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DEAD POETS SOCIETY (1989) dir. Peter Weir
#neilperryedit#dpsedit#deadpoetssocietyedit#neil perry#dps#dead poets society#tuserkaren#mialook#useraish#dailyflicks#neil perry makes me sob every goddamn time#especially when he says i'm trapped with this laugh but then it fades and his smile drops and your heart just breaks#bc look how excited he was to act in the beginning#he's got a dream and he's so determined to go after it#but the reality of the situation is he's trapped#and then at the end with his i was good i was really good#bc he was ! he puts his whole heart out there#and his father just stomped on it because he doesn't see neil for who he really is and forces him to conform to whatever he wants for neil#and just ahhhhh#i don't know even know how to it put into words#it's the transition from future to present to past#*mine#*mygifs
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AT THE CONCERT
#thank u my friend who gave me 60$ so i can get a pangolin#and also let me draw their ocs for a scene i wanted 2 do#cephis art#splatoon#splatoon art#grand festival#splatoon 3#grandfest splatoon#past vs present vs future
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The what?? 🤨
(On this episode of Dragon Ball Z: Krillin and Gohan give advice to Trunks on how to deal with Vegeta's bad attitude)
#dbz#dragon ball z#gohan#son gohan#krillin#trunks#future trunks#trunks brief#dende#piccolo#vegeta#comic#sketch#db#dragon ball#this came to me in a flash at 2AM#i think i was intending to make it serious#but realized halfway I actually had no ending#then this happened#yay#i wonder how much trunks knows about vegeta#also after this gohan dende and krillin comfort trunks by telling him all about Vegeta#from saiyan saga to present#while trunks just sits on the edge of the lookout with a hetap or something#coping#lmao
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After rehearsal <3
#pearlina#pearl splatoon#marina splatoon#pearl houzuki#marina ida#off the hook#grand festival#past vs present vs future#splatoon#splatoon fanart#splatoon art#splatoon 3#illustration#I love these fellas so much they are so cuteeee#<333#Mwah#fanart#Me and my gf#hehe
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🕯️ 90 minute porno 🕯️
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GOOD OMENS + Aziraphale being relatable to me
#michael sheen#good omens 2#aziraphale#good omens#sicvita:goodomens#sue's things#aziraphale is me at all times#the love of tea and food and theatre#but also the bone deep weariness and exhaustion#the desire for bad things to just GO AWAY#the burdens of everything past present future#aziraphale i love you still#he's my favourite character ever#s02e03#s02e04#s02e02
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Arthur “Disaster Bi” Pendragon learning about true loves kiss as a cure like:
Gwaine: For fuck’s sake, he’s not enchanted every time he smiles at someone else, Arthur! He was literally just laughing at my joke!
Arthur, aggressively frenching Merlin on the council room floor: YOU CAN NEVER BE TOO CAREFUL OKAY-
#listen#tell me i’m wrong#gaius’s salty ass is mumbling that he doesn’t remember true loves kiss involving so much tongue#and yelling at merlin to signal if he needs cpr#arthur is like ‘IM ON IT’ and just starts groping merlin’s pec#elyan is watching the drama unfold and living his best life#leon is having poetry lesson ptsd and aggressively folding himself into the fetal position#gwaine is yelling ‘THE POWER OF CHRIST COMPELS YOU’#while watching in horror as arthur practically unhinges his jaw to better suck merlin’s face#gwaine is now caught between still being miffed and asking arthur how the fuck he does that as it seems HIGHLY applicable for future use#geoffrey is present as a scribe and wondering how much of this meeting really needs to go into the archives#percy is already illustrating it#within like a week all of camelot has a Pavlovian response to merlins smile like ‘oh LAWD he comin 👀’#iconic#just a normal day in camelot#merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#in a land of myth#and a time of gays#bbc merlin
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oh you're aroace :3 I don't mean to pry but, how like, did you figure it out ? or maybe how is it like? I'm pretty sure that what I m but it's... been confusing me for a while I just don't know how to know if that makes any sense TvT
Anyhow, take care have a good day :3
I still have no idea tbh. But I never really cared about attraction and romance and I still don't. I rarely think about it in context of myself and as far I know I've never felt romantic or sexual attraction. So for now it's the label that fits haha
#wolfy tedtalks#its like scallop to me#i find myself curious every now and then what the taste might be like#im sure people find it tasty and sure it might taste good if i tried it#i dont particilarly dislike it. i rarely think about it#i dont find myself ever craving it and its not at all present in my current diet#maybe ill taste it in the future. i have a partner rn as an experiment so maybe im tasting it right now. but its not hitting like it#theoretically should be#the metaphor got away from me
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desmond & friends modern day assassin sequences…..I miss you……..
