#a:kane

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@kanexhummel replied to your post: 32. What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?

Tsk tsk, are you sure about that?

Yes I’m sure about that, what are you talking about?

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Texts || Klaine 2.0

Blaine: K where are you hiding? I can't find you

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2nd April 2021: GOOD FRIDAY Vawiin 'GOOD FRIDAY' ah hian kan sual avanga Lal Isua, tuarna rapthlak leh mualpho thlak ber krosa khenbeh a nihna Ni ah hian ngawih bopui mai lovin. Isua kan tana a tuarna hi thinlunga a tuarna tawmpuina mai ni lovin, a thihna zara nunna nei kan nihna chuan atana in pekna thar, atana rinawm leh zualna, hmangaihna thuk leh zual, lawmna leh hlimna nasa tak min neihtir nan leh a hniak hnung zui reng turin he hun I hmang u. Good Friday hi kan zavai tan Thlarau lam malsawmna a thara kan channa ni lo ni mawlh teh se.🙏⛪ (Isaia 53:4-5): Ani chuan kan natnate phurin, kan lungngaihna te pawh a phur ngei a: nimahsela keini chuan lungngaihna tlak buakah, Pathian vuakah, tihretheihah kan ngai si a. Nimahsela ani chu kan bawhchhiatnate avângin hliamin a awm a, kan khawlohnate avângin vuak thitlinin a awm a:kan thlamuanna tûr thununna chu a chungah a tla a; a vuakna vualtea tihdamin kan awm ta. https://www.instagram.com/p/CNJavQGBT_y/?igshid=10ticj6ppmfbg

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Building snow forts in the quad with @jemappellekane and if anyone cares to join, it’s definitely turning into a snowball fight. Homemade hot cocoa after, my treat! #snow #snowday #snowballs #snowballfight

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Texts || Klaine 2.0

Blaine: Hey

Blaine: Do you have a minute?

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Downtime with @jemappellekane at rehearsal for #IntoTheWoods tonight. You make everything even better. 💕💕💕 #ILoveYou

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jemappellekane replied to your photo: ↳ INSTAGRAM: @okayitsblaine uploaded a new photo ...

I volunteer for a dance.

Yes please! Can it be to Wham!?

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High Hopes || A Klaine 2.0 Para

Blaine stared at his phone. The text conversations he’d been having had somehow converged and the suggestion that Kane made the best Jack and Cokes gave him a reason to leave his room. A drink sounded great right now. Maybe it would get his mind off of what felt like everyone knowing about a secret that he’d guarded so carefully over the past nine years of his life. He made sure that Mason’s cat had enough food and water and gave him a scritch on the chin before just heading to Kane’s room quietly. He definitely looked like he’d been crying earlier, but he wasn’t really concerned at the moment. Knocking carefully, he waited quietly to see if the other was even in his room.

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jemappellekane replied to your post: if you could only stay friends with kurt or kane...

Mmmm nice to know.

I should have said something in person, shouldn’t I have?

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Headcanons || Blaine/Kane

Super quick hc from their meetup yesterday:

Blaine and Kane met up to talk in person at Starbucks and it was awkward at first. Blaine blurted out that he had feelings for Kane and Kane said that he had feelings for Blaine, which led Blaine to ask why Kane had gone to Sebastian’s room, and then to ask what exactly happened. Kane explained and Blaine was pretty relieved to know that it wasn’t super sexy, and then Kane got Blaine to smile a little and the whole situation got a little bit lighter.

@jemappellekane

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Headcanons || 9/18/2017

This afternoon, Blaine and Kane went for a lunch date. They enjoyed a picnic lunch, followed by a really fun time swimming together in the Ashwood pool before Blaine had to go to marching band practice. When practice was over, he headed back to his dorm room, where Rachel was waiting for him.

