#a111 me myself and i

[aaa-sia]

I AM DOING THIS OMG I LOVE THESE

stan: skz, atz, svt, idle, aespa, en-, p1h, nct 127, tbz, bnd, exo, bts and i probs forgot many others because (as my bsf said) i stan everything that moves

likes: books, dragons, cats, friends (as in tv series), coffee

hobbies: dancing (vouge, modern, kpop is it a genre), singing, reading

fav color: red, pink, purple, gold, silver, black, white (is this even fav color its more like a new rainbow)

fav food: sushi and ramen, iced americano for drink

AND CHEESECAKE AND MANGO CAKE OH GOD I WILL BE DOING THEM IN A WEEK FOR MY BDAY WAHHH

random facts:

1. i once stepped on a nail (fastener) (camp went wrong) 2. i can't really dance because of my injuries and that's the reason why i do dance (don't let my doc see this) 3. i will not survive in a completely quiet space; if needed i will fucking talk to myself just to kill the silence (the only exception is when i read because i can't hear SHIT then)

job: kpop stan

mbti: s.e.x.y. (enfj-t)

personality: i talk a lot, people pleaser, mostly cheerfull, easily get emotional, loyal, definitely not so down-to-earht, i will ask you to spill the tea in the first sentence directed to you when we meet

i LOVE sarcasm and ppl often get offended because i just HAVE to throw a sarcastic comment which they won't understand :(

ppl who know me will say either a) i am v kind and optimistic or b) i am mean asf and they were scared of me at the beginning (bro i am literally the most extroverted human you can imagine i need ppl around me

relationship status: i have a bf, and side kick, and husband, andandand many more they just don't know it yet (i'm single and delusional)

tagging: @lubieplackieverybody @yvesette @zee-143 @ilwonuu @/my other mooties (i am geniuinely so sorry i really can't remember yoir usernames when i tag sigh) and open tag! if u see this, then do it!

hiiiii, i'm ✨ toria ✨, or you can call me tori :) she/her! i'm a '99 baby & i just write for fun/ in my downtime. i'm into astrology, so you'll see me do that from time to time. i'm also into natural/elemental/ceremonial magick, but you won't really see that on here (unless someone wants to talk ab it ofc!)

i'm always trying to make new friends & connections on this app, so please message me any time!

✨ stan: i've only really been into skz and bts (chan and namjoon bias of course), so they're all i feel comfortable writing for. lowkey want to get into ateez though, so if anyone has a good place to start, please send it my way.

✨ likes: horror movies, vanilla-scented anything, CANDLES, perfume (i'm an addict and have over 60 pls pray for my bank account), makeup (i'm the girliest girl to have ever girled), my puppy <3 (who is actually v old but he's still my baby), a super strong iced coffee

✨ hobbies: i bake a LOT & like to cook, i love doing my grandma activities like knitting and embroidery, reading/writing ofc, basically always spending time with my friends, & i'm the tiniest bit of a gym girly (literally go as little as possible but we gotta keep that ass up you know)

🌟 quick facts:

favorite color?: pink (my entire wardrobe consists of only pink, black, and white/cream)

favorite food?: steak w a good red wine 🤩

random fact?: i sleep better when i have cute pajamas on... therefore i have the cutest pajama collection ever okay i am so poor

job?: i'm a third year student doctor! i'll graduate next year and be the real deal as a psychiatrist <3333

mbti: enfp-a

big 3?: pisces ☀️, libra 🌙, taurus🪽(but i'm an aries stellium, so watch out babies)

personality?: APPARENTLY i come across as a flirt. my friends always say that if they didn't know me, they'd think i was flirting in every conversation i have. but it's just my personality 🥺 how am i NOT supposed to call you baby, honey, sweetheart, my dirty little slut, etc?!?! ; i was also given the title of the "keeper of the vibes" bc i'm pretty level-headed and optimistic (and i guess more mentally stable than everyone else i surround myself with wow love that).

relationship status: single (for the first time in 5 years, so currently just trying to navigate through life 🫶🏼)

p.s.: will my moots please do this? pretty please? i wanna know so badddd

moodboard by: @hyngyu

[phoenix-joy]

earlier this week, i completed the last tutor marked assessment of my first Open University stage 1 module, a111: discovering the arts and humanities.

this is a big deal for me, as a physically disabled autistic student with mental health needs, one who comes from a socio-economically and emotionally deprived background.

i’m a burnt out ‘gifted kid’. i excelled until early high school & then swiftly collapsed into myself and dropped out. stage 1 is at a much easier learning curve than the first stage in a traditional brick & mortar uni, as it is intended to be accessible. but it is still the most challenging learning I’ve done, at least when it comes to the actual written assessment aspect.

