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#birintiharmelegi#photography#amazing#astethic#soulmates#affection#connection#reflection#relationship#touch#lovers#desire#romantic#artists on tumblr#black and white#bw#couple#couple goals#intimacy#intimate#kiss#beautiful#art#gothic
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#2000s#90s#aesthetic#dark aesthetic#gothic#grunge#goth aesthetic#goth girl#touch#mask k1nk#mask kink#masked men#rough k1nk#degradation k1nk#degrading k1nk#abuse k1nk#hard k1nk#cnc k!nk#cn
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#deep love#love of my life#i love her#obsessive love#i love him#lovers#i love this#i love you#lovely breasts#black and white#artists on tumblr#gloria pires#love#touch#bw#amazing#passion#gothic#soft aesthetic#original photography on tumblr#strangex7#nature#keşfet#aesthetic#travel#photografy#spotify#couple#lostonyoubabe#design
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“It was on a dreary night of November, that I beheld the accomplishment of my toils.”
Victor inspects his handiwork.
#my art#Frankenstein#victor frankenstein#gothic literature#gothic art#thinking about how Victor hand crafted every part of him and then refused to touch him ever again haaa#what’s it like to be normal about something
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I will never tire of the way he looks at his Vhenan in that last scene.
Solas being an absolute mess of a man, blight stained lips and post battle sweat on his brow and yet he has never been hotter.
We need to collectively thank Bioware for their service.
#Anyway a chaste peck on the lips just wasn't enough#I mean yes we got an Gothic horror elven wedding before they sacrificed themselves to the fade#But look#I want this man on his KNEES your honor#He is at the mercy of her touch#Aching for it#This is the look of a man that can only see sunlight when it's reflected on the arch of her brow#Only sees a smile when it's the tilt of her lips#I want to envision them having absolutely desperate hurt/comfort sex in the fade#Perhaps soon there will be solavellan smut on this page#I do my part#As a faithful solavellanhell servant#dragon age#solas#solavellan#my art#dragon age the veilguard#Datv#Datv fanart#Spoilers#veilguard spoilers#da: the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#Dav#solas x female lavellan#solas x inquisitor#solasmance#Solavellan fanart#Daze Chroma#Dazechroma
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"Hot goth gf" until she walks around eyebrowless looking like she crawled out of a pool of tar
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#touch#ghost eyes#devil eyes#demon eyes#blue eyes#eyes#tattogirl#tatto#cat tattoo#gotsyle#goticgirl#gothic#goth#goth girl#ghost girl#ghost#touch my body#dark chill#black vibes#dark vibes#night vibes#chill vibes
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victor is one of the most psychotic characters i have ever read in literature and it all feels both surprisingly accurate and relatable given the time period; i have been meaning to make a proper analysis on victor's psychotic symptoms for awhile now, but have, ironically, been delayed due to my own psychotic symptoms, so here's more of an informal list--
i'll be breaking down victor's: 1. negative symptoms (loss of functioning)
2. positive symptoms (hallucinations)
3. disorganized thinking and speech/behavior
victor's psychotic symptoms, as well as his initial psychotic break during the creation of the OG creature, are brought upon by the stressors of creating the creature(s), both before, during and after the creation process. the first of these symptoms were negative symptoms.
negative symptoms of psychosis are a loss (thus--"negative") or reduction of normal functioning, and can include restricted emotional expression, lack of speech or monotone speech, difficulty thinking, reduced motivation and/or desire to initiate activities, reduced socialization and social withdrawal, and an inability or decreased ability to experience pleasure. they most commonly occur in the prodromal (initial) phase before the acute phase (characterized by hallucinations, delusions, and confused thinking) and in the recovery phase, which is true of victor's case.
