#aah im really sorry i know im probably being annoying i'll delete this later lol

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when i get back into sa i just simply havs So many thoughts i could write an entire essay abt the whole musical i just have too many opinions i . my brain is like WOAH OK SLOW DOWN PLEASE like what???????????????????? i constantly think abt moritz' suicide scene and how FuuuhuhuhUCKING depressing it is and how melchiors character is so Complicated and bad but also like thats the whole point of his character is to be... Genuinely shitty i???? dont even get me started on the song of purple summer i heavily believing that song is the most beautiful song ever made like EVER . PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it genuinely frustrates me when i think abt wendla that poor girl SHE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER SHE WAS DONE SO DIRTY I. when i watch one of the bootlegs (dont cancel me im sorry jsbsjsj) i always think like. if her mom wasnt such a piece of literal shit she wouldnt have gotten pregnant but Also melchior is a little Bitch Boy and shouldnt have USED HER LIKE THAT III................i love wendla so much i love her w my whole heart dude . also i think moritz is probably . in my top 5 favorite fictional character list??? he also deserved so much better Actually all the sa kids deserved so much better yknow . as an empath i really feel for these kids even though ive luckily been through situations they have (except for depression/suicide attempts) and it hurts ten million times worse when i think abt how all of them are abt my age . THAT KILLS ME DUDE i think abt how ritz was my age when he killed himself and all that Really Sad Shit it hurts so bad dude cuz ive been in the Exact same place mo has been Soooo many times in my school career and i know how much it genuinely sucks ass idk idk. honestly. when i hear the first 2 seconds of bitch of living. WHEN I SAY THAT SHIT COULD BRING ME BACK FROM A COMA. i mean that shit THAT SONG GOES SO UNNECESSARILY HARD AND FOR WHY????????? i would literally give my soul to hear that song for the first time again dude no joke i remember being an edgy little middle schooler and getting into sa like. listening bitch of living was my ONLY COPING MECHANISM JSHDJVDJ. i was like Ahaha I Do That . i love spring awakening so muhc its so good and beautiful and like. idk it makes u Think which is something i normally hate but w sa?? duuuuude that shit....... THOUGHT PROVOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please i love this musical dont @ me i coulf talk abt it for HOURS on end