#aaaand now i feel guilty for posting a fuckass vent on my Vent blog. whatever. post now ♡
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reading a yan manga and feeling jealous of the darling whats new ^_^
#i wanna say this is a new low for me but it rlly isnt bc ive done this far too many times before#i want !! someone to love me like that !!!!#and im even more jealous bc shes so much better of a person than me !!!!!!#sure shes stupid but thats part of her charm. my stupidity annoys everyone around me#shes gullible shes cute shes SWEET and he finds all of it endearing#im none of that but god I Fucking Wish#people tell me im cute but it just feels like theyre just saying that bc they have nothing else to say abt me thats good#and so because im short thats just the best option#and its like. I like being 'cute' but i want to Actually be cute.#if it has to be cute i want to be so cute they cant look away. if its gullible well. im not getting that but its a good thing i believe#sometimes i wish i was less self aware or wtv then at least i wouldnt feel guilty abt these stupid feeliinsg of selfishness and envy#if anyone was wondering where the url comes from.#jirai#jirai lifestyle#jiraiblr#landmine#landmineblr#jirai girl#jiraiblogging#aaaand now i feel guilty for posting a fuckass vent on my Vent blog. whatever. post now ♡#amia.exe ♡
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