#ace tumblr you saved my sanity

[thefangirlinsideofme]

tumblr is such a great website when you're trying to figure out your sexuality because apparently that's the hot topic in the world like everyone needs to know who's fucking who like it's their business, so conforming to these societal urges of strangers of "i need to know whats between your legs and also who you'd like to put there", i started questioning myself

i wanted to be able to be normal

but it didn't fit

i didn't fit

i was never actively looking for it, but i noticed that my experiences concerning relationships and sexuality kind of weren't like what i saw on tv

and i was baffled when i found out not everyone thinks that sex scenes in movies or tv shows were a goddamn waste of time and probably only made it on the screen to lengthen the epidode to their expected duration. no they were put there on purpose. and i was like why????

then i came across the term asexuality, and it was like the sky opened for angels to descend upon my horizon and sing the hymn of my people; i was literally like YES OMG THAT which i didn't say out loud because it happened while i was watching tv with my whole family and that was kinda awkward

after that i didn't put much thought into it. i made offhanded comments about it to a friend one time but i never mentioned it to anyone else because why. it's not something that just comes up in conversation and i never understood the hype around coming out (just MY opinion, i know a lot of people draw strength from saying their truth out loud YOU GO PEOPLE TELL EM SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOP)

ANYWAY

the point of this is

i found tumblr and, just, all the thoughts, doubts or questions i still have about myself i never bothered to answer because i literally don't care enough about knowing myself, all of that though, just comes up on my dash. just randomly. posts that reassure me. posts that are just like OMG EXACTLY YOU PUT IT INTO WORDS

in a world where no one in my life really gets asexuality, tumblr is a place where i don't have to feel like the odd one out.

and they really wouldn't get it. my family. they'd be supportive and nice about it obviously, but i don't think they'd be able to understand really what it means and frankly i'm too awkward to explain it to them but that's also totally fine because i know they love me for me, even the parts they don't know about.

and just for myself when i think i might be faking all this for attention while i'm telling no one about it (make it make sense), ace tumblr finds me with a hot chocolate, a blanket and a hug and says hey i've put this ace feeling into words do you relate and i cry and say yes yes i do thank you ace tumblr

and then i'm fine again :)

[yuri-is-online]

Another Beautiful Day (First Years x Yuu)

(gif taken from google, originally uploaded to tumblr but user apparently deleted)

You have been having strange dreams lately. Every time you go to sleep you se the same set of flashing images, a carriage ride, a crumbling castle under a ink stained sky, ending in the jaws of a monster. The pain you feel from the flames makes you wonder, on nights when you are alone in Ramshackle with Grim, if those dreams are less fiction and more of a memory.

You are not the only one who has those dreams. There's another, laying awake in his bed, hand clutched tightly over his frantically beating heart trying desperately to hold the fraying edges of his sanity together. How many times has he done this? How many times has he tried to hold onto the last fleeting traces of warmth in you with his cold, unworthy hands.

Again. He loves you, that is the one thing that refuses to change no matter how many times the world is reset. He loves you, he has no choice but to try again.

notes: they/them pronouns used for Yuu, hurt almost no comfort, borderline yandere behavior. If this made you feel something you can check out the other parts on my masterlist.

Ace

There was, perhaps still is, a pretty viral theory about Ace being a traitor involved in resetting time. While I can't ever see Ace purposefully causing Yuu's death ever, I can see him deciding that if he has to play the villain to get the outcome that he wants, well then, that's just what he's going to have to do. Ace knows how to annoy people, comes with the youngest child territory, more specifically he knows how to annoy you. He can stand having no one if it means everyone's focus is on keeping you safe, it's easier to admit that he loves you when no one's around to hear it. It occurs to you that he might, it even crosses your mind that the strange dreams your time-loop troubled subconscious is so desperate to hang onto, ones where you are with someone you love dearly, could be about him. How else would he know how to push all your buttons, why else does he always know when and where you'll be in trouble. If Ace doesn't love you, why does he know all the things you like about this world before you do? It's a painful thing to be known, even more so if the person who knows you refuses to let themselves be vulnerable with you. The more things change the more they stay the same... huh?

Deuce

Ever watched Tokyo Revenges? I know some of you have, I can see you. Anyway Deuce might not be a crybaby but he is loyal, determined, and stuck on desperately trying to save you. Well not just you, Deuce realizes that Overblot Grim spells doom for a lot more people that just those inside NRC. Sage's island might be remote, but people still live there, if the monster got out who knows what sort of damage it will do? He tries his best to be normal around you, to befriend you and protect you in just the same way he did before, but he's a much more serious and moody person than he was the first loop around. How is he supposed to explain to you he couldn't save you, that he's watched you die countless times and only had ashes to hold and cry over? Not just you either, he's seen Ace and Epel and Jack, hell even Sebek, Die over and over again because he wasn't smart enough to stop it. Ace manages to pick up on something being wrong, and Deuce being Deuce he fails to lie properly, "dragging him into his mess." But he can tell Ace doesn't mind. He takes his impending doom as a challenge, encouraging Deuce to do so as well. He's stupid, he should just give up and let someone smarter save you. But he's your stupid, kind of crybaby hero. He'll save you, just you see.

