#actually it is different. because soap keeps “secretly” giving hims snacks and sweets late at night. he keeps /doing/ stuff for him.
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He don't think he can be loved so he settles fir giving love because, well- love is love, right? It doesn't matter who's giving or taking because it's still love...
I mean he can be loved, his family loves him, but they didn't always like him. So really, he supposed that he had to choos between being loved and being liked.
And at least with Ghost he gets to choose, and he chooses to be liked. Because love would force him to stay, he wants Ghost to want to be near him. So he'll settle for being liked and not loved.
He's okay with it. He's long accepted it. And he'd let ghost live him a thousand times over, fo a million years if he could. And if ghost never truely fell in love with that, he's could live with that, he already is living with that.
Simon "I love you" Riley
John "no you love what I can do for you, but that's okay, I'm fine with providing what you need" Mactavish
#and then imagine they got in a big fight or something and there's yelling and screaming#and ghost goes to walk off#but he doesn't want to leave on such a bad note so he snaps around with “I love you but I don't like you very much right now”#and then he stalks off. too fast to see the way Soap flinched at his words.#and then after that Ghost almost never sees soap for MONTHS. but when he does he always looks lethargic. his eyes are sunken in.#his lips are cracked like he's drinking not enough water#and he looks thin like he's not eating enough.#and he keeps looking for soap. believe him. he does. he would never willingly let soap get into such a state#but soap. as his name suggests. is a slippery bastard. especially when wetted with tears#then one day soap shows back up like he'd never been gone at all. he looks filled out. hydrated. like he's slept too.#but he had left. and it's different. but not different but yes different. it's EXACTLY like it was before. but... worse#he's around. almost constantly. but he's still fucking distant. like he's put up a wall. but he hasn't changes one bit. but it's still#fucking different. and Ghost can't piece it together.#actually it is different. because soap keeps “secretly” giving hims snacks and sweets late at night. he keeps /doing/ stuff for him.#he still jokes and banters but it all feels wrong. like he's trying to stop ghost from something simply by pure bribery.#but ghost doesn't know WHAT? he'd give him anything if soap would just let him know.#anything for johnny. for the man that thawed the coffin around his heart#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghostsoap#soapghost#call of duty#cod#cod mw2#el rambles#el reblogs
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Jesus christ, the tags
Simon "I love you" Riley
John "no you love what I can do for you, but that's okay, I'm fine with providing what you need" Mactavish
#prev tags#and then imagine they got in a big fight or something and there's yelling and screaming#and ghost goes to walk off#but he doesn't want to leave on such a bad note so he snaps around with “I love you but I don't like you very much right now”#and then he stalks off. too fast to see the way Soap flinched at his words.#and then after that Ghost almost never sees soap for MONTHS. but when he does he always looks lethargic. his eyes are sunken in.#his lips are cracked like he's drinking not enough water#and he looks thin like he's not eating enough.#and he keeps looking for soap. believe him. he does. he would never willingly let soap get into such a state#but soap. as his name suggests. is a slippery bastard. especially when wetted with tears#then one day soap shows back up like he'd never been gone at all. he looks filled out. hydrated. like he's slept too.#but he had left. and it's different. but not different but yes different. it's EXACTLY like it was before. but... worse#he's around. almost constantly. but he's still fucking distant. like he's put up a wall. but he hasn't changes one bit. but it's still#fucking different. and Ghost can't piece it together.#actually it is different. because soap keeps “secretly” giving hims snacks and sweets late at night. he keeps /doing/ stuff for him.#he still jokes and banters but it all feels wrong. like he's trying to stop ghost from something simply by pure bribery.#but ghost doesn't know WHAT? he'd give him anything if soap would just let him know.#anything for johnny. for the man that thawed the coffin around his heart#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghostsoap#soapghost#call of duty#cod#cod mw2
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