#acc it makes me wanna CRY hes so cute god i love him :(( .

[sunoo-bby]

kinda miss my lil bf guys . again . for the 123456789009876543211357924680086429753113254769870 time .

[meili-sheep]

Back to anon lmao but i sincerely have no time to log into my actual acc rn like wtf world

Albeluc beloveds <3333

Leyline Albeluc is angsty and fluffy because these are two probably not humans loving and dating each other and having some misunderstandings

Leyline!Diluc is actually pretty shy, due to his odd appearance he's had to either:

1. Carefully cut off the growing Irimisul branches on his head and pluck out some of the flowers he doesn't need and then put on a hat

2. Hide the branches and flowers through other accessories

3. Not ever showing his face ever unless the above two are done

Poor dude is self conscious! He doesn't like the stares he gets from people ever since he was little so he took to hiding those features of himself :(((

Now you may say "illusions" and yes, you may be right... But who has the time to cast a whole spell on only a few small parts of oneself??? Diluc does not.

He's still human, his connection to the Leyline's and his appearance just makes him look a little non-human. So him connecting with Albedo(a homunculus) Is very plausible!!!

They bond over not quite being human as friends at first and then they both start to fall in love. Leyline!Diluc is also less Oblivious than the other Dilucs so he would absolutely know he's in love with Albedo and because they bonded over being somewhat non-human he trusts him and would gladly find a way to keep Albedo alive if he starts to die.

There's just a lot of trust between them it makes me wanna cry :')

Also, Who do you think would be compatible with Eldritch!Diluc and Asmoday!Diluc?

-Leyline!Anon. If i get another bit of free time I'll send you the oc fic thru dms in my Acc

Did... Did you do the branch thing on purpose? Because remember Albedo's idle animation has him pull out a dead leyline branch. And now I'm thinking about Albedo always softly admiring Diluc's branches and being curious just gently touching them, and It just turns Diluc red.

Leyline!Diluc and Albedo is just too cute.

As for Asmoday!Diluc, my gut reaction is Childe. Primarily for Diluc's divinity vs. Childe's abyssal powers. And Childe would love to fight a demi-God. And with Asmoday! Diluc is just as feral as his usual self and probably be one a quest against God to get his mother back. But ya, that's my gut, Vibe.

For Eldritch!Diluc, you could do a lot of different ships with that. Because there are a few different dynamics, you could go for.

You could go with an "Oh you poor damned soul" With like Zhongluc or Diluven, whichever is more your cup of tea. Zhongluc is mine. I just think Diluc and Venti work better as friends imo.

You could also go for Albeluc again, which Albedo is so curious about Diluc. And do a "You're not scared of me?" "Of course not." thing

If you want him to be with a straight human, I feel Thoma or Eula would work really well with him here. As I think Thoma would be sweet enough, try despite the eldritchness. And Eula would understand being hated and feared.

Itto might also be fun with Eldritch, but I think he would assume Diluc is some kind of Spirit or yokai. So it would be a lot more light heart, which might be good for Eldritch.

[hematomes]

it’s ok im baby-faced ive accepted ill always be on the cute side of the spectrum

IT DOES NOT TASTE WEIRD MILK TASTES WEIRD

makes grabby hands at hyv bc my weapon selection is. ahem. sub par

natsu + grey + erza . erza. ERZA. also maybe this was just me but i didn’t like lucy that much?? maybe that was just me in middle school hating rlly peppy people tho? VALID KEEP THE NOSTALGIC FEELING <3 and. WAIT LEVY AND GAJEEL WERE YOUR INTRO TO AO3?? THATS SO CUTE

you, seeing itadori: oh no here it comes

but ur right he is u. like i saw ur rb and then thought abt like, the way u talk and i was like. oh my god. OH MY GOD.

sobs at least it’s a compliment,, i was like nAAAH i won’t kin him pls . i should’ve known better. it got progressively worse with each episode like , every time he opened his mouth i fell deeper into the spiral 👍 NO RLLY LIKE MAKI?? I ADORE HER. but ur right ugh like the first time i saw mei i was like. ahem. excuse me miss. AND UTAHIME LISYEN DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED

i haven’t read the manga yet so idk if this is an informed opinion but . we all know i’m (platonically) obsessed with mentor figures. i might have a slight preference for nanami? haven’t don’t much thinking abt gojo yet tbh bc i was. focused on the sorcery system. like a nerd. bc i like magic systems and i wanna understand how it works in detail ajddjj ANYWYAS the point is i don’t rlly have a gojo take yet, i just think he’s neat and also that if i had to deal with him i’d probably bite him in a fit of irritation (derogatory)

MILK TASTES FINE U JUST HAVE A WEAK STOMACH /J

zbdjzj dw im experiencing the lack of weapon agony on my us acc bc im refraining from spending primogems so. im realizing 3* weapons are actually really good tho. i knew abt the tassel for shield zhongli and the harbinger of dawn for any dps but DAMN

HARA I HATE LUCY TOO. she's rly here for full fanservice & to enhance how strong natsu and grey are. always in distress, her best weapon is crying and calling for natsu like come on. it pisses me off bc her powers are so cool like girl please pull yourself together. plus i cannot stand the natsu/lucy ship bc of her, she's so BLAND . at least lisanna is pretty

ZBDJZ YEA..... i can't believe im yuuji itadori . tho i wouldn't mind having sukuna inside m-*gunshots*

MAKI..!!!! ALSO. ALSO. MIWA <333 miwa and mechamaru..... i love them. so much. genuinely cried over them. several times. also nobara fighting momo for maki and momo fighting nobara for mai like... let's go lesbians...!!

NO CUZ. STRONG WOMEN WITH SCARS. NGHHH<333 NGHHZJDKZ BAEKBARKBARKWOFO absolutely hate that we don't see her more

also also also. him.

he's my little meow meow. my skrunkly. sooo insane. i want to eat him

YEAH I SEE FOR GOJO THAT'S VALID.... tbh i don't like him solely bc he's so overrated in the fandom like zbdjz okay he has pretty eyes and he's overpowered but that's it. nanami is so superior. and choso. and sukuna. hell id rather fuck ichiji (ok maybe not. love him tho <3)

[tellywoodtrash]

immj2 05 + 07.12.20 lbs

05.12.20

“tum saari property mere naam karoge.”

BITCH WHAT NOW???????????

V like dadiiiiiiiiiii ko dhokaaaaaaaa?!!!!?!?!?! oh ho, lagta hai pair chhoote chhoote V ko asli waale feels aa gaye dadi ke liye, free of charge!

THIS MAN AND HIS FACE NEED TO BE STOPPED SO HELP ME GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

also what else that tongue do (other than throw constant taane to guilt a bitch) baby boy mmmmmmmhmmmmmmm 😏😏😏

riddhima thinking ki property meaning khatra and she can’t allow it to stay on dadi, she has to take it on herself, so that if kabir tries hurting anyone, it’ll be her.

this one’s paar ki nazar has recognized that train of thought, i think.

she’s like think whatever you want idgaf, just do whatever the fuck i say or else. and don’t even think of charging me an extra paisa. jaake bhaanda phodna hai toh phod lo, phir you won’t get your remaining 4.5 cr. DAMN GIRL, WHERE THIS SHAATIR TAKE-CHARGE SIDE OF YOURS BEEN ALL THIS TIME???????/

hubs thinking same thing. he’s never been more turned on by her as when she’s using maximum brain.

“kya hai?????? aise taad kyun rahe ho?????????”

“taadna ekdum free of cost hai. only for your pretty face!” I HATE HIM.

LOVE THIS TROPE. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE.

face change from smiley eyes to shaatir eyes, as he contemplates the facts before him. unf, the things it does to me to see him emote.

lijiye, iss show ke Idiot Brothers. and their plans to prove it’s not vansh and to get riddhima thrown out. i’ll pass.

but this one’s face tho. cutest. 

same, aryan. mera bhi yehiiiii reaction hai. taareeef karoon kya uskiiiii, jissne, tumhe banaaya!

some rando has come and is like hi, i’m your new lawyer; your old one appointed me before he left. no doubt he’s been sent by kabir.

V’s face: chutiya samajh rakha hai kya???? that’s not how this shit works.

v is like you’re here about my will and lmao riddhima’s all happy thinking oh vihaan has started my work already. SIS TILL NOW WHAT HAS HE DONE ACC TO YOUR PLAN? TELL ME ONE (1) THING THAT HE’S DONE LIKE YOU SAID.

yadda yadda yadda lawyer is like the property cannot be transferred for a few months. because Reasons. sure. sounds legit.

kabir is ecstatic. needs to learn to hide his MWAHAHAHAHAHA MERA CHAAL KAAM KAR GAYA FACE better if he wants to win at this game. he’s up against poker face all india/tellywood champion.

fb to kabir bribe/threatening lawyer. zero surprise.

