#abd its a small littlw thing too
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It's 2:20am and despite my wants I didn't write anything. Did some edits though, which is kinda writing. But wow that stupid argument really leached all of my energy huh?
#i just wanted to finish this scene if not the chapter but noooo#uhg#i want my laptop fixed so i can just .. walk to the library and sit by myself and write#or something#i hope once it is fixed ill have the nerves to do that. i really really do#but i havent even stepped foot in my local library#and im scareddd#uhhhggg#anxiety is the fucking worssttt#and im only anxious because i font know the rullleessss#which is so fucking silly because i know the rules of a library are... be quiet.#bit theres also not knowing the layout or if the people are chatty librarians or not#and all that stupid shit#abd its a small littlw thing too#what if im the obly one there and im percieved?#i need to move somewher bigger#i feel less exposed in crowds of strangers#katy liveblogs life#i just want this chapter to be done its been haunting me for literally 2 years#then of course theres the next chapter and the next and the next but one thing at a time#and the next chapter has fun atuff already writen it just needs filler and songs added and thats all planned#the one after that though?#no clue#the sexy episode of glee makes me uncomfyyyy and idk how to re-write it with everything ive changed and also without making me uncomfy#the obly good bit of that episode is landslide
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