#specifying ‘and friends’ because I hate William Miles with my whole heart and he is not included in this sentiment#anyway vaguely this is nyc so the cops are probably wasting taxpayer money by fucking around in the subway#komiks tag#assassins creed#shaun hastings#desmond miles#this is almostttttttttttt shaundes#but I didn’t continue the dialogue far enough to make it really flirty. There’s a hint of flirting happening.#someday I’ll have to actually do a longer form fan comic to land my favorite ship AND my favorite narrative elements in the same#go (the horror and dialogues on free will and what we owe each other past/present/future & also what failure means AND-)#this ties into my second favorite relationship dynamic: clay and desmond. obvious. clay might live in my head rent free a little more than#Desmond does because that end of game reveal in AC1 is a top 10 games experience to me and I think about it all the time#ANYWAY IM OFF TOPIC NOW. desmond picks up snacks at a bodega on his way back
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maybe in another life, the universe would let me keep you
#alien stage#alnst#alnst till#alnst ivan#ivantill#tillivan#or alternatively: will we always be this close?#aurghhh#(he wants that cookie so fucking bad)#the highschool au has me in a chokehold#if you couldn't tell#there's a very specific flavor of being in your last year of highschool and afraid of drifting apart from your best friend#that makes my brain go brrrr#the future is unpredictable#so we cling onto the present#there's this desire to make as many memories together as you can#but in trying to do so you are reminded by how fleeting these moments are#they are going to end up as mere memories after all#peachy draws
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[ cw: death mention / strangulation mention / stabbing mention / blood mention / self-sacrifice / codependency mention in tags / ]
I think a lot about how common it is for Raph to be the one to have direct focus put on him when Leo gets into all his near death experiences.
Like, when Leo is thrown off a building, it’s Raph who’s right there jumping after him, not even thinking about the consequences to himself when he does. When Leo almost gets skewered by the Krang, Raph’s right there to take the blow and send Leo to safety without a second thought. When Leo’s being strangled to near death, it’s a Krangified Raph doing the job, doing exactly what Raph would never, ever want to do. When Leo is telling Casey Jr to close the portal, it’s Raph who tries desperately to convince Leo otherwise.
Likewise, Leo is consistently very single minded when Raph gets forcibly separated from them. Both when in the sewers and by the Krang, Leo is dead set on finding Raph first and foremost.
I also think it’s interesting that during each of Leo’s near death experiences, the lightheartedness of his words during them goes directly hand in hand with both how close Raph is to him physically and how much danger Raph is also in in that moment. From a literal “I told you so” as Leo’s falling away from Raph to a soft joke about how “hero moves” are Raph’s style - both of these are on the more morbidly carefree side and both of these notably take Leo farther away from Raph and, in turn, have Raph not in immediate danger.
On the other side of things is the apology from Leo, heedless of the danger he himself is in as he seriously and genuinely speaks to a Krangified Raph face to face. Then there’s Leo’s freezing and desperation as Raph takes a hit meant for him and sends just Leo to safety, leaving Raph himself behind. Both of these involve much closer proximity and Raph being directly harmed - these together make Leo much more vulnerable in his words and actions, something not even the threat of death can make him.
These two care about each other so much, and they’re way too much alike for their own good.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rise raph#rottmnt leo#rise leo#honorable mention to the time Leo desperately tried throwing himself into harm’s way to get to Karai#and Raph is the one who has to pull him back#I also think that it’s interesting how both of them go about self sacrifice#because wow they both have problems with it#Raph’s tends to be immediate reactions not even thinking as he throws himself over his bros#Leo’s are often shown to be ‘for the greater good’ (said greater good often being his family)#once again I am saying that post movie these two would likely have codependency issues#considering Raph’s already present acute seperation anxiety and Leo’s immediate memory of Raph standing over him bleeding#another thing to mention is how Future Leo’s actual death still falls into the whole ‘morbidly lighthearted words’ category#I also wanna point out that in Many Unhappy Returns the trust that Leo wants so much does NOT come from Splinter but from RAPH#side note but in regard to the fighting that Raph and Leo were up to during the time between the shredder and the krang#I think it’s interesting that it’s NOT depicted as screaming matches - very blatantly not this actually#also also! I totally love how the movie parallels Oroku Saki and Karai with Raph and Leo respectively#there are so many parallels in general in this show+movie it makes me froth at the mouth#and because it breaks my heart - the beginning of the movie had Raph getting angry at Leo and lashing out at him#the end of the movie has the Krang very very angry at Leo and lashing out at him#both of these times has Leo ‘ruining’ a mission so…bad parallels#in the movie as well there’s a Krangified Raph who beats Leo senseless#so I have to wonder if Raph and Leo just…can’t roughhouse anymore#else Leo would flinch or Raph would be so scared to accidentally hurt Leo like he was already used to do before#then suddenly their usual dynamic of Raph never having to be softer with Leo is thrown on its head#worse is if they’re so terrified of this dynamic leaving that they power through their own sufferings to maintain it
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Just in case anyone else needs the wakeup call I did, remember your transition is out of love for who you will become, not loathing for who you are now. Do it out of love. Thank your body for carrying you this far, and shape it into who you will become because you love the person on the other side before they're even here yet.
