#about Eris

[svzukii]

FINALLY FINISHED MAKING MY BANNER…had to make it perfect love vn themed obv

[perfectlovevn]

Would Eris and Milo use this ring (if they already haven't)?

"Or are you saying that you don't love me enough for that?"

[kokol00ver]

(I'm using translator)

My first drawing of the year ( •̀ ω •́ )✧

I can't describe how much I love this vn, I became obsessed with it so much 😭

[ivy-aissu]

Some oc doodles and a freckled Eris 👁️

[adaze-4d4z3]

Ae Cha, my dumbass and horrifically insecure Erissona yayyy!!!

Red text: HOLY #@!* LOUD LOUD BRIGHT AS HELL LOUD LOUD

Blue text: I DON’T WANNA DRINK THIS… AAAAAAAA WHY AM I LIKE THIS

Ramblings about my girlie under cut :^ (it’s long like really fucking long how tf did I write this much)

Gender/sexuality

Demigirl (She/They)

Omniromantic (fem pref)

Aceflux, either no attraction w/ disgust or way too needy (Usually the former)

Studies

Fine arts major

Psychology minor

Theme songs (the question marks are a kind of)

Imperial Blue (R sound design)

Abbey (Mitski)

IMAWANOKIWA (Iyowa) (?)

Egoist (Oonuma Paseri)

Bathtub Mermaid (Mili)

Between Two Worlds (Mili) (?)

Doku Shite Choudai (Nakiso)

Yellow (Yoh Kamiyama)

Laplace's Angel (Will Wood)

Kimi Wo Yoru Kore (Fullkawa Honpo)

People Eater (Sodikken)

You Smell of Dead Flowers (vslush)

Appearance

155cm, aka 5'0, insists she's 5'1 though. (She's close enough cmon.)

Long black/really dark brown wavy/curly hair mostly slightly wavy some parts just curl for no good reason. Dyed undercolour hair, it fades quick so the colour changes between different light blues, teal, lavender and light pinks. She kind of sucks at dying it though.

Dark eyes like really dark brown

Pale/normal? skin, her feet are ungodly pale compared to the rest of her though lol. (Tan lines make me suffer) Dark circles, girl has a shit sleep schedule.

She's near-sighted but not as bad that she has to wear her glasses all the time, she just usually does because it's a hassle to keep putting it on and off. The prescription is actually pretty light.

Small ass hands and feet. It's baby. Like really fucking small hands. (This is a curse that I'll give to every oc even slightly somewhat based off me) Painted nails black, it's chipped and not that great. No pedicure though.

Their ears aren't pierced! It's clip ons, that's why she had a spare to give Milo :> (Girl CANNOT sleep with them in)

Her face is a little scarred due to skin picking problems that still persists. The skin around her nails suffer as well. Will make every hangnail bleed. Panicks every time it happens. Will also bite the skin around their nails, they ended up kind of tough because of that. It gets worse when she's bored or nervous. (She just eats the skin she bites off.)

Give her gum and that'll be fixed but she never has any on hand.

Random facts :>

Korean-Australian, but like 1/4 Aussie, (one full korean parent one half aus half korean one) but lived there most of her life rather than South Korea. Can't read or write the language except her name but listening and speaking is fine. (Conversational, she'll die inside if the words get too big)

Has a license for serving alcohol. (Well in Aus anyway) From a hospitality course she was in during high school. (She did it for fun)

Hates drawing backgrounds. Hates studying anatomy too but hey, prefers drawing people so back to anatomy studies it is. (She cries every time the foreshortening looks wrong.)

Can't animate for shit.

Probably draws Milo for the anatomy studies and dies inside because she just drew a naked Milo. Bro ain't living that down. Will do it again. Then regret it again.

Can play the piano, cries because she can't even play a full ocatave without pressing others keys. Learnt to sing as well- participated in choir as a soprano. Has a pretty straight voice. Can't roll r for any reason. Sucks because half the songs she knows would sound better with rolling rs. Can sing operas really well. (That’s how she was taught to sing after all) Her normal voice is kinda low though.

Loud noise/ yelling overstimulates her. Texture can also become a problem sometimes. Doesn't like being watched but she'll endure it for a perfect love :')

Weirdly good at giving good relationship advice, well she knows the one she wants is bad so she has to know what's good first.

Therapist friend. Half the gossip she knows comes from that.

Definitely the family dissapointment and gay cousin.