He did not understand why she was so upset looking until she talked to him, explaining that over the past week, their text conversations had worried her, and with the information he’d accidentally provided to her, she managed to figure out what he was hiding by accessing court documents via her father, who is a lawyer. She explained what she knew and Blaine withdrew from the conversation a little, embarrassed at it having come up.

After their conversation was over, Blaine decided to try and walk it off, but his walk only made him realize that anyone with the right tools and a motive could go and find anything out that they wanted, so he decided to tell his sister, Wendy. Wendy was patient as he stumbled slowly through the entire thing, talking about it out loud for the first time in a really long time. 

Mason texted and asked him to take care of his cat, to which Blaine agreed and once he was in his room, he realized that he didn’t want to be alone. He did not want to be with Wendy or Rachel because of how embarrassed he felt over them knowing what happened, and Kane had mentioned having a drink with him, so he decided to head over that way just to see if he really did make the best Jack and Coke.

[okayitsblaine-blog]

Dear boyfriend,

Dear Kane,

There are a lot of things that I would like to say to you, and I am not really good at words, so I’m sure that I’ll forget half of them and make the rest sound like a jumbled mess.

I want to thank you for being patient with me. I know that I come with a lot of headaches and like, baggage and fears and complications, but you are so patient and kind and you don’t treat me any differently, even when you know the whole story. Thank you for taking care of me when I’ve made a mess of things by accident, and showing me that it’s okay to relax sometimes. Thank you for forgiving me when we have misunderstandings. Thank you for showing me how big your heart is. And allowing space in it for me. Thank you for giving me your time and space, and for appreciating me for who I am. 

I love you so much. You are everything.

-Blaine

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Texts || Klaine 2.0

Blaine: You were right

Blaine: About love hurting

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Private || Klaine 2.0

@kanexhummel replied to your post: "When I had the chance"?

I have no idea what it means.

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Texts || Klaine 2.0

Blaine: I just saw a thing... on social media. My brother is dating your brother

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And Now You Know || A Klaine 2.0 Para

Who: Blaine Anderson and Kane Hummel ( @jemappellekane ) with mentions of Max Anderson ( @maxcanderson ) What: Blaine finds out Max’s secret When: Monday, February 5th, 1:00 PM Where: Kane’s dorm room Notes: Short and sad. Mentions of HIV/AIDS. References these texts.

Blaine sipped down the last of his double espresso mocha that he'd gotten as his free Starbucks birthday drink. He knew that the barista behind the counter knew that it was his birthday because there was a cake pop next to his drink when they called his name; it made him smile. He wasn't really excited about people knowing it was his birthday though. All of the attention proved to be a lot to handle in the past, with classmates finding out and screaming happy birthday down the halls after him in high school and everyone staring. He hated that. So, he stopped telling people. He wasn't one to forget the date though, and he'd gotten his twin brother a present which was hidden away in under the bed in his room, awaiting the day that they were talking to one another again. It killed him that he and his brother weren't talking- Max was the only person he really needed approval from because he was the only person who hadn't ever really given it. He tried not to think about their sibling quarrel as he threw his Starbucks trash into the garbage can and headed into the building toward Kane's room. Kane hadn't been feeling well lately, but it had been about a week now, and Blaine was starting to get concerned because it didn't really seem like he was that sick. It seemed more like he was worried about something. Maybe worried sick. But he wanted to find out what was going on and make sure that it wasn't something he could fix. Knocking lightly on the door, he clasped his hands behind his back and waited for it to open.

Kane had been struggling. It’d even gotten to the point that he had made himself physically sick from it, but it was such a catch 22 that he didn’t know how to handle it. Either betray someone’s confidence and risk Blaine being so upset that he clung to that feeling and it made everything terrible for Blaine... or risk not telling him and something happening to Max and it being even worse when he did find out. Kane had already started to make up his mind to tell Blaine, he just wasn’t sure when or how, and he wasn’t sure what would happen after either. “Speak of the devil,” Kane said as he swung the door open, giving Blaine a light kiss and pulling him in. “I was just thinking about you.”