#i see so much forcemasc thats just “hate the girl become the man”#and it stunted my progress because it became about loathing#i wanted to escape my present more than i wanted to shape my future#and it was harming me#do it for love#for thr love of yourself do it for love#mlm#mlm yearning#forcemasc#trans
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one of things that drive me insane about the grisha trilogy is the fact that nikolai consistently is a non-factor in the political calculations of both, the darkling and his father. even genya, whose job is to spy on the tsar's inner circle, is like "it's just nikolai, they call him puppy, he surprised everyone by joining the army and then left to study in kerch or something, who cares".
meanwhile nikolai in question:
was a major of the first army. a senior officer one rank away from colonel, and two ranks away from major-general!
was person no. 2 in his regiment, the one in charge of 2000+ men daily. and, considering how much colonel raevsky and his soldiers seem to love him, managed them well.
was a decorated war hero of the struggling nation perpetually at war with its neighbours.
what i mean is that there absolutely should have been the party of grand duke nikolai aleksandrovich at the court (re: the succession), opposing the party of tsarevich vasily, the official heir. the people who want him to be ravka's next tsar, bastardy allegations be damned for the good of the country.
it could have been such an easy way to explain why nikolai was exiled sent to study abroad — his military record would have made him too popular compared to his brother. and it could have explained why nikolai is so sure of himself in siege & storm: he already has his own political party, and alina throwing her support behind him simply completes the puzzle.
also, when tatiana called nikolai "puppy" in ruin &rising, i was like. m'am, hate to break the news to you, but your cute puppy hasn't been that for the last five or so years. by now he is actually a wolfhound with very long and very sharp teeth.
(very much not the point of that post, but when i find time to work on my pre-canon!darkolai fic series, i usually imagine the ravkan political landscape before alina as "the army party" (nikolai, the darkling, senior officers of both armies + probably some diplomats, who also see what's going on with shu-han and fjerda) vs "the court party". by the shadow & bone events, the first splits into nikolai's moderates & aleksander's radicals, and the latter became irrelevant after vasily's death.)
#it's the narrative dissonance between the level of threat nikolai presents to vasily & the level of threat he logically should present#nikolai: appears out of nowhere with his own little army and battle-ready fleet of warships and the elaborate plan to industrialize ravka#the narrative: look at that underdog who would choose him over vasily#me: anyone with functioning brain???#don't get me wrong the 15yo nikolai who only has a standart soldier rifle and idealist's dream of better future is an underdog#compared to his brother#but 23yo nikolai who worked really hard to get where he is in s&s? no#sab#grishaverse#nikolai lantsov#grisha trilogy#grishanalyticritical#also little sprinkle of#darkolai#at the end
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DEDF1SH GRANDFEST OUTFIT
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#im in denial of finalfest#theres no way#dedf1sh#my art#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatoon fanart#splatoon oc#grand festival#final fest#past vs present vs future#splatoon grand festival#splatfest#mizuta ahato#ahato mizuta#acht splatoon#acht and ahato are two different characters to me#sorry guys#grandfest
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I'm high, I'm gonna go make another blog, I'll be right back give me an hour
#this is a formal apology from present me#if I am not done with making the blog in an hour#if I am not back on this website within the hour it means that I have fallen asleep and I am snoozing and I am so comfy#future me is gonna get really sleepy and I want you to believe in her but at the same time please set your expectations low#I have spent at least 14 minutes trying to make this post
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i just thought of something about frostpaw’s design having a wolf motif and her huge autopsy scar - it reminds me of how in multiple fairy tales (particularly ittle red riding hood, like you mentioned in the design post), the wolves in those stories have their stomachs cut open. i just thought that was cool :3
I hadn't even considered that, but it makes it work even better. The fairytales don't even just have the wolf get their belly cut open-- they also get filled with stones and tossed in the river.
There's a clear image in my mind that when Frostpaw is put under the human tranquilizer, her mind falls backward and plunges her into liquid void. A dream takes hold, bubbles forming in the dark, her body cradled by clear water as far as she can perceive.
The unspoken knowledge of her dream tells her that she's in a raindrop, the river, the lake, and Riverstar Himself. The embodiment of water. And He is endless.
Her problems are washed away by the sheer vastness of his being, and she's just beginning to wrap her head around the marvel of it all when she opens her eyes in a den. Warm, comfortable, surrounded by hay.
The vision sloshes in her mind like dancing waves. She has a boiling desire to understand what it meant-- and the only thing that comes to mind is the Tribe of Rushing Water's philosophy that all things are connected by the river. That living by the Lake, fed by the southern delta, which rushes down from the mountain's waterfall, makes their cultures kin.
She decides to start there, and will go further south if need be. Thus begins Book 3 of BB!ASC, The Source of the River.
#I like the way that the fairytale vibes of certain designs Im thinking up for ASC feed into--#--the way this arc will probably shape up to be a moment where the fables of the past meet the reality of the present day#Something also gives me a warm feeling about the thought that this arc will have a culminating moment between Frost and Curl#The wolf in sheep's clothing and the big bad wolf#The cub who has come to learn that there's more to life than what her mother hunted for#The Love Was There. It Wasn't Enough. It's time to put away the past and step towards the future.#BB!ASC#Better Bones AU#BB!Frostdawn#BB!Frostpaw
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