Gacha gamer- PRAY for their wallet.

Favourite flowers are rhododendrons

Favourite colours are lavender and rose gold

Will curse you out in Korean and have the person just confused but intimidated. Busan accent coming in handy :>

Ambidextrous, but her right hand is still technically better.

Important-ish things for why she's Fucked Up!!!!! :D

Emotionally neglected to some degree. Her parents cared about academic results and bragging about her. Was a very 'gifted' child, grades dropping at higher grades but still well, A/B student. Not good enough for her parents though.

So she's learnt that love is earned. So she tried but she just couldn't. Sacrificed her sleep to do the things she liked as more and more of her time was dedicated to study. That's why her current sleep schedule is fucked :>

She couldn't really handle the expectations so she chose the uni the game takes place in, it's pretty far from her parents. Just to try and do what she wants for once.

They couldn't go to their parents for support usually so they tried relying on friends. Only to be dragged into messes of friendship dramas after the other. Rather neglected and unwanted in the groups themselves. Got bullied too without much support in those times. Ending up alone over and over.

This kind of cemented her in her eyes as someone unwanted. So she had to make someone stay with her. She could tell she was lonely.

Unfortunate dating sim enjoyer now with ideals of love tries to date normally. However she can never get them to stay.

Worsening mindset yay!!!

She knows what bad relationships look like and tries to seek codependent ones out. Dating worse and worse people and trying to change them so they might just stay with them a little longer.

Toxic idiot can't do it properly. No one stays for longer than ~3-5 months.

So she changes herself. Practising in the mirror. (Bro ain't confidant usually!!! Acting man acting!) She has pent up anger inside of her she used to become stronger. Did her best to conquer her introverted nature and absolutely shit social skills to manipulate others. She doesn't even like what she's doing at all. Finds stalking others and getting information annoying and exhausting. She's not that strong either, has goddamn no arm strength. (She'll beat you with a shoe tho in true East Asian parent fashion lmao) Dislikes conflict too.

She learns how a perfect love for her might act. Even if she never wants to do the things herself.

It hurts them to do what she's doing, but to her it's the ONLY way she can have someone stay. AND have people not INTERFERE. (She has short person solidarity with Desmond please, they like you, you just get in the way)

Has a habit of apologising. So they say sorry randomly to others but she's just apologising for what she has done and keeps doing. They want to stop but keeps forcing themselves to keep going or keeps going in a panic.

She genuinely likes Milo, but gets so insecure that he'll leave her that they do what they do.

Doesn't even like most of the people she dates. A lot of them remind of their old bullies, but she thought bad people might achieve what she wanted faster.

...but that's not the kind of love she wanted. She wants to be in control this time, at the same time be revered enough by her partner to be smothered in love and not think and not be in control.

It's a balance she's never achieved.

(All playable endings end up being too intense for her, but if she doesn't break him it's not enough. Wall ending she ends up lonely from Milo not being around but others they can't process how things turned out.)

She's met Perfect!Milo in the fucking void! They end up there often trying to make her perfect love, and having to restart over and over because she can't get the balance she wants. Feels too bad for Perfect!Milo to have him become the one she wants, but enjoys his company. She brings him a small painting or drawing every time :D

Tbh she got too attached to Milo to try to do this with someone else anymore and results are steadily improving :^ it’s a slow, slow process though, and she still hasn’t achieved their perfect love.

She usually isn't really "Eris" in a sense most of the time. However, when she does her stuff to manipulate others/ be intimidating/ hurt others, that's when she really "Eris" in a sense. I draw her with the heterochromia when they’re in that mode for lack of a better word. :^ or when her insecurity peaks up :> After all, even under all that wanting and insecurity is still an Eris.

Milo Nicknames :3

Love

Angel

Darling

Sweet/ Sweetling

Yeobo (korean for darling/honey in married couples)

Bunny/Kitty/Puppy (Route dependant)

Mimi/ Mi (cute, shortened version of his name)

Ae Cha legit calls him like dude, bro, guy, man, girl, girlie etc just casually- she does this with everyone so Milo isn't an exception even if they are dating lmao

The funniest thing about her is that she could ACTUALLY GET BETTER by just going to therapy but no time for that when chasing a perfect love. HA BE TRAUMATISED.

[ghousttm]

Your Saviour, Your Love, Eris

I found out abt the exclusion setting on the lasso fill tool and it made me think to finally draw an artwork dedicated for Eris teehers

I just used the digital pen for the lines bc its easier to draw lineart with it

[eris-blog-pl]

"If no one could give me the love I desire. Then I will do it myself."

