#abt fuckkng everything and it just makes me wish i had never let him play mc. which feels awful bc ik its fun for him and im glad hes so
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im so tired
#weeman has just been so. much. lately. and i try not to get frustrated with him bc it feels awful when i do but i have to just Leave the#room constantly lately bc he just doesnt stop#i want to be in the main house my room is fucking boiling all the time but i cannot be out there with him#he just has been so. moody lately and so like. whiny and he does this fake baby voice that irritates me sm and i hate how stressed it makes#me bc hes judt a kid but like. whenever he plays mc or wants to play mc its awful bc if i say no he Cries and screams and its a whole thing#and if he does play mc the second anything goes slightly wrong he cries and screams the entire time jm trying to fix it and he freaks out#abt fuckkng everything and it just makes me wish i had never let him play mc. which feels awful bc ik its fun for him and im glad hes so#reative with it and when hes in a good mood its fun 2 see him play it and im like. but hes so entitled sometimes and again i feel awful#saying that bc hes 6 but its like. i dont know. its stressful. i dont think i can ever be a parent ik i rly rly rly rly rly want kids and ik#like. hes like this bc my parents are not good parents its not his fault hes so tumultuous he doesnt have like. healthy emotional role#models. yk. i genuinely dont want to be mad at him for it but its exhausting to deal with him sometimes. i try rly hard not to snap at him#bc i dont want to be like my parents but like. I cant just leave the room all the time bc itll be him demanding i fix mc for him so if i#leave hell be more mad#so i have to stay while im fixing it but hes screaming and crying and demanding and insulting me andnlike. ik hes 6 and i just need to deal#with it but im exhausted. i love him so much hes such a sweet kid the majority of rhe time andni want to keep him safe and protect him#but i cant parent him. i cant Be his parent i judt wish he had better parents. i dont know. i try to be a good role model and stuff but i#like. idk. i dont think im meant to have kids if i cant even handle him
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