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Feeling grateful

I am so nervous setting my foot in the fourth year. People said it was hellish. I figured out that when it makes you shiver, makes your stomach aching for no apparent reason. It gonna be good. 

I said it will, but what makes it good is you are coming prepared. Things about what people were saying are they are good if the wording inspires you. But, it is better if you could fid a way to think about it, analyze why out of billions exist, those words were selected, how could you connect to your life, to yourself. I enjoy reading quotes. I had several handful of poets, writers whom I adore their quotes/sayings. I think they are special for they are able to express their thoughts, their feelings. If I could relate to those string of words, it will move me. And that’s nothing worth to understand myself better, comprehend how can I improve myself, figure out what can I offer to people that I love so we will be having a good relationship, care about each other, love deeper than our bones allowed.

Today I feel good. I met my thesis supervisor. In other words, I am letting a new person to enter my circle. My circle is expanding and yeayyy, that’s good right. I am going to spend a year with him, exploring what he favours and what he’s not. He is my SV so he is my superior. But, I don’t think it should be as serious as that. After all, we are all human who have some soft spots that if touched, we can connect the gap, Once it is connected, we would care about each other, not hurting each other and there one less problem to deal with.

And here I am in the library, trying to register my 3901 in. Just figured out I don’t need to apply through Central Carleton and I am officially registered now. Hahhh. 

On my left sitting my best friend (he’s both my best friend and boyfriend) making a cute mental face. He is such a determined person, blerghhh. No, he really is. I can see he is hardworking, up and running in making his dream into reality. He is someone who works based on planned schedule. He does not devour leisure time doing unnecessary thing. 

If you wanna be part of his team, you pretty much need to step up your game to follow suit. He works fast and seeking efficiency in everything. Sounds scary right. But, at the end of the day, when everyone is finished doing their stuff. We shall celebrate with a happy and peaceful minds. I love this kind of integrity.

When people asked me what qualities I love about him. Undoubtedly, I would say his work ethics. They might laugh thinking I am not making sense because His work ethics you know are between his work and himself. I dont think it that way, I think the way he treats his works reflect the way he treats his responsibility. So if he’s good at it, he’ll be good in treating you. That’s what maters most.

The post is keep getting longer. Shall stop now. Until next time.