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midwestgender · 11 months ago

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for every sports team in a highschool they should have two. one for the people who are actually good at it on competitive level and then one for people who just want to do it for fun/exercise. i think Fuck Around teams would be immensely popular actually

#and make exercise more accessible for so many students...#im sure there a version of this and i know #a lot of schools have open sign ups (my hs did)#but idk i felt like i def was dragging my team behind sometimes bc i was rlly just there for the exercise + i liked swimming #and for me personally and some other girls there was def a felt hierarchy #actually wait (reexamines my teenage thought process that everyone on the team hated me)#i think i was insecure about my ability to the point that i was dismissive and possibly bordering on critical of the people who were good +#put a lot of effort into it #and it might have come off to the others as me not liking them #i was esp insecure with pretty popular girls in highschool and i can deffff see how i might have been cagey/rude to them #on the other hand i am autistic + a lesbian #and 100% faced some weirdness from the girls on the team about it #because of those two things #and some of the girls on the team just had their pre established friend groups #either way i think i can think abt their perspective better now

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