#aaaand ofc i never do those things during the time roommates are at work bc ??? ¿¿¿¿¿¿¿
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not doing well I fear
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#лёва паспрабуе АДК#/head in hands/ why am i not a good person#or good at . being a person also but that is separate#good at being a person is moreso. i thought this season would be so much better and i would do things more but NO having roommates dictates#[...] dictates that whatever switch in my brain says 'being percieved is Illegal' is almost constantly flipped on#and having to hear the tv all day (because i cant just wear headphones idk either) means i am like CONSTANTLY unable to do what i want to#aaaand ofc i never do those things during the time roommates are at work bc ??? ¿¿¿¿¿¿¿#anyways special day 2day and yet what did i do? stayed home practically all day cause i am NOT in a people mood right now#the theory was they would tell me if my presence was required but i guess not. like there were chances also#idk........................#its early to be in bed too but you'll never guess where i am (bed)#practice went a LITTLE better today but it was wet out and aaa#idk whats wrong with me. seasonal depression aside ...#<- that is almost certainly whats wrong with me#restlessness returning as well; as a consequence if i had to guess#anyways. idk. no thoughts head empty. not much to say right now
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