#acceptancewithyourself

[gettingagryp]

Refreshed

Life refreshed me today. I met new people and ventured out into new spots in my world, laughed and explored a lot, and made brownies with the person I love most right now. I also did a lot of thinking about myself. and realized I can’t be a mean negative person, not if I want people to like me(duh right). I had too much guilt from what I had said and done this last week and realized every bit of it was a mistake and done and said out of nothing but blind meaningless anger. It was something to learn from. What’s really stupid is that my dad does the same thing when he’s mad….god damnit I’m just like him, it’s honestly scary as fuck… Most importantly I’ve accepted that I will always miss my ex girlfriend Anna Murphy. Whether I’m angry or happy towards her, I’ll miss her. I’m okay with this though, she was a huge part of my life and I’d be crazy not to…shit she even helped me realize who I am and what I want to do with my life…so…for me I guess that’s it…Anna if you’re reading this I’m sorry for what I said and did, I miss you, I forgive you, and I thank you for helping me find myself in all this chaos…you deserve things to end well with your ex…for once…and if it’s not over “You Know Where I’m At” other then that I’ve got nothing else to say I’m just letting life surprise me. I look forward to becoming friends again, whenever that may be, whenever life throws us back at each other, I’ll be ready I know I will!