i didn’t think i was capable of this. even tho i pulled myself thru that entire academic year (albeit part-time), i am still a little anxious about the final grading of that last essay. i won’t have that back til some time in the back half of july.

still, i’m proud of myself & very worn out.

originally, i planned to use this tumblr a lot as i thought it was motivating me to read articles, etc. helping me push past ADHD-like tendencies.

but i don’t think i have the time & energy. in addition to prepping even harder with academic writing and study skills over the summer, i’m also learning german, learning to sing, and learning to read sheet music. there’s also my to-read pile & the book i’m currently reading (‘Palestine: A Four Thousand History’ by Nur Masalha).

so, i think i’m just going to commit to trying to share one post every week or two. i’ve found other ways to read articles, so i’ll blog either particularly interesting articles or ones that i know are important but that i’m subconsciously avoiding.

for now, i’ll close with this pic i took to remind myself of a quote, but that really illustrates why i believe this is an important read.

image description: a sentence taken from the intro of Nur Masalha’s book on Palestine.

“history and collective memory are often a tapestry of stories woven by social elites, with disregard for the voices of ordinary people and [the] self-representation of the oppressed, colonised, indigenous and marginalised.”

[yootaesowlwrites]

Prompts list - [2]

Prompts are below the cut from what you can choose from for when my requests are open.

Please make sure to add ‘A’ along with the number of your choice when requesting.

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Credit to the people that created these prompts, I found them on pinterest and on tumblr.

A101— “Please don’t love me the way you loved your exes.”

A102— “You’re the only person I’ve ever actually wanted to spent the rest of my life with.”

A103— “Please come home, this doesn’t feel right.”

A104— “Will you stay the night?”

A105— “I made breakfast, but I didn’t know what you liked so I made enough to probably feed a small tribe.”

A106— “Hold my hand.”

A107— “Shall we- shall we go back t-to my place?”

A108— “All I can think of is your lips on mine.”

A109— “You keep that photo of us in your wallet?”

A110— “I got everything I wanted. My everything was you.”

A111— “You don’t know half of the things you do to me.”

A112— “Kiss me and promise me a forever.”

A113— “You don’t have to pretend you care when you already have one foot out the door.”

A114— “I’m not good at this. I never have been.”

A115— “Please don’t cry.”

A116— “I was hoping his flight would be cancelled, but miracles don’t happen.”

A117— “I’m just tired of this. I’m tired of it all.”

A118— “And then he left.”

A119— “I’ve spent all this time wondering and worrying about you. You didn’t think of me once?”

A120— “You’re angry with me, I know.”

A121— “I don’t think I can forgive you.”

A122— “Why are you still with me?”

A123— “I can’t even look at you right now.”

A124— “We can start over. I’ll do anything, everything can be perfect. Just please don’t leave me.”

A125— “Don’t wish me the best, you were my best everything.”

A126— “I thought I didn’t miss you, but then I saw your photo.”

A127— “I think we should break up.”

A128— “I don’t even know who you are anymore!”

A129— “You want to be with him/her/them, don’t you?”

A130— “Am I not enough for you?”

A131— “I don’t want to be just friends.”

A132— “Don’t ever call me again.”

A133— “I can’t promise you anything.”

A134— “I don’t feel the same way.”

A135— “Just go!”

A136— “Don’t apologize; I know you don’t mean it.”

A137— “You want a bite?”

A138— “You’re my new pillow.”

A139— “You could put your feet in my lap, you know.”

A140— “We should go swimming!” “I don’t own a bathing suit.” “And I don’t see that as a problem.”

A141— “I never should have said that.”

A142— “Who cares? Who cares? I care!”

A143— “I can’t keep sneaking around like this.”

A144— “I wasn’t sure if you wanted to see me, but I wanted to see you.”

A145— “I’m sorry I broke your heart.

A146— “Care for a dance?”

A147— “So the baby, it’s yours?”

A148— I would’ve never imagined myself in a wedding dress.“

A149— “That’s not what you said last night.”

A150— “Several people knew about my baby before I did?”

A151— “I Can’t live without you.”

A152— “A ring on your finger really suits you.”

A153— “Surprise, I have feelings and you just hurt them.”

A154— “I was wondering how long you two were going to make out like that before you realized you weren’t alone.”

A155— “Can you help me with this zipper?”

A156— “You’re mine and I don’t share.”

A157— “You look like you need a hug.”

A158— “Can we share the blanket?”

A159— “You deserve so much better.”

A160— “It’s three in the morning…”

A161— “Help me find my shirt!” “You know, as much as I want to… I don’t want to.”