andehonia (lack of pleasure):
"...but I did not watch the blossom or the expanding leaves—sights which before always yielded me supreme delight, so deeply was I engrossed in my occupation... But my enthusiasm was checked by my anxiety... I became nervous to a most painful degree" (paranoia, too) -- Vol I, Chapter III
"It was a most beautiful season; never did the fields bestow a more plentiful harvest, or the vines yield a more luxuriant vintage: but my eyes were insensible to the charms of nature" -- Vol I, Chapter III (1818)
"By very slow degrees, and with frequent relapses, that alarmed and grieved my friend, I recovered. I remember the first time I became capable of observing outward objects with any kind of pleasure..." -- Vol I, Chapter IV (1818)
asociality (social withdrawal) & alogia (impoverished speech):
"And the same feelings which made me neglect the scenes around me caused me also to forget those friends who were so many miles absent, and whom I had not seen for so long a time. I knew my silence disquieted them..." Vol I, Chapter III (1818)
"Study had before secluded me from the intercourse of my fellow-creatures, and rendered me unsocial..." -- Vol I, Chapter V (1818)
"This state of mind preyed upon my health, which had entirely recovered from the first shock it had sustained. I shunned the face of man; all sound of joy or complacency was torture to me; solitude was my only consolation—deep, dark, death-like solitude." -- Vol II, Chapter I (1818)
additionally, and in general, victor becomes incapable of initiating activities (avolition) while being cared for by henry at ingolstadt.
victor hallucinates several times throughout the novel. these hallucinations are almost exclusively visual, and primarily of the creature:
“'Do not ask me,” cried I, putting my hands before my eyes, for I thought I saw the dreaded spectre glide into the room; “he can tell.—Oh, save me! save me!” I imagined that the monster seized me; I struggled furiously, and fell down in a fit." -- Vol I, Chapter IV (1818)
"The form of the monster on whom I had bestowed existence was for ever before my eyes, and I raved incessantly concerning him..." -- Vol I, Chapter IV (1818)
"I saw around me nothing but a dense and frightful darkness, penetrated by no light but the glimmer of two eyes that glared upon me. Sometimes they were the expressive eyes of Henry, languishing in death, the dark orbs nearly covered by the lids, and the long black lashes that fringed them; sometimes it was the watery clouded eyes of the monster, as I first saw them in my chamber at Ingolstadt..." -- Vol II, Chapter IV (1818)
"All pleasures of earth and sky passed before me like a dream, and that thought only had to me the reality of life. Can you wonder, that sometimes a kind of insanity possessed me, or that I saw continually about me a multitude of filthy animals inflicting on me incessant torture, that often extorted screams and bitter groans?" -- Vol II, Chapter IX (1818)
"Sometimes I entreated my attendants to assist me in the destruction of the fiend by whom I was tormented; and, at others, I felt the fingers of the monster already grasping my neck, and screamed aloud with agony and terror." -- Vol III, Chapter IV (1818)
beyond that, victor's positive symptoms also include delusions of guilt, grandeur and persecution. however, this is complex enough that it warrants its own separate post. for another time... (edit: find it here)
victor also experiences disorganized behavior, behaviors that are inconsistent, contradictory, or don't fit the situation; for victor, the most obvious of which is catatonia, a symptom of psychosis characterized by abnormal movements, behaviors, and withdrawal. he demonstrates both akinetic (staying still, appearing unresponsive, staring blankly, lack of speech) and excited/hyperkinetic (moving in a pointless/repetitive way, appearing agitated or delirious, pacing, etc) catatonia.
