#about saiouma again; i just. don't enjoy the ship in most iterations tbh | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kokitschi · 1 year ago

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have you ever known someone that you didn't particularly like, but something in you tells you that maybe, if things had gone way differently, you could've been really good friends? and you don't really enjoy their company and you don't really make any effort to get to know them. because you don't particularly care for them. you aren't in the same circles and you don't seem to have any of the same interests. but sometimes there's a teeny tiny moment, a glimpse into another universe, where you really think it could've worked out? it could just be a smile or your eyes catching each other, or hearing them talk. you notice a small detail that intrigues you. but you don't really know what to say to them, how to start a conversation that won't immediately devolve into awkward silence. so you don't. it's not really a big deal. but sometimes you still find yourself remembering them, or rather, the idea of them and you wonder.

#this is the only way i might like saiouma #that's why i started writing this post lol #idk. is this a relatable experience. bc ive had this a few times...#but im also just hella awkward #about saiouma again; i just. don't enjoy the ship in most iterations tbh #very very early on i did ship it actually but by god i cannot remember why #so i was thinking about a way i might enjoy the ship. bc lots of the art is cute and i get fomo lol #and this is what came to be #i like them in a very abstract what if way #i want them to drink coffee and talk about a book but only far into saiharas imagination #the dream that slips your grasps as you wake up #the lacroix of ships #yeah idk

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