#aco kind of annoyed by it. tbh . to me.

[infaethible]

im a sucker for yuri pregnancy. gijinka tacomic domestic wifery.. pregnant aco. milftube is out tacomum is in. but also plain old object pregnancy tickles me. i think pregnancy testy is just a guy you can talk to and he tells you.

[mvunpoll]

TW: ABLEISM, KIND OF A VENT + RANT TOO

i will say firstly that this probably affects me directly. i know for a fact that i struggle a lot every day due to some sort of neurodivergent condition, but i dont know which one(s) because my parents (specifically my mom) dont believe i could ever be neurodivergent. which is real fun

however, based on a lot of conversations about this with a friend that has been diagnosed with ASD, i probaaaably have ASD. i stim A LOT, i have a lot of difficulty communicating and understanding social situations, i have to very consciously/intentionally rehearse behaviors (which also seem forced bc im not good at it T_T) when interacting with allistic people and uhh

tbh ive tried my entire life to be "normal," and i've repeatedly failed, which caused me great distress since a lot of people find me really annoying. i kept blaming myself, and i got so socially isolated that i became codependent on certain people which. im really really sorry to those people im so sorry

from this point forward, im gonna be using (censored) words that might make ppl uncomfortable. im not sure if these specific ones do, but i dont wanna accidentally make anyone feel bad. im also sorry if these words arent an issue and it just looks like im censoring "frick" or "heck" T_T

but the thing that's making me mad rn is some current day edgelords' usage of the word "aco*stic" in place of the word "a*tistic," and it's always in an insulting way.

like maybe it didnt start off as an insult, and people just found it funny in some sort of "bone apple tea" way but

the fact people are using it in an insulting way? the usage of the actual word in a negative way already pisses me off for obv reasons, but using "aco*stic" in its place just feels patronizing. as in

"ermm, i didn't actually use the real term, so why are you getting so worked up over a playful word?" even though it's being used in an identical way to how they used the real word. either way, youre reducing a real condition that people struggle with to just a way to make fun of people, so uhh fuck off

i see/hear it daily though in school and also just people casually using the r slur, so it just

fuck me i hate it. having struggles be reduced to """"silly"""" insults will piss me off to no end