#abriony

[violentxviolet]

[text] I swear to drunk I’m not God. Shiit, wait! I fcked up!

[text - chief fuckboy]: awwww u poor thing[text - chief fuckboy]: and briony and i were just going to ask you to join us in a threesome[text - chief fuckboy]: but it looks like you’re too drunk for that[text - chief fuckboy]: guess well just have to find someone else[text - chief fuckboy]: how sad

[interdevo-devotee]

Ballerina n barrow by abriony

[carnifexmuggletum]

ø (From Briony)

[txt] Are you still up?[txt] I need someone to moan about my family to.

[violentxviolet]

♥ ⊗ ؟ ≠ -Audelia

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In Violet’s eyes, Audelia is a master of composure, the kind of composure she can only dream of. Audelia really highlights to Violet how much she wears her heart on her sleeve and part of her wants to have emotional control like Audelia does.

Send me a ⊗ for one thing my muse dislikes about yours

That Audelia actively doesn’t like her. Violet is pretty sure that she hasn’t done anything to deliberately annoy the other girl and she can guess what that means but she at least wants them to be able to tolerate each other, for Briony’s sake.

Send me a ؟ for a random thought my muse has about yours

Violet wonders and worries about Audelia given that she lost her mother, family is important to Violet and she can only imagine the kind of hurt that she’s going through. Violet’s just glad that Audelia and Briony have each other to help them get through it together and that’s part of why she doesn’t want to get between them.

Send me a ≠ for something my muse would never say to your muse

“Do everyone a favour and go fuck yourself!”

[violentxviolet]

Aislinn- 3, 7, 32, 58

3) things you said too quietly

"God, I so do not want to be here,” Violet muttered out of the side of her mouth. Apparently every graduating class had to have a ball in their honour to celebrate them having passed training or some bullshit reason like that. Whatever reason it was left a bad taste in her mouth.

“And do you really think that I do?” Aislinn whispered back, her lips hardly moving as she spoke.

“I can’t tell, that smile you’re wearing looks pretty real to me and you know that I generally have no fucking clue what you’re thinking. Plus, you’re lips barely do anything when you speak, like seriously are you a ventri-”

“Ah, Mrs Whyte,” Aislinn cut off Violet with grace as the current head of their department approached them, “might I introduce Miss Violet Hughes, one of our most promising new Aurors and one who I would personally recommend without reservations.”

“That is high praise indeed, Miss Hughes. I do hope that you can live up to these expectations.” It was clear that the older lady was trying to smile but there was something oddly stiff and robotic behind her movements.

“I would like to surpass them one day, ma’am. But honestly, I would be nothing without Ais- Miss Brennan’s guidance. I owe basically everything to her.” The sentiment behind the words was true but they came out in an awkward and uncomfortable way, one which Violet would very much hope to be rid of.”

“Ambitious and grateful, I like that. I look forward to hearing of your future exploits. Have a good rest of your evening ladies.”

“See, now I can definitely imagine her being your dummy-” Violet whispered.

“Did you say something, my dear?” Mrs Whyte asked.

“Absolutely not, ma’am. Have a good evening.”

7) things you said while we were driving (yes this is an au, don’t ask me what bc idk fam)

For once in her life Violet had actually been sensible with her money, saving as much as she could for some reason. If you had asked her it probably would have been because she was an Adult now and needed to be responsible but her dad telling her to grow up recently had definitely been more of an impact than she would like to admit. But a bottle of wine and a night long Wowcher binge later and any hope of sustained budgeting had quickly disappeared.

The next Friday, Violet left work early for reasons she adamantly refused to say. She returned a few hours later, driving a pale blue ‘66 Ford Thunderbird convertible, an infectious smile plastered right across her face. A familiar brunette was just walking down the steps towards the street so she called out, “Hey! Pretty lady! You want a ride?” Violet revved the engine as she shouted, doing everything that she could to catch Aislinn’s attention.