V telling dadi idc about all this, meri asli daulat toh aap hai. lmao he really just does not give the other grandkids a chance to be #1 in dadi’s books.

ishani is pakka sure this is vansh bhai itselfffffffffff. and lmao angre’s suspicious face. they’re legit like:

V trying to negotiate salary increase (10% per month!!!!!!!!) and riddhima’s like bhakkkkkkk, sabzi mandi laga rakhi hai kya maine? yeh faltu ki bargaining nahi chalegi yahaan, jo karna hai karlo.

ishani’s back with bhai’s favvvvvvvvv chocolate cake and.... OH NO HE WAS SO FUCKING RUDE TO HERRRRRRRRRRRRR. riddhima ko sabak sikhaane ke liye ishani ko kyun sunaaaa rahe hoooo!?!?!?!!?

anyway riddhima tried to sametofy that raita by apologizing to ishani and.......... that went as well as expected.

kabir and aryan watching and lootofying mazze.

lmaooooo aryan tubelight ko situation samajh hi nahi aaya and kabir is just like

lmao have you seen a more pitying look????

angsty piano playing time.

lmaooooooooo she’s like “jahaan vansh banna tha, wahaan bann nahi paaye, yahaan yeh karke kya kya fayyda hai?” which......... troo. i really like this give-no-fucks version of riddhima who says what’s on her mind, instead of just doing lengthy internal monologues of stupidity. 

as,kjdlkasjd;lksjd;lkjsa;ldkjsa;lk she’s like vansh never yelled at anyone if it wasn’t a big deal. to which V is reacting just the way i am rn.......

‘lmao reallllllllly??? i don’t remember it like that.’

more lecture and yeah, i relate to him.

ishani over here crying to angre about bachpan se leke aaj tak vansh bhai ne kabhi nahi daanta. which again i’m like?????????? i have literally only seen V1.0 yelling at ishani for some bs or the other. literally never has he shown her any pyaar; the most he’s ever mellowed at her was when he gruffly told her sunny’s “truth” and made her understand that the wedding with angre would be good for her. nostalgia comes with some reallllll rose tinted glasses huh, ki everyone’s whitewashing asshole!vansh this way.

soft ship gently chugging along!

anyway angre has a plan and ishani like so help me god imma murder this fucker if he’s not vansh. there’s my girl!!!!!

this one is driving a hardddddddd bargain and wow, really going to town on that piano. riddhima doesn’t find it shady at allllllllllllllllll that he’s an equally good piano player as vansh huh? zerooooo thoughts about that.

“gunaah karne waale se bada gunehgaar hota hai gunaah sehne waala.” bhai waaah, isske victim complex ko mera salaam, ki bechaara is ONLY GETTING 5 CRORES, BOOOOOO HOOOOO.

“jabse tumse yeh deal kii haina, badi gandiiiii waali feeling aa rahi hai!” lmaoooooo yeah sureee, i can see how torturous it is, to be paid OBSCENELY to......... play yourself.

“mujhe teen guna chahiye. i want triple.”

BITCH WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF 3X SLKJDFSLKJFLDK 15 CRORES I KNOW TERA HI PAISA HAI BUT HADH HAI BHAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII?!?!? YOU SOUNDING A LOT LIKE THIS GUY:

oh boy ishani and angre have entered hearing about “triple”.

badi safaai se he said OH I MEANT IMMA BAKE A TRIPLE LAYER CHOCOLATE CAKE FOR YOU TO SAY SORRY.

softttttttttttttttttttt siblingssssssss. baaaaabies.

but hubs and wifey have come with some stress relief for bhai, lol.

lmao riddhima’s reactionnnnnnnnn.

lo ji yeh bhi aa gaya rang mein bhang daalne. wants to make things interesting via bet. some realllllll high stakes shit. good lord, don’t be gross and bet riddhima or something, maharabharat style.

aaaaaand it’s on!

no point screaming in your mind, riddhima. should have sent him to basketball camp before you recruited him.

"bohut mazaa aayega!!!!” lmaooooooo seeeeee, i told y’all. all this big baby legit wants is someone to playyy with himmmmm. have you ever seen him look THISSSSS HAPPY EVERRRRRR??????????

——————————————————————— 

07.12.20

lmao @ his purposely bad dribbling.

stressing Dollar Biwi out some more by saying he hasn’t even watched the game on tv.

unffffff. Chehra Appreciation Break. these go out to my girl @nawaazishein​ (she knows exaaaaaaaactly why.)

riddhima is like when you pick teams, pick me, and kabir is here to talk smack and say everyone’s gonna find outtttttt nowwww.

ok great, whole fam’s here. there’s a chalkboard set up for the score and everythinggggg. coz as per usual, no one else has nothing else to do. not even catch up on their podcasts or play some candy crush or nothing. they just wanna watch these two grownass men having a pissing contest.

V wins the toss but aryan’s bitch ass lies and says kabir won it. K selects riddhima first.

he knew that kabir’s dumb ass would do exactly that. besides, he’s seen riddhima play. she sucks ass at it. best if she brings down K’s team from the inside, lol.

V’s picks: useless!chacha, angre. K’s pick: aryan. rules established, ki after every 10 points, rival team se player will be out.

all i can think of rn is that everyone went and changed and riddhima’s gonna play in her sari and heels?!?!?!?!!!?!?

game faces on!

lol such bball captain and his gf head cheerleader vibes. CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh god are we supposed to sit and listen to chachi’s commentary?!?!!?!?

please note i’m literally only watching this ep to see the boys’ shirts move and expose chest and abs. 

riddhima gets the ball and is standing there in one place dribbling so that V can easily intercept and he’s just..........

............. imitating a frilled dragon or some shit?????

kabir just took the ball from her and scored.

first basket he made and he’s already telling vansh to give up. dude, hadh hoti hai overconfidence ki.

V like haar-jeet ka faisla end mein hota hai. i would say i’ve already won, getting to see this much sweaty neck and chest, mmmmhmmmmmm.

SCOREEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! i mean, yeah V scored a point in the game or whateverrrrrrrr, BUT **I** GOT TO SEE SOME TUMMY WHEN HE JUMPED UP!!!!!

lol idk what the sassy finger wave was for, but i liked watching it.

THIS DUMBASS. SOMEONE PLEASE JUST PUT HER OUT OF HER MISERY.

aryan’s out.

AND I SCORE AGAIN!!!!! ouff, the things i have to resort to coz they don’t gimme tellywood men shirtless anymore.

useless!chacha’s out.

askljdlkjlkdjlsakjdlsakjdlsdjlaskjdlj bechaara kabir.

“you. out, please!”

sureeeeeely he will not pull the kkhh move in front of the whole fam??????/ will he?????????

look at his face, ki awwwwww, how cute that she’s trying.

riddhima is so stupid, if she scored all these points, why didn’t she pick V to leave the game instead of angre!?!?!?!!?!?

BITCH DID THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“isski har harkat vansh se kyun milti hai?????” idk sis, take a wiiiiiiiiiild guess. if it looks like a duck, and quacks like a duck........... MAYBE THE FUCKING 6 FOOT 2″ DUCK LOOMING IN FRONT OF YOU AND RUNNING HIS HANDS ALL OVER YOU IS YOUR FUCKING HUSBAND??????

the way he’s smiling is practically challenging her to figure it out.

she’s still like nope, not him. just a coincidence. while she mulls on that brain fart, imma stare at rrahul’s chest some more.

of course.

YOUR WHOLEASS FAMILY IS STANDING THERE WATCHING THIS OMG I’M DYING OF SECONDHAND EMBARRASSMENTTTTTTTT FUCKING TAKE IT TO YOUR ROOM YOU WEIRDOS

“yeh bonus hai. free of charge. just for your pretty face!”

this dumbass is also hung up ki how overnight he became good at playing basketball. abbe oh gobar ganesh why can’t you just accept it’s him?!!?!?!?

aryan’s like dude, it’s him. i’ve seen him play. this is him.

but there must be somethinggggggg unique about vansh’s style right????

ahaaaa, ambidextrous.

kabir legit threw something like that looks like a clown’s nose. i guess he just carries that around full time coz he’s a 🤡🤡🤡

blah blah we already knew this from the precap. i’m just fwding to when he plays with the left and wins.

lmao V’s faaaaaaaaace. when kabir finally gets his day of reckoning, vansh is really nottttttt gonna hold back.

never seen ppl THIS happy to see a left handed person, lol.

“vihaan vansh ki tarah left hand se khel sakta hai??????”

CUTESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lmaoooooooooo his face is like jo toota nahi tha, woh bhi tod ke rakh degi.

lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. asshole.

uh huh honeyyyyyyyyy. did the Vansh Move.

asking how you did all this when i never told you these facts about vansh?

“tum zaroorat se zyaada sochti ho, Sweetheart.”

