#a sort of dual/triple/etc processing of things at once & yeah. yeah.)
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#thoughts of kaletu. might try to doodle him again tonight. idk.#just... with M & other past ppl on the mind lately its compelling me to ig.#...considering Kaletu is based in my own. trauma & shit from M & also a former ex who did--really--foul things & stuff#(in essence things M did to me but physically instead since. irl relationship.)#(& since both these things were going down at the same time... well... you can see how that became an amalgamation into one person-Kaletu)#(never mind the other ppl similar to M & that ex too i was in contact w at the time who did the same shit & just. idk.)#(im being vague but some ppl who know. know.)#(im vague on main solely bc its triggering as shit type of stuff. so.)#(not really handling things well. OFC leave it to an 8H moon transit to be doing this to me AYYY LMAO)#(but... yeah... idk. there was /so/ much going on all atonce throughout the years of those people i knew... to where its why its.#been difficult to reprocess in therapy? because its all SO intertwined that processing one thing requires reopening another &.#a sort of dual/triple/etc processing of things at once & yeah. yeah.)
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