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pegging-satan · 2 years ago

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I might have some weird kinks like sharp objects, the feel of cold metal on my skin, maybe even a little nick and cut here n there I DONT KNOW WHY but the sting is kinda 👉👈 nice HMMMM idk what that’s says about me I do but like hehe maybe some hot sharp objects 👀MAN IDK jdjdhsjdhsj

#actually the thought of a knife against my throat is so 👀👉👈👉👈#however fucking weirdly I’m now wired that’s like the hottest thing to me #or was my first boyfriend’s knife throwing skills kind of an awakening 🤨#I dunno. I do know that it’s fucked up lol and even more fucked up that no one’s gonna do that for me :(#but hey oh well whatever #I was like many months clean but then I put out a cigarette in my arm the other day just to feel something #idk where I was going with this but yeah not using blades for AHEM instead giving myself like. second third degree burns #I kept picking at it as it healed and it made like a little puddle lol #dark times dude dark times. well at least I’m not using blades anymore lol 🤪 those are for sexy purposes now #honestly I don’t even smoke often just when the situation is too desperate so it’s what like six months between them? like obviously I won’t #put out a burning cigarette on my arm when there’s people around lol but whatever #anyways I’m done screaming into the void thx #if you read this no you didn’t don’t be concerned abt me I still have the will to live even if barely #but whatever yeah anyways whatever #.txt

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