DUN DUN DUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“kya aisa humne pehle kabhi nahi kiya? kya yeh pal humaari zindagi mein kabhi bhi nahi aaya, riddhima?” he said her name The Vansh Way, not The Vihaan Way!!!!!!!

“tum mere......”

“haan riddhima, yeh tumhara veham nahi hai. main vihaan nahi, vansh hoon. tumhara vansh.”

haaaaaaye bechaari. at this point i’m feeling quite bad for her. it’s not her fault she’s so stupid. ab hai toh hai. kya kar sakte hain. bedagarkkkkkk ho tera, vansh. may you die of blue balls for fucking with her simple mind this way.

i just did my homework reallllllllllly well, it seems. so my 3x payment is totally worth it. god i wish that pool was full, so that i could dunk his head into it and hold it there for a few minutes.

THIS ASSHOLE DOESN’T EVEN FEEL A LITTLE BIT BAD FOR WHAT HE’S DOING. LIKE, THODAAAA TOH HE SHOULD FEEL.

and then he turns around and looks at her like this!?!?!?!!?!?!? OUFFFF. FUCK YOU MANNNNNN.

blah blah talk about how now everyone must be convinced (except kabir) but yeah, i’m just here for The Face.

JFC SIS. AT THIS POINT YOU JUST NEED TO PULL A KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA SINGH RAIZADA AND YANK A FEW HAIRS OUT FROM HIM AND ISHANI AND SEND IT FOR A DNA TEST.

shhhhhhhhhh, koi hai. yup. and not at all an excuse to get touchy touchy with wifey and give her some more mindfucky clues as to who you are.

someone’s watching us, we gotta sort out the property shit realllll quickkkkkkkkk.

he has An Idea, it seems. oh boy.

[smutty-ki113r]

I am doing ok :> I just have intense mood swings and i'll go to my doctor soon. maybe it's a hormonal issue?? or maybe it's mental illness-

i usually don't check my social media profiles that much. I only go on here reblog some funky shit, post my art and look if u responded to my asks :>

MY GIRLFRIEND? man i love her so fucking much- I can't my heart. she's so perfect. I wanna be with her all the time (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

I did what u recommended. I like kept the instagram acc but like emptied it ig. and I uninstalled it. imma make a deviantart page today :> yeah it's mostly for art I think.

YES imma scorpio uwu

actually at first I didn't feel very comfy cuz of what happened, but since i got together with my gf, it's been...nice? they r all so supportive and it's like so awesome, cuz I feel so valid there. and jeff recently came up to me and said: "yo if u ever need a hug...i- i'm here u know" and then I went: "jeff do u need a hug???" and he said: "HUH??? ME? NO I- yeah kinda" and then we hugged :> so I think we r besties now uwu! AND i finally met candypop OMG... it was so cool. i have been starting this habit of a subtle everyday clown makeup (that was the conversation starter) and lj and me have been hangin out. he was like: "wanna meet candypop?" and I got so excited...u don't understand :>>>> it was so much fun.

BEN missed me telling him abt u. I was forced to paint his nails while giving him updates on all the fics and stuff... it was nice tho ^^ he liked the hug and he is also super proud of u for everything u do <3 "tell them to keep going, they r awesome and valid and they can do anything they put their mind to!"

I would just have to say exactly what he did. I am bad with words so I am happy he is good with them lol

tysm <3 I adore u too ❣

-🃏

I have super intense mood swings too, so you’re not alone! Everything’s gonna be ok, promise

I REAPIND RO UR ASKS IN LIKE AR LEAST 3?? Hours cause i get so excited ehheheheheg and want to TALK WITH U ALL THE TIME.

I’m glad u guys are going good! ONG PROUD! Look at u making your devianart art acc!! GRRRR my best friend blue is also a Scorpio!

I’m so happy 🥺🥺 that u feel validated there, and Jeff is being the SHIT RN! He’s so cute! I feel like I would be the bestest of friends with him, I relate to him a lot 😋,,, fuckkkn and u got to meet candy pop. Sheesh man I’m so jealous rn, I WANNA DO SUBTLE CLOWN MAKEUP BUT IDK HOW.

omg he missed you telling him about me? Shut the FUCK up before I fall more in love with him. I am literally head over heels would die for him. But you already know this. I feel like it’s embarrasing, idk why hm.

Fuck. Fuck he really just gave me the validation. Fuck. Great now this is prime crying material. I will be using this- don’t worry I will. God I just wanna hold him and cry while he holds me, I just wanna be next to him for a second Man. What I would give for a second.

I LOVE U!

[riskeith]

hehe, hi!! hope you slept well even if you stayed up until 3-4 am (?) also what fic... what paring... 👀

genshin charas be like: *wavy beautiful flowy deep hair* tbh and we just gotta accept that. just keep practicing and i’m sure you’ll do them more than justice. your stuff is already great so far!! I JUST SAW HIS ISLE ANIMATION RAZOR IS LITERALLY BEST BOY? also his voice actor... ☹️🥺 razor is catboy we love it.

i’m gonna run around with him and just think about you always i promise!!!! [as if i don’t do that already hehe 😏] some day it will be i’m actually hopefully they’ll do it. too many people want cross server they cannot pass that up.. :(

thank u!! hehe, it’s a tododeku piece and it was one of my first bnha fics i started working on. basically it’s a radio au? i love those so much... midoriya’s a radio host and todoroki listens to him to help his insomnia and they start talking and it’s basically Yearning... jshdjdhdkd this one is actually one of those fics ive always wanted to do but felt stuck with multiple times shdjdsshdh but i don’t wanna let it die just yet so we’ll see what i’ll do with it. and yeah!!! long fics are super intimidating. i agree with everything you said lmao. the stuff i post is actually only one shots. multi-cap scares the fuck out of me bc what if you just lose motivation and then there are people that are waiting for updates and aaah. when i used to do longer fics i used to write it all out before posting the chapters that way i was Sure it was all done. most of my longer fics just end up never leaving my drive account because of that reason.. i literally have fics with over 20k words that have just died out... yikes. hahahah. and omg imagine a wip dump i’d read them all!! who knows what gold your big brain has hidden from us....

YOU HAVE A STUDY? now that’s just sexy of you. stop i feel like people that study at home in a specific office are studious. there’s something super fancy about having a work space at home... and a bookshelf my god what a dream... 😍 books are the most important!!!!! my makeup is hidden in a makeup bag so it doesn’t touch them. i��d literally cry if anything happened to any of them shsjdjk. your bookshelf said 2013 vibes and i adore it. all of those are such good vibes tbh i can’t believe you have them at home... awww <3 do you like the movie adaptions as well?

what happens after 12 yo? do you have secondary school?

I HAVE NO CLUE... god albedo so gorgeous. we’ve just been praising him for days and i’m still not tired of him. he’s so perfect!!!!! if he comes back another time i’m definitely gonna go for it. also AHH? i cant wait for the razor pic aaah you made me so excited now... <3

i made a asia server acc earlier!! god it feels so weird to start anew sjdkdhdk all the tutorials.. not having wings... nothing. just paimon and me running around in the whispering woods. kind of tedious actually but gotta do it for the wifey.. 🥰 i’m thinking i’m gonna hustle hard this weekend to hopefully get up at least to level 10 or something. omg we are literally gonna be that meme where the short person stands in front of taller person and says “they asked for no pickles”... have you seen them? i suck at explaining shjdjdjd anyway. CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU PLAY... 😍 the homoerotic tension in the domains... 😍 also i was thinking,. we get a lot of primogems early in the game and i’m gonna try to spin for xingqiu so we can have that date after all... 😏

YOU HAVE 5 ACCS? my girl is booked and busy. can i ask what for help... also do you ever tweet the wrong things on the wrong accs? and idk what a moment is but i’d absolutely watch that. i wanna see ur cute screenshots... 🥺 YOUR THEME IS SOOOOOO FUCKING GOOD!!!!! ohdhsjshsjshsjsj it’s soooo fucking nice I LOVE IT the colors and the pose. THE MOON ABOVE HIS HEAD. mark me as in love... 🥺

it’s me who cannot wait to hear from YOU. i can’t stop thinking about how soon we’ll run around together aaaah... <3333

i finished responding to your ask at like 3am and slept then!! it was.... drarry 😳😳 they’re legitimately all i read these days even tho i have like one (1) knowledge about hp and its lore FHDKFHSDFJSDKKHSD just the enemies to lovers dynamic you know??? ugh 😩😘👌

fjksdfh thank!! HE’S THE BESTEST BOY!! lil pup 🥺🥺 AND HERE’S THE IMAGE: 

LOOK AT HIM M.A. LOOK!!!!!!!!!!! dont you just want to give him everything <333 all the wolfhook he wants... all the good pats... 😭😭😭😭

hehe <33 and hopefully some day!!! i think realistically they wouldn’t, but one can hope hfsdkfhkdsjkh

