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vampemoqueen · 3 months ago

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Hi there! I'm Vampy and this is my Vampire: the Masquerade blog. I almost exclusively post and reblog VTM and WoD content, though occasionally I might reblog other content from Baldur's Gate 3, Dragon Age, Mass Effect, Fallout, and anything else in general. I'm a huge Bloodlines fan and a Sebastian LaCroix simp. I repost him often and I'm not ashamed of it. 😭😭😭💖I'm currently on the Night Road train again and will DEVOUR any tagged posts I see.

I'm an artist and a writer! You can check out my art in the tag here!: My Art and My Writing I'm open for commissions! Link here. I'm trying out a new platform called artistree which you can check out here.

You can check out my other socials here: Linktree Instagram Cara Bluesky NSFW Bluesky I'm the creator and admin of the WoD Art Discord server Gallery Noir! We run seasonal events like art exchanges, movie and game nights. The current event is the WoD Meet Cute! I run a Boston by Night game with my friends that I occasionally post about here: Boston by Night My list of Blorbos who show up in my work (after the break!)

Emily Boucher: OC tag

Clan: Ventrue Sect: Camarilla Embraced: 2003 Apparent Age: 27 History: The Ventrue Fledgling in my Bloodlines AU, was illegally embraced by a rival Ventrue ancilla before Prince LaCroix took his head. After being taken under his wing, she ended up in a heated and tenuous love affair with LaCroix before his own undoing caused him to lose everything. Years after the events of LA, she travels to Boston with her ghoul Mercurio in hopes of reclaiming her Ventrue lineage and clearing her name. Appears In: Featured in my Bloodlines fanfic on Ao3 What Lurks Beneath the Silvery Surface, Boston by Night Personal Note: My first blorbo! My most beloved and precious even though I put her through the most drama and pain.

------ Irene Dao: OC tag

Clan: Brujah Sect: Anarch/Independant Embraced: 2001 Apparent Age: 21

History: Originally from Mississippi, Irene Dao was a traveling con-artist and thief who was embraced by a disgruntled Brujah who needed an accomplice for his crimes. When said Brujah sire was executed for a crime that was bad enough for the local Camarilla, Irene was left on her alone, made to travel the country herself taking odd jobs along the way to survive. Infamous for being fun, loud, and being a little shit who stirs trouble wherever she goes. Currently in present day, she's traveling with a fellow roamer, a Ravnos named Madi, where they continue to do odd jobs to save up for their own goals. Irene's dream is to build a crime syndicate of her own where her people are treated right and they get to treat themselves to mischief and earning big cash. Personal Note: A roaming OC who I place in different games! Currently has an NPC role in Boston by Night

------ Noelle Pelletier: OC tag

Clan: Ghoul (Ventrue) Sect: Camarilla Bonded: 2022 Apparent Age: 25

History: Hailing from Marsaille, France, Noelle grew up to become an entrepreneurial woman with a taste for the expensive and illegal. This attracted the attention of a Ventrue from the French criminal underworld to recruit her as a ghoul. After a series of mishaps and rejections by her original regnant, Noelle leaves France alone, scared, and disgraced, but still has the support of the Camarilla who is always in need of capable ghouls. In current nights, Noelle is in search of a new regnant and land to conquer with the goal of eventually receiving the Embrace. Personal Note: Also roaming OC who I place in different games! Currently has an NPC role in Boston by Night ------ Lorelai Chen: OC tag

Clan: Tremere Sect: Camarilla Embraced: 1986 Apparent Age: 22

History: Born to in Northern Florida to Chinese immigrants, Lorelai was a promising medical student at the University of Florida in Gainsville when she accidentally woke up a sleeping Tremere elder that was sleeping in the school's morgue. The resulting chaos ended with her life taken and her embrace. Through the sire's connections in the Pyramid, she was recruited into the Chantry and made to study the Occult arts. But with her coming from a world of science and logic and not of the supernatural, she becomes a poor student who frequently draws on the ire of her sire and the other Tremere. Will poor Lorelai ever find true acceptance as the Kindred and witch she was meant to be? Personal Note: My current PC in @underpaid-paragon's VTM game titled Red Romance game set in 90s Florida!