Finally... After putting this off for 2 days... It has been made...

Hello everyone, I am AdminAal and am here to present my greatest creation (and headache) ever! This is going to be my own Eris blog where I attempt to roleplay as the mysterious mc of the game Perfect Love. Lets hope the many MANY notes I took and countless replays of PL will be enough 🥲

[deanbrainrotwritings]

— what colour is your aura?

another activity to avoid studying for my chemistry exam? and it’s a quiz? thanks for tagging me, @zepskies, I love this stuff !

here’s the quiz to determine the colour of your aura.

my result : sage

herb clippings, matcha, bullet journals, mini backpacks, needlefelts, pistachio, laptop stickers.

your essence is sage : you are introspective and retreating. everything is organized and planned ahead; you are meticulous, stacking up a card tower you can't let fall. it is difficult for you to untwist your tongue and tell others you need them. you are the observer. you are the writer gone off alone. you find kinship in like-minded individuals of green, forest, honeysuckle, and seafoam, who share your guarded nature. you are also drawn to the self-expressive sky and apricot, who will help you grow and embolden you to say what you need. however, you may struggle to get along with the overly-emotional personalities of rose and cream who ask you to be too vulnerable.

sage matches my whole tumblr aesthetic, lol. even my closet is filled with different shades of green (and it has nothing to do with Dean, pff 👀) but yeah, this pretty much is me, which is awesome

tags (no pressure) : @syrma-sensei @eevvvaa @deansbbyx @deanwithscissors @winchestergirl2 @kaleldobrev @humandisorderincarnatedean @jackles010378 +anyone else

[novaneondream]

Anyways what kind of music do you think Eri listens to

[zira-draws]

family photos

i imagine the first picture was taken by aizawa, when hizashi and eri were goofing around and getting ready for a concert. and the second one was sneakily taken by hizashi when he wanted to check on eri in her room

[svzukii]

finally starting to post PL again!!

[perfectlovevn]

Had to... Draw Eris' halloween outfit.... They are so pretty .........

-Aal, THE #1 Eris Simp™️

Someone has taste.

[ministarfruit]

day 23: copycat ♡

(femslashfeb prompt list)

[mymhameme]

Eri- Miss me with that shit, Buddy.

[arrowheadedbitch]

New idea: Shinsou is supposed to be babysitting Eri but he has to do something so he leaves Denki in charge for a little bit, he comes back expecting the house to be burnt down but instead he finds Eri begging Kaminari to let her re-dirty up her room so they can clean it together again

[ghousttm]

something something.. mythos style au where Milo is some god of change

but not just change. Change FOR. Commitment. Proving oneself through change

a god of 'for you'. a god of 'perfect love'

to love someone you change the only thing you have full control over - you

previously, he was just the god of Change.. that is until he fell hard, for a human, named something that starts with E and ends with R, I, S.....

He was a deity that humanity ignored, maybe even despise. As at the time, the people had already everything they'd ever want or need. Their land luscious and their people healthy.

They wouldn't expect anything to change, nor would they want it. So the god of change was long-since forgotten, nobody would pray for something they dont want..

The fall of his name being known weakened him. Until all he could change was none but himself... but with no reason to change, and no direction to change to, he was just a lost, forgotten, deity.

He longed more than anything to serve humanity. To be useful. To be loved..

And amidst the lonely silence, of course he had to bear pain

(idk how to work ryan in the story but he is in there and I've been imagining he's called The Eye Of The Truth to reference his necklace and shirt and that he know the true nature of Eris. Which is also ironic as he hides a secret of his own. To know the truth does not mean to speak it... i want him to be some kind of negative impact to Milo still as it'll be what makes Milo see eris a s someone he's indebted to)

until one day, he met a mortal. A mortal that didn't know who he was, and helped him, and offered him love. He was terrified at first, hid that he was a god as he lived a 'peaceful' life with his new love.

Until one day, all the love accumulated enough for him to regain his godly ability. It raptured and spilled out of him uncontrollably, as he looked at his mortal lover with a desperation to be love, a promise that he will only be everything they'd ever wanted and make everything they'd ever wanted.

And no matter what happened.. either they take away all the love he'd ever been given, tear him apart until he was nothing again. Or they give him enough love that he was powerful enough to end the world. No matter what.. his story ends with grief.

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