:o concept! oooo does todoroki know it’s midoriya or is he just pining for the mystery radio show host 😩🤪 i hope you’re able to keep it alive! ahaha ganbatte plus ultra 💪💪💪 you 🤝 me sticking to one-shots. fjdslfkj damn writing it ALL before posting tho requires so much patience... that’s so admirable.... im legit so hungry for like attention and validation from my fics i can’t not post fhdsfsdhsdhk even if it’s still a wip... and the giving up on a multichap i’ve done that LOLLLLLLLLLL i was so in denial about it too even tho i knew i was never gonna go back to it i went from pretending it didnt exist to announcing a hiatus to then announcing its discontinuation fhdskfjsdkjfskdhfdsks

FHSKFHSDKJ ye!! ahah actually now that you say it like that ... makes me sound so profesh 😩 nice! that’s good protect the books first and foremost hfksdhkfs. 2013 was a vibe too i reckon.. that was when catching fire came out <333 which relates to your question, i do *mostly* like the movie adaptations! if i watch the movies before the books then it’s all good, but if i’ve already read the books and then i go into the adaptation..... yikes HSHAH but sometimes it’s been so long i forget the book plot so it’s alright. i do think the hunger games adaptations were really good though!!! hbu do you like the movies?

yup we call it high school!! and that goes from 13-18 yo. 

albedo... always on the mind 🥰🥰🥰 i think once i get xiao i might maybe roll of every banner after? just to try LOL idkk. 

!! im so sorry you have to go through all that tedious stuff again 😭😭😭 but im so thankful 😍😍😍😍 once you reach co-op levels dw we can do all the quests together so you won’t have to suffer through them with difficulty 🤪 and no i didn’t know that meme but i just looked it up and omg that energy... can’t wait for that to be us :p XINGQIU!!! im so excited omg.. that was one of the other reasons i was willing to start again so i could try roll him fshfksjd. channeling luck for you so you get him again!!! and then chongyun can be with the boyf <33 

5 but only 3 i use!!! my kpop twt, anime, and then my ‘main’ (for posting just fics and art etc). the other 2 are basically just there to save URLs hfskdfhskd. and no i don’t!! im super conscientious about that bc im so paranoid hfkshfsdfhsdfjksdhfks y’all won’t catch me slipping 🤪 and a moment is basically just a collection of tweets! but i realised you actually need to tweet them first for that to happen fshfhsdkfd but here are some thumbnails!

THANK UUUU chongyun really is my muse.. who needs irl photography when i can do all this in game <33333 

ME NEITHER!! you got me smiling like a fool just thinking about it... hope you slept well! mwah :*

[vergilboyfriend]

You should do all of them questions and 90 is true

I love you!!!!

1. Favorite instrument?

I work at a music store u can’t just ask me this. When my coworkers play it’s the saxophone or the flute, when the boys in the repair shop are testing repairs and they harmonize with each other or try to outplay one another it’s the bassoon or the trombone or whatever they’re fixing at the moment. When I hear 🎺 give his lesson on Wednesday afternoons it’s the trumpet, and when I think about middle school it’s the clarinet, the flute, the French horn. When I hear the nutcracker pas des deux is the oboe and when I hear edith piaf l’accordeoniste it’s the remarkable human voice. Really my favorite instrument is all of them, it just depends.

2. Favorite fic trope? Mutual pining 🥺

3. Sport you played for the longest amount of time? LMAO I wasn’t a sporty kid but I did ballet

4. Shoe size? 10-11

5. Most recent (good) dream? Uhh I had a dream last night about my coworker 🎹 it wasn’t bad though I can’t really remember what it was about

6. Last person in your DMs? smugg

7. Can you do a handstand? Nooo nooo lmaoo nooooo

8. Unpopular food opinion I don’t like oranges or red meat

9. Conspiracy you believe in? There’s some kind of weird weather dome in my hometown around the military base that makes most storms pass around us

10. Is your hair its natural color/style? Most of it is I dyed the bottom layer of my hair tho so it’s blonde rn

11. state a useless fact all that’s coming to mind is outright lies rn hold on. The inventor of pringles is buried in a pringles can that’s so fucking nasty omg

12. most interesting gossip you’ve heard? Idk I don’t really care for gossip uhhhh have u heard tho rin dippindogs is a huge gay hah she uhh she like men AND women lmao gaaay gaaaay

13. Middle name? Carolyn

14. Sexuality? Bisexual

15. Amount of sleep you got last night? Idk actually I think like 9-10 hrs tho I slept in until 11

16. Opinion on ice cream cake? Tasty!!!

17. Opinion on (cup)cake frosting? It’s depends buttercream is usually too sweet for me in large amounts so I prefer whipped cream frosting

18. Last board game you played? Idk??? We played hunt a killer tho last Thursday me n my family I guess that counts kinda

19. Project you want to start? I need ideas first baby

20. Project you’re working on right now? HAHAHAHAHAHA

21. TV show you’re watching? nothing rn I just rewatch bojack a lot if I watch anything

22. Last movie you watched? Lego batman I think

23. Ever left anon hate? Not legit hate

24. Ever left anon love? Yes all the time. Sometimes to strangers it’s my favorite thing to do

25. Best Disney movie? The princess and the frog

26. Best Pixar movie? Soul or Up I can’t decide

27. Best Star Wars? Um. Empire strikes back

28. Last thing you consumed? Fuit gumy

29. NoTP? Idk I don’t really hate ships unless they’re gross like pedophilic gross

30. story behind your (nick)name? When I was a fetus my great grandfather had a dream that my name should be Carolyn Marie but my parents were huge dweebs so they named me Marina after the actress of Deanna Troi in Star Trek. Idk about my nickname ive just always been Rina/Rin as long as I can remember

31. ice cream order? Lately it’s lemon sorbetto I know it’s SO high in sugar but I love it

32. describe your blog in <5 words I love you

33. how many blogs do you follow? 436

34. Describe your voice it depends usually I sound like a sick child but my customer service voice is really pleasant

35. Describe your smile it’s cute :)

36. What is the place you live known for? LMAOOO LMAO we have a military base nearby and like. I could go on abt that one but also like. There’s a lot of gang violence and a lot of the other consequences of poverty. People from the cities around us see us as “””ghetto””” or violent but it’s just. It’s more than that it’s always more than that. And idk what else there’s nothing really particularly special about this town except that we’re all here and not anywhere else

37. What is the place you’re originally from known for? (if they’re different)

38. pronouns? she/any idc

39. Languages you speak? English

40. first friend you made through tumblr? Idk. I probably don’t talk to them anymore :(

41. Person on tumblr you know in real life? my brother

42. First dog breed you think of shih tzu I have 2 next to me rn

43. room wall color? Purble!!!! The paint color is called grape juice that’s why I picked it!!!

44. Song that’s stuck in your head right now? It’s tricky to rock a rhyme to rock a rhyme that’s right on time it’s trickyyyyy

45. Favorite number? 5, 34

46. Color you associate with your name? Red

47. Favorite jolly rancher flavor?watermelon

48. Pets? 2 dogs rocket and groot and 4 cats loki danni who r from the same litter and we raised from kittens, miss kitty who we adopted from a shelter after my boy blue moon passed away and ben (his real name is Kylo Ren thanks to my mom but I refuse to call him that) he is my little baby and he has 7 toes on his front paws

49. Collections? Hot wheels

50. Character outside of your fandom you’d marry? Girl what lmaooo idk

51. Character outside of your fandom you’d kill? That’s mean :(

52. Have you met any celebrities? NO thank god id have to kill on sight

53. Favorite time period in history? Itslian Renaissance & Romantic Era

54. What time is it right now? 2:35 am oops

55. History or future? Future but like . A good one. Or prehistory

56. Space or ocean? Space

57. Fears? Abandonment

58. Command + v and post. It’s this list of questions u don’t want that

59. Favorite season? Spring

60. Describe your aesthetic. Messy just a mess, neon and old buildings and things, antiques, countryside if there weren’t so many trump pence flags still lmaoo give uppp give up, nature just al of nature and space and places humans can’t touch and places they used to touch but can’t anymore

61. MBTI? Infp but I haven’t taken it in a few years

62. What’s your relationship with your family like? Normal.

63. “Biggest fan” in your tumblr activity? I’m in mobile hold on acc to tumblr it’s akky

64. Favorite musical? Sweeney todd

65. Comfort book? Idk how to read 💔💔💔 wuthering heights tho

66. Comfort movie? Whisper of the heart

67. OTP? Girl idk

68. BroTP? Joey and Tristan yugioh

69. AUs or canon compliant? Canon ig idk

70. Opinion on the person who’s sending the ask? It’s an anon!! But I love them

71. FMK + 3 characters anon didnt leave any characters and I was going to say something very bad but I won’t

72. Dream date? I’ve wanted to do this for a while but ideally it would be after we’d been together a while maybe even engaged or whatever, I wanna go to like a Home Depot or a furniture store and pretend to be married and looking for house paints and furniture and plan what our home is going to look like I wanna do that so bad. But idk for a first/early relationship date i really want to go to the zilker botanical garden it’s one of my favorite places, we could also go to the natural gardener which is a plant nursery in Austin I really love it there too and it’s not that far from zilker.

