest of friends, making everyone feel as if they're on equal footing, before pushing them away and hoping for the best. if it hadn't been for the fact that many - and i mean many - people have come to us in the last week, i'd never speak publicly about this. 

i want the best for madi, i truly hope her tumblr goodbye message is right, and that she spends more time surrounding herself with loving family and friends, finding new joys and good fun. i hope she heals from the events of what happened. but i do not want it to be made out like i, or my close friends, were in the wrong here when we were merely the newest in a line of many that have been sucked in and then spit out at the expense of someone else's vision. no one owes anyone enough to stay in an environment where they are berated, put down, treated as lesser, or told that while their work is great they are not allowed to hold an opinion. this is a hobby, it's meant for light and fun, and joy, and that is frankly all that any of us want for ourselves and our futures. i’m sorry if the closing of bh was difficult for you, as it was incredibly hard for us to leave, but we did so because of the difficulties experienced.

i do not plan to discuss this again. if you would like to reach out, my discord dm's are open. for now, thank you to anyone who has read this, i'm going to enjoy less time being so chronically online, touch some grass, eat some snacks, focus on the writing that brings me joy with people that support and value one another, and show those closest to me some love. i sincerely suggest you all do the same. 

[m4ttthemunch]

are u n madi still tg

Technically me and her are still tg by admin her admin moved rps to @brooklynquesada

[grandprixgirlies]

admins’ big 3 as told by F1 drivers

madi:

jaye:

♎️ ♈️ ♒️ • ♐️ ♉️ ♓️

[sunskate]

Scott is the point person for which teams do u think? It’s strange that he is not cpom’s point person since they are the top team and he’s had them the longest. He seems to lots of their competitions

totally speculating, but my guess is Scott's the Patrice of IAMO and oversees the big picture and every team's overall on and off-ice plan. and that each team has a designated coach who's more in touch with their day to day plan and maybe stuff like their competition paperwork? the IAMO website for their staff looks like this:

we often think of Madi and Adrian as co-lead coaches, but he is still in charge. probably has a lot of admin responsibilities the others don’t

probably he's coaching everyone, but with 10+ teams, you'd need to delegate and also have some sort of overall view in order to make a schedule that works for each team’s plan

the youngest teams are with Cara Moir, i think. Madi has CPom. not sure about the others

[rpcburnbook]

big hugs and kudos to the ttm admins that caught madi/myah/most recently bree trying to infiltrate their new site under a different alias after the bullshit she put them through on brittle heart. i also have a past experience staffing with this person (in her myah era) and she's absolutely terrible and will hit you hard with the emotional manipulation and take in character drama to out of character levels. thank god i didn't unknowingly writing with this person (AGAIN) before she was caught.

~

[wilddwcrds]

Full Name: Madisyn Kennedy

Age & Birthday: 27 years old, September 16th

Species: Witch

Hometown: New York, New York

Current Residence: New York, New York

Occupation: Admin and Archives (Terrible at it)

DETAILS

PERSONALITY

Core Traits: Gregarious, Head-Strong, Selfish, Chaotic, Insecure, Upbeat, Fickle

HISTORY

Backstory:

Madisyn was born to Hugo and Charlotte, two witches that shouldn't have been together let alone have a child together.

Madi learned early on that the Kennedy side of her family were more prone to offering her praise and support than her father's side. Technically, she was born Madisyn Kennedy-Ranstrom but dropped the Ranstrom in her teens.

Though she stays relatively close to her Ranstrom side, Madi's relationship with her father is complicated. They spend time with one another but Madi always feels an unspoken truth that he's disappointed in her. Or maybe even ashamed.

With a host of wealth and connections at her fingertips, Madi has tried her hand at almost any and every job available to her. But she always grows bored or tired of hobbies and career choices and instead, lives her life through whims and impulses.

She works part time at the institute mainly with adhoc duties and admin, occasionally archiving but she's nearly always distracted.