------ Suzumi "Susan" Nakamura: OC tag

Clan: Lasombra Sect: Independent Embraced: 1970s Apparent Age: 30s

History: During the 70s, Susan was on a Japanese science vessel as a researcher when a sea-faring Lasombra elder woke up from its slumber to attack and devour the entire crew. As Susan laid dying from her injuries, she was able to wound the elder enough to release blood from its veins and force it to flee into the sea. Upon accidentally ingesting a few drops of the vitae, Susan is embraced and reborn as a night creature. Being the only survivor left on the ship, she abandoned it and set out into the world herself to learn about her new condition, her abilities, and the world of darkness on her own terms. Fun facts: Her feeding type is siren. She's a water-type Lasombra who hunts by swimming naked and luring nearby seafarers to bite them. She's a damn fast swimmer and can use obtenebration/oblivion to travel through the dark waves even faster. By the current year, she's been to all 7 continents including Antarctica and has found supernatural entities on all of them. She stays out of politics as much as possible and will make temporary alliances with anyone to learn about them and get supplies before bailing. She has a ghoul named Jiro, a former grad student, who helps her with all daytime activities and research. Personal Note: Is currently not in any games. Would love to play her or feature her in a story at some point though

------ Madhuri "Madi" Videkar: OC tag

Clan: Ravnos Sect: Independent Embraced: 1999 Apparent Age: 20

History: Born in Wisconsin to Indian parents, Madi struggled to get by after dropping out of school and landing dead end jobs. Her parents had her sent to India for an arranged marriage, only for her to escape with a ghoul and be embraced by a Ravnos elder along with him. Not long after, they traveled to Bangladesh where they encountered the death of their own antediluvian and the start of the Week of Nightmares. Madi was the only survivor from her group to endure the damaging effects and escape. Years later, she's back in the States working as a courier when she gets caught in between a grand master plan involving Julian Sim, the Second Inquisition, and the Eagle Prince Lettow. Personal Notes: My Courier player character in Night Road! Featured in my Night Road fic series here: https://archiveofourown.org/series/4679083 ------ Sylvia Chastain: OC tag

art by bella bergolts on insta and x

Clan: Lasombra Sect: Sabbat Embraced: 1820s Apparent Age: late 20s

History: A former prostitute from the streets of 19th century France, Sylvia was taken in by a Lasombra nun who sired her for her open disdain and secret cruelty towards her clients. She was rechristened into the Sabbat and forced to join a cloister of other Lasombra neonate nuns under her sire, the Mother Superior, and her oppressive rule. Under the cruel and restricting environment of the cloister, Sylvia suffered greatly under the structure of the Sabbat and the cloister's twisted brand of Catholicism. Years later after some scheming and plotting of her own, she was able to join forces with an outside pack to destroy her sire and the cloister-- and her former nun compatriots, to win back her freedom. She flees to Quebec, Canada where she now has a place in Montreal's Sabbat hierarchy with her own pack and dreams of claiming larger territory. Personal Notes:

In modern day she has two childer: a female warrior from Northern Africa named Anais and a former goth punk hacker from Toronto (a friend's PC named Joanna!). She sired them because they were originally picked for the embrace from the Banu Haqim and Nosferatu clans respectfully and she hates both of them enough to steal their childer.

Is a lesbian! The pain and struggle of performing mostly straight sex work as a human and then being embraced into the worst form of Catholicism you can think of was enough to radicalize her.

Plays a sire and villain role in Boston by Night

#vampemoqueen #get to know me and my blorbos!#pinned post

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gilmoregirl · 1 year ago

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hi,

i want to state the last week has been incredibly hard for so many, not only because of the gossip, accusations, and losing a place of comfort that caused a lot of confusion, angst, and anger, but also because some of us have been juggling it alongside difficult moments in real life as well - a time in which we could have used community the most. writing this out is mostly for those who are not comfortable reaching out to ask what happened, to be informative, and as a way for us to put the past firmly behind us and find a healing and joyful place to land in our future.

for those who weren't there from the beginning, let's make a few things clear. madi created brittle heart all on her own - from the site itself, the codes she'd made previously, to the discord. it was her solo build, which was never questioned. a few of us (myself and bertie) joined the site as members from the very first day. it grew quickly, and madi had included in the rules to reach out if you were interested in staffing at all. i was the first added to staff four days after it opened, and shortly after we added on athena and mads - a choice i'd made alongside madi as she asked for my input. prior to brittle heart, i'd had no idea who madi was, had been, or the sites she'd made in the past. i knew she'd returned from a year-long hiatus, but was incredibly excited for the future of bh. she urged all of us from day one - even when it was just the two of us - to make our own stamp on bh, add what we wanted, to help improve on what she'd already started. most of the things added in were majority member suggestions, and a few skin edits and discord updates that we thought would help the member base. a few weeks later, bertie and robin were added in at madi's suggestion - while we were a well oiled machine as a team of four, two more admins would allow for some of us to take absences without the growing member base needing to suffer. staffing was smooth, outside of a few intense member related issues that we made sure everyone had a voice in to respond as a team. it was so easy until it wasn’t.