73. Relationship status? Single

74. Ever dyed your hair? Do you plan to? Yes and perhaps. Maybe

75. Dream job/career? Idk anymore I used to have big girl goals and I haven’t had any in a while. But when I was younger I wanted to be a game warden

76. Favorite band/singer? Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky

77. Something that makes you soft/that you find adorable? My cats

78. The first thing you would do if you won the lottery? Buy a house

79. Are you superstitious? Yes

80. Character you project onto? Shizuku tsukishima

81. Fictional character you’ve had a crush on? Vergil devil may cry. Forever husband

82. Celebrity crush? LMAO

83. Person on here you’d date? my mutuals

84. Person on here you’d marry? 🥺 my mutuals

85. Person on here you’d throw into the void? Smugg

86. Other social media you have? I’ve got a photography insta that I barely use and a Twitter that’s just nintendo switch screenies that’s it

87. Finish the sentence: Due to personal reasons, ___________i will be passing away

88. Bad habit? I find it rlly hard to say no or like to say when and why I’m upset I don’t feel like for the latter I don’t feel like I should bring something that’s upsetting me up because I know I’ll get over it on my own and I don’t really trust myself to be upset about rational things. Idk I’m working on it

89. Three things you like about yourself? I’m hot, I’m kind, I’m resilient

90. Ily and you deserve the world I love you!!!!! YOU deserve it too!!!

[lallemxnt]

a post to appreciate some of the people whom i love with my whole ass heart:

@tu-comptes-tant-pour-moi​ aka alec 

alec, baby, would-be-husband, fiancée, i can’t possibly thank you enough for sticking with my annoying ass. you have helped me in my times of need, unbeknownst, you’ve made me laugh when all i wanted to do was cry, you’ve supported me at my lowests, and loved me through it all. i do not deserve you baby, i really don’t. and ik i’m a shity friend, and will probably be a shittier wife, but i’m not shitty at one thing: and that is loving you. thank you for existing and making my life worth living. i love you hubby. 

@altereliott​ aka annie 

annie, annie, annie, where do i even start? you were my first friend on here. well, i don’t think i’ve told you this before but i actually read your fanfic on wattpad (remember the whole drama of an acc posting fics without asking the owners on wattpad?), it was the romeo/juliet elu fic and oh my god i was already dazzled, bewitched and spellbound by your writing. you’re so talented baby !! like wow is there anything you cannot do? you’re an amazing friend, really. like everyone deserves to have an annie in their lives. you support your friends and help them and give them solutions and it does not even matter that you might be feeling down yourself! like what more could someone need to fall in love with you? i love you so much. and i thank whatever god is above for making us meet. thank you for existing baby. xoxo

@starcassstic​ aka gao 

ye you guessed it right !! that’s an angelllll in human form right there !! if you know gao, then you should consider yourself to be lucky because you know an actual angel in your life. she is heavenly. she is beautiful. and she is so kind and loving. like gao is always there for her friends and she’s ever so supportive. i honestly think that this cruel world doesn’t deserve her because she’s just too good for it. gao is also my partner in thirsting over maxence and y’all just stan this friendship lol also; a major ass plus point, gao’s form thai origin !! ye, i love her for her personality and for being herself but i’m just saying that it’s a plus point !! thank you for everything you do and everything you are gao !! i can’t possibly imagine my life without you. xoxo 

@plvseok​ aka keiiiiith

ye this is my own personal hedgehog. keith is elu’s love child and you cannot convince me otherwise. you will be shocked to know that he also has their matching traits. he has eliott’s ever so loving nature and lucas’ gay panic ksjskjs he is my favourite indian boy and nope you cannot convince to choose anyone else for that spot except him. he is supportive, kind, caring and is ever ready to lend a ear if you want to vent. i’m just so blessed to have him in my life??? thank you for everything baby boiii !! i love you so much xoxo 

@elou-is-mylife​ aka timy

i honestly do not know where to start about timy because i’d probably end up writing a thesis. timy is beautiful, prepossessing, gorgeous, arresting, exquisite, generous, pleasant, enchanting and SHE OWNS ALL MY UWUS. timy is that one person, who’d be ready to cheer you up even if she’s pretty sad herself and does that not make you fall in love with her a little deeper? i honestly cry over timy because she deserves the best; and certainly better than me. but thank you for sticking with my annoying, whining and tomato-disliking ass, i couldn’t possibly thank you enough. i love you sweetcheeks <33

@harleyhype​ aka raina 

my favourite indian gurlll,,, i love raina’s cute and loving nature and the fact that she’s extremely good at elu aesthetics !! raina is also so supporting and she always has your back and i just wanna take a moment here to thank her for everything she has done for me. i might have not known her for a long time, or not known her enough, but i plan on getting to know her better, and staying by her side for a long time. thank you for everything baby !! i love you x

@luneaurose​ aka my babie

the coolest motherfucker i have ever known !! be careful because she might just step over you and you wouldn’t even mind it because she might slay your ass and reign over your heart. i’m in love with her personality alright? and i’m in love with her. periodt. nothing more to say. 

@salutmonmec​ aka brooke 

nothing much to say about her because word could never depict my love for her or how amazing she is !! just know that she is the most beautiful babe and i’m totally gay for her and that she really has a way with words. i love u baby u a snacc mwah !

@spidermecc​ aka selin

selin, selin, selin, i miss you okay? we really ought to catch up honeyboo !! you’re really reallll cute and super funny and i actually laugh out loud at your jokes okay? XD thank you for making me laugh and for having my back and being your wonderful self. i love you so much. xoxo 

@jebentnietalleen aka taraaaa

practically my favourite axel stan and my all-things-axel-source !! tara is honestly so kind and lovely and she’s also pretty hilarious ksjsk i just stan this woman with my whole ass heart and want to say that i love her very much !! (ps; hmu b i miss you !!) 

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(i just wanna thank you all for making me smile at some point. and that i’ll always be there for you, to love &’ support you. xoxo)

(ps; excuse my forgetful ass bc i know i will forget someone but even if you aren’t here, just know that you, each and every single one of you, from the anons to the followers and everyone else, i love you and thank you from the bottom of my heart. mwah !) 

[nhllandy]

Self Doubt with Mikko Rantanen

Translations - 

Tyttö = babe

Minä rakastan sinua = i love you

for @mikkorants96 - hope you enjoy :)

It’s always stressful when the Avs play the Minnesota Wild, I mean they are in the same division and there is a little bit of a rivalry there after last year. Mikko on the other hand, loves it. Sometimes it concerns you how competitive he gets on the ice, but maybe that’s just what makes him such a good player.

As usual, you sit in the section with all the other Wives and Girlfriends, even though you don’t really like to. They can be a little… um… bitchy? And you really don’t feel like you fit in with them, but what are you supposed to do? Go sit by yourself to cheer on Mikko?

They are all scrawny and blonde and curl their hair and this and that, not to mention the way they dress at games. They are all wearing skinny jeans and high heels and fur coats and usually sporting a gucci purse or something. Not you though, no matter what, you always stick to leggings and your no. 96 jersey.

HONKKK, a giant horn goes off signifying the end of the third period even though the teams are tied at four. For the past two and a half hours you have been biting off all your fingernails and your ass is numb from sitting on the edge of the seat the whole time. Mikko already has 2 goals, so you’re proud of him no matter what.

But overtime ? OVERTIME ? you hate ot, you get way too invested into the game and then usually end up pissed off when they lose. Mikko loves how much you love the game tho.

The horn goes off again to start the 5 minutes of sudden death hockey. All the other girls you’re sitting with have finally decided to get off their phones and watch for once, but you know they are judging how much you are yelling, oh well.

The first three out for each team have a couple of good looks, but no result yet. Then the next three and the next three and the next. All of a sudden, there is only 51 seconds left before a dreaded shootout. Mikko rushes onto the ice and it couldn’t have been better timed. Kerf dishes him the puck and he is in behind all the Wild players, just him, Dubnyk, and the clock.

He takes off down the ice and even from your seat, you can see Mikko trying to concentrate and sticking out his tongue. You are jumping up and down at this point, and at least some of the WAGs are standing up now.

He approaches Dubnyk and fakes to one side as he tucks it into the net with one hand. The goal light flashes and the place goes crazy. Music is blaring, hats are flying, Gabe basically tackles Mikko as you get a nudge and smile from Mel, one of the few wives you actually like. Mikko Rantanen, your boyfriend, has just scored the OT winner against none other than the Minnesota Wild AND finished off his hat trick.