Jack

Trying to save you is as much an instinct to Jack as it is raw emotion. You are his soulmate, there is nothing casual about his investment in your relationship, nothing short of divine intervention that will keep him from trying to save you. But he will admit he feels rather unprepared for this... development. It's all well and good to say you will break reality before he lets it take you from him, but actually being strong enough to do that? Jack's a good boy, but no matter how smart he is he's a bit of a muscle head. He throws himself into problems fist first, without any back up unless someone yanks him by the scruff and forces him to look at it. Usually that's you, sometimes it's Ruggie or Leona, but in the past it was you. He knows he can't keep himself from you, even if that could make you safer. Unlike the first timeline, he makes sure to introduce himself as early as possible, makes sure to be with you for every overblot. You might find it annoying but he'll push you to train just enough so that you'll have the speed to run when the final monster comes. Maybe this time, he'll be strong enough to kill it before it catches up to you.

Epel

Sleep Kiss cannot put you to sleep forever. Yet. Yes yet, Malleus isn't the only one who thinks letting you nap forever is a good idea. Great minds think alike, and unlike Malleus's, Epel has an added bonus. He can encase you in a glass cage that is literally meant to protect you from anything that wants to hurt you. Not that you would ever expect this plan from Epel. He's cute, kind, non-threatening when you're paying attention, the most you see of his temper as the loops continue is the slightly bratty glare he focuses on pre-overblot housewardens. And the headmage, but hey any anger at him always gets a pass from him. Not that you need to worry about that, once Epel masters his spell you won't have to worry about anything. He does wonder if you'll be able to dream, the first time he cast his spell on you it was like you didn't realize anything had happened at all. Maybe he won't tell you anything, maybe he'll wake you up every once and a while to convince you that you were never asleep at all. But that's not a concern for now, all you need to do is close your eyes and sleep. Sleep and wait for your Prince to return from the war.

Sebek

Following the current timeline, events aside, Sebek is on the outside of your friend group. No one likes him, he can't sit with you. The only real reason Sebek has to pay attention to you is because Malleus does. And he has to admit he doesn't exactly hate what he sees, he just- doesn't want to give credit to a human. When time is re-set though, he goes out of his way to befriend you, convinced he needs to keep an eye on you to save his lord. After all, how could he not find it suspicious that Malleus befriends some random human from not-Twisted Wonderland and then suddenly overblots? He is ready to strike at the first sign of betrayal, but he does not find it. He finds a human, weak and flawed, but paitent and kind with him, unwilling to let him talk down to them but still willing to talk. You die, but you never stop trying. You refuse to let the flaws he picks at stop you from trying to live. You refuse, no matter how many times he yells about the amount of times he has lost his lord, lost you, to let him do all the work alone. There is beauty in your struggle, in your life. He can't betray this for his lord, even if it was the cause of his plight. It's Silver he turns to for help, begging him for guidance through tears as he desperately clings to you. He finds it of course, he never had to do any of this alone, but he should know by now that doesn't guarantee success, no matter how much he wants it to.

[bastetwastaken]

Writeblr intro

Hey! I’ve been around on tumblr for a while now, and have been writing for probably the best part of fifteen years but actually only posting publicly for the last three. I’ve only ever posted fanfic, but I never stopped writing original things, I’ve just never felt able to share any of it until now. So here’s a little intro for me and my writing!

General stuff:

Call me Bastet, it’s what most know me as so it’ll just be easier

In my (very) late twenties

Living in the UK.

Other hobbies outside of writing include reading, crocheting, cross stitching, hiking and spending time with my three cats.

Bi-Ace, more sex neutral.

My anxiety can make it hard for me to post consistently, but I will ALWAYS talk about my wips with anyone willing to listen to me ramble, just be prepared for those rambles to get looooooong.

Themes in my writing:

For anyone who knows me, I think it’s safe to say I lean very much toward the cliche romance which aims to leave you wanting to gag on the sweetness whilst embracing the fuzzy warmth in your chest.

I hate sad endings. My characters will always have happy ones… eventually.

I try to keep my writing light since the real world makes us all suffer enough, so any angst will usually be light touch and always necessary to the character and or plot. I do make my OCs suffer sometimes, but not needlessly.

A focus on realistic characters, character growth and character traits.

What am I working on right now?

Untitled (titles are hard) A fantasy romance between a human and the demon who accidentally saved his life.

The general plot will follow both characters as they help each other (unintentionally at first) to heal and learn, to grow together as individuals. The human gets his opportunity to confront a past which has left him feeling empty inside and unable to form meaningful relationships, and the demon gets the chance to learn a little about what it means to be human. Their first meeting turns into a deal which binds them together, then a friendship neither thought they were capable of having, and eventually something more.

The main characters: Aviditas, Avi for short, an Incubus and Silk (placeholder name) a human.

Other fun stuff:

Demonic magic

Incubus antics

Character development and growth

Healing and comfort

A little slow burn but it’s more because these two are just idiots, with Silk thinking he’s so undeserving of any kind of care on account of past events and Avi being conditioned in Hell to believe that demons are incapable of any sort of feeling that it takes them a WHILE to work things out and actually talk.

Fun tropey romance!

I’ve tried to keep this short for the sake of everyones sanity but I will talk endlessly about this story and the characters if anyone would like to know more. (But I’ll also be posting more about them anyway so…)

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Fate or Fatuity? (working title) Another fantasy romance! No surprises here. This time, following the sons of two feuding kings who meet entirely by chance and gradually grow closer.

The general plot follows the characters as they navigate their feelings, potential conflict between their kingdoms, and how to keep their relationship a secret until they can figure it all out.