things began to take a turn during the week that the march madness event had been posted, on march 1st. from the moment i woke up on saturday, until the moment i went to bed late sunday night, my anxiety was at an all time high. there had been a misunderstanding from madi that myself and another admin had been arguing in the staff chat, when in fact we were just two passionate people who talk best by explaining every detail of our thought process, discussing what version of tallying points made the most amount of sense for the event via google sheet. madi had woken up to it, and while i was still asleep, was telling people that they had a "tone" because she'd misunderstood the conversation, a word that she'd been using on a more frequent basis. reading back it was confusing, and felt pointed at one person in particular, but we tried our best to shake it off and push forward. a bit later, a new channel appeared in the staff section labeled "staff issues", with a detailed message about how frustrated madi felt. it directly spoke about how bh had moved so far from the original vision, her original vision, and she was upset with that, and the size of the staff team she'd added on. it was long, and i could tell it was something she needed to get off her chest. i was the first to respond with a long message of my own, showing a lot of love for every single member of the staff team, including madi, and what she'd created. i did offer that i was a little confused, because we often polled in the staff team about decisions, and she'd responded to most of them (if not all), so i was unsure which particular moment had felt like too much. another member of staff responded with a lengthy response of their own, pulling away a bit from the staff issues during a large chunk, and going after two other admins by name for a personal issue regarding a face claim that no one was aware was a problem - because they hadn't expressed it was. one of the people named responded directly to the issue, a little confused, and apologetic, but it quickly spiraled away as madi accused them of making it all about them, and within minutes it escalated to terms "gaslighting" "abusive" from madi, before she quickly stated she would just close down bh instead.

what had turned from a difference of opinion about things like rewards points, badges, how to set up the future social media of our fictional roleplay site had suddenly turned into opening triggering wounds for everyone involved, and how this was madi’s site, her vision, and we were all just players within it - something she had the power to end at any minute all on her own. it stung, and made us all feel used for the talents we'd shared - skinning, discord building, our intense activity and worldbuilding, as well as general upkeep and moderation of the site. things settled for a bit as madi left to collect herself, and we all sat in the mystery of how she'd feel when she returned. would we suddenly be kicked from the server? would the site show up offline? we didn't know. the pit in my stomach grew, because while i'd spent the better part of my day trying to be ultra positive - if someone said this, if they apologized like that, it would all get better - i suddenly started to realize how uncomfortable i was with the idea of staying after how quickly things had spiraled and the harsh language used. when she returned, madi apologized, but once again made it clear - anyone could leave, as this was her vision, and hers alone. she wanted to find a way to return the site back to that, and while she appreciated our help, she could handle it if we no longer wanted to continue.

imagine spending every day for over a month, building connections, large and expansive group plots, starting a new skin day one of becoming staff as directed, helping direct others to requests that weren't even your own, staying up half a night alone to build an event you were so excited for but never got to participate in, just to be told suddenly that it meant absolutely nothing to someone you thought you were building a real friendship with. after a full day - of which i spent the entirety of it online - i went to sleep knowing we'd likely be leaving bh. be it out of pure anxiety, fate, or whatever else, the four of us woke up at odd hours, and decided it would be better to remove our things and leave a message rather than do it during the messiness of the middle of the day. so we did. we left a goodbye message in the staff chat, outlining how much we loved bh and our time on it, but if we were truly not all equal partners (as it had been said by madi multiple times we were - and was now being rescinded on) we didn't feel comfortable continuing on. it felt like the choice was stay on bh, be silent, do as we were told, or go, she wouldn't care either way. we left a note to members because we'd truly cherished that community, but felt belittled and didn't know how to continue on after what had been said. according to madi the night prior, anyone could leave, and it wouldn't change a thing for bh. we didn't know that she'd immediately take our goodbye down, post a message about closing the site, only to post a poll about maybe keeping it open before disappearing and leaving it all to rest on mad’s shoulders.