“Violet, what are you doing?” she sighed, not always understanding the younger girl’s spontaneous nature.

“Thelma and Louise,” Violet answered as if that explained things perfectly. “Although hopefully with less crime than the film. Don’t really wanna end this weekend with a record.”

“You want me to get in a car with you? For a weekend? And do what?”

“I don’t know, drive, drink, just have some fun for a couple of days. Look, don’t ask me to give you a plan, I don’t have one and never have. Just get in the car, we can stop by your place so you can pack and no I will not be taking no for an answer. You need to learn how to loosen up, Ais.”

Aislinn stood there for a while, weighing up her options as well as she could. “Fine,” she tried to sound annoyed but there was a smile on her face as she got in the car. “I don’t know why I let you talk me into things like this.”

“It’s because you think I’m adorable,” Violet giggled as she drove off with a lot of confidence, despite her somewhat lacking skill. “Also, if you don’t wanna see any joints don’t look in the glove box.”

Halfway to Devon and the night was drawing in. The sun had almost set over the horizon and the wind rushing past the women had their hair flying out behind them like shadows trying to escape their body. “God, I just wanted to get away from it all, y’know?” Violet was wearing her favourite pair of aviators as she raced along, not having paid attention to a single speed limit she hadn’t had to.

“Hmm?” Aislinn had been lost in her own thoughts; she was comfortable with not talking and Violet had let the radio fill the silence. Making playlists was all well and good but roadtrips needed the radio to make them just right.

“You asked me what I was doing. I’m getting away, I guess. That’s what this is all about, escaping . . . something. I don’t know, I wanted to leave before I went crazy and this just felt right. Sometimes you just gotta indulge yourself, fuck what anyone else says.”

32) things you said I wouldn’t understand

“Violet? What’s the matter?” Aislinn’s accent came through stronger when she spoke in a softer tone of voice.

“What? I’m- I’m fine. Nothing’s wrong.” Violet never had any skill at lying convincingly.

“Violet.” Her tone was harsher now but it was only because she cared, that was what Violet told herself, anyway. Of course, it would be hard for someone not to be concerned about her in this red eyed and distraught looking state.

Violet took a deep breath in then let it go slowly. Holding back anger was far too similar to trying not to cry. “You won’t understand.”

“This is about Briony, isn’t it?” The way the younger girl looked away was all the confirmation that she needed. “How many times do I have to tell you, she ended this between you. Keeping up these feelings for her will only continue to hurt you in the future, it makes much more sense to refuse to give into them.”

“Like I said,” Violet mumbled as she brushed past her, “you wouldn’t get it.”

58) things you were afraid to say

Violet glanced down at her watch. 3:17 it read. God it was late but she didn’t want to go home, not just yet, anyway. This whole night had dragged on into infinity and yet it felt like they had only had their first drink ten minutes ago. Time could be weird like that for her.

Maybe it was because she had been spending so much time with Aislinn lately that she could open up or it was just all those empty glasses she had left but there were words she had to say and something told her that they wouldn’t come out the next time they were together.

“I’m fucking terrified, Ais.” She tore up a straw as she spoke as if letting its individual parts go free would somehow her free her from all of this shit she was feeling. “Like, there’s just so much happening all at once that I’m struggling to keep myself up. But it’s not just me I’ve got to worry about; there’s family, friends and basically everyone else I’ve ever met. And I can’t stop just caring about them, I don’t wanna. But I know I can’t keep on living like this, it just never stops for me. I’m always trying to save someone and like . . . I don’t know but there’s so much going on. I can’t save the world on my own but somedays it feels like I’m the only one who’s trying and I feel so alone. And I hate it. And I don’t wanna be the only one who cares. I don’t wanna be alone. Please don’t let me be alone.”

@aislinnxbrennan​

[violentxviolet]

[MSG:] I appreciate that you take the time to fix your typos even while masturbating.