The main characters: Ilua, an elf and prince of Luceras and Akoni, a Deorum and prince of Tuath De.

This story takes place in a world of my own creation called Miotas, which draws on Celtic mythology and folklore. It includes a generous amount of magic to balance out the politics, and as with all of my writing, the romance is light and fun. Spoiler alert: there’s a happy ending.

Other fun stuff:

Elven pride getting in the way of a lot of things

Instant attraction

A little bit of deception since Akoni first meets Ilua whilst he's disguised as someone else to sneak into the Deorum kingdom.

Fun tropey romance!

Magic, who doesn’t love magic?

Overcoming prejudices.

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And I’ll stop myself there otherwise this is going to be way too long.

I’ve seen people use taglists, as I’m just starting out I don’t have one existing but if you’d like to be added to one please just let me know and I’ll do so ^.^ Specify a story, or just go all in and get tagged for everything and anything I say about these stories. I’m also looking for other writers to just chat with about original writing, as coming from a fanfic background I’ve been struggling to find that, so please feel free to drop me a DM if you wanna chat

Thanks for reading <3

[flamingredanon]

Welcome to my little Tumblr blog here, my name is FlamingRedAnon but you can call me Lizzy as well. I'm autistic, go by she/her, am a panromantic ace and my B-Day is May 30th.

My main fandom is The Henry Stickmin Collection currently, but I also enjoy Megaman (especially the X series including Command Mission), Castlevania, Shovel Knight, Mario especially the various RPG series, the Tales of series but especially Symphonia, Vesperia, Abyss and the two Xillias, lots of older animes and I enjoy things like birds, wings, vampires and some musicals like Cats and Phantom of the Opera.

I can also be found on Instagram, Twitter, Bluesky, and AO3 going by FlamingRedAnon as well, and I currently have a comic blog about my Fantasy AU over at @thscfantasyau and my multi ship blog is @lizzysthscshipsblog and when writing requests open back up they will be found on a side blog for everyone's sanity (aka this will be edited to show said blog when the time comes)

I am not currently taking THSC art requests.

Also proshippers can kindly go elsewhere as you are not welcomed here.

Anyone can take any ideas, AUs or ramblings you see on my blog and make your own stuff with it, I am ok with comic/content dubs as long as credit is given and my ask box is always open.

My art and writing however are off limits to any type of AI.

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And here is a list of some (not ship focused) AUs I have, which are written underneath here so the pinned post isn't too long, and apologies in advance for some of the AUs not having names

(WIP at the moment)

Toppat Galeforce AU, a story where Galeforce was a spy in the Toppat Clan during Terrence's reign, but decides to stay with the Toppats and become leader after dethroning Reginald, who had just dethroned Terrence minutes before.

Galeforce ropes in Dmitri Petrov (and maybe even Misha) as his second and now has to deal with a pissed off Government because of the betrayal and the duo of Reginald and Terrence (think Team Rocket shenanigans)

Vampire Trio AU, formally known as the Vampire AU, stories about the Toppat Coven and the current vampire lord and his lovers, Lord Reginald Copperbottom, Right Handman Galeforce and Henry Stickmin, dealing with balancing peace with the Red Mesa village, Dmitri Petrov and his Vampire Hunters and keeping their fellow vampires safe.

There is a darker bad end of the AU featuring Reginald going by Fallen Reginald, getting revenge on anyone that could be held responsible for the deaths of Henry and Right while trying to find some way to go back in time to try to save them.

A Darkened Left Hand AU or ADLH for short, a darker story about Revenged going wrong for Henry and him getting rewired to becoming a Toppat weapon known as Left Hand Man, the story bouncing between Left and the Toppats, Charles Calvin and his band of comrades known as the Rescue Team who want to save Henry, and the Government who want to stop the Toppats at any cost.

(note that any posts that deal with the weapon Left will also be tagged with the ADLH AU tag while the OC Left will not have such tags)

Timeline Wilford AU, a story of Sir Wilford IV having timeline powers but things going wrong because of trying to force a new choice, leaving him void bound untill a chance meeting with a young man named Henry Stickmin with his own timeline powers lets him be able to go back and forth from the void.

Now Wilford tries his best to teach Henry about what he knows so that Henry avoids making the same mistake that left him void bound, slowly catching up with what he had missed after disappearing and hoping that one day he would be free from his punishment.

Wall Ellie AU, a story about Ellie Rose Petrov, daughter of Dmitri Petrov, who sets up the whole event of Toppat Civil War and has almost the entirety of the Toppats locked up after sabotaging the rocket launch, minus Henry and the Good Gents and technically Reginald and Right.

Henry now has to figure out a way to rescue everyone from the Wall and deal with the frozen rose herself.

(Currently has multiple paths which includes Ellie dying, Dmitri dying in Ellie's place and Henry needing to come up with a plan with just his Good Gents)

Unknown AU name yet, but the story is about a Toppat King Henry with timeline powers, currently being haunted by the ghosts from three past bad timelines, a Jewel Baron Henry who goes by The Baron or JB, Free Man Right Hand Man who goes by Fright, and Revenged Reginald or just Rev.

Ruby Wilford AU, a smaller story about Sir Wilford IV getting his strength from the cursed Romanian Ruby, with Terrence and Reginald accidentally finding out this secret one night and the chaos that happens afterwards.