after leaving, the four of us decided we wanted to build something new, something ours - that we could all share and make it a point to expand upon with new voices when the time came. as we were brainstorming, we were sent screenshots, dm's, and a lot of inquiring messages. at the time, we didn't know how to respond, we wanted to keep it light, and give bh a chance to succeed without tainting it with what we'd been through. while we couldn't stay, we didn't want to ruin everyone else's good time. mads messaged us all privately, asking if we wanted any plots removed, and we gave the details of which we were comfortable leaving to bh, and which we weren't - some of the characters and families on bh were created years prior, and belonged to their original owners who weren't comfortable with others continuing those plots. around noon on monday, madi sent me a message stating she was sorry and leaving the rpc - and offered us bh. she mentioned she was leaving quickly - within the hour - and it gave us a sense of urgency to act and respond. the four of us were uncomfortable to going back to bh as if nothing had happened, as all we could see was how it was now madi's vision, and hers alone, and even when we'd forgiven her for the harsh words used, there would always be a shadow of her in its wake - she'd built it, and that would never change. in her goodbye message to me, it felt clear she would not be posting a goodbye message or actively closing the site, and had even told us if we didn't feel comfortable returning to use it as a way to reconnect or offer new projects. we decided to go back to close it properly, and give the members we'd written alongside the closure after a rough and frankly exhausting weekend. we wanted to be clear that we adored you all to not waste another moment of your time. we went back knowing we were there to close it up - and never attempted to lead anyone on - but waited as this whole situation caught the one remaining staffer at the end of their workday, and wanted to ensure they were fully up to date on what was going on and approved the sentiment before we posted a goodbye.

i'm sure you're wondering why this is now being recounted, of which there are two main reasons. one is the amount of whispers and gossip that has gotten back to us, insinuating we were somehow the problem, how we gave people hope in the two hours we were back in the discord waiting for mads to return home so we could post the goodbye. telling others the reason it closed was over things like face claims, or other menial issues, or because we just wanted to start a new project. the other is because now a total of six people have come to us or realized their own past with madi. one was someone i've known for over a decade, and while we don't rp much together these days, we chat every now and again. they asked me about bh - and about madi- and if she was still pulling the same shit. they used specific phrases and words that madi had used against us, and let me know this happened to them too, on another site. in just a matter of days, so many people had shared an incredibly eerily similar experience - madi created something, was unhappy with the direction it was going after some time (usually within a one or two month mark), caused a commotion by using intense and directed language, and left others to pick up the pieces after she walked away. she's gone by multiple aliases - madi, myah, blair, and this behavior has spanned the better part of a decade, if not longer. pulling people in to be her closest of friends, making everyone feel as if they're on equal footing, before pushing them away and hoping for the best. if it hadn't been for the fact that many - and i mean many - people have come to us in the last week, i'd never speak publicly about this.

i want the best for madi, i truly hope her tumblr goodbye message is right, and that she spends more time surrounding herself with loving family and friends, finding new joys and good fun. i hope she heals from the events of what happened. but i do not want it to be made out like i, or my close friends, were in the wrong here when we were merely the newest in a line of many that have been sucked in and then spit out at the expense of someone else's vision. no one owes anyone enough to stay in an environment where they are berated, put down, treated as lesser, or told that while their work is great they are not allowed to hold an opinion. this is a hobby, it's meant for light and fun, and joy, and that is frankly all that any of us want for ourselves and our futures. i’m sorry if the closing of bh was difficult for you, as it was incredibly hard for us to leave, but we did so because of the difficulties experienced.

i do not plan to discuss this again. if you would like to reach out, my discord dm's are open. for now, thank you to anyone who has read this, i'm going to enjoy less time being so chronically online, touch some grass, eat some snacks, focus on the writing that brings me joy with people that support and value one another, and show those closest to me some love. i sincerely suggest you all do the same.

#rp things #brittle heart #washawayrp #truly am a wordy human

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m4ttthemunch · 3 months ago

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are u n madi still tg

Technically me and her are still tg by admin her admin moved rps to @brooklynquesada

#sturniolo triplets #matt sturniolo #influncerrp #sturniolo rp #influencerrp #brooklynquesada #rp couple

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grandprixgirlies · 2 years ago

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admins’ big 3 as told by F1 drivers

madi:

jaye:

♎️ ♈️ ♒️ • ♐️ ♉️ ♓️

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sunskate · 1 year ago

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Scott is the point person for which teams do u think? It’s strange that he is not cpom’s point person since they are the top team and he’s had them the longest. He seems to lots of their competitions

totally speculating, but my guess is Scott's the Patrice of IAMO and oversees the big picture and every team's overall on and off-ice plan. and that each team has a designated coach who's more in touch with their day to day plan and maybe stuff like their competition paperwork? the IAMO website for their staff looks like this:

we often think of Madi and Adrian as co-lead coaches, but he is still in charge. probably has a lot of admin responsibilities the others don’t

probably he's coaching everyone, but with 10+ teams, you'd need to delegate and also have some sort of overall view in order to make a schedule that works for each team’s plan

the youngest teams are with Cara Moir, i think. Madi has CPom. not sure about the others

#haven't seen carol moir ever at a competition with these teams?#not since before iamo was iamo

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rpcburnbook · 10 months ago

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big hugs and kudos to the ttm admins that caught madi/myah/most recently bree trying to infiltrate their new site under a different alias after the bullshit she put them through on brittle heart. i also have a past experience staffing with this person (in her myah era) and she's absolutely terrible and will hit you hard with the emotional manipulation and take in character drama to out of character levels. thank god i didn't unknowingly writing with this person (AGAIN) before she was caught.

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wilddwcrds · 1 month ago

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Full Name: Madisyn Kennedy

Age & Birthday: 27 years old, September 16th

Species: Witch

Hometown: New York, New York

Current Residence: New York, New York

Occupation: Admin and Archives (Terrible at it)

DETAILS

PERSONALITY

Core Traits: Gregarious, Head-Strong, Selfish, Chaotic, Insecure, Upbeat, Fickle

HISTORY

Backstory:

Madisyn was born to Hugo and Charlotte, two witches that shouldn't have been together let alone have a child together.

Madi learned early on that the Kennedy side of her family were more prone to offering her praise and support than her father's side. Technically, she was born Madisyn Kennedy-Ranstrom but dropped the Ranstrom in her teens.

Though she stays relatively close to her Ranstrom side, Madi's relationship with her father is complicated. They spend time with one another but Madi always feels an unspoken truth that he's disappointed in her. Or maybe even ashamed.

With a host of wealth and connections at her fingertips, Madi has tried her hand at almost any and every job available to her. But she always grows bored or tired of hobbies and career choices and instead, lives her life through whims and impulses.

She works part time at the institute mainly with adhoc duties and admin, occasionally archiving but she's nearly always distracted.

CONNECTIONS

Potential Story Hooks: Madi just being Madi lol chaos, figuring out what she genuinely wants to do with her life. Things that bring her true happiness and not just distractions to her insecurities. Friendships that bring out the best in her, or even the worst. Anything lmao

#madisynkennedyabout

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donthangupthephone-ilytodeath · 6 months ago

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12th of November '24.

random song of the day:

By Your Hand - Los Campesinos!

admin's choice:

Sex & Sadness - Madi Sipes & The Painted Blue

#music #song of the day #los campesinos!#madi sipes & the painted blue #Spotify

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rpcpositivitea · 1 year ago

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i am loving the site brittle heart rn. madi is doing such a great job at cultivating a really lovely community already, no mean feat for a solo admin

#brittle heart #site recs #madi

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detstrahm · 3 months ago

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ooc / admit post !

hello strahm lovers.... i am madi, the owner/admin of this blog...

since this is getting SO MUCH MORE FANS THEN I EXPECTED,, i would like to share of my strahm headcanons!

in his college days, he would 'experiment' a lot with sexuality but once his parents found out they threatened to take him out of school because they "didn't pay for him to become gay."

he has multiple undiagnosed mental illnesses.

he's known lindsey since his first year of college so they know EVERYTHING about each other

he is basically lindsey's older brother at this point!

him and hoffman are literally 'once more to see you' by mitski. he is actually so in love with hoffman but ever since college when his parents threatened him he hasn't been able to really feel anything for men. it makes him so mad that he's in love with hoffman which is one of the MANY reasons he hates him.

HE LOVES STREET TACOS! LIKE A LOT!

he weirdly hates corn?

he's often see as too hard working so he doesn't have many friends in the force because of it.

he's a pretty chill guy to drink with!

he has a cat :3

#⤷ madi post #saw #saw franchise #saw rp #saw rp blog #sawtism #sawposting #peter strahm

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maneohq · 5 years ago

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any more wanted connections?

The connections currently on the page are all that we’ve received. However, if there are current members who have any wanted connections in mind, here’s your sign to send them in or let this lovely anon know in the replies!