As soon as the guys skate off, all the girls head down to the locker room. As your walking through the concourse you hear them announcing the three stars.

“And tonight’s first star, with 3 goals and the OT winnerrrrrrrrrrrr, Mikko Rantanen!”

You blush a little and it’s evident that none of the other girls are paying that much attention. You hear his slightly broken english then people cheering. Ugh he’s just so cute and you can’t wait to see him. Mikko is usually in a mood when they win games, like a really really good mood… which kind of… puts you in… some kind of mood… ugh, now you really really can’t wait to see him, and his beautiful blonde hair, just out of the shower, and after games he always wears a hoodie but without a shirt underneath and like OH BOY and his shimmering blue eyes, the way he looks at you in an irresistible sense - You are quickly snapped back to reality as fans start flooding the concourse. Stepping off of the escalator and towards the locker room. All the guys have the biggest smile when they see their beautiful girlfriends and a little part of you can’t believe Mikko looks at you like that.

Mikko hates it, but you say all the time that you don’t deserve him. He usually ends up rolling his eyes and shutting you up by putting his lips on yours. “If anything I don’t deserve you baby,” says Mikko, “I play fortnite almost as much as I play hockey, and I can’t even cook for myself.” He smiles, trying to lighten the mood.

You don’t like getting down on yourself  around him, but it’s hard not to. How did someone like you, end up with someone like him? He could do so much better, you tell yourself.

You’re zoning out in your thought as Mikko comes racing around the corner, still in his undershirt and everything but his skates. Like Mikko is actually running, a huge smile on his face, like a kid turned loose in a candy store. He zooms over to you and literally sweeps you off your feet. You are snapped out of your self-doubt but there are still some lingering thoughts, mostly fueled by the dirty looks you are getting from the girls. However, you are still really happy for Mikko and you hug him and giggle as he spins you through the air.

“(y/n) DID YOU SEE THAT!” He screams and it echoes through the entire hallway.

You think it’s adorable because he asks you that after every. Single. Game. even though you are at every. Single. Game.

“Yes Meeks! You were amazing!” You smile at him, ugh those blue eyes “but I must say, I prefer hugging you after you’ve showered.” Even though secretly you loved him all sweaty and riled up but you preferred when you are the one that makes him sweaty and riled up, not hockey ;)

“Okay okay, sorry tyttö, I’ll go shower,” he takes off back to the locker room, “I’ll be fast!” He yells as he disappears.

You can’t help but smile, and slowly you get sucked back into  your own mind.

Why are all of them looking at me like that? What did I do? They think they are better than me and it’s not fair. But, maybe they are right. I mean I’m not blonde, I can’t remember the last time I curled my hair or spent longer than 10 minutes on make-up. I’m not the most in-shape out of these girls, I can’t really rock high-heels. Oh god, What the hell does Mikko even see in me?

At this point you are starting to get visibly upset and Mel comes over to ask if you’re okay.

“Hey doll, what’s up?”

“Oh, nothing nothing, just some stress at work.”

As much time as Gabe and Mikko spend together, you and Mel have become like best friends. She basically knows you better than you know yourself. Gabe walks out of the locker room, exhausted but with a smile on his face. He walks up and puts an arm around Mel.

“Hey (y/n), sweet game huh?” Says Gabe with a grin.

“Yeah, nice job! I’m sure Mikko appreciates the assists.” You smile

“Pff,” he scoffs, “He better, I should’ve been the number one star,” He jokes and nudges you just like Mel did earlier, “But hey, we’ll see you around.”

He starts to walk off but Mel leans into your ear and whispers, “He loves you for you, never ever forget that sweetie.”

You smile graciously at her and then wave goodbye, now back to waiting for Mikko. You lean against the wall, not anywhere near the rest of the WAGs and occupy yourself with your phone, mindlessly scrolling through Insta.

Time passes rather slowly, you see a couple guys come out and they wave or smile at you. It seems a little messed up that the guys are cooler to you than their girlfriends but hey it’s whatever, you’ve always been a little bit of a tomboy.

After what feels like 8 years, Mikko comes around the corner but you don’t notice because your back is to him. He slowly wraps his arms around your waist and takes a deep breath. You feel so safe in his arms, there is nowhere else you’d rather be right now.

You close your eyes and take it all in for a minute before you say anything.

“Let’s go home, babe.” You say softly

He lets out a big breath before letting go but leaving his arm around you.

As you are walking out the last couple WAGs waiting for the guys look you up and down without saying a word. You immediately snap back into your previous mindset of self doubt. Slightly leaning into Mikko, you walk quietly to the car.

Mikko walks to the passenger side of the car and opens your door like always. After walking around and getting in the driver seat he asks if you are okay.

“Yeah,” you trail off, “just tired, I guess.” Mikko notices something is wrong, so he just drops it.

“Well don’t worry Tyttö, I’ll get you home soon.” He puts his hand on your thigh, slowly moving his thumb back and forth. Music is playing quietly in the background as you stare out the window. Mikko tries to cheer you up on the way home but he can tell that you are not in any mood for it.  

The two of you pull into the driveway of your shared condo but you don’t wanna deal with anything right now so you tell Mikko that you will just meet him inside. He gives a soft look, but he knows that you need to be alone sometimes and he respects that. You really don’t deserve him.

As soon as you see the front door close and Mikko disappear, you burst into tears. You’re not sure why this is happening, but you completely lose control. You have been holding this in since the end of the game and now here you are, sobbing uncontrollably.  You hate the way you look, but you hate having Mikko reassure you all the time so you usually just keep it to yourself. This happens every once in a while, but usually it’s when Mikko is on the road. You always compare yourself to other women, especially the other WAGs. It’s so hard not to, come on, you are dating a professional athlete! An NHL all star!

Taking a deep breathe after crying for a couple minutes, you put your hands over your face and look up. Once you move your hands, you see the front door open and Mikko poke his head out to check on you. Upon realizing that you are crying, he runs out the door and down the driveway.

He opens the passenger side door and crouches down next to you as you continue to cry. He rubs your leg and whispers, “(y/n), baby, what’s wrong? Talk to me.”

The tears start rushing out again and you turn into Mikko’s chest, really letting it all out this time. He opens his arms and accepts it. Mikko runs his hand up and down your back, trying his best to support you. He knows that you doubt yourself sometimes, but this is the first time he has seen you really breakdown like this.

After slowing down a little bit, Mikko tightens his grip and lifts you onto your feet and out of the car. Now standing, he picks you up. One hand under your back and one hand under your legs. You wrap your arms around his neck and rest your head against his chest. He carries you inside, still barely crying, and he sets you down on the floor. Right in the entrance of your condo is a hallway and Mikko leans you against the wall, runs up stairs to grab you a blanket, then joins you on the floor.    

“Wanna talk about it?”

“Mikko, why me?”

“What do you mean, Tyttö?”

“Out of all the girls in the world, why would you choose to go out with me?”

“(y/n), I love you so much. I wouldn’t trade what we have for anything in the world.” He grabs your chin so that you are looking up at him through the tears. “You are everything I could’ve ever wanted. I mean, (y/n), come on! You love to watch hockey, you’re gorgeous, you’re hilarious, you’re sexy (he says as he looks you up and down), you’re adorable when you yell at the refs, you chirp other guys with me, ugh, Minä rakastan sinua.”

“But I’m not like any of the other girls that go to the games, I’m not blonde or -” Mikko cuts you off by kissing you softly.

“Tyttö, I don’t want any of those girls. I want you. I don’t want some fake blonde that doesn’t know anything about hockey. I want a girl that is proud to wear my number and looks good doing it! I want someone who loves me and someone that, um, I can be Mikko around.”

At this point you feel a smile starting to tug at your lips and you’re slightly grinning, looking up at him.

“Ahhhh that’s it! The smile I love!” Hearing this just makes you smile more, Mikko makes everything better. Now with a full smile, Mikko jumps up and puts his hand out to help you. He pulls you up and into a tight hug. He starts swaying back and forth with you in his arms.

“OH!” Mikko screams, startling you, “sorry baby, hahah I didn’t mean to scare you but we need some music!”

“Hey Alexa, play Count On Me by Bruno Mars,” he says across the room

The two of you sway to the cute, happy song as you lean against his chest, taking in the moment. This went from such a terrible night to one of the best nights you’ve ever had with Mikko.

He is rubbing the back of your head and trailing his fingers through your hair, when you can feel him smile and start to giggle.

“What’s up, Meeks?”

“(y/n), you are the love of my life, ya know that?”