A162— “I will move the sea and sky to ensure their/her/your/his safety.”

A163— “You hide it in your jokes and sarcasm, but I can see how broken you are.“

A164— “After everything… I’d still choose you.”

A165— “You can’t fix me, I’m broken.”

A166— “I’m not going anywhere.”

A167— “I’m so proud of you.”

A168— “You might be an idiot, but you’re my idiot.”

A169— “You’re Hot When You’re Angry.”

A170— “Just do one last thing; kiss me.”

A171— “I don’t need you to protect me.”

A172— “I should’ve told you back then, but I didn’t want you to leave.”

A173— “What happened? I’m eating!”

A174— “No one has ever stood up for me like that before.”

A175— “I want today to be over already.”

A176— “Let’s go back to pretending none of this ever happened.”

A177— “Are you back for good?”

A178— “Life is all about risks. And I’m pretty sure love is the biggest one.”

A179— “Why didn’t you tell me?”

A180— “How the hell did we end up here?��

A181— “Yeah, after my roommate moved out I needed a new place to stay and I heard that you were looking for somebody to split rent with, so, could I possibly move in with you?”

A182— “Life is…messy. I love them, but they’re…with another person. I’m basically screwed.”

A183— "I bought too many popsicles at the store do you want some?“

A184— “Did you think I wouldn’t find out?”

A185— “You look… wow, I can’t even describe it. Wait, did I just say that out loud?”

A186— “Just let me explain. ” “And what? Listen to you lie?”

A187— “Why are you in my bed?” “It’s actually my bed…”

A188— “I Swear I Have No Idea What This Is About.” “Oh, Come On, You Know What You Did.” “I’ve Done A Lot Of Things, I Need To Know Which One You Found Out About.”

A189— “I love that colour on you”

A190— “You make me feel at home”

A191— “You look so cute when you laugh.”

A192— “Has anyone ever told you, you have really nice hands?”

A193— “I’m not going if your’e not going, it wouldn’t be fun without you.”

A194— “I thought you said you couldn’t dance?”

A195— “I’m so lucky to have you.”

A196— “You can’t be sleeping already, it’s only seven.”

A197— “I don’t give a fuck what they say about me.”

A198— “You are, I think, an evening star, the fairest of all stars.”

A199— “I have a request, will you eat dinner with me? Will eat and make dinner with me?”

A200— “Hey this is delicious, really delicious, okay, open your mouth.”

[sheyolo-swagner]

pre-nepal thoughts

Here I am, gate A111, 6:11 pm local time, Guangzhou, China Airport, waiting to begin my final leg of travel to Kathmandu. It’s 3:11 am my time back in the States, and I can confidently announce that I am currently running on a lengthy two hours of sleep. Temperatures outside are a reported 90 degrees! Temperatures inside might as well be the same - I write this as a bead of sweat rolls its way down the side of my face. I am exhausted. It is muggy. I have lost all sense of space and time. Why am I still awake? What year is it?

I recall the world map I examined for at least 30 minutes on the plane, soaking in the places I have been and the places I will be going. I remind myself that any feelings of discomfort I experience while hustling from country to country are but gifts that come with the lifestyle of traveling - I am worn out but am always happy to take the route of gratitude.

I just parted ways with my seat mate from my 13 hour flight, an architect from Winnipeg, Canada. Always incredibly curious about a stranger’s story - and, on many levels, lacking any sort of shame when it comes to the amount and frequency of the questions I ask - I hammered him with inquiries:

What do you love about being an architect? What frustrates you about your profession? My friend wants to be an architect, what should I tell her? Do people ever underestimate the difficulty of what you do and think you just draw pictures?

I found it incredibly fitting to learn his profession, considering what I will be involved with for the next five weeks. Until the 12th of July, I’ll be working out of Nepal for the Responsible Design Foundation, a US-based non-profit organization that aims to _____ through sustainable design. In addition to

There’s not much I know about Nepal, other than that it’s nestled in between India and China, and is home to around 33 million people. It’s the size of the state of Illinois. Last year in April of 2015, its capital Kathmandu was hit with a massive 7.8 earthquake, and 9000 people died. Hundreds of thousands of people are still impacted from the damages. Over a year later, many villages have yet to be fully rebuilt.  

Oy, plane’s boarding. Back to the air!

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I don’t really know what to expect! I’ve learned to not expect anything of anyone, anything, or any place per se - I like to let the experience of being guide my way, since a ton of bizarre things that are difficult for me to even make up in the first place tend to happen to me regardless (remind me to tell you the story of the time I locked myself inside a Paris apartment for four hours).

Google can only tell you so much, you know.