#added to my grades. so yeah. anyway uhh !! idk i love speaking a lot actually lol i'll try my best to be diligent productive etc | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

astrxealis · 2 years ago

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OH MY FUCKING GOD I AM. very happy. my speech i had to give that i crammed on bcs i was really anxious about even just thinking it and i had to deliver it memorized and in front of the whole class for the first time in years? i only got. minus 1.25

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#i was really anxious uhh even like. now. a whole month after? egeshbgjh like damn what if i get a bunch of mistakes #but nah apparently i did really well !! proud of myself oh my god #i'm much better at speaking than i probably seem often irl. i'm just shy and anxious and need a proper environment #me at home i can talk with an incredibly loud voice for hours. unfortunately lune knows this very well LMFAO #my dad also has a loud voice but sometimes i even speak louder than him. so. yeah. really loud voice #i'm good at speaking aaa idk i keep putting myself down sometimes even if i am confident and i know what i can do!#anyways i also think i am more. less confused on course choices :] i want bs psych fr aaa i want to help people a lot in that regard #i'm going to look up more on it tho! compsci i'm good actually as a 2nd choice. i'm more feeling > thinking but i am a huge thinker lol #hashtag i love math LMFAO i just haven't been putting in as much effort but i do believe in myself! so. yeah #miss ty for the comments LOL i agree a lot. too much unnecessary movements. i always speak like that eee oops #i have my next speech uhh... next tues actually! also really anxious and stressed but less so. i'll just need to work on it asap and prepar #.75 minus for delivery makes sense! uhh .5 minus on content. i think i get it but i'll just keep it in mind as i make my next script #tbh i get so anxious too reciting during class but i have a lot to say usually and the teacher often says exactly the same idea or aka #i'm correct. so. raghhhhh i will recite more !!! almost end of the sy but it's never too late to improve. even if i recite wrong its still #added to my grades. so yeah. anyway uhh !! idk i love speaking a lot actually lol i'll try my best to be diligent productive etc #raghh i will do my best ... i am very smart ive just been slacking a bit since the pandemic bcs constant state of Tired. + anxiety #okay i don't really get the minus on content uhh is it bcs i didn't really have sources LMFAO it was a personal speech anyway but #im good at writing and good at speaking i will just do my best and uh. goodbye. not cramming #I ALSO EXERCISED TODAY. like. yeah. i should exercise a lot daily. also i did finger exercises hashtag guitarist era <3 #my fingers and hands are already very flexible lol i'm double-jointed and always played w my hands even now! but i forgor warmups existed #the amount of mistakes i got for my speech really make sense lol i should really prepare more in advance! procrastination is my enemy

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