[text - 420 Goddess]: briony doesnt like spelling mistakes when we sext[text - 420 Goddess]: says it ruins the mood or some shit like that[text - 420 Goddess]: kinda just a refelx now[text - 420 Goddess]: *reflex

[violentxviolet]

[text] Was that picture for me? What did I do to deserve that? Because…WOW.

[text - chief fuckboy]: wait what?[text - chief fuckboy]: jfc that wAS NOT MEANT FOR YOU[text - chief fuckboy]: DELETE IT NOW[text - chief fuckboy]: no wonder briony didn’t reply

[violentxviolet]

✆✉☎⁇✿ø✘#@&%ツ$♀.

Send “✆” for a MORNING text

[text - 420 Goddess]: hey babes, want me to save you a spot and some food for breakfast?

Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT

[text - 420 Goddess]: some days i just really wish that i didnt feel so bad about killing that death bc like they were doing a bad thing and it was right to stop them and i did what i had to but it still feels so wrong and i don’t know what to do about it…

Send “☎” for a RUSHED text

[text - 420 Goddess]: anna[text - 420 Goddess]: anNA[text - 420 Goddess]: GET UR CUTE LIL ASS DOWN HERE RN[text - 420 Goddess]: U HAVE TO SEE THISSSSS

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text

[text - 420 Goddess]: i jsut wanna pte aalllllll the ddoogggssssss[text - 420 Goddess]: their soooo ctue adn flufffyy adn furry adn i want them alllll

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text

[text - 420 Goddess]: gurl, are you in ravenclaw bc that booty is flyyy 😘

Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text

[text - 420 Goddess]: have u ever wondered what the moon tastes like??[text - 420 Goddess]: like im looking at it rn and i just wanna grab it and eat it[text - 420 Goddess]: not all of it thatd be weeeiiirddd[text - 420 Goddess]: but just some of it yknow

Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text

[text - 420 Goddess]: ugh im fucking done w death eaters now[text - 420 Goddess]: they can all go fucking die in a fuckign hole idc anymore[text - 420 Goddess]: they just need to fuck off outta my life

Send “#” for a RANDOM text

[text - 420 Goddess]: heads or tails pick one[text - 420 Goddess]: i need it for vv important shit

Send “@” for a SCARED text

[text - 420 Goddess]: anna…[text - 420 Goddess]: idk how to say this but like this war is really starting to freak me the fuck out[text - 420 Goddess]: like what if they go for my parents or my sister[text - 420 Goddess]: how am i supposed to protect them if im all the way over here and were not getting taught anything useful??

Send “&” for a LOVING text

[text - 420 Goddess]: Anna Viola Higgs you are a beautiful and amaing girl and you are so dearly loved. I love you. Lily loves you. The whole Cooking Club loves you, okay? Never feel like you are alone or no-one cares about you because we do, we all do and you deserve to be loved. Okay? We love you. 💖💖

Send “%” for a CURIOUS text

[text - 420 Goddess]: why are there so many empty rooms here???[text - 420 Goddess]: like ive been thinking about this and i just cant work it out[text - 420 Goddess]: it makes no sense to me

Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text

[text - 420 Goddess]: i legit cant wait til tomorrow[text - 420 Goddess]: like it get to see maxie again and its been sooo longgg

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text

[text - 420 Goddess]: i get that u dont wanna date and itll probs end badly if we do but ur so cute adn beautiful and funny and clever and amazing and i really like u briony and can we pleeease be something more[text - 420 Goddess]: wait shIT[text - 420 Goddess]: ANNA DONT READ THAT[text - 420 Goddess]: PUT UR FUCKING PHONE DOWN RN[text - 420 Goddess]: DO NOT CHECK UR GODDAMN MESSAGES!!!!!

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text

[text - 420 Goddess]: yknow those days where everything’s falling apart adn u just wanna cry?[text - 420 Goddess]: yh im having one of those[text - 420 Goddess]: can we talk pls???