Henry is Terrence AU, multiple ideas and stories about Henry Stickmin actually being Terrence Suave himself, sometimes because of amnesia or just making a new identity for himself, with his paths either helping the Toppats and atoning for his bad leadership, joining the Government and carving out a new path in life, or getting revenge on the Toppats or even Reginald for being dethroned.

Right Hand Man Green AUs based off of RHMG, darker stories featuring Charles Calvin's failed attempt at trying to run off with evidence about Right being Green, getting turned into a fellow Toppat Killer cyborg called Charlie and the reverb that has with the story, or of Toppat Killer Copper, formally known as Reginald Copperbottom who fell for Galeforce's and Dr. V's trick and was promptly captured without most other Toppat not knowing what happened.

(I may expand on those later and give both stories a happier ending)

Breaking the Cycle AU, an Ending the Cycle AU that features Henry getting tired of all the loops and deciding to take over the mysterious Pocket Watch Clan, with some help from Charles and Right.

After Henry becomes the new Father Time and explains everything to Right and Charles, the three friends work to not just end the timeline cycle, but break it and each creating their own timelines, not knowing that power can corrupt goals and cause even more trouble.

Not quite a complete Adventure Time AU but has a few of the same themes, a story of Terrence Suave slowly losing himself to his timeline powers and becoming Gadget Gabe and of Randy Radman joining the CCC to try to save Terrence from his chaos no matter the cost.

Sword Henry AU, a story about Henry wielding the Biggol Sword and getting revenge on Reginald Copperbottom and the Toppat Elites on behalf of his father, Terrence Suave. Lots of sword fighting ensues.

CCC Experiments AU, an AU that features Terrence, Right and Reginald being escaped CCC experiments with different types of chaos powers, joining the Toppat Clan and figuring out things while hiding their abilities so that they aren't found out.

Henry Petrov AU, a story that was originally about Henry being Dmitri's son that was kidnapped as a child and the two reuniting after Special Brovert Ops but then changed to Henry growing up in the Wall and eventually teaming up with the Government (with Dmitri's cautious permission) to find out the person that killed his mother years ago.

Wall Revenged AU (not the exact title) is an AU where Dmitri and the Wall staff save Henry after Betrayed instead of Dr V, offering him, Wilhelm Krieghaus, Sureshot Sherman and Ahnoldt Schwarz a place among the Wall as bounty hunters, as long as they help the Wall take down the Toppats.

With Reginald having betrayed everyone in some way, they all accept, leading to quite the different face off at the Dogobogo Jungle.

Government Reginald AU, a story of Reginald Copperbottom being a Government spy

[braveandunbreakable]

GUIDELINES

Rp is my hobby. I will not tolerate being pressured for replies in any way, shape or form. Time between replies and length may vary.

For my own comfort, i do not follow blogs without a rule page or blogs who do not feature bios for their oc. Before following, i need to go through the rules and also see if i can picture my muses interacting with yours in a way that won’t be necessary for me to give up on key moments that forged their character.

When it comes to shipping, i go by the chemistry between muses and writers. I will not be shipping with someone i do not talk to ooc because plotting is essential when it comes to shipping with my muses. i need to feel the other writer and i are vibing on the same creative wavelength to start considering romantic shipping between muses. I much prefer any kind of dynamics over romance. 

If i follow you, please don’t be afraid to reach out. Please, do not attempt reaching out if i don't follow you back. and following and unfollowing is SO NOT the way to get my attention (this will earn you a hardblock). if you’ve been following me for a while and i notice we’ve never interacted, i will most likely soft-block for my own peace of mind. This place is my safe space and i wanna be mutuals only with people i write with. If you don’t intend to write with me, please do not follow, it’ll save everyone involved some precious time and anxiety. I soft-block all personal accounts that follow me (again, for my own sanity) unless i’ve been made aware they are main blogs attached to rp blogs i interact with.

If you wanna drop a thread or if you feel uncomfortable with the way things are unfolding in said thread, please reach out and i’ll be happy to adjust. My priority is your safety, always. Rp is for fun and, if you’re not having fun, then there’s no point in it.

Triggers will be tagged TW TOPIC. Please, let me know if you want anything tagged. Currently tagging: tw sa, tw sexual assault, tw abuse, tw child abuse, tw ed, tw eating disorder, tw pregnancy, tw fire.

Do not use me as a therapist. Do not trauma dump on me. I’m currently healing from my own traumas and i’m trying to be kind to my body and mind. If you cross that boundary, i will have no choice but to block you. 

ooc interactions take a lot of my mental energy. I’m highly selective with whom i talk to ooc because of bad experiences. I’m not intentionally ghosting anyone or being hurtful by not responding to certain messages, i promise. I’m just protecting myself and preserving my safe space.

Fuck J/K R.owling. I don’t wanna hear about her work or the new HP merch you just bought or got as presents. And i don’t want anything related to this universe on my feed either.

Please, do not interact with this blog if you’re under 21. I don’t really do NSFW content but i’m still not comfortable with minors following me because predators will be looking for minors who befriend adults easily online, even in the rp community. Stay safe.

Anti-Plec but i'm willing to interact with muses from the various shows  (TVD, TO, LEGACIES) if the person i’m writing with is also anti-plec. I’m okay roleplaying with an Alaric Saltzman if he’s been recasted and the character is canon-divergent and/or mostly headcanon-based and/or if he’s book-based. But, please note that grishaverse muses will only be interacting with canon or original characters from the grishaverse.