#maneo:answered #maneo:anon #admin madi #anonymous

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squishysvt · 7 years ago

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Best Friend! Yuta

Word Count: 3.1k

A/N i havent posted in like 5 years and i have no excuse and this wasnt even requested but there is an extreme lack of yuta content and i decided to make it myself smh ANYWAYS i liked writing this a lot and feedback is encouraged!!! lov u lil squishies muah <33 -Admin Madi

ALSO this was inspired by this post from @xuxi-rolls and this post from @youaremychwingum which are both amazingly cute blogs and people so go check them out!

Backstory first! You two met in the 3rd grade when he was deep in his anime phase and you were obsessed with collecting erasers that were shaped like weird things such as lipstick tubes and paintbrushes

Yuta stole the paintbrush one and started using it like a sword like a character from his fav anime and boy when you saw him do that were you were like “im gonna do it. Im gonna kill him”

You literally stomped your lil sketcher clad feet over to his desk and YANKED that shit from his chubby fingers with zero remorse

And he started crying and you felt bad and were like “well fine you can have it i guess”

And he immediately stops his FAKE crying bc hes a snake and sticks his tongue out at you as he snatches the eraser back

And you went into full Attack Mode and you two got into a small fist fight and the teacher had to break it up it was nasty

Anyways after you two went through the next year having some major beef, yuta apologised bc he’s a gentleman and even bought you a new eraser!

It was shaped like a dinosaur and you loved it so much that you instantly forgave him bc you didnt have an eraser in that shape yet!!

And he was beaming after seeing ur face light up like that and proudly pulled a matching dino eraser from his back pocket and was like “we match!! We can be best friends now!”

And you Loved that idea you were like yes okay first order of business: more erasers

Anyways you two just instantly clicked bc ur sense of humor was v v similar and life became so much more enjoyable with having him there to share the experience with you

Throughout ur many years of friendship, Yuta had always wanted nothing more than for your friendship to be comfortable, honest and loving

You’re the one that he rants to, gushes to and confides to so your friendship to him is so precious

And as you grew older and gained more freedom, both of you started to do more things outside of school like go on late night drives, go to the movies, amusements parks and out to eat every other day

And it became natural and routinely that going days without one another felt weird??

And you and yuta have discussed the idea of maybe you two being soul mates, but in a completely platonic way

Like you were two halves meant to come together

And yuta liked to reinforce this idea bc when it comes to being lovers, you shouldn’t be looking for your other half, but rather looking for the person who already makes you feel whole

And so when y’all graduated from high school you immediately got an apartment together!

It’s definitely not very fancy or anything since you both only had part time jobs here and there during the school years and summers, but it’s better than nothing!

And although yuta and you are similar, your styles are where you really begin to differ

While he wants to have pictures of mountains and gardens hanging on the living room walls, you would rather have mirrors shaped like suns and fairy lights behind the couch

And obviously after some friendly banter, you come to an agreement that a painting of pretty outside scenery at night would look great with some fairy lights to compliment it!!

And so your apartment quickly becomes a mesh of your style with his and it’s oddly nice?? Like who would’ve thought that yuta’s knick knacks from japan would look so cute next to your family photos

It’s a two bedroom apartment but you both end up sleeping on the couch in a heap more often than you’d like to admit

You’re both in uni doing ur own things so when its time to come home and relax, you’ll find yourself curled up next to him on the couch with your laptop open and writing a paper while he’s munching on some snacks and watching a game of soccer he missed bc of classes

And you’ll quickly fall asleep bc papers are boring!! And yuta doesnt want to move bc your laying on him and doesnt want to disturb you so he’ll just quietly cheer to himself when his team scores and eventually falls asleep

But sometimes he has no problem lightly shoving you off and going to his own bed bc the couch isnt really that comfortable and hurts his back after awhile, but he brings your duvet out so its more comfortable for you at least

And although you two are pretty much joint at the hip, your bedrooms are private from one another

Like its nice being with yuta, but its also very important that you have time to yourself and so neither of you are intrusive when the other person is in their room with the door shut

If either of you need anything you’ll just shoot each other a text or quietly knock on the door rather than just barging in which is something that both of you really appreciate

And you obviously have other friends besides yuta that you love dearly! And you make sure that you get to see them often and that yuta goes out with his friends too bc its easy to get sick of each other no matter how much you love one another

And this makes for your friendship to be healthy! Which is like, the most important thing bc being your own person is important and having close relationships/friendships is also important! But its easy to get too attached and end up hurting yourself down the road

And yuta is aware of this as well and so it makes things a lot easier bc he knows when you need your space and when to distance himself if he needs it too

But living with yuta is a lot of fun!