"Unable to endure the aspect of the being I had created, I rushed out of the room, and continued a long time traversing my bed-chamber, unable to compose my mind to sleep...I took refuge in the court-yard belonging to the house which I inhabited; where I remained during the rest of the night, walking up and down in the greatest agitation, listening attentively, catching and fearing each sound as if it were to announce the approach of the demoniacal corpse to which I had so miserably given life." -- Vol I, Chapter IV (1818)
"...my spirits became unequal; I grew restless and nervous. Every moment I feared to meet my persecutor. Sometimes I sat with my eyes fixed on the ground, fearing to raise them lest they should encounter the object which I so much dreaded to behold." -- Vol II, Chapter II (1818)
"Then the appearance of death was distant, although the wish was ever present to my thoughts; and I often sat for hours motionless and speechless, wishing for some mighty revolution that might bury me and my destroyer in its ruins." -- Chapter 21 (1831)
he also displays inappropriate/unusual reactions, another example of disorganized behavior:
"I was unable to contain myself. It was not joy only that possessed me; I felt my flesh tingle with excess of sensitiveness, and my pulse beat rapidly. I was unable to remain for a single instant in the same place; I jumped over the chairs, clapped my hands, and laughed aloud... my loud, unrestrained, heartless laughter, frightened and astonished [Clerval]" -- Vol I, Chapter IV (1818)
victor shows disorganized speech through his "ravings" several times and there's quite a few examples of this but i can't be bothered to pull more quotes. here's just one:
"A fever succeeded this. I lay for two months on the point of death: my ravings, as I afterwards heard, were frightful; I called myself the murderer of William, of Justine, and of Clerval." -- Vol III, Chapter IV (1818)
as a side-note, in the 1800s, the term "fever" was used loosely in comparison to its modern definition, and the health of the mind and body was often viewed as interconnected--thus victor's "fevers" after periods of high stress that triggered psychosis—while being nursed back to health by henry, during his time in prison, etc.—could easily be viewed as mental illness rather than an actual physical sickness, or some combination thereof.
lastly, victor experiences disorganized thinking, which includes racing thoughts, flight of ideas, confusion, trouble keeping track of thoughts, difficulty concentrating, time processing disturbances, etc.
in general, victor experiences dream-like perceptions that leads to difficulty being present, concentrating, and processing reality, what he himself refers to as “strange thoughts” (Vol II, Chapter IX, 1818). for example:
“All pleasures of earth and sky passed before me like a dream, and that thought only had to me the reality of life.” – Vol II, Chapter IX (1818)
additionally, victor is known to lose time and “awaken to understanding” weeks or months later several times:
“What then became of me? I know not; I lost sensation, and chains and darkness were the only objects that pressed upon me…by degrees I gained a clear conception of my miseries and situation, and was then released from my prison. For they had called me mad; and during many months, as I understood, a solitary cell had been my habitation.” – Vol II, Chapter VI (1818)
“But I was doomed to live; and, in two months, found myself as awaking from a dream, in a prison…It was morning, I remember, when I thus awoke to understanding: I had forgotten the particulars of what had happened, and only felt as if some great misfortune had suddenly overwhelmed me.” — Vol II, Chapter IV (1818)
“I seemed to have lost all soul or sensation but for this one pursuit. It was indeed but a passing trance, that only made me feel with renewed acuteness so soon as, the unnatural stimulus ceasing to operate, I had returned to my old habits.” — Vol I, Chapter III
he also demonstrates flight of ideas, a thought disorder that involves rapid shifting of thoughts that are expressed in language. people with flight of ideas may speak quickly and jump between ideas that are not connected in a way that is difficult to follow, illogical, or nonsensical. this occurs just before alphonse visits him in prison:
“I know not by what chain of thought the idea presented itself, but it instantly darted into my mind that the murderer had come to mock at my misery, and taunt me with the death of Clerval, as a new incitement for me to comply with his hellish desires… “Oh! take him away! I cannot see him; for God’s sake, do not let him enter!’” — Vol III, Chapter IV
to which mr. kirwin “regards [victor] with a troubled countenance” in response.
aaand that's a wrap.
there's no real point to all this i just wanted to outline most of his symptoms so i could have it all in one place. i'll probably expand on this sometime with more actual thoughts and ideas of substance as well as building on the implications of a reading of frankenstein where victor experiences psychosis (and how actually acknowledging victor's mental illness forces a much more sympathetic interpretation of victor... which is why people tend to talk around it). do with this what you will!
#rob.txt#frankenstein#victor frankenstein#gothic lit#tw psychosis#analysis#this doesnt touch on all i wnated to#and its nowhere near the depth i wanted it to be. just shallow ramblings#but god ive already been at it for 3 hours#good enough. for now.
