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irawhiti · 2 years ago

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realising i can just not celebrate my birthday as a whole adult this year has been really freeing tbh. i have bad memories about it and frankly nobody ever remembers it anyway. i'd genuinely much rather just celebrate the solstice and i've been doing that since i was like 15. sun tea and a nice walk is much nicer than having to force myself out of my own comfort zone to cater to other people placing an artificial importance on the day i was born and/or getting disappointed when i tell people a few days prior that my birthday is coming up on xyz date and they just don't even remember it lmfao

#yes i know i'm fucked up i'm da joker i'm traumatised whatever #i just don't like celebrating my birthday and never have and i have more and more reasons to hate it each year it seems #it's so like freeing realising i can just not do that this year now that i'm moved out #i'll still get a few happy birthday messages or whatever from family idc about that i guess but it's like #thank god i don't have to make myself plan out a whole day out to make other people happy actually #i can just. go for a walk. forage some herbs on the summer solstice in silence #aaaaaaaah i might actually enjoy my birthday for once LOL

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