BANNED FCS: ANYONE DECEASED, AMBER HEARD, MATT DAVIS, NATHANIEL BUZOLIC.

ABOUT THE WRITER

Sage, 28 yo and use they/them pronouns. Ace, queer as fuck and polyam. Struggles with depression and anxiety. Writer and larper. Been roleplaying since 2008 (outside of tumblr). Nice meeting y’all! <3

[vuure]

Embrace your past and get to know your friends’ fandom origins!

Rules: Post gifs of your fandoms / ships starting with your most current hyperfixation and work backwards. (Bonus points if you share any stories about how or when you got into that ship! But not necessary!!) Then tag anyone whose fandom history you’d like to learn about!

 @ilackallhonour​ has tagged me in this, and usually I’m really bad at actually joining in, but this one really got me thinking back on all my old fandoms and hyperfixations. I didn’t really do shipping until a few years ago, might have something to do with my recently discovered ace-ness :’)

I always had fantasies that I was part of the world of that particular hyperfixation at time. Of course very heroic and awesome, and very close to my favorite character. Alas, real life is disappointing in that regard.

Merlin/Arthur, I never watched the show when it first came out. Mostly because I can be a bit stubborn and when a lot of people keep telling me that I should totally watch something because I will love it, I refuse to watch it. Don’t know why I’m like that. Turned out, I totally did love it, and binged it like crazy. Also shipped Arthur/Merlin like crazy. Was really disappointed in the ending, and thus, turned to fic. For me, when I’m really obsessed with a show or book I just cannot let go and will read fic until eventually my fixation dies out.

The Umbrella Academy, I don’t really ship anyone, except maybe bromances, and their sibling relationships (Five and Vanya <3 Klaus and Diego <3<3). Man, I love this show, I binged it when it first came out, immediately watched again, got other people to watch it, and watched it again so I could talk to them about it some more. Of course turned to fic, but got a bit eww-ed out, because there was a lot of shipping going on and I didn’t dig it (too each their own, though).

Black Sails, uuuugh I can’t with this show. @Ilackallhonour actually got me curious about it because all the stuff she posted and reblogged. And damn, was it a life changer. I’ve always had a bit of a weird obsession with ships and that time period, but more from Dutch, and VOC perspective. Still, the setting immediately hooked me in, but I really stayed for the story, the characters…Silver. Oh damn. And Silver/Flint, oh double damn.

Sterek. Really, I can’t even say I liked Teen Wolf that much, although I did enjoy the first few seasons. But I stayed for every glimpse of Sterek I could catch. The first time Derek shoved Stiles into the wall I was screaming at my TV, NO WAY there are no people shipping that. Dude, that’s so canon it hurts! But well, the show turned into a big dumpster fire, and I found the online fandom. Got an AO3 account just so I could bookmark and comment and give out kudos so my favorite Sterek fic. And there are tons of fics. I can admit it, I was an addict. I can’t go on AO3 without drowning back in fandom hell, so I keep off it. Really, it was a problem. I was reading fic ALLLL the time. When I should’ve been working, sleeping, socializing, etc. Followed so many Sterek blogs on Tumblr, but wanted my sanity back so unfollowed them all. Sorry @andavs​, I still love your blog, and your art, and your fics sooooo much, but it was too big of a problem *sigh*

Harry Potter, of course. My favorite character was Fred, and got very upset when people tried to convince me he was exactly the same as George. NO HE ISN’T! He’s the idea guy!! Lol. It’s been a while since I’ve read the books, and not sure how much of that is true anymore. Back then I didn’t really do shipping, but now I’m a Drarry shipper, haha. The fics are just so goooood.

Gilmore Girls, duuuude. This show shaped my life. Every time I’m one a re-watch I’m like…oh thát’s where I got that from! I copied character traits and sense of humor and stuff into my own personality. Didn’t like the new episodes much, but that won’t destroy my love for the Gilmores.

Veronica Mars, same as with Gilmore Girls really. Huge impact on my life. Love the snarkiness, and yeah did have some ships in there. Actually did like the new season (though I hated the movie), but they did LoVe dirty man.

I should put Supernatural in this list too, although I feel like I abandoned the show and am not a true fan. I was obsessed with it for so long though. Those first seasons were so great, I loved the relationship between Dean and Sam (in a platonic, totally brotherly way because I do not like incest-y things) and the normal everyday hunting things part of the show. But than all the demons and angels en Gods came and I got a bit tired of the endless cycle of dying and being brought back to life, evil turned to good turned to evil turned to good thing. I’m of the opinion that shows should have an end. Just like three or four seasons, tops. Just finish it with a good, solid ending. Don’t drag it along until it dies an ugly death.

And now unto some total different things, that shaped my childhood. Hard to find a GIF for these books, but what is fandom without some cool art ^_^

 Tomorrow when the war began, by John Marsden. I was obsessed with these books, and read them over and over again, even now I’m not tired of them and could get lost in them before I finished the first page.

Wheel of Time, Robert Jordan. This series really got me into the fantasy genre back then. I had no idea of any of the fantasy cliché’s, or Arthur legends yet, so I wasn’t tired yet of all the same old tropes. I find it a lot harder now to read them, but back then I saved money to be able to buy them as soon as a new one came out, and re-read the entire series up till that point before I read the new one.