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Touch of Death -- Clyde Caldwell cover art for AD&D 2e Ravenloft adventure RA3 by Bruce Nesmith, TSR, 1991. A cropped and recolored portion of this was used as the box art for the SSI PC game Ravenloft: Stone Prophet in 1995.
#D&D#Dungeons & Dragons#Clyde Caldwell#mummy#Ravenloft#undead#Touch of Death#gothic horror#horror gaming#dnd#AD&D 2e#D&D 2e#Bruce Nesmith#Dungeons and Dragons#TSR#1990s
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#touch#grunge#2000s#90s#dark aesthetic#aesthetic#gothic#goth girl#goth aesthetic#masked men#mask k1nk#mask kink#masked man
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#eyes#deep love#love of my life#i love her#obsessive love#i love him#lovers#i love you#couple#soulmates#touch my body#black and white#beautiful eyes#love#aesthetic#travel#photografy#lostonyoubabe#strangex7#nature#amazing#passion#gothic#art#design#retro aesthetic#pretty#beauty#scenery#flowers
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The Masque of The Red Death (1964)//dir. Roger Corman
#vincent price#the masque of the red death#masque of the red death#jane asher#edgar allan poe#satanism#satanic#gothic#gothic horror#satan#i wanna touch his face#actually i wanna touch him all over...but i digress#he's so sexy#take me to your dungeon sir#bicon#bisexual#god#classic horror#horror#old horror movies#vintage#movie#actor#handsome#gif#gifs made by me#gifs#gif set
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source: fruity-bitchh
#touching grass is not enough; i need to commit acts of lesbianism#wlw nsft#lesbian nsft#sapphic nsft#wlw nstf#nblw nsft#lgbt nsft#nsft lesbian#dyke nsft#wlw ns/fw#lesbian#gif#wordart#foldmorepaper#xara3dmaker#transparent#font: Monsal Gothic
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Love the love of Lilith 🐺🖤😈
#witch seduction#gothic#romantic goth#dark art#taste#touch#gothique#alt girl#goth fashion#goth aesthetic
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also it's October, so who's got fun and off-the-beaten-path recommendations for horror books, horror movies, or point-and-click horror games?
#thinking about last year and how much I enjoyed playing all those games on itch.io. I would do that again.#also I just finished ''Midnight Rooms'' which was a fun little jaunt into gothic horror#while it wasn't an unimpeachable debut I thought the most impressive part#was how skillfully the author painted the heroine's passivity.#she is a Good Girl and does what she's told; she ignores; she turns away; she allows.#the fact that she's mixed-race makes this even more poignant. the straightjacket is tighter. she is watched by unblinking eyes#and she watches herself too; the double-vision of racism and womanhood is so present.#it's a horrible fascinating touch and I give the author credit for carrying it off; even if the rest of the book was a tad uneven#(not to mention I think it's hard to create a genuinely victorian heroine rather than a modern-day heroine in a flowy dress...)#the oldest and strongest emotion of mankind#from the bookshelf
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bbg i’m sure you’re already aware, but i don’t think it’s okay to ship siblings especially TWINS
not having discourse with you guys until you read "Gothic incest: Gender, sexuality and transgression" by Jenny DiPlacidi (jstor) and come prepared to critically examine how the merging of erotic/familial love in gothic literature has historically been used to disrupt the gendered boundaries that define the genre....
we're being so scholarly about this one. match my freak.
#a#i love how the framing of this ask suggests that sibling incest is like. somehow uniquely worse when it's twins. anon explain#i could type up a big defense but just like. if i touch on “dead dove” topics trust that i am trying to be tactful & academic about it#i've always read pureblood culture as gothic from day 1 on here! and that means murder/incest/gendered violence is woven into the text!#+ there are ways to discuss and be interested in “dark” thematics while also being respectful. ppl do this every day in uni classrooms.#and its like fundamental to literary criticism i feel... don't be scared... take my hand.... we did necro evan & now we're doing this....#I KNOW I WAS BEING FLIPPANT EARLIER LMFAO BUT YOU HAVE TO TRUST...
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