He likes to cook sometimes so you’ll always have a full tummy with yuta around!! And if he's not in the mood for slaving over the stove, he’ll just make some instant noodles and call it a day

He really tries to make as many traditional japanese dishes as he can so he can have a slice of his home whenever he’s feeling down, and he just really enjoys sharing that part of his life with you too

Undoubtedly his favorite part is when he gets to hand feed you with a spoon and witness the look on your face as you chew bc it’s really rewarding for him

Sometimes your schedules kind of clash on days so whenever he’s home and you’re in class, he’ll make food for himself and leave you tupperware containers of food in the fridge for you to heat up when you get back bc he knows you’ll just crash and not eat which is really bad

And yuta cares about ur health!!! He’s attentive as heck!!

But you’ll do the same thing for him, and even if you aren't a world renowned chef, you’ll lay cash on the counter for him to call in a pizza or something quick

If you know he’s been craving something then you’ll leave the number for the place next to the money you leave so it makes ordering a bit easier for him!

Also, yuta is very organized! Sometimes he’ll throw his jacket here and there or have some things where they shouldn’t be, but yuta really likes having a clean and tidy apartment!

He hates doing the dishes, but he’ll literally do anything else

He likes to vacuum for some reason you dont know but you’re like okay have at it! One less thing i gotta do! And he’s really happy once he’s done bc BAM you have clean floors

And you’ll just be sarcastic about it but in a loving way and he laps that shit up bc sarcasm!!! His second language <333

You two have a nightly routine that ensues when neither of you are busy the next day so you’ll watch a movie on netflix you’ve been eyeing together and crash

Sometimes when yuta gets home on these nights you’ll still be in the shower or getting ready for bed, and yuta will come in and sit on the counter and you’ll talk about your day and just chill while shampooing ur hair (which yuta is obsessed with btw..he loves touching and playing with it)

But he’ll just be there,,listening closely and telling you about his own day while drawing squiggly images on the mirror like hearts and stick figures holding hands (its always you and him, but when you ask, he insists its him and winwin)

And you laugh bc boy does ur bff ever have a massive crush on sicheng!!

But yuta is just cute and likes your platonicness with him

Bc he really does love you! People often ask you two if you’re dating and you can see why people would ask that bc you and yuta are super close, but it’s also kind of an odd thought to both of you bc yeah you love each other but,,,not as lovers

And so you’ll laugh it off and talk about it afterwards bc you really cant see each other in that light because you tried dating in high school and it just felt kind of weird

Yuta loves to tease and joke around with you, sometimes be a little (read; lot) sarcastic with his jokes but he really does care about u and thats how he shows his affection!!

He’ll hold ur hand when ur out at the grocery store or shopping together and likes to pat your head and plays with your ears but thats about it for physical affection!

You’re emotionally bonded more so than physically which is not a bad thing uwu

Yuta finds it kind of hard to openly joke around to the same extent with others as he does to you and knowing this makes you feel really special

Like yeah!! Thats right!!! Im his best friend!!

Yuta also LOVES to dance with you

It doesn’t matter if it’s serious or not, he will not hesitate to pull you up onto ur feet and have you dancing with him

ESP to sistars shake it! Y’all have so much fun when that song comes on

At first this was embarrassing but then yuta would just NOT stop shaking his butt so you were like oh well lets both look cutely dumb i guess

And you’ll get noise complaints a lot bc the walls are thin and you’re moving around, creating a lot of noise and you feel especially bad when this is all happening at like,,,3am

Anyways you live kind of a fast pace life so whenever you gotta be somewhere you kinda fly out the door with ur feet shoved into ur shoes with the backs down and yuta will silently come behind you and remind you to slow down and will bend down and personally make sure they’re on properly so you don’t trip and die

It annoys him sometimes bc you should be taking better care of yourself and he’s not always going to be there to look after you and that worries him!!!

To allow him to sleep a little better at night, he bought you slide on shoes that you can easily shove on and fly out the door so he won’t have a heart attack at the thought of you falling down some stairs due to the hastiness of which you put your sneakers on improperly

And he’s also the one who is like “hey its been a couple of months so i bought you a new toothbrush bc dental hygiene is important” and you’re like “okay nice i just bought some new toothpaste on sale the other day, it’s minty so i think you’ll like it”

And this is how you two co-exist in ur shitty lil apartment

Yuta is also into soccer so you always make sure to go and support him at his games! Even if they’re just practices or whatnot, you’ll always be on the bleachers cheering for him!

