#a+a

[seannesruins]

Minsan naiisip pa rin kita. Like every time may family event, matic na ikaw yung plus 1 ko. When I go to a new place, naiisip ko na baka trip mo yung vibes dun. Ginawa mo rin naman makulay ang buhay ko, may mga pagkakataon lang talagang pakiramdam ko ay nakakahon ako sa mga bagay na gusto mo para sa akin. Pasensya na kung madalas ay gusto kong kumawala. Hindi din kasi ako nasanay na may nakahawak sa akin. Sanay akong mag isa, sanay akong lumalaban na walang kasama, at sanay akong nananalo ng walang kakampi.

Siguro nga hindi ako naging mabuting partner. Siguro nga marami akong hindi kayang ibigay. Siguro hindi lang talaga ako mabuting tao haha. Pero minsan binabasa ko yung mga huling usap natin. Hindi ko matanggap na para bang hindi mo naramdaman na minahal kita. Dahil totoo, totoong minahal kita. Totoong sinubukan kong mag adjust, mag compromise, makuntento sa simpleng buhay kasama ka. At totoong nasaktan ako nung sinabi mong ayaw mo na. Pero madaming beses na kitang pinigilan. There's a thin line between fighting for your love and keeping my self respect. At binasura na 'ko ng iba noon, hindi ko pwedeng hayaan na maulit yun. Hindi dahil hindi ka kasing halaga ng nauna, pero dahil takot na akong bumalik sa lugar kung saan mo ako unang nakilala. Nakabangon na 'ko, sa tulong mo. Ayaw kong muling malugmok dahil sa'yo.

Minsan naiisip pa rin kita. Kapag nagba-back up ako ng photos sa drive, nakikita ko yung lumang photos natin. Naging masaya naman tayo, tinawag ko ring tahanan ang mga yakap mo, nakuntento sa mga halik. Pero siguro masyado tayong maraming differences, mga bagay na hindi nadadaan sa pag uusap, o sa pagkukunwari na hindi kailangan mag usap. I was not perfect, but so were you.

This is not para sumbatan ka, but to let go. I have to realize that some things were just not meant to last and sometimes it's not anyone's fault. Sana mahanap mo yung love na hinahanap mo, kasi yung love na ibinigay ko sayo is all I had to offer but it was never enough, or maybe it's just not something that fits your ideals. You deserve healthy love and I tried to give that to you pero you were not ready for that. Gusto kong mag rant, gusto kong manlimos ng sympathy lol and let the world judge kung sino sa ating dalawa ang toxic at immature.

Pero sa totoo lang, minsan naiisip kita at may bigat sa pakiramdam. Naiisip ko ang bawat pagkakataon na nakakaya mo akong tiisin, that you let my demons win, na wala kang pakialam sa anxiety ko, that you let me beg, na hinahayaan mong ibaba ko ng ganun ang sarili ko para lang magkaayos tayo. Madalas mong isumbat sa akin na hindi kita totoong minahal. Pero ako, minahal mo nga ba talaga?

[gwendolinechristie]

when he leans over to kiss you every time a couple kisses in a movie or tv show >>>>

[sweetlikehunnyy]

[frworkwear]

See you at the A+A

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[knightofleo]

A+A | Eternal September feat. Avalon Emerson & Anunaku

[grrlmusic]

A+A

[seannesruins]

It's been a few weeks since my ex broke up with me and not a lot of my friends know about it yet. Don't get me wrong, I am still reeling from that heartbreak but I am no longer hoping for the relationship to be repaired.

A part of me wants to hate her, to take messages like this as a wake up call, as validation that I'm better off without her. But... despite how bad things ended, there was love shared and when it ran out, there is still some respect left.

I was not able to handle my previous heartbreak well, I was all over the place for more than a year after it ended. And I guess, that heartbreak made me indifferent, no matter how hard I deny it. I got so scared to go back to that place where I was a year ago that no matter how crushing it felt when this recent relationship ended, I couldn't bring myself to linger in that feeling.

Does this mean that I'm emotionally stronger now? I don't think so. Maybe I just learned the hard way, or maybe I became too traumatized hahaha.

Anyway, Happy Healing to me and to anyone having their own heartbreak.

[grocerybitch]

har haft verdens bedste dag med verdens bedste venner. picnic ved opalsøen, hård gåtur omkring hammeren, svømmetur i havet, iskaffe og brætspil på en café. og tusind flere ting som vi gerne ville have nået. knuselsker dem<33 bliver mærkeligt at mangle endnu en ven året ud. de må godt blive lige her hos mig egentlig

[uninspiredenthusiast]

Hey, just saw your tag on the cat post. You good fam? Everything WILL be okay!

omg I just saw this?? I tried going back but I'm afraid I'm unsure of which post you're referring to D:

either way though.. to be completely honest? not really :(

I don't want to go into too much detail to spare those who couldn't give less of fuck, but.. there's a lot that's stacking and I can't see a way out of it and it's scaring me shitless ahaha,,, homelessness + terrible mental health + a (sort of) freshly dislocated elbow (on my dominant arm, nonetheless) + the upcoming holidays and being estranged from most of my family among quite a few other things is really putting a damper on my health and healing u_u

thank you for reaching out 🥺💕

[buttered-ghost-toast]

BEST BROS TAKE SELFIES

Y’all thought I was joking when I said I will forever picture these two hanging out, huh? NOPE!!!!!

Al is def annoying af. Asher belongs to @nobody-is-typing

[alt-er-loves]

arthur's soft little "t'es belle" to alexia 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

[nerdie-grl]

Cuties

[alexis-adrian]

Angry Alexis

[dragmedownfuckmeup]

Having to come off here tonight. Some of you are just so fucking nasty. I get that you don’t like performances, but the way you’re speaking about 14 and 15 year old girls?? And you’re the same people going on about how women should boost each other rather than bring them down? And you’re slagging how the dress and their body images? No. You’re disgusting.