Cats the (broadway) musical. Me and my little sister watched the movie version of this show over and over again, every time focused on a different cat. We knew all the lyrics, we knew all the cats. We knew every little thing there was of them to know. We named our black cat (we ..I demanded a black cat) Misty, for Mistyfollees (she’s a girl you see, so we couldn’t name her Mistofollees). I even wrote some fic for it, haha.

(note: I tried really hard to find another GIF but there’s none) Elfquest, oooh Elfquest. This was my truest and biggest obsession, I think. I created my own elf characters, joined online RPG forums to write stories about our own characters, met up with other fans, dressed like a favorite character. A lot of the friends I have now, I met at those forums. I’m still low-key trying to collect the better-looking English paperbacks of the series, but am in no hurry to finish it, and don’t really read them anymore anyway. And my ship? Skywise/anyone, haha. I love Skywise so damn much. And his and Cutter’s relationship is everything (who’s Leetah? Fuck Leetah).

Tagging @stormnyk​ @andavs​  (I tagged you already anyway, sorry ;p) @imperfectimpostor96​

[s7evendaysageek]

Ep 15: All Things Streaming!

Tune in this week as the geeks tackle their segments with abandon in what turns out to be an almost 3 hour show!  These guys don't know the meaning of the word “condense” apparently!  Your favorite segments are here and awaiting your listening attentions.  The Geeks update you on all things coming to the Peacock as well as what to stream and view during the quarantine. (and how to keep your sanity). And it's all wrapped up with the WWP review of Blue Ruin, picked by the Quadfather.   For those of you who like to get all Skippy check out the timestamps below!

  5:15 Getting Political early!  Seeds, Mayors, and Social Distancing, march on Lansing

6:45 it's never Too early for Nazis and my body my choice

8:15 boozing it up during quarantine!

10:00 Tiger King wrap-up (meh basically nothing new)

11:45 Disney editing (Splash and Lilo and Stitch)

12:45 SSC got NCs attention as a teen

13:45 Jamie Lee Curtis Hot or Not?

15:45 Put some pants on people!

20:15 Trailer Talk (PEACOCK EVERYTHING)

  Saved by the Bell (KC vs AC Slater hooking up with Milfs)

Punky Brewster

Quad with his two thickness socks!  Hes Daper folks!

Angelyne quad knows her, she used to babysit for him

NC doesnt like Boob Jobs

The geeks are Misogynistic!

Lot Lizards and documentaries 

J and O brings the Quad clarity

Brave New World (some mystery there) 

Solar Opposites (Creator of Rick and Morty) looks promising, funny

  35:15 Catching up with the Geeks

  JAG gets called out for not being prepared

NC is a diva and calls out Quad for not following the rules

Quad gets a spin bike!

Serendipitous or Alexa listening in?

JAG suggest that the Quad is cheap

The conspiracy of the Caulkins

Humiliation ideas

Quad needs the competition and betting in his life (betting on UFC computer simulations)

PPV missed opportunities with the UFC

Little Quad hits 100k subscribers

Annoying driveby birthday parties

NCs “little cheat meal”

Peanut butter fluff and Bacon Sandwich!

Competitive eating takes its toll on NC

JAG does the Bang Bang and white trash Adobe Nachos

Competitions taking their toll

Its easy to lose weight!

JAGs hair cut warnings go unheeded

7 year old ex wife cutting hair

Credit card Reader gets missed!

Neighbors who take care of eachother

#bigpeopleproblems

JAG putting out the content!  On Hiatus, DD, SASS, and others

That wont ever heal if you don't stop picking

8 truly's equals 1 beer

Joe Rogan Podcast Charles Manson Talk blows our mind

JAG and Righting wrongs with Delivery drivers Modern Day Abe Lincoln

Tipping?  Quad hates the Homeless

  1:19:30 GEEKING OUT (Quad Only)

  Dave Chapelle Mark Twain Award

The Invitation 

Through my Fathers Eyes (Ronda Rhousey)

Bad Boys II

IT2 NC is still a big baby

Tales from the Loop

Snowpiercer

  1:31:15 Weekly Watch Party (Blue Ruin)

  Conversation and rating of the movie Blue Ruin on Netflix

  1:35:50 Clip from the movie

1:52:00 Humiliation Talk?

1:54:45 Quad exits stage Left

1:56:00 Geeking Out (JAG and NC)

  New mystery listener!

No Men Allowed Past this Point

The Master (loosely based on L Ron Hubbard's life)

The Inventor: Out for Blood in Silicon Valley

Nobody Speak: Trials of the Free Press 1st Amendment and Hulk Hogan

Jinx confessing on Mic 

The Killing of a Sacred Deer (You have been warned)

Molly's Game

Circle (Brain Teaser/Lifeboat movie)

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heckity  heck,    i’m  awful  at  expressing  my  feelings  towards  these  things,    but  i  didn’t  want  to  ignore  it  and  just  let  it  go.     today  marks  one  year  since  i  made  this   blog   (  beginning  with  infinityxposed  then  thundcrstorm  and  now  leftoverfear.    )     

before  i  made  this  blog,    i  had  only  ever  written  within  one  fandom  before,     so  taking  on  a  bunch  of   new  muses  in  fandoms  i  wasn’t  at  all  familiar  with  was  terrifying,     but  this  has  been  an  incredible  experience and  has  completely  exceeded  my  expectations.        i  can’t  put  into  words  how  important  all  the  characters  on  this  blog  mean  to  me  and  how  great  it  has  been  to  write  them  with  everyone  i  have  gotten  a  chance  to  write  with.      thank  you  all  so  much  for  being  here???  