Which yuta LOVES because he’ll point you out to his teammates and be like “thats my best friend, ugly, right?” and they’ll just laugh bc of his teasing and they can tell you two really get along

And yuta is uwu x100 at this

Anyways yuta likes to show off and do fancy tricks like sliding on the grass to get the ball and he’s all dirty when you get back to ur apartment together and you wont let him touch anything bc that means more cleaning which neither of u have the energy for

So you’ll basically make him take VERY large and wide steps towards the bathroom so he can shower and leave minimal dirt behind as he does so

And then he’ll come out of the shower with wet hair and clean up the tracks he left with a paper towel but he’ll go in circles for a good 30 seconds wiping up dirt and then water from his wet hair

And you’ll observe him and laugh for a bit before you’ll drape a fluffy towel over his head and he’ll pretend to be scared and ask who turned off the lights

To which you nudge him and call him a dork, but when he takes the towel off and get to look at his face, you tell him he did a great job at the game and his eyes will change from playful teasing to filled with genuine love in .5 seconds and he’ll instantly wrap you in his arms

And you’ll find warmth in his embrace and wonder why he smells so good and then you’ll realize he’s using your shampoo

You’re like okay well, sigh, whatever its okay bc hes cute i guess so we can share

And then yuta will pull away, give your head an affectionate pat and go work on a paper or something due for school

Which you both do a lot of late night paper writing sessions and so when he tells you he’s retreating to his room for the night you’ll go and cut up some fruit and gather some snacks he likes and bring them to him before he becomes too absorbed in schoolwork

And he does the same to you except he brings you a lot of water since its “important to stay hydrated~!” and will cover you in his favorite blanket bc he claims it “helps you write better papers”

And you arent allowed to refuse bc one time you tried to and yuta was like “okay well i guess i’ll be moving out then” and you’re like okay i know you’re joking but its hot in here i dont want to have a blanket on me

And yuta starts to dramatically pick things off of shelves until he’s saying things like “i’ll be out by morning since im not appreciated” and you’re rolling your eyes so hard you think they’ll go to the back of your head but its like okay fine thank you for your magic blanket houdini

Yuta just winks at you and does a theatrical bow before putting everything back and leaving you to write your magical paper

ANYWAYS thats what most nights are like, full of playful banter and fun talks

You also both THRIVE off the dollar store which is literally everything bc you two get so excited going in there!

They have everything so its like?? This place is my Second Home and i Love it Dearly

And yuta likes to buy candy there since its so cheap and one time when you were looking for a new broom, he wanders off and comes back with his hands behind his back and is like “guess what i found!!!”

And this is nothing new because yuta gets excited about the cutest things so you’re like “gum?”

And his smile gets all wide and bright like i KNOW you know the one im talking about, it’s literally kept me alive for the past 18 years

And he’ll bring his hands out and WOW ARE THOSE ERASERS THAT ARE SHAPED AS SMALL ORDINARY OBJECTS??

And you just want to CRY bc thats literally the sole being of your friendship in his HANDS!

Yuta is proud as heck and buys two matching ones for you two and they’re of paintbrushes in honor of the one he snatched in the third grade!

Which makes your heart so happy and content

But thats the effect yuta has on you! Someone who always manages to have you smiling and happy with life

But he does end up buying candy bc its basically your duty as a human to buy some expired candy from the local dollar store

And yuta really loves the flavor blue raspberry, esp if its sour and he finds a bag of sour jolly ranchers and goes nuts

And he picks out and religiously eats only the blue ones, a red one makes the cut here and there, but you’re like?? Yuta?? Can i atleast have ONE? And he rarely ever shares but its like okay whatever enjoy your cavities heathen

And you’ll clown the shit out of him bc his tongue is blue, his teeth are blue and the area around his mouth is blue and you cant just let that pass

And he’ll laugh when you try and come up with palpable things to call him, and when you’re both giggling uncontrollably, he’ll try to kiss your cheek bc he’s all sticky and he knows that would drive you mad

And its the same with his fingers bc theyre all blue and sticky too and he’ll hold your hand so hard that your fingers stick together and youre like yuta!!!! But you really secretly enjoy it

And then you’ll go home with bags full of god knows what and struggle to find places for everything but its okay bc the memories that come with the plastic bags and erasers from your childhood remind you why you love yuta as much as you do

Can you tell i love yuta yet or is this au too vague <3333

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