#accidental sincaraz manifesto??

[alacants]

wait, how do you think jannik being uncomfortable with carlos makes their dynamic more interesting? you've piqued my interest

i mean—it's scary, right? someone whose mere presence exerts such a strong force on your life, someone who elicits so much from you. whether you want them to or not. 

carlos says he's the best player on tour. carlos says he wishes they were closer. carlos makes him play some of his best tennis. against carlos he has to play his best tennis. against carlos his best tennis might not be enough. carlos could stand between him and what he wants. carlos saw who he would be before anyone else did. carlos is a contradiction. carlos is a threat. carlos is a promise. 

none of this is comfortable or relaxing. carlos is NOT safe, these feelings are not safe. they're alarming and unsettling and overwhelming and electrifying but they're definitely not safe.