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i’ve  never  done  a  giveaway  of  any  sort  and  i’ve  been  wanting  to  since  i  reached  1,000   followers  on   two  of  my  blogs,     so  here’s  a  PSD  pack  that  was  made  by  me,    all  from  scratch.      most  of  the  PSDs  i  use  for  my  icons  and  graphics  were  downloaded  by  others,     but  i  wanted  to  create  something  of  my  own  for  my  followers  to  enjoy  themselves,   so  hopefully  you  can  find  these  useful  in  some  way.     feel  free  to  edit  them  as  needed    /   layer  them  with  others,     but  don’t  distribute  them  as  your  own!

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now  for  a  very  tiny  bias  list!

first,   a  special  shoutout  to  some  of  my  best  friends  in  the  world,    whose  friendships  either  blossomed  on  this  blog  or  became  even  better  here.   

@nctafailure:    my  writing  soulmate,   my  best  friend,   one  of  my  favorite  people  in  the  world.     she  is  someone  i  met  only  within  the  last  year   (  we’ve  only  known  each  other  a  year?   )     and  i’ve  fallen  in  love  with  her,    her  character,    her  writing,    and  everything  she  does  since  then   -----    not  to  mention  i  admired  her  for  months  before  we  ever  talked.      clearly  i  like  her  enough  to  plot  10,000  different  plots  and  continuously  add  characters  to  this  blog.    i’ll  save  the  novel  i  could  write  on  my  love  for  her  for  another  day. 

@coatedmisery   /  @cigburnt:     i’ve  known  this  gem  for  5 (?)  years,    and  she’s  easily  one  of  the  longest  standing  friends  i  have  from  tumblr.     she  always  has  my  back  and  sticks  by  my  side  through  everything  and  i  am  so  insanely  blessed  to  have  her  in  my  life,     even  if  our  timezones  are  completely  opposite  and  a  lot  of  our  conversations  are  just  a  continuous  stream  of  “  are  you  awake?  “

@bittenrage:    that’s  me  and  ace  in  the  gif  lookin’  snazzy  af.    he  always  brightens  up  my  days  and  gives  me  all  kinds  of  encouragement  that  i  need.    he’s  also  the  liam  to  my  mason.

@soulhcart    &    @silvercprings:   we  all  made  our  multimuses  together  and  it  was  so  much  less  terrifying  with  two  others  with  me,     especially  since  i  started  out  with  three  muses  here  until  i  brainstormed  with  the  others.      #suvivorgirls  for  life. 

these  scare  the  crap  out  of  me  so  for  my  sanity,    i’m  keeping  this  list  very  short,     dedicated  to  the  people  i  know  i’ve  been  following  for  a  year  now,      the  people  i’ve  become close  to  ooc,   or  the  people  i’ve  had  the  chance  to  write  with  a  lot.     you’re  all  so  talented  and  make  me  so  excited  to  get  on  this  blog,    and  a  lot  of  you  are  the  reason  for  certain  characters  to  be  written  on  this  blog  at  all,     so  thank  you   for opening  my  mind  to  so  many  new  ideas  and  new  characters  and  just  being  such  a  great  blessing  to  me.

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mas + 9

Okay, I realize this took me an eternity to write T^T I am sorry for that, and I dunno how you feel about angst?? But I mean you can’t give me that prompt and expect nothing less of angst??

Prompt from this post – 9. things you said when i was crying

Ao3 ~ FF.net

For Tumblr, read under the cut, enjoy!~ 

“Hey, why are you crying, are you okay?” a small voice asked off to Ace’s side.

Startled Ace shot up from the floor and glared at the boy that was standing in front of him. “I’m not crying you are!” Ace said, much too prideful to admit to such a baby habit.

“No I’m not, yoi.” the boy said with a crease in his brow. “You have a cut on your cheek. Did you fall? I have band aides and disinfectant.”

“I said I ain’t crying!” Ace yelled and wiped angrily at his eyes and bleeding cheek, wincing when the action brought upon a new burst of pain to his face. “Why do you care anyway, s'not like I know you.”

The boy’s blue eyes looked at Ace quietly, and Ace had to look away. He hated when people looked at him, he knew what they saw after all; Ace was dressed in nothing more than rags, his mother was unemployed and with her questionable health, they were barely getting by as it was. He was grimy and dirty, his hair was matted and he was pretty sure he stunk to hell and back.

“My name’s Marco Newgate, yoi.” the boy said with an offered smile along with his extended hand.

Ace looked at the hand with mistrust, people weren’t generally kind to him after all. Adults were always trying to send him back to school when he needed to stay home and take care of his mother, and most recently they were beginning to insist in something they called “alternative housing.” Other kids were different, but not for the better, they looked at Ace with disapproving eyes and disgust, they mocked him and threw pebbles as much as insults. To Ace, the whole world was against him and his mom, and he cared not to know anyone else.

And the older kids…they were just as cruel.

“I ain’t got any more, okay!” Ace snapped and bit his bottom lip, trying to force the new set of tears to remain inside and not spill over.

“Any more wha–”

“Hey Marco! What are you doing?” A new voice called down the alley and Ace flinched back from the sound, cornering himself once again while the wretched sense of helplessness and fear threatened to claw themselves back up his throat.