[jieunsapphic]

getting to know jieunies!!

it’s eleven pm and i have nothing to do so here’s a little thing for ya while i work on helvetica!!

name

Faith

birthday

11/24/02

‘02 LINERS MAKE SOME MF NOISE

relationship status

single and on the way to “ready to mingle”!

piercings i have

i have one piercing in each ear,, the normal lobe piercings everyone has. got em when i was 11

the meaning behind my username!! 

i love iu with all my heart, so that’s one. and bbibbi had just come out!!! i was listening to it on repeat since and it’s just POPPIN

groups i stan,,, hmm

that’s a long q to answer, so my top three bgs and ggs are STRAY KIDS, BTS, NCT + EXID, LOONA, and RED VELVET

favorite movie

my absolute favorite movie is flavors of youth, hands down. it’s netflix-exclusive, i believe, but UGH the symbolism in it all is amazing

a fact about my personality

my personality’s all over the place, but i’m really prone to being chaotically loud in the WORST situations sdjdfjlg

what i hate most about myself

the eyelashes on my left eye are fanned across my lashline differently compared to the other and it’s really hard to get a solid curl on em when applying mascara

what i love most about myself

i have an endless stomach when it comes to chinese food. and i’m also a really good taker/giver of advice!

idea of the perfect date

it’s hard to get into that without being sappy, but i’m down with anything. netflix is the BEST so i’m 100% forcing my s/o to watch strong girl bong soon with me i swear

weakness

i hate it when people yell at me, man. it’s HORRIBLE and it makes me cry

biggest turn on

moans,, its pretty hands down i guess??? i’ve had a lot of time to dabble around in nsfw accs that provide the best of the best so hit me up if u want links,, i don’t judge

 a random fact i know

rubber bands last longer when they’re put in the fridge!!

the last time i cried and why

last night i was reading a book of poetry and it really hit me hard. it’s called light filters in by caroline kaufman if any of you are interested!

favorite food

the meatball marinara from subway hands (normal bread, toasted, olives and The White Cheese on top and sometimes avocados if i’m feelin’ it!)

chinese zodiac sign

i didn’t know it, so i looked it up! it’s horse :))

favorite season

definitely, infinitely autumn.

how long i take to get ready

well, i wake up at six, lie around until seven, and i’m out the door by seven thirty at the latest. it’s mostly around 20 mins or smth

somewhere i want to visit

i’m planning a trip to daegu and seoul, south korea after i graduate! i’ve wanted to go forever now ugh

other languages i speak

english is my first language, but i’m learning spanish in school and korean online!

the color of my eyes

they’re so brown they’re almost black woo

my love language

definitely korean. it’s been an amazing language, and as i pick it up, it’s all about the intonation. feeling words is so much different than hearing them, and korean’s all on that!! so, either that or italian.

talents

well, i’ve always had quite a knack for weaving words together to construct little galaxies - since i was little. i basically taught myself how to read - but i also sing! i’m gonna start looking for pdfs on music theory when i have the time!!

my ultimate bias(es)

male - mark lee, jeon jeongguk, and a tie between min yoongi and jung hoseok

female - seulgi, chungha, l.e.

there are a lot more but for time i condensed it!

concerts i’ve been to

i went to a casting crowns concert when i was little and i still, to this day, remember it. it was the best time i’d ever had at a concert.

last book i read

physical - we are okay by nina lacour

ao3 - up we go by oh_hey_tae

favorite ice cream flavor

matcha green tea or peach!!

cats or dogs?

cats all the way. all my dogs are dead so sdfklsdf

the song i am listening to right now

i’m listening to a playlist!! it’s soon to be revealed so i’ll give u my weekly one!

day or night?

night! i’m not good at,, functioning during the daytime imsorry

do i like roller coasters?

hell no i don’t i’m black enough to have some sense

lucky number?

i don’t have one, honestly

favorite quote

the one where yoongi says he wants to be a rock in his next life,,, that shit sPEAKS TO ME

how long have i liked kpop?

going on 5 years!!! it all started with tvxq! and just,,,, zoomed from there

favorite album?

iu’s flower bookmark 2!!! it’s the BEST when u listen in order

what i find attractive in other people

the first thing i see is hands, but the first thing i notice is personalities and voices!!

my battery percentage

i’m on a desktop computer, man,,,, this thing stays plugged for years

what i’m doing tomorrow

i have church in the morning and i’m probably gonna come home and make fideo bc i don’t have school on monday turn up

nationality

i’m american like the cheese, fam

favorite song

it always varies but one i’ve stuck true to is le festin by camille! it’s in french!! y’all its the one at the end of ratatouille how much better can it get?????????

stuffed animals i own

i have this lamb that has been with me since i was born and that’s pretty much it

witches or vampires?

witches, because twitches was my sHIT when i was a kid, and bc i have read of magic and maladies so much that it’s so cute i love yoonkook

my favorite holiday

up to here it’s been so hard not to spell it with a u oh my goD

but it’s probably christmas!! i love love love pentatonix’s christmas music and i have since i was in like sixth grade ugh weary emoji fist emoji this is where its AT

the color of my toothbrush

that’s the most random fuckin question on this list sjlffgjklghdjfg it’s purple!

go-to comfort food

macaroni and cheese, made the RIGHT WAY, complete with three or more cheeses and cayenne pepper and bread crumbs

coffee or tea?

i’m a tea person! coffee has been known to give me panic attacks every time i fw it, so yeah that’s my cardio

description of my crush

i’ve known him for like eternities and we always argue over why bts is so popular sljfsdf he calls me detective a lot it makes me wanna DIE he’s so nice and he pisses me off royally also do his glasses get thinner every year or what i can’t tell

a song that made me cry

it’s always, always gonna be by the stream (개여울) by iu. that song makes me BAWL it reminds me of another song that makes me cry, all honor by ron kenoly!! both amazing vocalists. take the time out of ur day/night please!!! <3

favorite k-drama

Y’ALL ALREADY KNOW ITS STRONG GIRL BONG SOON IT’S THE BEST THING SINCE BETTY WHITE GO WATCH IT GO WATCH IT

this was lots of fun!! i hope y’all learned a little more about me through this skldfsdf

don’t hesitate to message me! i don’t bite unless u want me to wink wink no wait

i’m gonna tag @bambams-a-babe, @neocult127, and @cupidjaemins to do this bc we love mutuals here :)))

have a great night i spent an hour on this thing sljkfsdf

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BOIIIIIIIII I NEEED TO RAANNNNT

Okay this is gonna be quite long so if you don't care about other ppls feelings plz leave. I'm gna abbreviate some words because my fingers are swollen but I still wanna type.

Lets start shall we.

I might as well just tell you how fucked up I am, so basically I have dyslexia, dyspraxia, Crohn's disease which led to arthritis in my fingers and knees. I also have insomnia. regular pain everywhere. All I'm saying is thank god health care in England Is free.

ok lets go back to November 2015: We had a new boy(lets call him lanky cuz that's wat we call him IRL)who I only spoke to once and in the space of 2hrs I had figured out I like him a lot but I didn't tell anyone for a year.

over time me and lanky become had frienemies (my best friend (ant) hates him and I didn't want her to know that I like him so I played along), making sly comments about each other while staring at each other. ok lets fast-forward about a year oh yh I should probably mention I was severely bullied about 3yrs ago and lost all self confidence.

September 2016 I move forms so I'm not with the bullies and I make new best friends lets call them potato, lion, giraffe, goat, mouse and blicgiraffe. Goat, Mouse and blicgiraffe are boys so people just assume I have a crush on them especially mouse(acc they think me and mouse r goin out) because we play fight a lot. I found out mouse had a crush on me but I didn't like him  cuz of lanky. the short version is mouse tells lanky I like him lanky basically cusses me out, I cry end of story for now. Ant has a crush on goat he doesn't like her.

December 2016 I regain confidence.New boy called marshmallow he cute, has a nice personality  I like him not as much as lanky tho cuz why not even tho lanky has mild acne, glasses and may or may not smell. But I still rlly like him.

January 2017 I realize I LOVE lanky cuz why tf not. ant has a crush on goat.

March 2017 me and marshmallow become close friends thru goat (bless that boii) as a dare I tell marshmallow I like him, he rejects me that friendship is gone, when I ask him why his response is "because a lot of girls like me and I have to say no to a lot of them"

me:

But no this crusty dusty  earth didn't want to stop there noooo it decides to give giraffe a boyfriend(lanky shit) because he likes her SHE DONT EVEN LIKE HIM but decides to give it a go anyway (shes now in love with him) I'm fine with that but he is a FUCKING DRUG ADDICT, lion tells her crush she likes him, he likes her back they all happy and lovey dovey and THEN goat likes ant out of nowhere. I'm just here like

Start of April 2017 I found out the real reason marshmallow doesn't like me is because I'm "generally unattractive" I've never cried so much in my life.

ima let you guys decide am I ugly

^me (last year and before you ask no I do not get my eyebrows done they're naturally like that)

anyway, apparently lanky shit asked marshmallow if he likes me and he said yes, BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII but then again no one believes lanky shit cuz he lied to his girlfriend but that's a different story.