CONNECTIONS

Potential Story Hooks: Madi just being Madi lol chaos, figuring out what she genuinely wants to do with her life. Things that bring her true happiness and not just distractions to her insecurities. Friendships that bring out the best in her, or even the worst. Anything lmao

[wingardiumfm]

we're so close to opening here at wingardiumfm but we'd love to have a couple of more apps ! so why don't you join in the fun ? admin madi has already posted about our bestiary , but we also just added more wanted connections ( we'd love to see the lestranges, the delacours, amos diggory & nott cousins ! ) as well, and of course our ever long list of canon characters ! personally i'd love to see the marauders all here, we just need peter pettigrew ! i'll be lurking on main for a couple of hours to answer any questions !

[donthangupthephone-ilytodeath]

12th of November '24.

random song of the day:

By Your Hand - Los Campesinos!

admin's choice:

Sex & Sadness - Madi Sipes & The Painted Blue

[madiifilipowicz]

MADI FILIPOWICZ

chris lover. stuffed animals. makeup. lipgloss. curled hair. summer. beach. skirts. tops. baggy pants. lana del rey. travis scott. billie eilish. dresses. purple. olivia rodrigo. picnic dates. nights. music. silver jewelry. perfume. mascara. physical touch. arcylic nails. rhode. stars. pinterest. rom-coms. coffee. nights in. cuddles. lover girl. nicknames. lace. mall. shopping. chocolate. vanilla. kisses. love letters. gifts. bunnies. bears. açaí bowls. fruits. ambivert. flowers. stargazing. nature. ocean. funny asf. my man.

@christophersturnn ‘s pretty girl ✧.*

@xxdemitrakalogerasx @gabriellegarciaa @christophersturnn @brooklynbirlem @alahnaaestrella

if you see #admin or 💙 it’s me

[detstrahm]

ooc / admit post !

hello strahm lovers.... i am madi, the owner/admin of this blog...

since this is getting SO MUCH MORE FANS THEN I EXPECTED,, i would like to share of my strahm headcanons!

in his college days, he would 'experiment' a lot with sexuality but once his parents found out they threatened to take him out of school because they "didn't pay for him to become gay."

he has multiple undiagnosed mental illnesses.

he's known lindsey since his first year of college so they know EVERYTHING about each other

he is basically lindsey's older brother at this point!

him and hoffman are literally 'once more to see you' by mitski. he is actually so in love with hoffman but ever since college when his parents threatened him he hasn't been able to really feel anything for men. it makes him so mad that he's in love with hoffman which is one of the MANY reasons he hates him.

HE LOVES STREET TACOS! LIKE A LOT!

he weirdly hates corn?

he's often see as too hard working so he doesn't have many friends in the force because of it.

he's a pretty chill guy to drink with!

he has a cat :3

[rpcpositivitea]

i am loving the site brittle heart rn. madi is doing such a great job at cultivating a really lovely community already, no mean feat for a solo admin

<3

[m4ttthemunch]

then what happened 😭😭😭😭

[maneohq]

any more wanted connections?

The connections currently on the page are all that we’ve received. However, if there are current members who have any wanted connections in mind, here’s your sign to send them in or let this lovely anon know in the replies!

[sunskate]

IAM seems sooooo crowded and I keep thinking one of the lesser known teams will take a chance and go to IAMO, but so far we haven’t seen it yet. And I’m a little surprised by that.

it's true, and they keep taking on new ones. so i guess that means they believe they can handle that many. it does seem like IAMO is pretty busy as well. Marie-France talked about how she and Patch built their school slowly from scratch but were happy to be able to accelerate the process for IAMO by lending their support and knowledge. maybe there's still a learning curve for a new school, and they have what they can handle at the moment?

i'd be curious to know more about how much work admin wise there is in running a high level skating school - there was that interview with Noah McMillan where he said Madi and Adrian came back early from a day trip to Toronto to do paperwork - maybe the coaches take care of that for the competitions they travel to? And Noah also said Scott's at the rink all the time. so what's he doing? there's scheduling, coordinating with IAM, with the feds (they have 5 now), with their facilities, financial stuff, travel stuff like visas, plus whatever work he has for individual skaters?