Marco’s hand retreated as the boy peered behind him and he stepped aside, “Sabo, sorry I left you to handle the guys all by yourself, you didn’t hurt them too bad did you, yoi?”

The new boy, Sabo, laughed as he joined Marco. “I gave them Hell alright, but if you’re asking if they can still chew solids? Then yeah, some of them.”

Marco sighed, and Ace gulped when he saw the splatters of blood on the pipe the new boy brandished behind him. Were they new bullies? Ace really didn’t have anything else to spare, all of his earnings had been taken by the older kids when they had jumped him.

“Hey aren’t you in my class?” Sabo snapped Ace out of his thoughts and brought the other set of eyes on Ace again, now both Marco and Sabo were regarding him strangely.

“You are aren’t you, though you’ve been absent for a week now…” Sabo’s voice trailed off and alarm filled his eyes. “You were the kid those others were wailing on? You okay?”

Ace was quiet, unsure of where the meeting was going, they kept staring and he kept fighting back the tears, wishing he could go home and check on his mother, hoping she was better that day.

“Hey if you keep biting your lip like that, it’ll start bleeding too, yoi.” Marco chimed in. “You don’t have to worry about those guys anymore, they’re gone and learned their lesson.”

“Yeah!” Sabo added, “Those punks will think twice before beating on anyone again…so wait, does this mean this is yours?” Sabo asked pulling a small orange colored pouch from his pocket.

Ace heard himself gasp and before he knew it, he had snatched the pouch out of Sabo’s hands, the hefty weight in his hands and clinking of change bringing a small sense of comfort to the boy as he brought the pouch closer to his chest and his glaring eyes turned over to Sabo.

“So it is yours.” Sabo hummed, unaffected by the rude action Ace had displayed. “Are you saving up for the new Skypea game?”

“Oh yeah, that’s coming out soon isn’t it, yoi.” Marco mused and smiled to Ace again. “And now that you’re calmer, how about that wound?”

Ace sized them both up, the boy who claimed that was in his class, and Marco, someone he had never met before. Ace was naturally untrusting of others and for good reasons, but they were making no moves to hurt him and they had–sort of–gotten his money back.

With a curt nod, Ace relaxed his stance and slipped the orange pouch into his fallen backpack.

“So, want to tell us your name?” Marco asked as he took off his bag and began to pull out a few supplies, the first was a clean white rag that he sprayed with a small bottle and began to pat Ace’s face.

Ace hissed as his cut burned, and made to pull away, but Sabo was there to place a hand in his hair gently. “He’s just cleaning it, don’t panic you’re in good hands. Marco might not look it but he has had two years training in first aid.”

“And I get in extra practice whenever this knucklehead decides he’s going to challenge kids three times his size, not to mention my siblings get in just about the same amount of trouble, yoi.” Marco confessed with a very proud grin.

Ace looked away and mumbled, “Name’s Ace, I would’ve beat them up you know.”

“Then why didn'tcha.” Sabo asked, voice both challenging and curious.

“Mom says I can’t get in any more trouble… cuz if I get in trouble then they’ll take me away.”

“Take you away, yoi?” Marco asked pausing in his cleaning Ace’s wound.

“Yeah…” Ace chewed on his lip until it stung and for a strange reason, he decided to trust the two kids, Marco and Sabo. “Old man Garp has been able to keep the ladies in suits away, but he says if the cops get me one more time, then he won’t be able to stop them from taking me away to another house.”

“Take you away to another house?” Sabo frowned, “You mean like fostering? It isn’t so bad you know.”

“My mom needs me!” Ace yelled and immediately felt bad, his shoulders slumping. “She’s sick and she needs me more than ever, so that’s why I sold all of my toys and things I don’t need at the pawn shop.”

“How sick is she Ace, yoi?” Marco’s words were soft and gentle, bringing more tears to Ace’s eyes.

He shook his head, he honestly didn’t know how bad it was now, but she had run out of medication the day before, and for the past couple of days she rarely woke. “She hasn’t left her bed in the past few days…she calls me Roger sometimes…Roger was my dad.” Ace confessed, his voice wavering as the dam he had kept up began to spill, letting loose his tears with it.

“She doesn’t remember me half of the time and she doesn’t know what day it is anymore. Sometimes she doesn’t even wake up, and others…she was supposed to get better, Gramps said she was gonna get better but he lied!”

Sabo and Marco looked at one another and silently they pulled Ace into a reassuring hug, saying nothing as the boy began to bawl, his sobs echoing off of the walls of the alley. His soul was barely held together and though Sabo and Marco didn’t completely understand it, they wanted to help.

“I can ask my dad for help, if that���s okay, yoi” Marco said, breaking the silence. “He’s friends with a couple of doctors, and until your mom gets better you can stay with us, we have tons of rooms in our house.”

“Yeah,” Sabo nodded, “Marco’s family is real nice, he was able to get me away from my home. You don’t have to be alone anymore, Ace. Let us help you.”

Let us help you.

Ace’s cries became louder as he finally returned the hug to the two boys, clinging to them as if his life and sanity depended on it. They were mere strangers, and for all he knew they were only offering him empty promises, but empty or not he would take them.

“Thank you.” Ace managed between wheezes and strangled sobs.

Never in his life, however, would he have imagined the following words to be said to him. “Of course, what are friends for, yoi.”

“Dork, you don’t thank your friends.”

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