So.....yesterday I find out marshmallows been telling ppl I asked him out, NO NO NO WTF NO I SAID I LIKED HIM NOT WILL "YOU GO OUT WITH ME" BOIIIIIII. ppl now think its okay to use that against me (I'm one of those ppl who likes to challenge other ppl when they cuss other ppl) AND just to make things worse ppl are saying I asked out lanky.

LORD JESUS CHRIST I HAVENT EVEN TOLD HIM I LIKE HIM Y WOULD I ASK HIM OUT. But no I didn't ask him out one of my "FRIENDS" ASKED HIM OUT FOR ME.

I give up all this has made my arthritis act up, now my fingers are swollen

thank you for reading my life story I'm gna go cry now.

[riskeith]

i couldn’t stop smiling reading your last message i’m literally so happy atm. you’re so cute and i’m SO happy. i reread it three times and giggled so loud my brother asked why i was laughing... 🥺 he’s in the next freaking room 🥺

sappiness aside: YES!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE? i wish i could give my luck to you as you deserve it much more ): it’s true but it’s still important if you wanna do well in combat sadly haha dhdydbjdnd like you said it’s very inconvenient to have a unbalanced team but i decided that i’m just gonna switch around with the characters i have when it’s needed yk? they’re all mostly around the same levels so it works fine rn.. or it will until i have to focus on who i want to focus on ascending when i get to higher levels bc payments and materials and all.. sigh there’s so much to think about with too many cute characters... anyway how many rolls have you done since you started playing? do you remember?

OH???? is it easier on pc? i’ve always enjoyed smaller consoles tbh (like switch or even phone) bc it’s easier to focus so it wasn’t that difficult for me. but like you said it might just be a ‘getting used to it’ thing. also now that you’ve seen both; which differences are there in the game? are you gonna have two different accs?

i did restart it from the first ep!!! i figured i might as well get the ~full~ experience. it’s been a while too so it’s like a new experience but not rly? it’s like traveling back to your home country and you’re like wow... i belong here even if i’m not here all the time dhsjsjdhfh bad example but you know what i mean?i’ll keep you updated! rn i’m at training camp part of s1 and it’s great!!! just having a blast tbh. needed this especially now that school is back... :(

i guess we are talking about voltron in 20fucking21. i don’t know if i love that for us or not.... (our honeymoon can be whenever you want babe pick a date and i’m There 😏)

pls unrequited love is soo good. it hurts but it’s good too? haha, maybe if one has experiences with it it just hits different yk? but i’m with you—watching voltron i always always had the headcanon that keith first started to feel smth for lance in the ‘we did it’ scene and actually thought ‘i’m in love’ during the black lion scene. like the proof is all there... s8 and the sunset scene just proves his longlasting feelings nobody can tell me otherwise. keith is the type to cherish the people he loves a lot because he barely has anyone and that means putting their happiness above anything else and lance’s happiness was allura for a while and he just... accepted that despite yearning . god . i always think about is bittersweet smile while having his speech. it’s like; i know that you’re great and you should know that you’re great too and if she can’t see it she doesn’t deserve you.

you freaking out over the leave the math to pidge scene... losing my fucking mind. girl they’re literally in love fuckinf crying 😭😭😭😭😭 they depend on each other SO much like the show runners always push the ‘hunk and lance bffs’ agenda ok sure but in the show hunk was never there for lance the same way keith was. they just eased each other’s anxieties without having any expectations on each other at all? yet they surpassed all of them. the other was just.. there. always. remember the ‘we all miss shiro’ scene too???? the entire team looked at lance and wanted him to step up!!!!!! like HELLO??????? and the second lance spoke keith just calmed down... kill me now. if that doesn’t show much trust and appriciation and respect there was between them idk what does. and the fact that the others know that despite their differences they still need each other just..... yeah. *cries*

YOU SHOULD YOU SHOULD YOU SHOULD YOU SHOULD. i get you tho klance is just... comfort ship but the ship that leaves you depressed too. i’m sure you could still write them perfectly but i’m absolutely in no way pressuring you at all you truly don’t have to if you can’t. i know how hard it can be to write when the motivation is just not there... :/ anyway idk what i’d prompt i just love your fics babe hsjdhdjdjdk. that’s so boring of me to say help but everything you write i love so.. surprise me? i can’t believe you have a final klance fic tho that sounds so sad.... ): i’m curious what it’s about but maybe it’s better to keep it hush hush.. hm?

i hope you’ve slept well!! you make me so happy!! kisses! xxxxxx

FHSJFKDS that makes /me/ so happy to hear!!! i was sitting on my bed smiling like a FOOL reading this ahahahaha. and soz to your brother but what can i say 🤪🤪

nooooo im so glad you got a 5 star already pls it’s fine im just gonna use all my primogems on xiao banner and it’ll end up okay fhskjdfds. yeah just switching charas in when needed totally works too! it’s just annoying when you accidentally get caught up in combat and it’s just ‘oop im level 1 against level 50′ AHAH. (tho i guess you won’t run into that issue yet?) honestly yeah there’s so much to do with the characters like ascending, constellations, talents, weapons, it’s just like.. what do i do first.... and who..... afhdskjfhsjf sometimes i just want to use character bc pretty and that should be enough 😔

hmmmm for the character event banner I believe i’m at 60 or 70 rn? so i’m reaaaally close to pity which is why when xiao comes 🙏🙏🙏 and for the standard banner i have no idea, maybe 40? so yeahhhh LOL... i keep saying this (and i better not be jinxing it BUT) im hoping it’ll all pay off...... i hope it’s all been building up for xiao... c6 xiao.. come home FHDKSJHDS

i definitely prefer it on PC! controls aside i just like the bigger screen tbh (my laptop is 15″). mostly the differences are the controls/buttons! since you can’t hold down multiple buttons at once on mobile, they’ve got more to cover all the functions (pc doesn’t have an extra dash button, we just right click or press shift; if we’re in the air i think one of the buttons turns into the drop down/plunge, rather than showing like 3 on mobile? i can’t remember precisely but yeahhh; there’s also the joystick on the left side of the screen on mobile that obviously isn’t there on pc bc we have the keyboard. it’s also harder to move the camera around whilst doing things on mobile i feel?) 

and nah i don’t think i’ll make another acc, esp since i’ve gotten so far into game already but i did definitely think about it as a possibility ahahah (bc of my bad luck... i was wondering if i did a reroll (second) acc i might be able to get diluc FJKHSKDFS)

omg it feels like coming home what a good description 😩😩 haikyuu is just such a fun warm experience! legit so comforting and light-hearted but also get deep when it needs to be. oh yes training camp <33 gosh they were so young then :’) HAHAAH. and noooooo school has started up for you again? rip i wish you the best of luck 😔💪

maybe 2k21 is the year of revisiting old things...... god voltron ended in 2018 can you BELIEVE that (😏😏😏 i was gonna mention playing genshin co-op together (even back when you first started) HAAHAH but i assume you play in europe server? im asia rip 😥)

WE DID IT WE ARE A GOOD TEAM!! THE FUCKING PURPLE AROUND THEM!!!! THE SMILEEEE OH MY GOD THE BONDING MOMENT THE. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk every time you mentioned a single line or scene im just. all the memories come flooding back fhdsfkhsdjf. hang on a second.. they are red and blue.... the scene was purple... surely i knew this back then but im thinking about it now and?????/ oh my god

the sunset scene!!!!!!!!!! that is Peak pining keith unrequited love and pain scene... my goodness. “that means putting their happiness above anything else” NOOOOOOOOOOO you are so right tho 😭😭😭😭😭 please keith deserves the univerise <333 :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( the fact that lance seeked him out for that too.. just like old times.. “you can sure be a hard guy to find when you wanna be huh” the way i still remember that ugh they really were my everything 😔

YES!! like they pushed the whole lance+hunk+pidge thing but then in the actual show had hunk+pidge treat lance like shit and belittle him so often?? like ?????????? (once again where fanon saves us 😩) and oh my god yeah.. when everyone turned to him and lance like walked up to keith and then said all that.. we actually had so many moments?? god. *cries with you*

speaking of shiro.. s06e05 the black paladins!!! “shiro.. please.. you’re my brother.. i love you..” “just let go, keith” 😭😭 keith suffered so much AND FOR WHAT my god i miss him so much oh no

FSHFKJDS “surprise me” the only reason im asking is bc i have no ideas!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 but i shall think.. (and if you want to think and help me out too.. 👐) & i’ve actually posted about that final fic a lot! LMAO that’s how you know i know i’m never gonna finish fdskhfksjd but in case you do wanna see, here are some links: one, two, three

thank you!! i stayed up to 4am like an idiot LOL but i swear today.... and same 😭 im so so happy to have met you 🥰❣ muah! xoxoxox