Blaine smiled as he heard the knob turn and as Kane opened the door, he raised his eyebrows a little. "You were?" he asked, wondering how exactly his boyfriend might have been thinking about him. He hoped it was in a good way. Unbuttoning his coat and slipping out of it, he carefully laid it and his scarf over Kane's desk chair. "Good things, I hope." He smirked a little to himself and then turned around to look at the other. "I was missing my boyfriend," he said, moving close and wrapping his arms around Kane's waist. "And I just wanted to come see what was going on. I mean right now. I mean, not today- well, today, but not specifically today. Like all week. I know you weren't feeling well, and I wanted to make sure you were okay."

Kane wrapped his arms around Blaine again as soon as the boy was unwrapped, leaning in to kiss him again letting it linger. Maybe it was partially so that he could gain a little extra time before replying, but mostly it was so that he could enjoy the affection that had been few and far between during the week thanks to Kane's inability to hide much. "I miss you all the time," Kane admitted, running a hand down over his side. "But I... there's something I found about about someone that I need to tell you and I've got no idea how to, I've been debating over it all week but I can't hide things from you. Especially not something like this. I can just..." He pulled his phone out and opened the texts from Max before handing it over to Blaine. "Might explain a lot about why your brother's been such a dick."

Blaine savored the kiss and shivered a tiny bit as Kane's hand went down his side. Not only had it been a week that Kane had been sick, but because of that, it had also been a week of nothing intimate happening between them, and it would have been easy to send himself into overdrive really quickly if the other hadn't thrown in that 'but' and started to explain. He furrowed his eyebrows and stepped back, taking Kane's phone and sitting down on the edge of his bed to read the texts. At first, Blaine thought it was sort of sweet the way his boyfriend was defending him. How he'd noticed that he'd been upset and tried to fix it. But as he read further, furrowing his eyebrows as the texts went on about how Max was being a jerk just to protect Blaine. Protect him from what? As he kept reading, his heart stopped. Max was positive. That had to mean something other than the first thing that popped into Blaine's head. It had to. But as the conversation went on, his brother spoke about counts, and then Max said it. His stopped heart kicked into overdrive and decided to take up residence in his throat. He was pretty sure he read all of the texts, but the last thing he remembered from the texts was simple. '200's where it's AIDS.' Max had HIV. And Blaine swore he heard glass shatter as his ears started to ring, his eyes glossing over with heavy tears that were about to fall. He stared down at Kane's phone, his fingers squeezing around it as the tiniest of words escaped him. "What?" It wasn't a question really. Just a statement.

Kane felt like crap as soon as he realized just how Blaine was reacting. Had Max been right about not telling Blaine? He wasn't sure, but he really couldn't justify keeping a secret from his boyfriend even if it ended badly, especially one of that nature. Very carefully he sat beside him and curled a hand around B's shoulder. It was instinctive, wanting to protect Blaine, wanting to comfort, wanting to do... something. Anything to wipe that devastated look from Blaine's face and replace it with something less heartbreaking. "I'm sorry, B. I... don't know what to say. How to help. Anything. But you deserved to know, you had a right to know, to decide how you were going to handle it on your own without someone else's input."

Blaine felt the sky start to fall. In tiny pieces it rushed down on either side of him. The sound it made as it landed was a great pounding. Like his heart. Or maybe that was his heart- slamming in his throat. Echoing in his ears and making it impossible to speak. Or think. He didn't know how to picture himself without Max. Suddenly in his head, it was like they'd always been closer than most, never more than an arms reach away from one another. Always together. Maybe they always had been in Blaine's mind, anyway. Giving the phone back to Kane, he turned on his side and lay down with his head in his boyfriend's lap. He didn't want to talk, he just needed time. Time to process, time to cry. Time in general. Time machines. Time. For the first time in his life, Blaine started to regret his past, and more than ever, he started to push away the future.